Much as he now loathed this life, Gilthas was forced to live it. Not for his sake, for the sake of his people. Lately he began to wonder if that was reason enough to go on enduring this pain. He saw no hope for anyone, anywhere in this world. Only one thin strand tethered him to this life: the promise he had made to his mother. He had promised Laurana that he would lead the refugees, those who had managed to escape Qualinesti and who were waiting for him on the edges of the Plains of Dust. A promise made to the dead is a promise that must be fulfilled.
Still, they never rode past a river but he looked into it and imagined the peace he would find as the waters closed over his head.
Gilthas knew his wife grieved for him and worried about him. He knew or suspected that she was hurt that he had withdrawn from her, retreated to the stone-walled fortress in which he hid from the world. He would have liked to open the gates and let her come inside, but that required effort. He would have to leave the sheltered corner in which he"d taken refuge, advance into the sunlight, cross the courtyard of memory, unlock the gate to admit her sympathy, a sympathy he did not deserve. He couldn"t bear it. Not yet. Maybe not ever.
Gilthas blamed himself. His plan had proven disastrous. His plan had brought destruction to Qualinesti and its defenders. His plan had caused his mother"s death. He shrank from facing the refugees. They would think him a murderer-and rightly so. They would think him a coward-and rightly so. He had run away and left his people to die. Perhaps they would accuse him of having deliberately plotted the Qualinesti"s downfall. He was part human, after all. In his depression, nothing was too outrageous or fantastic for him to believe.
He toyed with the idea of sending an intermediary, of avoiding facing the refugees directly.
"How very like the coward you are," Gilthas said to himself with a sneer. "Shirk that responsibility, as you"ve shirked others."
He would face them. He would suffer their anger and pain in silence as his due. He would relinquish the throne, would hand over everything to the Senate. They could choose another ruler. He would return to the Lake of Death, where lay the bodies of his mother and his people, and the pain would end.
Thus were the dark thoughts of the young elven king as he rode, day after day, by himself. He looked straight ahead toward a single destination-the gathering place for the refugees of Qualinost, those who had, through the gallant efforts of the dwarves of Thorbardin, escaped through tunnels that the dwarves had dug deep beneath the elven lands. There to do what he had to do. He would fulfill his promise, then he would be free to leave . . . forever.
Sunk in these musings, he heard his wife"s voice speak his name.
The Lioness had two voices-one her wifely voice, as Gilthas termed it, and the other her military commander voice. She made the shift unconsciously, not aware of the difference until Gilthas had pointed it out to her long ago. The wife"s voice was gentle and loving. The commander"s voice could have cut down small trees, or so he teasingly claimed.
He closed his ears to the gentle and loving wife"s voice, for he did not feel he deserved love, anyone"s love. But he was king, and he could not shut out the voice of the military commander. He knew by the sound she brought bad news.
"Yes, what is it?" he said, turning to face her, steeling himself.
"I have received a report . . . several reports." The Lioness paused, drew in a deep breath. She dreaded telling him this, tout she had no choice. He was king. "The armies of Beryl that we thought were scattered and destroyed have regrouped and reformed. We did not think this was possible, but it seems they have a new leader, a man named Samuval. He is a Dark Knight, and he follows a new Lord of the Night, a human girl called Mina."
Gilthas gazed at his wife in silence. Some part of him heard and understood and absorbed the information. Another part crawled farther into the dark corner of his prison cell.
"This Samuval claims he serves a G.o.d known as the One G.o.d. The message he brings his soldiers is this: The One G.o.d has wrenched Qualinesti from the elves and means to give it back to the humans, to whom this land rightly belongs. Now, all who want free land have only to sign on to serve with this Captain Samuval. His army is immense, as you can imagine. Every derelict and ne"er-do-well in the human race is eager to claim his share of our beautiful land. They are on the march, Gilthas," the Lioness said in conclusion. "They are well armed and well supplied and moving swiftly to seize and secure Qualinesti. We don"t have much time. We have to warn our people."
"And then do what?" he asked.
The Lioness didn"t recognize his voice. It sounded m.u.f.fled, as if he were speaking from behind a closed door.
