"If you"re going to the devil, you may as well go quickly and pleasantly," he said, drumming his fingers on the cloth. "By heaven, if I"d thought of this when I married! I meant to go straight--you know I did?"
Grantley nodded.
"I broke off all that sort of thing. I could have gone straight. She"s driven me to it--by Jove, she has."
"Take care, old chap. They"ll notice you."
"I don"t care if---- Oh, all right, and thanks, Grantley. I don"t want to make an exhibition of myself. And I"ve told n.o.body but you, of course."
Sibylla, never long in coming to conclusions, had made up her mind about the women before the evening was half over. Lady Harriet was strange and terrible when the known facts of the case were compared with her indolent composure. Mrs. Selford was trivial and tiresome, but a good enough little silly soul. Suzette Bligh was entirely negligible; she had not spoken save to flirt very mildly with Blake. Mrs. Raymore elicited a liking, but a rather timid and distant one; she seemed very clear-sighted and judicial. Christine Fanshaw attracted her most, first by her dainty prettiness, also by the perfection of her clothes (a thing Sibylla much admired), most by her friendly air and the piquant suffusion of sarcastic humour that she had. She seemed to treat even her own grievances in this semi-serious way--one of them certainly, if her husband were one. Such a manner and such a way of regarding things are often most attractive to the people who would find it hardest to acquire the like for themselves; they seem to make the difficulties which have loomed so large look smaller--they extenuate, smooth away, and, by the artifice of not asking too much, cause what is given to appear a more liberal instalment of the possible. They are not, however, generally a.s.sociated with any high or rigid moral ideas, and were not so a.s.sociated in the person of pretty Christine Fanshaw. But they are entirely compatible with much worldly wisdom, and breed a tolerance of unimpeachable breadth, if not of exalted origin.
"We"ll be friends, won"t we?" Christine said to Sibylla, settling herself cosily by her. "I"m rather tired of all these women, except Kate Raymore, and she doesn"t much approve of me. But I"m going to like you."
"Will you? I"m so glad."
"And I can be very useful to you. I can even improve your frocks--though this one"s very nice; and I can tell you all about husbands. I know a great deal--and I"m representative." She laughed gaily. "John and I are quite representative. I like John really, you know; he"s a good man--but he"s selfish. And John likes me, but I"m selfish. And I like teasing John, and he takes a positive pleasure sometimes in annoying me."
"And that"s representative?" smiled Sibylla.
"Oh, not by itself, but as an element, sandwiched in with the rest--with our really liking one another and getting on all right, you know. And when we quarrel, it"s about something, not about nothing, like the Selfords--though I don"t know that that is quite so representative, after all." She paused a moment, and resumed less gaily, with a little wrinkle on her brow: "At least, I think John really likes me. Sometimes I"m not sure, though I know I like him; and when I"m least sure I tease him most."
"Is that a good remedy?"
"Remedy? No, it"s temper, my dear. You see, there was a time when--when I didn"t care whether he liked me or not; when I--when I--well, when I didn"t care, as I said. And I think he felt I didn"t. And I don"t know whether I"ve ever quite got back."
Ready with sympathy, Sibylla pressed the little richly beringed hand.
"Oh, it"s all right. We"re very lucky. Look at the Courtlands!"
"The poor Courtlands seem to exist to make other people appreciate their own good luck," said Sibylla, laughing a little.
"I"m sure they ought to make you appreciate yours. Grantley and Walter Blake are two of the most sought-after of men, and you"ve married one of them, and made quite a conquest of the other to-night. Oh, here come the men!"
Young Blake came straight across to them, and engaged in a verbal fencing-match with Christine. She took him to task for alleged dissipation and over-much gaiety; he defended his character and habits with playful warmth. Sibylla sat by silent; she was still very ignorant of all the life they talked about. She knew that Christine"s charges carried innuendoes from the way Blake met them, but she did not know what the innuendoes were. But she was not neglected. If his words were for gay Christine, his eyes were very constantly for the graver face and the more silent lips. He let her see his respectful admiration in the frank way he had; n.o.body could take offence at it.
"I suppose you must always have somebody to be in love with--to give, oh, your whole heart and soul to, mustn"t you?" Christine asked scornfully.
"Yes, it"s a necessity of my nature."
"That"s what keeps you a bachelor, I suppose?"
He laughed, but, as Sibylla thought, a trifle ruefully, or at least as though he were a little puzzled by Christine"s swift thrust.
"Keeps him? He"s not old enough to marry yet," she pleaded, and Blake gaily accepted the defence.
Their talk was interrupted by Lady Harriet"s rising; her brougham had been announced. Grantley telegraphed his readiness to be off too, and he and Sibylla, after saying good-night, followed the Courtlands downstairs, Raymore accompanying them and giving the men cigars while their wives put their cloaks on. Grantley asked for a cab, which was some little while in coming; Tom Courtland said he wanted a hansom too, and stuck his cigar in his mouth, puffing out a full cloud of smoke. At the moment Lady Harriet came back into the hall, Sibylla following her.
"Do you intend to smoke that cigar in the brougham as we go to my mother"s party?" asked Lady Harriet.
"I"m not aware that your mother minds smoke; but as a matter of fact I"m not going to the party at all."
"You"re expected--I said you"d come."
"I"m sorry, Harriet, but you misunderstood me."
Tom Courtland stood his ground firmly and answered civilly, though with a surly rough tone in his voice. His wife was still very quiet, yet Raymore and Grantley exchanged apprehensive looks; the lull before the storm is a well-worked figure of speech, but they knew it applied very well to Lady Harriet.
"You"re going home, then?"
"Not just now."
"Where are you going?"
"To the club."
"What club?"
"Is my cab there?" Grantley called to the butler.
"Not yet, sir; there"ll be one directly."
"What club?" demanded Lady Harriet again.
"What does it matter? I haven"t made up my mind. I"m only going to have a rubber."
Then it came--what Sibylla had been told about, what the others had seen before now. They were all forgotten--host and fellow-guests, even the servants, even the cabman, who heard the outburst and leant down from his high seat, trying to see. It was like some physical affliction, an utter loss of self-control; it was a bare step distant from violence. It was the failure of civilisation, the casting-off of decency, a being abandoned to a raw fierce fury.
"Club!" she cried, a deep flush covering her face and all her neck.
"Pretty clubs you go to hard on midnight! I know you, I know you too well, you--you liar!"
Sibylla crept behind Grantley, pa.s.sing her hand through his arm. Tom Courtland stood motionless, very white, a stiff smile on his lips.
"You liar!" she said once again, and without a look at any of them swept down the steps. She moved grandly. She came to the door of her brougham, which the footman held for her. The window was drawn up.
"Have you been driving with the windows shut?"
"Yes, my lady."
"I told you to keep them down when it was fine. Do you want to stifle me, you fool?" She raised the fan she carried; it had stout ivory sticks and a large k.n.o.b of ivory at the end. She dashed the k.n.o.b against the window with all her strength; the gla.s.s was broken and fell clattering on the pavement as Lady Harriet got in.
The footman shut the door, touched his hat, and joined the coachman on the box.
With his pale face and set smile, with his miserable eyes and bowed shoulders, Tom Courtland went down the steps to his cab. Neither did he speak to any of them.
At last Raymore turned to Sibylla.
"I"m so sorry it happened to-night--when you were here," he said.
"What does it mean?" she gasped.