The breeze picked up, lifting her hair and cooling the back of her sweaty neck. It wasn"t old, the spell. A month, six weeks at the most, but probably more recent. She couldn"t imagine how much power there must have been here while it was being cast. The kind of power that required either a very experienced, very powerful sorcerer, or a very innocent victim. Or both.
Either way, it wasn"t anything she wanted to be around anymore.
Three more careful steps gave her a good idea of how wide the circle was. Nine feet, big enough for several people.
Terrible started toward her, but she put her hand out. "Don"t. You don"t want to chance stepping into it. You still got that flashlight?"
He stopped and held it out to her, waiting patiently like a faithful dog while she examined the ground as much as she could from outside the perimeter. The prior week"s rain, if not the general pa.s.sage of time, had eliminated pretty much anything she"d have been able to see, but something glittered on the ground, very faintly, right near the center.
She adjusted the light, holding it high to try and get a better look. Small and gold, shiny as the edge of a razor blade and from what she could make out, almost as sharp. It nestled among several blades of gra.s.s, not revealing itself to her.
"Get me a stick or something." If it was part of a spell, she could conceivably break it simply by removing the thing. If it wasn"t ... she"d put it in the African Blackwood trunk where she kept any dodgy magical items she happened to come across. The energy of the wood was strong enough to block just about anything.
Terrible headed for the stand of trees just outside the fence. She watched him tear a new hole in the chain links and slip through it. Odd how such a big man managed to move so stealthily, but then in his line of work he"d need it. She wasn"t the only person who"d ever been surprised to find him standing right in front of her, just the only one for whom the experience ended without broken bones.
Meanwhile she kept the light focused on the piece of gold, afraid that if she looked away it would change into something else or disappear. Some people might think such a thing impossible, but she knew better. With magic almost anything was possible; all objects had energy, and energy could be manipulated.
Funny how much cleaner the air tasted out here, only fifteen miles or so from Downside but away from the constant fires, the crowds, and the slaughter house. Even with the faint garbage odor wafting under her nose whenever the wind changed, it felt more like country than city, and she couldn"t remember the last time she"d been out of the city on her free time. For that matter she couldn"t remember the last time she"d been out of her apartment on her free time, save to buy food or score. What was the point?
The chain links jingled. Terrible headed back through the hole in the fence, his body a shadow that didn"t appear to move but moved just the same.
Better tools existed to do the job, but the stick would have to work. Her body ached from trying to keep still and balanced as she leaned out over the circle, using the tip of the broken branch to ease the medallion closer.
It wasn"t working. Maybe if she put one foot in the circle, kept the other outside, she could get better leverage.
Probably not a good idea. Her heart, already beating rapid time from the speed, gave a sick little lurch at the idea. But she had to have that piece of metal. Had to. It wanted her to have it, and she wanted it.
She lifted her foot and planted it inside the circle, as far forward as she could.
Pain swallowed her leg, sinking in with teeth like thorns. She screamed and dropped to the ground, heedless of where she fell, tumbling headfirst into the remains of the circle.
Black. It was all black in there, and so cold, so cold her bones felt brittle, so cold she could barely remember what heat had felt like. Voices echoed around her like shouts down a wind tunnel, they were saying terrible things, they were laughing about death and horror and something in front of her had giant black eyes like hunks of obsidian set in its bony face and teeth dripping with reddish saliva ...
Strength leeched from her body to pour into the dirt. She felt a hole opening beneath her, like the earth was becoming thinner somehow, and as it did the voice grew louder. Not taunting now. Cajoling, promising. For the second time in one night the dead called her, but this was seductive, not violent. If she let go she could have anything she wanted. If she gave up they would take care of her, they would erase all the bad memories and the pain and leave her light and free, filled with air.
She saw Terrible, his lips moving, but no sound reached her. All she heard were the whispers, words she didn"t recognize but understood. She opened her mouth to scream, but instead of her voice what came out was shiny and red, a satin ribbon of air curling into the thick darkness around her. She could give in and it would all be over. All the pain, the misery, all of the memories, gone. What she"d been trying to achieve over the years with pills and powders and hard k.n.o.bs of Dream, she could have it now, she could cease to exist and find the oblivion she couldn"t find in life.