"We follow our original plan," she said. "We march through Plains of Dust to Silvanesti. Only, we must move faster than we had antic.i.p.ated. I will send riders on ahead to alert the refugees-"
"No," said Gilthas. "I must be the one to tell them. I will ride day and night if need be."
"My husband . . ." The Lioness shifted to the wife voice, gentle, loving. "Your health-"
He cast her a look that silenced the words on her lips, then turned and spurred his horse. His sudden departure took his bodyguard by surprise. They were forced to race their horses to catch up with him.
Sighing deeply, the Lioness followed.
The place Gilthas had chosen for the gathering of the elven refugees was located on the coast of New Sea, close enough to Thorbardin so that the dwarves could a.s.sist in the defense of the refugees, if they were attacked, but not near enough to make the dwarves nervous. The dwarves knew in their heads that the forest-loving elves would never think of living in the mighty underground fortress of Thorbardin, but in their hearts the dwarves were certain that everyone on Ansalon must secretly envy them their stronghold and would claim Thorbardin for themselves, if they could.
The elves had also to be careful not to draw the ire of the great dragon Onysablet, who had taken over what had once been New Coast. The land was now known as New Swamp, for she had used her foul magicks to alter the landscape into a treacherous bog. To avoid traveling through her territory, Gilthas was going to attempt to cross the Plains of Dust. A vast no-man"s land, the plains were inhabited by tribes of barbarians, who lived in the desert and kept to themselves, taking no interest in the world outside their borders, a world that took very little interest in them.
Slowly, over several weeks, the refugees straggled into the meeting place. Some traveled in groups, streaming through the tunnels built by the dwarves and their giant dirt-devouring worms. Others came singly or by twos, escaping through the forests with the help of the Lioness"s rebel forces. They left behind their homes, their possessions, their farmland, their crops, their lush forests and fragrant gardens, their beautiful city of Qualinost with its gleaming Tower of the Sun.
The elves were confident they would be able to return to their beloved homeland. The Qualinesti had always owned this land, or so it seemed to them. Looking back throughout history, they could not find a time when they had not claimed this land. Even after the elven kingdoms had split in twain following the bitter Kinslayer Wars, creating the two great elven nations, Qualinesti and Silvanesti, the Qualinesti continued to rule and inhabit land that had already been theirs.
This uprooting was temporary. Many among them still remembered how they had been forced to flee their homeland during the War of the Lance. They had survived that and returned to make their homes stronger than before. Human armies might come and go. Dragons might come and go, but the Qualinesti nation would remain. The choking smoke of burning would soon be blown away. The green shoots would shove up from underneath the black ash. They would rebuild, replant. They had done it before, they would do it again.
So confident were the elves of this, so confident were they in the defenders of their beautiful city of Qualinost, that the mood in the refugee camps, which had been dark at first, became almost merry.
True, there were losses to mourn, for Beryl had taken delight in slaughtering any elves she caught out in the open. Some of the refugees had been killed by the dragon. Others had run afoul of rampaging humans or been caught by the Dark Knights of Neraka and beaten and tortured. But the numbers of dead were surprisingly few, considering that the elves had been facing destruction and annihilation. Through the planning of their young king and the help of the dwarven nation, the Qualinesti had survived. They began to look toward the future and that future was in Qualinesti. They could not picture anything else.
The wise among the elves remained worried and troubled, for they could see certain signs that all was not well. Why had they not heard any news from the defenders of Qualinesti? Wildrun-ners had been stationed in the city, ready to speed swiftly to the refugee camps. They should have been here by now with either good news or bad. The fact that they had not come at all was deeply disturbing to some, shrugged off by others.
"No news is good news," was how the humans put it, or "No explosion is a step in the right direction," as the gnomes would say.
The elves pitched their tents on the sandy beaches of New Sea. Their children played in the gently lapping waters and made castles in the sand. At night they built fires of driftwood, watching the ever-changing colors of the flames and telling stories of other times the elves had been forced to flee their homeland-stories that always had a happy ending.
The weather had been beautiful, with unusually warm days for this late in the year. The seawater was the deep, blue-black color that is seen only in the autumn months and presages the coming of the winter storms. The trees were heavily laden with their harvest gifts, and food was plentiful. The elves found streams of fresh water for drinking and bathing. Elven soldiers stood guard over the people by day and by night, dwarven soldiers watched from the forests, keeping one eye alert for invading armies and one eye on the elves. The refugees waited for Gilthas, waited for him to come tell them that the dragon was defeated, that they could all go home.
