"No," said the voice in his ear, "they are deeply asleep. Their slumber keeps them from dying."
"How do I wake them?"
"You must bring down the ice wall."
"How do I do that? Gerard"s knife broke when he tried it."
"A weapon is not what is needed."
Tas thought this over, then said doubtfully, "Can I do it?"
"I don"t know," the voice said. "Can you?"
"By all that is wonderful!" Gerard exclaimed. Pulling himself up to the top of the ridge, he now stood beside Ta.s.slehoff. "Would you look at that!"
Odila said nothing. She stood long moments, gazing down at the dragons, then she turned and ran back down the ridge. "I will go tell Mirror."
"I think he knows," said Ta.s.slehoff, then he added, politely, "Excuse me. I have something to do."
"Oh, no. You"re not going anywhere!" Gerard cried and made a s.n.a.t.c.h at Ta.s.slehoff"s collar.
He missed.
Ta.s.slehoff began running full tilt, as fast as he could run. The climb had warmed his feet. He could feel his toes-essential for running-and he ran as he had never run before. His feet skimmed over the ground. If he stepped on a loose rock that might have sent him tumbling, he didn"t touch it long enough to matter. He fairly flew down the side of the ridge.
He gave himself to the running. The wind buffeted his face and stung his eyes. His mouth opened wide. He sucked in great mouthfuls of cold air that sparkled in his blood. He heard shouts, but their words meant nothing in the wind of his running. He ran without thought of stopping, without the means of stopping. He ran straight at the ice wall.
Wildly excited, Tas threw back his head. He opened his mouth and cried out a loud "Yaaaa" that had absolutely no meaning but just felt good. Arms spread wide, mouth open wide, he crashed headlong into the wall of shimmering ice.
Rainbow droplets fell all around him. Sparkling in a radiant silver light, the droplets plopped down on his upturned face. He raced through the curtain of water that had once been a wall of ice, and he continued to run, out of control, running, madly running, and then he saw that just ahead of him, almost at his feet, the gray rock ended abruptly and there was nothing below it except black.
Tas flailed his arms, trying to stop. He struggled with his feet, but they seemed to have minds of their own, and he knew with certainty that he was going to sail right off the edge.
My last moment, but a glorious one, he thought.
He was falling, and silver wings flew above him. He felt a claw seize hold of his collar (not a new sensation, for it seemed that someone was always seizing hold of his collar), except that this was different. This was a most welcome seize.
Tas hung suspended over eternity.
He gasped for breath that he couldn"t seem to find. He was dizzy and light-headed. Tilting back his head, he saw that he dangled from the claw of a silver dragon, a silver dragon who turned his sightless eyes in the general direction of the kender.
"Thank goodness you kept yelling," said Mirror, "and thank goodness Gerard saw your peril in time to warn me."
"Are they free?" Ta.s.slehoff asked anxiously. "The other dragons?"
"They are free," said Mirror, veering slowly about, returning to what Tas could see now was nothing more than an enormous island of gray rock adrift in the darkness.
"What are you and the other dragons going to do?" Tas asked, starting to feel better now that he was over solid ground, "Talk," said Mirror.
"Talk!" Ta.s.slehoff groaned.
"Don"t worry," said Mirror. "We are keenly aware of the pa.s.sing of time. But there are questions to be asked and answered before we can make any decision." His voice softened. "Too many have sacrificed too much for us to ruin it all by acting rashly."
Tas didn"t like the sound of that. It made him feel extremely sad, and he was about to ask Mirror what he meant, but the dragon was now lowering the kender to the ground. Gerard caught hold of Ta.s.slehoff in his arms. Giving him a hug, he set him on his feet. Tas concentrated on trying to breathe. The air was warmer, now that the ice wall was gone. He could hear wings beating and the dragons" voices, deep and resonant, calling out to each other in their ancient language.