She reached for it. Her fingers closed around something cold and hard, something that cut into her palm with its sharp fierce edge.
Fire shot up her arm. Her blood had activated the metal, fed it, whatever it had done, but the cold blackness turned to heat, unbearable blue-white heat.
Through the haze of agony she felt hands circle her ankles and tug. She"d started to let go of the coin, but now she grabbed it again, squeezing harder, the pain a blessing that kept her conscious in the seconds before Terrible yanked her out of the circle.
Her vision returned in a rush, going from nothing to a confused series of images that failed to imprint themselves on her brain. Terrible hoisted her up over his shoulder and ran across the field while her hand burned and her stomach protested. A sharp piece of chain link scratched her cheek when he dove through the hole in the fence; she almost fell as he wrenched the car door open and practically threw her into it.
Music blared and gravel spewed behind them as he tore out of the parking lot. Chess looked down into her clenched fist. Blood dripped through her fingers onto her black jeans, soaking through them. In her hand was a copper amulet.
Chapter Five.
"To violate law is to violate yourself, and thus be made unworthy. Facts tell us forgiveness is human, not divine; thus forgiveness must come from humanity; thus it must be earned by debas.e.m.e.nt and punishment."
-The Book of Truth, Rules, Article 30 Her skin crawled just touching the thing, but she wanted to try and see if she could make out anything of the complex pattern around the edge. Runes, maybe? They weren"t supposed to memorize the runes-part of their power lay in the concentration it took to copy them-but it was impossible not to recall some of them, and a few of these symbols were familiar. The rest could have been invented, placeholders to confuse the curious or those unlucky enough to stumble across the copper piece, but somehow she didn"t think so. The amulet was too powerful for that, and there were many magical alphabets Church employees were forbidden to learn.
Edsel might know, but she couldn"t go to him until Sunday. Tomorrow was Sat.u.r.day, Holy Day, and she"d need to be at Church for most of it.
She tucked the coin in her black box on the bookcase and said a few words of power, hoping it would be enough. Usually magic"s edge of unpredictability fascinated her, but it didn"t seem so much fun when it came to items like these. Who knew what energies might be manifesting in the amulet, how they might affect her and her home?
"Okay," she said, turning. "Has it stopped bleeding?"
"Aye, looks like it." Terrible peeled the thin towel away from the wound on his arm and inspected it. "I be right, Chess. Ain"t you worry."
"Let me see." The bleeding had stopped, but the gouge in his skin from where the fence had caught him, too, looked deep and ugly. He"d saved her life. The least she owed him was some antiseptic.
An almost-full bottle of it rested in her bathroom cabinet. The sharp medicinal scent stung her nose as she soaked a clean cloth with it and pressed it against his wound. His arm twitched but did not move as she finished cleaning it and put a fresh pad over it, taping it into place.
"Sorry about the pain."
He shrugged. "Had much worse."
Which reminded her. She crossed back into her small, dingy kitchen and grabbed a fresh bottle of water from the fridge, then another for Terrible.
Awkward silence descended as they sat and sipped their water.
But what was she supposed to talk about with him? She barely knew him. n.o.body really knew him. n.o.body really wanted to. Better to run when they saw him coming.
He cleared his throat, gulped his water, cleared his throat. "Nice place."
"Thanks." It wasn"t, really. It was bare, and plain, and dull, except for the enormous stained-gla.s.s window taking up one entire wall. But if she"d been forced to spend most of her time in the gynecological horror chamber that was b.u.mp"s place, she probably would have thought it was nice, too.
"So what you think, Chess? You think Chester haunted?"
She shook her head. "I don"t know. I"d like to look at it during the day."
"On the morrow?"
"I have church. Sat.u.r.day."
"Right. You not there they miss you, aye?"
"Yeah."
He nodded slowly and got up, taking his water with him. "I talk to b.u.mp, give him what happened. Come to his place on the early. He"ll front you."
"Thanks."
Sleep was out of the question when he left. Looked like she"d be pulling an all-nighter whether she wanted to or not. She shrugged and started chopping out another line. Might as well enjoy herself, watch some movies, dye her hair-her reddish roots were starting to show under the black-before Church in the morning.
