"Doll"s inclinations be d.a.m.ned. I have always been kind and indulgent to her, and she is a dutiful, obedient daughter. My wish and command in this affair will furnish inclinations enough for Doll."
"But, Sir George," I remonstrated, "I would not accept the hand of Dorothy nor of any woman unless she desired it. I could not. I could not."
"If Doll consents, I am to understand that you accept?" asked Sir George.
I saw no way out of the dilemma, and to gain time I said, "Few men in their right mind would refuse so flattering an offer unless there were a most potent reason, and I--I--"
"Good! good! I shall go to bed happy to-night for the first time in years.
The Rutlands will soon be out of my path."
There is a self-acting retribution in our evil pa.s.sions which never fails to operate. One who hates must suffer, and Sir George for years had paid the penalty night and day, unconscious that his pain was of his own making.
Before we parted I said, "This is a delicate matter, with reference to Dorothy, and I insist that you give me time to win, if possible, her kindly regard before you express to her your wish."
"Nonsense, nonsense, Malcolm! I"ll tell the girl about it in the morning, and save you the trouble. The women will want to make some new gowns and--"
"But," I interrupted emphatically, "I will not have it so. It is every man"s sweet privilege to woo the woman of his choice in his own way. It is not a trouble to me; it is a pleasure, and it is every woman"s right to be wooed by the man who seeks her. I again insist that I only shall speak to Dorothy on this subject. At least, I demand that I be allowed to speak first."
"That"s all d.a.m.ned nonsense," responded Sir George; "but if you will have it so, well and good. Take your own course. I suppose it"s the fashion at court. The good old country way suits me. A girl"s father tells her whom she is to marry, and, by gad, she does it without a word and is glad to get a man. English girls obey their parents. They know what to expect if they don"t--the lash, by G.o.d and the dungeon under the keep. Your roundabout method is all right for tenants and peasants; but among people who possess estates and who control vast interests, girls are--girls are--Well, they are born and brought up to obey and to help forward the interests of their houses." The old man was growing very drunk, and after a long pause he continued: "Have your own way, Malcolm, but don"t waste time. Now that the matter is settled, I want to get it off my hands quickly."
"I shall speak to Dorothy on the subject at the first favorable opportunity," I responded; "but I warn you, Sir George, that if Dorothy proves disinclined to marry me, I will not accept her hand."
"Never fear for Doll; she will be all right," and we parted.
Doll all right! Had he only known how very far from "all right" Dorothy was, he would have slept little that night.
This brings me to the other change of which I spoke--the change in Dorothy. Change? It was a metamorphosis.
A fortnight after the scene at The Peac.o.c.k I accidentally discovered a drawing made by Dorothy of a man with a cigarro in his mouth. The girl s.n.a.t.c.hed the paper from my hands and blushed convincingly.
"It is a caricature of--of him," she said. She smiled, and evidently was willing to talk upon the subject of "him." I declined the topic.
This happened a month or more previous to my conversation with Sir George concerning Dorothy. A few days after my discovery of the cigarro picture, Dorothy and I were out on the terrace together. Frequently when she was with me she would try to lead the conversation to the topic which I well knew was in her mind, if not in her heart, at all times. She would speak of our first meeting at The Peac.o.c.k, and would use every artifice to induce me to bring up the subject which she was eager to discuss, but I always failed her. On the day mentioned when we were together on the terrace, after repeated failures to induce me to speak upon the desired topic, she said, "I suppose you never meet--meet--him when you ride out?"
"Whom, Dorothy?" I asked.
"The gentleman with the cigarro," she responded, laughing nervously.
"No," I answered, "I know nothing of him."
The subject was dropped.
At another time she said, "He was in the village--Overhaddon--yesterday."
Then I knew who "him" was.
"How do you know?" I asked.
"Jennie Faxton, the farrier"s daughter, told me. She often comes to the Hall to serve me. She likes to act as my maid, and is devoted to me."
"Did he send any word to you?" I asked at a venture. The girl blushed and hung her head. "N-o," she responded.
"What was it, Dorothy?" I asked gently. "You may trust me."
"He sent no word to me," the girl responded. "Jennie said she heard two gentlemen talking about me in front of the farrier"s shop, and one of them said something about--oh, I don"t know what it was. I can"t tell you. It was all nonsense, and of course he did not mean it."
"Tell me all, Dorothy," I said, seeing that she really wanted to speak.
"Oh, he said something about having seen Sir George Vernon"s daughter at Rowsley, and--and--I can"t tell you what he said, I am too full of shame."
If her cheeks told the truth, she certainly was "full of shame."
"Tell me all, sweet cousin; I am sorry for you," I said. She raised her eyes to mine in quick surprise with a look of suspicion.
"You may trust me, Dorothy. I say it again, you may trust me."
"He spoke of my beauty and called it marvellous," said the girl. "He said that in all the world there was not another woman--oh, I can"t tell you."
"Yes, yes, go on, Dorothy," I insisted.
"He said," she continued, "that he could think of nothing else but me day or night since he had first seen me at Rowsley--that I had bewitched him and--and--Then the other gentleman said, "John, don"t play with fire; it will burn you. Nothing good can come of it for you.""
"Did Jennie know who the gentleman was?" I asked.
"No," returned Dorothy.
"How do you know who he was?"
"Jennie described him," she said.
"How did she describe him?" I asked.
"She said he was--he was the handsomest man in the world and--and that he affected her so powerfully she fell in love with him in spite of herself.
The little devil, to dare! You see that describes him perfectly."
I laughed outright, and the girl blushed painfully.
"It does describe him," she said petulantly. "You know it does. No one can gainsay that he is wonderfully, dangerously handsome. I believe the woman does not live who could refrain from feasting her eyes on his n.o.ble beauty. I wonder if I shall ever again--again." Tears were in her voice and almost in her eyes.
"Dorothy! My G.o.d, Dorothy!" I exclaimed in terror.
"Yes! yes! My G.o.d, Dorothy!" she responded, covering her face with her hands and sighing deeply, as she dropped her head and left me.
Yes, yes, my G.o.d, Dorothy! The helpless iron and the terrible loadstone!
The pa.s.sive seed! The dissolving cloud and the falling rain!
Less than a week after the above conversation, Dorothy, Madge, and I were riding from Yulegrave Church up to the village of Overhaddon, which lies one mile across the hills from Haddon Hall. My horse had cast a shoe, and we stopped at Faxton"s shop to have him shod. The town well is in the middle of an open s.p.a.ce called by the villagers "The Open," around which are cl.u.s.tered the half-dozen houses and shops that const.i.tute the village.
The girls were mounted, and I was standing beside them in front of the farrier"s, waiting for my horse. Jennie Faxton, a wild, unkempt girl of sixteen, was standing in silent admiration near Dorothy. Our backs were turned toward the well. Suddenly a light came into Jennie"s face, and she plucked Dorothy by the skirt of her habit.