"How could you tell your father such a falsehood?" asked Madge in consternation.
"It was very easy. You see I had to do it. I never lied until recently.
But oh, Madge, this is a terrible thing to come upon a girl!" "This" was somewhat indefinite, but Madge understood, and perhaps it will be clear to you what Dorothy meant. The girl continued: "She forgets all else. It will drive her to do anything, however wicked. For some strange cause, under its influence she does not feel the wrong she does. It acts upon a girl"s sense of right and wrong as poppy juice acts on pain. Before it came upon me in--in such terrible force, I believe I should have become ill had I told my father a falsehood. I might have equivocated, or I might have evaded the truth in some slight degree, but I could not have told a lie.
But now it is as easy as winking."
"And I fear, Dorothy," responded Madge, "that winking is very easy for you."
"Yes," answered candid Dorothy with a sigh.
"It must be a very great evil," said Madge, deploringly.
"One might well believe so," answered Dorothy, "but it is not. One instinctively knows it to be the essence of all that is good."
Madge asked, "Did Sir John tell you that--that he--"
"Yes," said Dorothy, covering her face even from the flickering rays of the rushlight.
"Did you tell him?"
"Yes," came in reply from under the coverlet.
After a short silence Dorothy uncovered her face.
"Yes," she said boldly, "I told him plainly; nor did I feel shame in so doing. It must be that this strange love makes one brazen. You, Madge, would die with shame had you sought any man as I have sought John. I would not for worlds tell you how bold and over-eager I have been."
"Oh, Dorothy!" was all the answer Madge gave.
"You would say "Oh, Dorothy," many times if you knew all." Another pause ensued, after which Madge asked:--
"How did you know he had been smoking?"
"I--I tasted it," responded Dorothy.
"How could you taste it? I hope you did not smoke?" returned Madge in wonderment.
Dorothy smothered a little laugh, made two or three vain attempts to explain, tenderly put her arms about Madge"s neck and kissed her.
"Oh, Dorothy, that certainly was wrong," returned Madge, although she had some doubts in her own mind upon the point.
"Well, if it is wrong," answered Dorothy, sighing, "I don"t care to live."
"Dorothy, I fear you are an immodest girl," said Madge.
"I fear I am, but I don"t care--John, John, John!"
"How came he to speak of your lower lip?" asked Madge. "It certainly is very beautiful; but how came he to speak of it?"
"It was after--after--once," responded Dorothy.
"And your arm," continued remorseless Madge, "how came he to speak of it?
You surely did not--"
"No, no, Madge; I hope you do not think I would show him my arm. I have not come to that. I have a poor remnant of modesty left; but the Holy Mother only knows how long it will last. No, he did not speak of my arm."
"You spoke of your arm when you were before the mirror," responded Madge, "and you said, "Perhaps some day--""
"Oh, don"t, Madge. Please spare me. I indeed fear I am very wicked. I will say a little prayer to the Virgin to-night. She will hear me, even If I am wicked; and she will help me to become good and modest again."
The girls went to sleep, and Dorothy dreamed "John, John, John," and slumbered happily.
That part of the building of Haddon Hall which lies to the northward, west of the kitchen, consists of rooms according to the following plan:--
The two rooms in Entrance Tower over the great doors at the northwest corner of Haddon Hall were occupied by Dorothy and Madge. The west room overlooking the Wye was their parlor. The next room to the east was their bedroom. The room next their bedroom was occupied by Lady Crawford. Beyond that was Sir George"s bedroom, and east of his room was one occupied by the pages and two retainers. To enter Dorothy"s apartments one must pa.s.s through all the other rooms I have mentioned. Her windows were twenty-five feet from the ground and were barred with iron. After Dorothy"s sentence of imprisonment, Lady Crawford, or some trusted person in her place, was always on guard in Aunt Dorothy"s room to prevent Dorothy"s escape, and guards were also stationed in the retainer"s room for the same purpose. I tell you this that you may understand the difficulties Dorothy would have to overcome before she could see John, as she declared to Madge she would.
But my opinion is that there are no limits to the resources of a wilful girl. Dorothy saw Manners. The plan she conceived to bring about the desired end was so seemingly impossible, and her execution of it was so adroit and daring, that I believe it will of itself Interest you in the telling, aside from the bearing it has upon this history. No sane man would have deemed it possible, but this wilful girl carried it to fruition. She saw no chance of failure. To her it seemed a simple, easy matter. Therefore she said with confidence and truth, "I will see him when I wish to."
