Dream Star

Lila never understood simple interactions, a simple conversation; it all seemed foreign to her.

All things regarded simple was foreign. She didn"t know which place she could call home. Haruka knew that about her, and that"s why when they met back then in middle school, he held her tightly in his arms. He created a friendly atmosphere, a place she could come back too.

The first time she stained her hands with blood, Lila didn"t know what she did wrong. But Lila recalled how uncomfortable she felt. As a hanyou Princess, it was only natural that people would come after her and harm her intending to end her life. Most people would rule out her case as self-defense, but Lila always cla.s.sified it as murder. After all, the person died. Self-defense aside, if the other person dies - then that makes her the same as all the others.

Lila didn"t think she had the right to live. But Haruka gave her a reason to live.

She was scared to hurt Haruka because she knew she could make a difference to his life. 

Haruka would say that this wasn"t right, there had to be another way, and she got nothing from this. But Lila would always direct the words right back at Haruka.

It feels strange, but Lila knew the darkness it"s corrupting her body, eroding away her defenses and neutralizing her. It"s her beloved darkness, and yet Lila understood with the way things are now, the darkness is causing her body to fall apart and causing her already weak body to the corner. It almost feels like a test of some kind. Testing her to see if she is worthy of the darkness or not. Swallowing her into a deep sea, a sky of darkness until she can no longer escape. It wants her to remain in that pit.

It"s swallowing her whole in a sea of darkness, dragging me down into the depths she can"t escape, going down further and further. She always thought she deserved a fate like this, since she killed so easily and she deserved no sign of forgiveness, but she was still resisting, a small part of her wanted to reach out and hear you say you love her.

..

She craved blood...she wanted blood, but Lila denied herself the satisfaction of it. Her guilt rendered her incapable of taking what she needed to remain sane because of her desire for the sweet crimson liquid.

Her thoughts broke off when she caught a glimpse of a familiar silhouette, "Soichiro..."

The man frowned and yet pulled her into his arms, "Can you stop acting stubborn now?"

"I.."

"You, have gotten worse and your boyfriend is the cause of that."

Lila said nothing; she was trying to focus on something other than the pain. But it was difficult. This is because of Haruka, he"s the one who made her like this, and yet, she still loves him.

"Drink."

"No."

"Stubborn woman quit acting like a fool. Just drink from me."

Despite her reluctance, Lila had no choice since Soichiro pierced his neck with his sharp nails. Even if she didn"t want to drink his blood, she had no choice but to drink right now. No normal hanyou can resist blood when it"s right next to them. She is the same too. Her thoughts broke off when she caught a glimpse of caramel hair from the corner of her eye. But Soichiro only tightened his hold on her waist.

"Soichiro, let me go. Yori saw, she probably misunderstood..."

"Forget it; your body has no strength."

This guy is so insensitive.

"Soichiro, is there a way to truly free Haruka?"

"Again, with him. Why do you like him so much, anyway? Austin Kiryu is clearly the better guy."

"You don"t know Haruka like I do."

Indeed, n.o.body knows Haruka like she does. n.o.body knows him, the person she loves so deeply, to the point that her heart would hurt whenever she thought of him.

"My wife has spoken," somebody immediately pulled her away from Soichiro. Ah, of course, it was him.

"Haruka."

Haruka pinched her cheeks, "You drank something toxic."

"S-- sorry," Lila apologized.

"You can have me later, and detoxify it."

Is it just her or does he sound so s.e.xy saying those words? "Lila, leave him and me alone for a bit."

Lila looked back at Haruka and then at Soichiro, "Please don"t fight."

"I won"t."

"And I also want a kiss."

Soichiro"s eyes twitched in annoyance at her words, "Oh? You have grown bolder."

Lila ignored Soichiro and turned to Haruka, "Kiss, on my lips."

Haruka smiled, "Good girl, I"ll grant your request."

Kissing Karas.h.i.+ma Haruka is like finding herself in the middle of a place with no color. Quiet, lifeless, dull - and yet when he steps into the world. When he kisses her, the black and white world turns into a symphony of colors. With Karas.h.i.+ma Haruka, everything is different. When she was with Kiryu, he was more of a gentleman despite being a pervert too. Kiryu always held himself back with her. But with Haruka, even the most simple of actions ended up intimate.

"Far too intimate," Lila thought. Maybe Haruka forgets that they are too young, while it is normal for couples to have s.e.x. Haruka goes overboard. Most people portray it as something beautiful, two people joining together and feeling connected. However, with them, it always ends up with sweat coated bodies, a panting mess and feeling weak. But even then Lila has never complained once. It differs from when she was dating Kiryu, but none of that mattered to her.Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click www.webnovel.com for visiting.

Lila loved the thrill that came with it, as embarra.s.sing as it is. Lila liked s.e.x, at least s.e.x with Karas.h.i.+ma Haruka, anyway. No, she isn"t a pervert like him, but perhaps he is starting to influence her to a certain degree.

Lila remembers how things were when they first started dating. Haruka is very subtle about everything at; first; he doesn"t make it obvious that he wants her. But Lila noticed the signs, like when he brushed his arm against hers as they walked side by side. Him casually wiping her lips and feeding her. As each day pa.s.sed by, Haruka gets increasingly bolder and holder. He would slop an arm around her waist and kiss her in several different places.

He always keeps her on edge; she could never antic.i.p.ate what he would do next. With the way, he teased her with his playful glances and touches. Lila spent a lot of time trying to figure out what he would next. Then, just when she is about to give up - he does something to her.

A few minutes had gone by since she asked for a kiss. But Haruka was only playfully kissing her behind her ear and next. But any moment now, Lila expects Haruka to lose control and have his way with her. However, as seconds turned into minutes, Lila realized that he wasn"t doing anything. So Lila makes the first move and brought Haruka closer to her.

Haruka smiled at her and Lila pouted. He did this on purpose. But, she supposes none of that matters right now. Haruka backed her against the wall, and Lila closed her eyes. But even as she said that Haruka still did nothing. Lila opened her eyes and found Haruka"s lips had curved to a smirk, "This sly man!" Lila exclaimed, in her head. Lila sees the flash of desire in his eyes, and Lila didn"t know what came over her as she tugged on his s.h.i.+rt and removed the b.u.t.tons of his s.h.i.+rt, revealing the hard planes underneath.

A part of her is still rational and understands that Haruka planned this from the start.

Haruka buried his face in the crook of her neck, and lightly bite her, as wrapped his arms around her hips.

"Haruka," Lila said, her voice shaking. Her entire body was shuddering.

"Lila, Lila," Haruka groaned in her ear, and his lips came cras.h.i.+ng down on hers in seconds.

Haruka bent down to hook his arms under her knees and lift her up swiftly. It didn"t help how handsome he looked, how s.e.xy he was in the present. "This is so dangerous," Lila mumbled. Desire is one thing, but this? It was on a completely different level altogether. Then again, this is Haruka. The person she loves. If it"s with this person, is it possible for her? To ...truly be free...

"Oi you two, that"s enough!"

Flushed with desire, Lila reluctantly let"s go of Haruka. "Can we meet after your done?"

"Yeah."

Lila lightly kissed him again, "Then, I"ll see you later," she really doesn"t want to let him go though. But, if she stays any longer, Soichiro will surely get mad. It"s best not to irritate him too much. "Also.."

Haruka kissed her back, "I"ll meet with him too."