Tas sat on the gray rocks and waited for his breathing to catch up with him and for his heart to realize that he"d quit running and that it didn"t need to beat so frantically. Odila went off with Mirror to serve as his guide, and he soon heard the silver dragon"s voice rising in joy at finding his fellows. Gerard remained behind. He didn"t tromp about, as usual, peering into this and investigating that. He stood looking down at Tas with a most peculiar expression on his face.
Maybe he has a stomach ache, Tas thought.
As for Ta.s.slehoff, since he didn"t have breath enough to talk, he spent some time thinking.
"I never quite looked at it that way," he thought to himself.
"What did you say?" Gerard asked, squatting down to be level with the kender.
Tas made up his mind. He could talk now and he knew what he had to say. "I"m going back."
"We"re all going back," Gerard stated, adding, with an exasperated glance in the direction of the dragons, "eventually."
"No, I don"t mean that," said Tas, having trouble with a lump in his throat. "I mean I"m going back to die." He managed a smile and a shrug. "I"m already dead, you know, so it won"t be such a huge change."
"Are you sure about this, Tas?" Gerard asked, regarding the kender with quiet gravity.
Tas nodded. " "Too many have sacrificed too much..." that"s what Mirror said. I thought about that when I ran off the edge of the world. If I die here, I said to myself, where I"m not supposed to, everything dies with me. And then, do you know what happened, Gerard? I felt scared! I"ve never been scared before." He shook his head. "Not like that."
"The fall would be enough to scare anyone," said Gerard.
"It wasn"t the fall," Tas said. "I was scared because I knew if everything died, it would all be my fault. All the sacrifices that everybody has made down through history: Huma, Magius, Sturm Brightblade, Laurana, Raistlin . . ." He paused, then said softly, "Even Lord Soth. And countless others I"ll never know. All their suffering would be wasted. Their joys and triumphs would be forgotten."
Ta.s.slehoff pointed. "Do you see that red star? The one there?"
"Yes," said Gerard. "I see it."
"The kender tell me that people in the Fifth Age believe Flint Fireforge lives in that star. He keeps his forge blazing so that people will remember the glory of the old days and that they will have hope. Do you think that"s true?"
Gerard started to say that he thought the star was just a star and that a dwarf could never possibly live in a star, but then, seeing Tas"s face, the Knight changed his mind.
"Yes, I think it"s true."
Tas smiled. Rising to his feet, he dusted himself off, looked himself over, twitched his clothes and his pouches into place. After all, if he was going to be stepped on by Chaos, he had to look presentable.
"That red star is the very first star I"m going to visit. Flint will be glad to see me. I expect he"s been lonely."
"Are you going now?" Gerard asked.
""No time like the present!" Tas said cheerfully. "That"s a time-travel joke," he added, eyeing Gerard. "All us time travelers make time-travel jokes. You"re supposed to laugh."
"I guess I don"t feel much like laughing," Gerard said. He rested his hand on Tas"s shoulder. "Mirror was right. You are wise, perhaps the very wisest person I know, and certainly the most courageous. I honor you, Ta.s.slehoff Burrfoot."
Drawing his sword, Gerard saluted the kender, the salute one true Knight gives to another.
A glorious moment.
"Goodbye," Ta.s.slehoff said. "May your pouches never be empty."
Reaching into his pouch, he found the Device of Time Journeying. He looked at it, admired it, ran his fingers over the jewels that sparkled more brightly than he ever remembered seeing them sparkle before. He caressed it lovingly, then, looking out at the red star, he said, "I"m ready."
"The dragons have finally reached a decision. They"re about ready to return to Krynn," said Odila. "And they want us to go with them." She glanced about. "Where"s the kender? Have you lost him again?"
Gerard wiped his nose and his eyes and thought, smiling, of all the times he"d wished he could have lost Ta.s.slehoff Burrfoot.
"He"s not lost," Gerard said, reaching out to take hold of Odila"s hand. "Not anymore."
At that moment, a shrill voice spoke from the darkness.
"Hey, Gerard, I almost forgot! When you get back to Solace, be sure to fix the lock on my tomb. It"s broken."
28.
The Valley of Fire and Ice.