"Sire," said one of the elven body guards, riding up to Gilthas, "you asked me to tell you when we were within a few hours" ride of the refugee camp. The campsite is up ahead." The elf pointed. "Beyond those foothills."
"Then we will stop here," said Gilthas, reigning in his horse. He glanced up at the sky, where the pale sun shone almost directly overhead. "We will ride again when dusk falls."
"Why do we halt, my husband?" the Lioness asked, cantering up in time to hear Gilthas give his instructions. "We have nearly broken our necks to reach our people, and, now that we are near, we stop?"
"The news I have to tell should be told only in darkness," he said, dismounting, not looking at her. "The light of neither sun nor moon will shine on our grief. I resent even the cold light of the stars. I would pry them from the skies, if I could."
"Gilthas-" she began, but he turned his face from her and walked away, vanishing into the woods.
At a sign from the Lioness, his guard accompanied him, maintaining a discreet distance, yet close enough to protect him.
"I am losing him, Planchet," she said, her voice aching with pain and sorrow, "and I don"t know what to do, how to reclaim him."
"Keep loving him," Planchet advised. "That is all you can do. The rest he must do himself."
Gilthas and his retinue entered the elven refugee encampment in the early hours of darkness. Fires burned on the beach. Elven children were sprightly shadows dancing amidst the flames. To them, this was a holiday, a grand adventure. The nights spent in the dark tunnels with the gruff-voiced and fearsome looking dwarves were now distant memories. School lessons were suspended, their daily ch.o.r.es remitted. Gilthas watched them dance and thought of what he must tell them. The holiday would end this night. In the morning, they would begin a bitter struggle, a struggle for their very lives.
How many of these children who danced so gaily around the fire would be lost to the desert, succ.u.mbing to the heat and the lack of water, or falling prey to the evil creatures reputed to roam the Plains of Dust? How many more of his people would die? Would they survive as a race at all, or would this be forever known as the last march of the Qualinesti?
He entered the camp on foot without fanfare. Those who saw him as he pa.s.sed were startled to see their king-those who recognized him as their king. Gilthas was so altered that many did not know him.
Thin and gaunt, pale and wan, Gilthas had lost almost any trace of his human heritage. His delicate elven bone-structure was more visible, more p.r.o.nounced. He was, some whispered in awe, the very image of the great elven kings of antiquity, of Sil-vanos and Kith-Kanan.
He walked through the camp, heading for the center, where blazed a large bonfire. His retinue stayed behind, at a command from the Lioness. What Gilthas had to say, he had to say alone.
At the sight of his face, the elves silenced their laughter, ceased their storytelling, halted the dancing, and hushed their children. As word spread that the king had come among them, silent and alone, the elves gathered around him. The leaders of the Senate came hastily to greet him, clucking to themselves in irritation that he had robbed them of a chance to welcome him with proper ceremony. When they saw his face-deathlike in the firelight-they ceased their duckings, forgot their welcoming speeches, and waited with dire foreboding to hear his words.
Against the music of the waves, rolling in one after the other, chasing each other to sh.o.r.e and falling back, Gilthas told the story of the downfall of Qualinesti. He told it clearly, calmly, dispa.s.sionately. He spoke of the death of his mother. He spoke of the heroism of the city"s defenders. He lauded the heroism of the dwarves and humans who had died defending a land and a people not their own. He spoke of the death of the dragon.
The elves wept for their Queen Mother and for loved ones now surely dead. Their tears slid silently down their faces. They did not sob aloud lest they miss hearing what came next.
What came next was dreadful.
Gilthas spoke of the armies under this new leader. He spoke of a new G.o.d, who claimed credit for ousting the elves from their homeland and who was handing that land over to humans, already pouring into Qualinesti from the north. Hearing of the refugees, the army was moving rapidly to try to catch them and destroy them.
He told them that their only hope was to try to reach Silvanesti. The shield had fallen. Their cousins would welcome them to their land. To reach Silvanesti, however, the elves would have to march through the Plains of Dust.
