Dream Star

"What"s wrong?"

"That whole I can"t live without you thing, maybe that"s true," Lila mumbled . She can"t imagine being with somebody else now at this point, let alone get back together with Kiryu .

Haruka"s lips curve to a smile, "Is that so?"

Lila nodded, "You have to take responsibility for me . "

"Yes, yes, why do you think I"m marrying you?"

She rolled her eyes, "You"re marrying me because your head over heels in love with me, not because you"re responsible for making me weird . "

Haruka laughed, and she pouted . It"s his fault that she"s always having such odd thoughts about him . Then again, it doesn"t help that he practically seduces her out in the open . Haruka doesn"t like wearing T-s.h.i.+rts, so he usually wears those collar s.h.i.+rts . But since he doesn"t like b.u.t.tons, he doesn"t b.u.t.ton them to the top unless he has meetings . So a part of his chest is always exposed . Haruka"s body is very muscular . She shook the crazy thoughts out of her head . What is she some kind of pervert? Quit looking at a man"s bare chest for a long time . This is the problem with dating handsome men; they turn all her regular females into perverts . If it were her past self, she would never have had such thoughts cross her mind . But since she started to date Haruka, she slowly began to desire him more and more .

"Something wrong?"

"N—nothing," she definitely can"t tell him what she was thinking . He would surely make fun of her .

"When we get home, is it okay?"

For a split moment, Lila didn"t understand what he was talking about until she saw the way Haruka was looking at her .

. . . .

-Lila"s apartment -

Lila immediately froze when Haruka locked the door to the bedroom behind them . She wanted to avoid looking at him as much as possible, since she saw that look in his eyes earlier when Haruka hugged her from behind, "You"re panicking too much . "

"I---I um," she replied nervously .

"Don"t be scared," he murmured in her ear, "It"s the usual, no?"

The usual he says, yes that might be the case . But she always gets nervous whenever he does things like this . Haruka probably doesn"t understand that feeling though . For him, s.e.x is s.e.x . It"s nothing special .

"I"m very nervous . I think it"s because I love you a lot . "

Her words must have surprised him, she could tell from the way his grip on her loosened, and she was able to break free . Lila walked across the room and didn"t say a word . She ought to . . . uhh to get dressed first, right? Change out of her current clothing . While she didn"t get hurt, there are most likely bloodstains on her current clothes . Maybe she ought to take a bath .

Her thoughts broke off when she hears the sound of rustling behind her; cheeks stained red she could see from the reflection of the mirror that Haruka was removing his clothing .

"This dammed man, he"s too eager," Lila thought . Aagh, geez . This always feels like an inner battle to her . Lila eventually made her way over until she stood directly opposite .

"You"re helping?"

Lila didn"t have to know that Haruka"s lips had curved to that usual sly smirk of his . She shyly nodded, "Ah-huh," she reached over and undid the remaining b.u.t.tons of his s.h.i.+rt and turned to his pants . Wahhh, she can"t do it .

Haruka laughed, "How many times have we done this already? Why do you still get so shy?"

"T--that"s because," because he"s too much! Whenever she remotely gets close to him, she can"t help but think of all the things he does to her . Isn"t it only natural for her to be so nervous?

She felt his hand brush against her hair .

"You look beautiful; I"m glad you like it . "

"I"m very happy," she muttered, "But, I"m a bit angry . You look down on my feelings for you too much . Yes, Kiryu got hurt protecting me, I"m very grateful towards him . But, you didn"t have to walk away . " When she reached out for him, and he walked away like that, Lila panicked . It felt like she saw a vision of the future .

Haruka gently kissed her, eyelids, "Don"t be afraid, I"ll never leave you . "

"But," earlier it really felt like one day he would walk away and leave her behind, "I"m so afraid, Haruka, I don"t want you to leave me . "

She doesn"t want to be apart from him anymore, and yet there are so many cunning people in this world . Who is to say that they can overcome every trial headed their way? No matter how much of a positive person she is, Lila understands full well that they will run into problems, eventually .

As Lila thought this, she felt Haruka scoop her up into his arms and walked towards the bed . He gently laid her down, "You don"t have to worry about anything . I will be with you forever . "

"As my husband?"

"As your husband . So my dear wife, trust me more okay? I"ll take care of everything . "

Lila, however, couldn"t help but frown at those words, he will take care of everything? Rather than rea.s.sure her, she"s suddenly become more afraid . If Haruka takes care of everything, won"t it cause more problems for him? This is no good at all, whenever he rea.s.sures her, she becomes more afraid .