Normally she arrived at church before the Reckonings started, in order to avoid having to watch. This morning she"d been busy organizing her CDs, so citizens with bags of ripe fruit and sticks greeted her when she finally stepped onto Church property at five to nine.
They weren"t looking at her. They barely even noticed her, but she still felt exposed, as if they were all watching her from the corners of their eyes, waiting for her to turn her back so they could curse her and beat her. It was hard to remember sometimes that they wouldn"t, that that part of her life had ended the day she entered the Church training program.
Two Minor Elders led the first Penitent into the square, a large man with a heavy beard. His bare, dusty feet shuffled across the pavement toward the stocks, but the look on his face belied his body"s reluctance. He couldn"t wait to be abused, couldn"t wait to be cleansed by filth. Easy answers made everyone happy. Idly she wondered what he"d done. Broken an oath, told a lie? An information crime, perhaps? He didn"t wear the gloves of a thief, so she guessed his infraction was a moral one; adultery, or lying, perhaps.
Chess didn"t stop, crossing the square past the enormous stone 1997 Haunted Week memorial, remembering as always to dip her head in respect for the millions worldwide whose lives had been stolen.
She didn"t remember Haunted Week herself, she"d been only an infant. She only knew the ghosts hadn"t taken her own parents, whoever they were-or rather, that their death wasn"t the reason she was in the system. They"d given her up already. But the story of Haunted Week she knew, of course she knew, as everyone did. She could only imagine what it must have been like, people huddled together in churches and homes and schools, praying and crying, while silent ghosts, risen from their graves, moved through the walls in search of them. Stealing their lives. Armed with knives and broken gla.s.s, armed with ropes and hatchets and razors, their blank faces impa.s.sive as they killed.
She wasn"t the only one who saw the Church as her salvation, despite the few grumpy splinter groups who attempted to rebel in their small, largely useless ways. All of humanity-all that remained, a third of what the population had been before that fateful week-owed their lives to the only group, the only religion, that had been able to control and defeat the ghosts. Before Haunted Week-before the Church showed the world what Truth was-they"d been a tiny group, devoted to the theory and study of magic. Now they ran the world.
And she was part of it. It was the one thing in her life of which she was proud.
She pushed her way through the heavy iron doors so she stood in the cool blue entry hall of the Church of Real Truth.
It always felt a little like coming home, and why shouldn"t it? The only constant thing in her entire life had been this building. A different set of parents every couple of months, a different house, different siblings. Take your choice between being beaten or f.u.c.ked by a series of Rent-a-daddies. But almost every Sat.u.r.day she"d been brought here to listen to the Grand Elder, to learn the secrets of entering the city of the dead.
And of course, once they"d discovered she had some talent, it had become more than that. School, and the first place she"d ever been somewhat safe.
Her heels clicked across the tile floor. The sound followed her, a half beat behind her actual steps, rising up past the bare walls to the carvings around the ceiling. Skulls and shrieking faces on the west side, the beatific smiles of the rested dead on the east.
"Cesaria. Good morn to you."
Elder Griffin opened the door to his office and stepped out into the hall. His dark blue velvet suit glowed in the dim light, emphasizing the pure white of his stockings over well-defined calves. The broad brim of his matching hat cast his face into shadow, making his smile float like the Cheshire cat"s.
He bowed over her hand. "You look tired, dear. Are you well?"
"Fine. Only ..." She hesitated, but only for a moment. "I need a new case. I finished the Sanfords last night, I"ll turn in the file before I go."
"But no bonus."
She shook her head.
"Any trouble at the Sanfords"?"
Um ... "Actually, I need a new psychopomp, too. This one appeared early. It"s not a problem, it"s fine," she amended quickly, seeing the concern in his eyes. She did not want to be questioned on what had happened. "But I think the one I had would work better with a different Debunker from now on."
"Talk to Elder Richards before you leave. Did you bring the old one with you?"
She nodded. "And then I"m ready for a new case. Please."
"Is it your turn?"
"I think so. Please, Elder Griffin. I want to get started, I really ... feel lucky."
He thought for a minute, narrowing his black-ringed eyes. "Actually, something came in late last night. Come with me. Elder Murray is doing the service today, I"m just leading the Credo, so I have time."