"For now," Gilthas was forced to tell them, "there will be no homecoming. Perhaps, with the help of our cousins, we can form an army that will be powerful enough to sweep into our beloved land and drive the enemy from it, take back what they have stolen. But although that must be our hope, that hope is far in the future. Our first thought must be the survival of our race. The road we walk will be a hard one. We must walk that road together with one goal and one purpose in our hearts. If one of us falls out, all will perish.
"I was made your king by trickery and treachery. You know the truth of that by now. The story has been whispered among you for years. The Puppet King, you called me."
He cast a glance at Prefect Palthainon as he spoke. The prefect"s face was set in a sorrowful mask, but his eyes darted this way and that, trying to see how the people were reacting.
"It would have been best if I had remained in that role," Gilthas continued, looking away from the senator and back to his people. "I tried to be your ruler, and I failed. It was my plan that destroyed Qualinesti, my plan that left our land open to invasion." tried to be your ruler, and I failed. It was my plan that destroyed Qualinesti, my plan that left our land open to invasion."
He raised his hand for silence, for the elves had begun to murmur among themselves.
"You need a strong king," Gilthas said, raising his voice that was growing hoa.r.s.e from shouting. "A ruler who has the courage and the wisdom to lead you into peril and see you safely through it. I am not that person. As of now, I abdicate the throne and renounce all my rights and claims to it. I leave the succession in the hands of the Senate. I thank you for all the kindness and love that you have shown me over the years. I wish I had done better by you. I wish I was more deserving."
He wanted to leave, but the people had pressed close about him and, much as he needed to escape, he did not want to force a path through the crowd. He was forced to wait to hear what the Senate had to say. He kept his head lowered, did not look into the faces of his people, not wanting to see their hostility, their anger, their blame. He stood waiting until he was dismissed.
The elves had been shocked into silence. Too much had happened too suddenly to absorb. A lake of death where once stood their city. An enemy army behind them, a perilous journey to an uncertain future ahead of them. The king abdicating. The senators thrown into confusion. Dismayed and appalled, they stared at each other, waited for someone to speak the first word.
That word belonged to Palthainon. Cunning and conniving, he saw this disaster as a means to further his own ambition. Ordering some elves to drag up a large log, he mounted it and, Clapping his hands, called the elves loudly to silence, a command that was completely unnecessary, for not even a baby"s cry broke the hushed stillness.
I know what you are feeling, my brethren," the prefect stated in sonorous tones. "I, too, am shocked and grieved to hear of the tragedy that has befallen our people. Do not be fearful. You are in good hands. I will take over the reins of leadership until such time as a new king is named."
Palthainon pointed his bony finger at Gilthas. "It is right that this young man has stepped down, for he brought this tragedy upon us-he and those who pulled his strings. Puppet King. Yes, that best describes him. Once Gilthas allowed himself to be guided by my wisdom and experience. He came to me for advice, and I was proud and happy to provide it. But there were those of his own family who worked against me. I do not name them, for it is wrong to speak ill of the dead, even though they sought continuously to reduce my influence."
Palthainon warmed to his topic. "Among those who pulled the puppet"s strings was the hated and detested Marshal Medan-the true engineer of our destruction, for he seduced the son as he seduced the mother-"
Rage-white-hot-struck the fortress prison in which Gilthas had locked himself, struck it like the fiery bolt of a blue dragon. Leaping upon the log on which Palthainon stood, Gilthas. .h.i.t the elf a blow on the jaw that sent him reeling. The prefect landed on his backside in the sand, his fine speech knocked clean out of his head.
Gilthas said nothing. He did not look around. He jumped off the log and started to shove his way through the crowd.
Palthainon sat up. Shaking his muzzy head, he spat out a tooth and started to sputter and point. "There! There! Did you see what he did! Arrest him! Arrest-"
"Gilthas," spoke a voice out of the crowd.
"Gilthas," spoke another voice and another and another.
They did not chant. They did not thunder his name. Each elf spoke his name calmly, quietly, as if being asked a question and giving an answer. But the name was repeated over and over throughout the crowd, so that it carried with it the quiet force of the waves breaking on the sh.o.r.e. The elderly spoke his name, the young spoke his name. Two senators spoke it as they a.s.sisted Palthainon to his feet.