Haruka must have realized since he bent forward and gently placed kisses on her neck, "You are mine," he muttered, "And I"m yours . You, I won"t let anybody else have you, and it"s the same for me . Don"t let anybody take me away from you . "

Her eyes widened when she realized what Haruka was getting at . He"s trying to warn her, even if somebody tries to separate them in the future and they succeeded . She has to do whatever she can to get him back .

Lila felt the tears well up in her eyes and Haruka kissed them away, "Don"t cry, you"ll be fine . As long as you continue believing in me . "

"Haruka, those people are awful . They are the ones who told you to chase after me, but now that they found that you won"t hand me over to them . They are using such cruel means to try and separate us," she shook her head, "I can"t accept it . "

Defaming her aside, why do they have to drag Haruka into it? All of Haruka"s hard work in the entertainment industry, all of it will be destroyed by those stupid peoples plans . Lila couldn"t accept it, Haruka worked so hard, why?

Haruka smiled, "It"s okay, even if I lose my power in the entertainment industry . All I care about is living a nice peaceful life with you, and raise children together . "

"Haruka . "

"But, I know that music will always be important to you . That"s why to be with you more . I don"t mind staying in the entertainment industry . "

"You may think your staying because of me, but," Lila shook her head . She reached over and caressed his face . Since it was dark, and only a small light source came from the lamps . Lila could see him more clearly . His muscular chest was so close to her, and Lila felt her whole face turn beat red . Ahhh, this is so stupid, even with this serious atmosphere, "I know you love music just as much as me . "

"Perhaps that"s the case," Haruka"s hands made it"s way to her top . He had already discarded her skirt, Lila had no idea when he did that - but as usual, he works fast, "But everything I love is a.s.sociated with you . "

Isn"t that the same for her? Perhaps the two of them are actually more similar than she thought . Initially, Lila always thought they were different from each other . n.o.body can blame her from thinking that way . While they are both successful in the entertainment industry, a rare thing they actually share in common . The two of them worked in different fields, him as a producer and her as an idol . The two of them saw things from many perspectives .

What"s more, in terms of hobbies they have nothing in common . At least that"s what she thought, but recently Lila learned that Haruka likes star gazing just like her and Kiryu . But other than that, there is nothing else . Yet unlike before Lila felt like she could genuinely connect with him . She felt like he was the only one who could truly understand her . The last of her clothing fell, and Haruka leaned forward .

"I love everything about you, from your fair skin, beautiful hair, large eyes, luscious lips . Your smiling face your angry face, your sad face . "

Lila felt her heartbeat increase, Haruka was getting dangerously close to her face, "He"s too close, and he"s spouting such idiotic things," Lila thought . Is there any need for him to say things she already knew? But, Lila leaned forward, and their lips lightly met, "I think, even though your acting stupid . I like it . "

She likes it, she loves everything about him . The same goes for her now, the things she loves . It"s all a.s.sociated with him . Lila wonders what kind of love this is . She certainly wasn"t like this when she was with Kiryu . Lila never thought that somebody other than Kiryu could make her feel so happy . When they met last year, Lila never thought they"d end up this way . Sure she was slightly attracted to him, but it was only something minor . After all, she was dating Kiryu then, all other men were nothing in her eyes . But even then, she became curious about Haruka .

Who would have thought that the man she was curious about would turn out to be her first love? How ironic, she gently caressed his hair as Haruka sucked on her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, "Nngh . . . "

The two of them, in other people"s eyes, are only acting on desires than love . But some can see it too, how much they love each other . Kiryu is one of those people, one of the people who can see how in love she and Haruka are . That"s why he looked so desperate earlier . She knew he was struggling to say, "Do I really not have the chance anymore?" . Lila is glad he couldn"t say those words, because if he asked her now . She would firmly turn him down, and it would break his heart .

This love triangle has gone on for such a long time already . But Lila understands that her heart has come to a decision . She wants to be with Haruka, she wants to have his children and be with him in the future . The one she wants by her side in the future is Haruka . However, "What about Kiryu?" Lila thought . What will she do about Kiryu? Lila knew that he had no intention of giving her up, and even if she firmly turned him down . Lila did not doubt that Kiryu would continue loving her forever .

She doesn"t want that, doesn"t want him to waste his time loving her . Doesn"t want him to grow old by himself . It"s painful, so painful . But her gaze fell on Haruka, if she leaves Haruka, then she would be lying to herself, and he would fall apart .

"What"s wrong? Too much?" Haruka"s raspy voice in her ear disrupted her peril thoughts .

Lila shook her head, and she wrapped her arms around his neck, drawing their bodies closer together, "This is very nice, I like it . "