Light glinted off the silver buckles on his shoes as they clicked down the hall to the Reports Room, where Chess averted her eyes while he performed the necessary ritual to break the warding spell on the door. "I started the file this morning, haven"t gotten the financial reports yet. The Mortons, out in Trebor Bay. They claim to have been having problems for several weeks, but they"ve only just called."
She raised her eyebrows. "Same old story."
"Exactly. Here we go."
Without the imposing figure of Goody Tremmell sitting behind it, the Reports Desk looked oddly empty, even with the jumble of loose papers and empty coffee cups scattered across it. The files stayed tucked in the long row of cabinets behind the desk; Goody Tremmell never allowed anyone but herself and the occasional Elder to go near them, much less touch them, and Holy Day was her day off. It felt like a violation simply to be in the room.
Griffin used an ornate silver key to open one of the drawers. Chess half-expected an alarm to sound, but the Elder simply selected a file and handed it to her, pushing the drawer closed behind him. "What happened to your hand?"
The wound she"d gotten from the amulet at the airport looked even worse this morning, jagged and red, so she"d wrapped her hand in a gauze bandage before heading in. She shook her head. "I cut myself opening a can of tuna, can you believe it?"
"You should have one of our doctors look at it."
"It"ll be fine, thanks. It"s not deep, I just want to keep it clean." Actually she suspected it was getting infected. Her entire hand throbbed.
"Well, if you change your mind let me know. You can probably get out there tonight."
"Get-oh, the case. On Holy Day?"
"Go after sundown. We"ve made a dispensation to get caught up after the Festival."
"Oh. Right." The Church was still trying to get caught up, and so was she. The Festival meant work, work and sleepless nights, and more work. One week a year of penance, mourning, and rituals, long daylight hours in Church and longer dark hours at home with blood and herbs on the doors and windows to protect the citizenry, and her skin crawling with ghostly energy. Six nights, during which the dead again walked the earth, separated from the people they wanted to kill only by the Church"s knowledge and power.
It was scary, and difficult ... but it certainly reminded people who was in charge. Not the Quantras with their useless protests, or the PRA with their attempts to use the Church"s own government branch to undermine the Church"s moral authority. Not the Marenzites with their threats or even the more sinister and effective Lamaru with their black magic and their complicated plots. All these groups wanted to be in control.
Only the Church was. And from the twenty-eighth of October to the third of November every year, they reminded the world very forcibly of that fact.
Elder Griffin smiled. "Take it, and see what you can do with it. Luck carry you."
She tucked the slim manila folder into her bag to examine later and followed him back down to the Temple, where Elder Murray was discussing the importance of respect. She"d heard this one before, but she slipped into a seat in the back, making sure he saw her. Making sure they all saw her. Living away from the church complex put her under scrutiny enough-especially lately-without being seen to miss services.
Which reminded her. She wanted to see if there were any records on Chester Airport before she left.
Elder Griffin stood at the podium and swept off his hat, so the blue light in the room shone off his blond hair and turned it silver. The whites of his eyes floated in the black makeup ringing them. Chess bowed her head.
"I have no need for faith." Hundreds of voices raised together, intoning the Credo; Chess imagined other Church buildings, other parts of the country, of the world, with everyone speaking in unison. "I do not need faith because I know the Truth. I do not need to believe. Belief is unnecessary when fact is Truth. I do not pray to a G.o.d. Prayer implies faith and G.o.ds do not exist. Only energy exists, and this is Truth. The Church shows me the Truth and protects me. If I hold to these Truths I will enter the City of Eternity, and there I will stay."
By the time they reached the last words, voices echoed and crashed off the walls, joyous, emphatic, trusting. The room"s energy snaked over her skin and warmed her all the way through, as she knew it was doing for every Church employee. Sensitivity to such things was the first basic indicator of talent.
"Heard about the Sanfords," someone whispered. "Bad luck, huh?"
She turned, glaring right into Agnew Doyle"s grinning face. He probably wouldn"t be grinning so cheerily if she slapped him, but this wasn"t the place. Doyle had caused her enough trouble already. She didn"t need to start fighting with him in the middle of the hall.
"Hey, wait. I just wanted to say sorry, Chessie. I heard this morning how it was a real haunting, and I thought-"