Astonished and bewildered, Gilthas raised his head, looked around.
"You don"t understand-" he began.
"We do understand," said one of the elves. His face was drawn, marked with traces of recent grief. "So do you, Your Majesty. You understand our pain and our heartache. That is why you are our king."
"That is why you have always been our king," said another, a woman, holding a baby in her arms. "Our true king. We know of the work you have done in secret for us."
"If not for you, Beryl would be wallowing in our beautiful city," said a third. "We would be dead, those of us who stand here before you."
"Our enemies have triumphed for the moment," said yet another, "but so long as we keep fast the memory of our loved nation, that nation will never perish. Some day, we will return to claim it. On that day, you will lead us, Your Majesty."
Gilthas could not speak. He looked at his people who shared his loss, and he was ashamed and chastened and humbled. He did not feel he had earned their regard-not yet. But he would try. He would spend the rest of his life trying.
Prefect Palthainon spluttered and huffed and tried to make himself heard, but no one paid any attention to him. The other senators crowded around Gilthas.
Palthainon glared at them grimly, then, seizing hold of the arm of an elf, he whispered softly, "The plan to defeat Beryl was my plan all along. Of course, I allowed His Majesty to take credit it. As for this little dust-up between us, it was all just a mis-understanding, such as often happens between father and son. is like a son to me, dear to my heart."
The Lioness remained on the outskirts of the camp, her own too full to see or speak to him. She knew he would seek her out. Lying on the pallet she spread for both of them, on the edge water, near the sea, she heard his footsteps in the sand, felt hand brush her cheek.
She put her arm around him, drew him beside her.
"Can you forgive me, beloved?" he asked, lying down with a sigh.
"Isn"t that the definition of being a wife?" she asked him, smiling.
Gilthas made no answer. His eyes were closed. He was already fast asleep.
The Lioness drew the blanket over him, rested her head on his chest, listened to his beating heart until she, too, slept.
The sun would rise early, and it would rise blood red.
7.
An Unexpected Journey.
Following the activation of the Device of Time Journeying, Ta.s.slehoff Burrfoot was aware of two things: impenetrable darkness and Conundrum shrieking in his left ear, all the while clutching his (Ta.s.slehoff"s) left hand so tightly that he com-pletely lost all sense of feeling in his fingers and his thumb. The rest of Tas could feel nothing either, nothing under him, nothing over him, nothing next to him-except Conundrum. Tas couldn"t tell if he was on his head or his heels or an interesting combina-tion of both.
This entertaining state of affairs lasted an extremely long so long that Tas began to get a bit bored by it all. A person can stare into impenetrable darkness only so long before he thinks he might like a change. Even tumbling about in time and s.p.a.ce (if that"s what they were doing, Tas wasn"t at all sure at point) grows old after you"ve been doing it a long while. Eventually you decide that being stepped on by a giant is to having a gnome shrieking continuously in your ear (remarkable lung capacity, gnomes) and nearly pinching your hand off at the wrist.
This state of affairs continued for a good long while until Ta.s.slehoff and Conundrum slammed down, b.u.mp, into something that was soft and squishy and smelled strongly of mud and pine needles. The fall was not a gentle one and knocked the boredom out of the kender and the shrieks out of the gnome.
Ta.s.slehoff lay on his back, making gasping attempts to catch what would probably be the last few breaths he would ever take. He looked up, expecting to see Chaos"s enormous foot poised above him. Tas had just a few seconds in which to explain matters to Conundrum, who was about to be inadvertently squished.
"We"re going to die a hero"s death," said Ta.s.slehoff with his first mouthful of air.
"What?" Conundrum shrieked with his first mouthful of air.
"We"re going to die a hero"s death," Ta.s.slehoff repeated.
Then he suddenly realized that they weren"t.
Absorbed in preparing both himself and the gnome for an imminent demise, Ta.s.slehoff had not taken a close look at their surroundings. He a.s.sumed that all he would be seeing was the ugly underside of Chaos"s foot. Now that he had time to notice, he saw above him not a foot, but the dripping needles of a pine tree in a rain storm.