The ogres did not attack immediately. They had laid their ambush well. The elves were trapped in the valley, their advance blocked, their retreat cut off. They weren"t going anywhere. The ogres could start the a.s.sault at a time of their own choosing, and they chose to wait.
The elves were prepared to do battle now, the ogres reasoned. Courage pumped in their veins. Their enemy had come upon them so suddenly and unexpectedly that the elves had no time for fear. But let the day linger on, let the night come. Let them lie sleepless on their blankets and stare at the bonfires ringed around them. Let them count the numbers of their enemies, and let fear multiply those numbers, and by next day"s dawning, elf stomachs would shrivel and elf hands shake, and they would puke up their courage on the ground.
The elves moved immediately to repel the enemy attack, moved with discipline, without panic, taking cover in stands of pine trees and brush, behind boulders. Elven archers sought higher ground, picked out their targets, took careful aim and waited for the order to fire. Each archer had an adequate store of arrows, but those would soon be spent, and there would be no more. They had to make every shot count, although the archers could see for themselves that they might spend every arrow they possessed and still not make a dent in the numbers of the enemy.
The elves were ready. The ogres did not attack. Understanding their strategy, Samar ordered the elves to stand down. The elves tried to eat and sleep, but without much success. The stench of the ogres, that was like rotting meat, tainted their food. The light of their fires crept beneath closed eyelids. Alhana walked among them, speaking to them, telling them stories of old to banish their fears and lift their hearts. Gilthas did the same thing, talking to his people, bolstering their spirits, speaking words of hope that he did not himself believe, that no rational person could believe. Yet, it seemed to bring comfort to the people and, oddly, to Gilthas himself. He couldn"t understand it, for he had only to look all around to see the fires of his enemies outnumbering the stars. He supposed, cynically, that hope was always the last man standing.
The person Gilthas most sought to comfort refused to be comforted. The Lioness disappeared shortly after bringing the elven runner into camp. She galloped away on her horse, ignoring Gilthas"s shout. He searched the camp for her, but no one who had seen her, not even among her own people. He found her at last, long after darkness. She sat on a boulder, far from the main camp. She stared out into the night, and although Gilthas knew that she must have heard him approach, for she could hear a sparrow moving in the woods twenty feet away, she did not turn to look at him.
No need to tell her that she was placing herself in danger of being picked off by some ogre raider. She knew that better than he.
"How many of your scouts are missing?" he asked.
"My fault!" she said bitterly. "My failure! I should have seen something, heard something to keep us from this peril!" She gestured toward the mountain peaks. "Look at that. Thousands of them! Ogres, who shake the ground with their feet and splinter trees and stink like warm cow dung. And I did not see them or hear them! I might as well be blind, deaf, and dumb with my nose cut off for all the good I am!"
After a pause, she added harshly. "Twenty are missing. All of them friends, loyal and dear to me."
"No one blames you," said Gilthas.
"I blame myself!" the Lioness said, her voice choked.
"Samar says that the some of the ogres have grown powerful in magic. Whatever force blocks our magic and causes it to go awry works in the ogres" favor. Their movements were cloaked by sorcery. You could not possibly be faulted for failing to detect that."
The Lioness turned to face him. Her hair was wild and disheveled, hung ragged about her face. The tracks of her tears left streaks of dirt on her cheeks. Her eyes burned.
"I thank you for trying to comfort me, my husband, but my only comfort is the knowledge that my failure will die with me."
His heart broke. He had no words to say. He held out his arms to her, and she lunged into them, kissed him fiercely.
"I love you!" she whispered brokenly. "I love you so much!"
"And I love you," he said. "You are my life, and if that life ends this moment, I count it blessed for having you in it."
He stayed with her, far from camp, all through the night, waiting for those who would never return.
The ogres attacked before dawn, when the sky was pale with the coming of morning. The elves were ready. None had been able to sleep. Each knew in his heart that he would not survive to see the noontide.
