"But," said Mr. Spangler, "to give up my sacred calling--"
"Spangler, come now! you don"t "call" very loudly, do you? There, my dear boy, let an old fellow have his joke. I merely mean you don"t preach as often as if you had a regular parish. And you can supply, you know, there just as well as here."
"The Master"s service is my first consideration," said Augustus Spangler.
Dr. Lavendar looked at him over his spectacles. "Mr. Spangler, the Christian business-man serves the Master just as well as we do."
"I should wish to reflect," said Mr. Spangler.
"Of course."
"Miss Baily would, I fear, object to going so far away."
"If the place is still open, I"ll manage Ellen," said Dr. Lavendar; but he looked at Mr. Spangler narrowly. "And your own entreaties will, of course, weigh with her if you show determination. I think you told me you were pretty determined?"
"I have," said Mr. Spangler, "an iron will; but that would not justify me in insisting if Miss Baily--" His voice trailed off; it rose before him--the far-off, bustling city, the office, the regular hours, the people whose toes must not be stepped upon, the letters to write and read, the papers to file, all the exact minutiae the position involved.
And his comfortable old house? his leisure? his ease? And Mary Ann?
Mary Ann would never consent to go so far! "I--I really--" he began.
Dr. Lavendar frowned. "Mr. Spangler, I would not seem to urge you.
Ellen is too dear to us for that. But if you appreciate her as I suppose you do--"
"I do indeed!" broke in poor Augustus Spangler, fervently.
"The way is probably open to you."
"But--" said Mr. Spangler, and then broke out, with marked agitation; "I--I really don"t see how I could possibly--" Yet even as he spoke he thought of Ellen"s sweet eyes. "Good Heavens!" said Mr. Spangler, pa.s.sionately; "what shall I do?"
But Dr. Lavendar was silent. Mr. Spangler got up and began to walk about.
"My affection and esteem," he said, almost weeping, "are unquestioned.
But there are other considerations."
Dr. Lavendar said nothing.
"It is a cruel situation," said Mr. Spangler.
Dr. Lavendar looked down at his pipe.
There was a long silence. Augustus Spangler walked back and forth.
Dr. Lavendar said never a word.
"A man must consider his own fitness for such a position," Mr. Spangler said, pleadingly.
"Perhaps," Dr. Lavendar observed, mildly, "Ellen"s affections are not very deeply engaged? It will be better so."
"But they are!" cried Mr. Spangler. "I a.s.sure you that they are! And I--I was so happy," said the poor man; and sniffed suddenly, and tried to find the pocket in his coat-tails.
Dr. Lavendar looked at him out of the corner of his eye.
Mr. Spangler stood stock-still; he opened and shut his hands, his lips were pressed hard together. He seemed almost in bodily pain, for a slight moisture stood out on his forehead. He was certainly in spiritual pain. The Ideal of Sacrifice was being born in Mr.
Spangler"s soul. His mild, kind, empty face grew almost n.o.ble; certainly it grew very solemn.
"Dr. Lavendar," he said, in a low voice, "_I will do it._"
Dr. Lavendar was instantly on his feet; there was a grip of the hand, and, for a moment, no words.
"I"ll telegraph Mr. Brown," said Mr. Spangler, breathlessly.
"So will I!" said Dr. Lavendar.
Mr. Spangler was scarlet with heroism. "It means giving up my house and my very congenial surroundings, and I fear Mary Ann will feel too old to accompany me; but with--with Ellen!"
"She"s worth six Mary Anns, whoever Mary Ann may be," said Dr. Lavendar.
"You may have thought me hesitant," said Mr. Spangler, "but I felt that I must weigh the matter thoroughly."
"Why, certainly, man. It was your duty to think what was best for Ellen."
"Exactly," Mr. Spangler said, getting his breath again, and beginning to feel very happy. "And duty is, I hope, my watchword; but I had to reflect," he ended, a little uncomfortably.
But Dr. Lavendar would not let him be uncomfortable. They sat down again, and Dr. Lavendar filled another pipe, and until long after midnight they talked things over--the allowance to be made to David and his bride, the leasing of the house in Mercer, the possible obduracy of Mary Ann, and, most of all, the fine conduct of the Reverend Mr.
Spangler.
But when they had said good-night, Dr. Lavendar sat awhile longer by his fireside, his pipe out, his old white head on his breast.
"The minute I get back," he said to himself after a while, sheepishly--"the minute I get back I poke my finger into somebody else"s pie. But I think "twas right: Ellen loves him; and he"s not a bad man.--And Brown don"t want brains."
Then he chuckled and got up, and blew out the lamp.
THE NOTE
I
Of course everybody in Old Chester knew that there was something queer about Mary Gordon"s marriage--not the mere fact of the man, queer as he was; for, to Old Chester"s ideas, he was very queer.... A "travelling-man," to begin with--and the Gordons had a line of scholars and professional men behind them--a drummer, if you please. In theory, Old Chester was religiously democratic; it plumed itself upon its Christian humility, and every Sunday it publicly acknowledged that Old Chesterians were like the rest of humanity to the extent of being miserable sinners. But, all the same, that Mary Gordon should marry a "person" of that sort--
"Dear me!" said Old Chester.
However, travelling-men may be worthy; they need not necessarily use perfumery or put pomade upon their shiny, curly, black hair. But Mr.
Algernon Keen was obviously not worthy, and he was saturated with perfumery, and his black, curly hair was sleek with oil. Furthermore, he was very handsome: his lips were weak and pouting and red; his eyes liquid and beautiful; his plump cheeks slightly pink. One may believe that such physical characteristics do not imply moral qualities; but only youth has such a belief. When one has lived a little while in the world, one comes to know that a human soul prisoned in such pretty flesh is piteously hampered. Yet Mary Gordon, meeting this poor creature by chance, fell deeply in love with him. Of course such falling in love was queer--it was inexplainable; for Mary was a nice girl--not, of course, of the caliber of some Old Chester girls; she had not the mind of Alice Gray nor the conscience of Sally Smith; but she was a quiet, biddable, good child--at least so far as anybody knew.
But n.o.body knew much about her. In the first place, the Gordons lived just far enough out of Old Chester to miss its neighborliness. Mary was not often seen in town, and in her own home her brother Alex"s loud personality crushed her into a colorless silence. Her father did not crush her--he merely did not notice her; but he was fond of her--at least he had the habit of indifferent affection. She always came into the library to say good-night to him; and he, sitting by the fire in a big, winged chair, a purple silk handkerchief spread over his white locks, to keep off possible draughts, would turn his cheek up to her mechanically; but the soft touch of her lips never made him lift his eyes from his book. She never kissed Alex good-night; she was openly afraid of him. Alex was rude to her and made her wait on him, throwing her a curt "thank you" once in a while, generally coupled with some sarcastic reference to her slowness or stupidity--for, indeed, the child was both slow and stupid. Perhaps, had she been loved-- But no one can tell now how that would have been. At any rate, there was a pathetic explanation of loneliness to account for the fact that she was drawn to this Algernon Keen, who had nothing to recommend him except a cheap and easy kindliness that cost him no effort and was bestowed on everybody.
[Ill.u.s.tration: "SHE ALWAYS CAME INTO THE LIBRARY TO SAY GOOD-NIGHT TO HIM"]
Of course the two men, her father and brother, refused to consider Keen as Mary"s suitor at all. Alex nearly had a fit over it; in his rage and mortification he took all Old Chester into his confidence. He went to the Tavern--this was the day after Mary had, trembling and crying, told her little love affair to her father and begged his consent--Alex went to the Tavern and ordered the snickering, perfumed youth out of town.