Let me tell you of it.
During Dorothy"s imprisonment I spent an hour or two each evening with her and Madge at their parlor in the tower. The windows of the room, as I have told you, faced westward, overlooking the Wye, and disclosed the beautiful, undulating scenery of Overhaddon Hill in the distance.
One afternoon when Madge was not present Dorothy asked me to bring her a complete suit of my garments,--boots, hose, trunks, waistcoat, and doublet. I laughed, and asked her what she wanted with them, but she refused to tell me. She insisted, however, and I promised to fetch the garments to her. Accordingly the next evening I delivered the bundle to her hands. Within a week she returned them all, saving the boots. Those she kept--for what reason I could not guess.
Lady Crawford, by command of Sir George, carried in her reticule the key of the door which opened from her own room into Sir George"s apartments, and the door was always kept locked.
Dorothy had made several attempts to obtain possession of the key, with intent, I believe, of making a bold dash for liberty. But Aunt Dorothy, mindful of Sir George"s wrath and fearing him above all men, acted faithfully her part of gaoler. She smiled, half in sadness, when she told me of the girl"s simplicity in thinking she could hoodwink a person of Lady Crawford"s age, experience, and wisdom. The old lady took great pride in her own acuteness. The distasteful task of gaoler, however, pained good Aunt Dorothy, whose simplicity was, in truth, no match for Dorothy"s love-quickened cunning. But Aunt Dorothy"s sense of duty and her fear of Sir George impelled her to keep good and conscientious guard.
One afternoon near the hour of sunset I knocked for admission at Lady Crawford"s door. When I had entered she locked the door carefully after me, and replaced the key in the reticule which hung at her girdle.
I exchanged a few words with her Ladyship, and entered Dorothy"s bedroom, where I left my cloak, hat, and sword. The girls were in the parlor. When I left Lady Crawford she again took her chair near the candle, put on her great bone-rimmed spectacles, and was soon lost to the world in the pages of "Sir Philip de Comynges." The dear old lady was near-sighted and was slightly deaf. Dorothy"s bedroom, like Lady Crawford"s apartments, was in deep shadow. In it there was no candle.
My two fair friends were seated in one of the west windows watching the sunset. They rose, and each gave me her hand and welcomed me with the rare smiles I had learned to expect from them. I drew a chair near to the window and we talked and laughed together merrily for a few minutes. After a little time Dorothy excused herself, saying that she would leave Madge and me while she went into the bedroom to make a change in her apparel.
Madge and I sat for a few minutes at the window, and I said, "You have not been out to-day for exercise."
I had ridden to Derby with Sir George and had gone directly on my return to see my two young friends. Sir George had not returned.
"Will you walk with me about the room?" I asked. My real reason for making the suggestion was that I longed to clasp her hand, and to feel its velvety touch, since I should lead her if we walked.
She quickly rose in answer to my invitation and offered me her hand. As we walked to and fro a deep, sweet contentment filled my heart, and I felt that any words my lips could coin would but mar the ineffable silence.
Never shall I forget the soft light of that gloaming as the darkening red rays of the sinking sun shot through the panelled window across the floor and illumined the tapestry upon the opposite wall.
The tapestries of Haddon Hall are among the most beautiful in England, and the picture upon which the sun"s rays fell was that of a lover kneeling at the feet of his mistress. Madge and I pa.s.sed and repa.s.sed the illumined scene, and while it was softly fading into shadow a great flood of tender love for the girl whose soft hand I held swept over my heart. It was the n.o.blest motive I had ever felt.
Moved by an impulse I could not resist, I stopped in our walk, and falling to my knee pressed her hand ardently to my lips. Madge did not withdraw her hand, nor did she attempt to raise me. She stood in pa.s.sive silence.
The sun"s rays had risen as the sun had sunk, and the light was falling like a holy radiance from the gates of paradise upon the girl"s head. I looked upward, and never in my eyes had woman"s face appeared so fair and saintlike. She seemed to see me and to feel the silent outpouring of my affection. I rose to my feet, and clasping both her hands spoke only her name "Madge."
She answered simply, "Malcolm, is it possible?" And her face, illumined by the sunlight and by the love-G.o.d, told me all else. Then I gently took her to my arms and kissed her lips again and again and again, and Madge by no sign nor gesture said me nay. She breathed a happy sigh, her head fell upon my breast, and all else of good that the world could offer compared with her was dross to me.