The hulking ogres began the a.s.sault by rolling boulders down the sides of the cliffs. The boulders were enormous, the size of houses, and here was proof of a G.o.ddess"s magic, for although ogres are huge, averaging over nine feet in height, and ma.s.sively built, not even the most powerful ogre was strong enough to wrench those gigantic rocks out of the ground and fling them down the mountainside. The voices of the ogre mages could be heard chanting the magic that was a gift from Queen Takhisis. .
The boulders careened into the valley, forcing the elves who had taken refuge among the rocks to flee and sending elven archers leaping for the lives. The dying screams of those crushed by the rocks echoed among the mountains, to be answered with gleeful hoots by the ogres.
A few angry or panicked elven archers wasted arrows, shooting before the enemy was in range. Samar angrily rebuked those who did, reiterated the command to wait for his orders. Gilthas was no archer. He gripped his sword and waited grimly for the charge. He wasn"t very good with his weapon, but he"d been improving-so Planchet told him-and he hoped he would be good enough to at least take a few of the enemy with him and make the spirit of his father and mother proud.
Gilthas was strangely conscious of his mother this morning. He had the feeling that she was beside him, and once he thought he heard her voice and felt her touch. The feeling was so intense that he actually turned to look to see if she stood near him. What he saw was the Lioness, who smiled at him. They would fight together, here at the end, and lie together in death as they had lain together in life.
The ogres were black upon the mountain tops. They raised their spears and shook them, giving the elves a clear view of their fate, and then the ogres gave a cheer that rebounded down the mountain.
The elves gripped their weapons and waited for the onslaught. Gilthas and the Lioness stood among the command group, gathered around Queen Alhana and the elven standards of both the Qualinesti and the Silvanesti.
Finally we are united, only when we face annihilation and it is too late. Gilthas quickly put the bitter thought out of his mind. What was done was done.
Having cleared their way, the ogres began to move inexorably down the mountain, their numbers so great that they blackened the mountain side. The entire ogre nation must be here, Gilthas realized.
He reached out, clasped hold of the Lioness"s hand. He would fill his soul with love and let that love carry him to wherever it was souls went.
Samar gave the order to prepare to fire. The elven archers nocked their arrows and took aim. Samar raised his hand, but he did not drop it.
"Wait!" he cried. His eyes squinted as he tried to see more clearly. "What is that, my queen? Am I seeing things?"
Alhana stood on a knoll, from which she could have a view of the battlefield and direct the battle, such as it would be. She was calm, beautiful as ever. More beautiful, if that were possible, fell and deadly. She shaded her eyes with her hands, stared into the east and the sun that had just now lifted above the mountaintops. "The forces near the mountaintop have slowed," she reported coolly, no emotion in her voice, neither elation nor despair. "Some are actually turning around."
"Something has them frightened," cried the Lioness. Lifting her gaze skyward, she pointed. "There! Blessed E"li! E"li! There!" There!"
Light flared above them, light so brilliant that it seemed to catch the sun and drag its bright rays into the valley, banishing the shadows. At first, Gilthas thought that some miracle had brought the sun to the elves, but then he realized that the light was reflected light-the sun"s rays shining off the scales of the belly of a golden dragon.
The Gold dived low, aiming for the side of the mountain that was thick with ogres. At the sight of the resplendent dragon, the marching ranks of the enemy dissolved into a jumbled mess. Mad with terror, the ogres ran up the mountainside and down and even sideways in their panicked effort to escape.
The dragon blasted the hillside with a fiery breath. Jammed together in knots of fear, the ogres died by the hundreds. Their agonized screams echoed among the rocks, screams so horrible that some of the elves covered their ears to blot out the sound.
The Gold sailed up and over the mountain. Smaller silver dragons flew in behind, breathing killing h.o.a.rfrost that froze the fleeing ogres, froze their blood, froze their hearts and their flesh. Hard and cold as rock, the bodies toppled over, rolled down into the valley. More golden dragons flew to the attack, so that the sky was aflame with the glitter of their scales. The ogre army that had been racing down gleefully upon their trapped enemy was now in full retreat. The dragons followed them, hunted them down wherever they tried to hide.