"Haruka, I will be okay. Do you not trust me?"At that comment, Haruka averted his gaze. "It has nothing to do with my trust for you, this is dangerous Lil-" His sentence fell short when he felt her lips on his. "My wife….G.o.d, don"t do that."
Lila laughed softly. "It"s the only way to make you listen. Well, let"s give it a few days. I will make you change your mind."
"I don"t want you to get hurt. You"re pregnant too. If he finds out.."
"Ssh. I will be fine."
"....Wife, why are you seducing me?"
"Oh, you realized."
"Seriously, you should stop."
Lila sighed. "You know I"ve been thinking lately. If you can"t touch me, isn"t it fine for me to touch?"
Haruka blinked when he heard those words from her. Well he does understand that mind-set but he doesn"t think it"s wise for her to suggest something like that during this time.
He pulled away from her and was about to leave the bed. But Lila wrapped her arms around him.
"Did I say something wrong?"
"No, it"s just you--"
"Your driving me crazy."
If she keeps this up any longer, then he may end up doing something to her. Haruka wanted to prevent that scenario as much as he could.
He only has to wait a short whole anyway.
"I"m what?"
Haruka felt her b.r.e.a.s.t.s press against his back and he averted his gaze. Does she not understand how dangerous this is? Maybe he shouldn"t have acted cool earlier.
"Hubby?"
"My wife, please stop with the seducing. You know I love you a lot but I don"t like breaking promises. I understand that you want to, and believe me I am happy about that. But your pregnant, and I want to cherish that."
Lila laughed softly. "You know if your this insistent on being a gentleman. It"s hard for me to make a move."
"I"ll kiss you until you fall asleep. Are you okay with that?"
"Yes."
He will keep giving her kisses until she is tired of it.
…..
Following day. 8:30am -
Four more days…. Haruka sighed deeply as he recalled their conversation when she woke up. Well, he understands why she wants to rush. But it still upsets him. It should be fine right? They are returning together. But what is this uneasy feeling in his heart?
"Not bad." Haruka thought as he continued to listen to the song. When he first heard the song, despite it being written with an upbeat tempo. He didn"t like it, however now its different. So this is Ichinose getting serious huh? Certainly, this is better than how he has been up until now; and yet there"s still something off.
What is that guy"s problem holding back for? Haruka always wondered why Ichinose Oujiro stopped making a move on Lila.
He is sure Kiryu won"t be offended if you sing for Lila. Even then it"s not as though he doesn"t understand where he"s coming from. It would be bad for any of the guys who like Lila to confess to her now. After all, n.o.body wants her to feel confused. When he punched Kiryu at that time he told him to treasure her and only her. He said that simply because he was aware of Lila"s feelings towards Oujiro. Towards the other guys who made it known that they like her.
He didn"t like the idea of her giving them all a chance with such confused and biased feelings. Even if it leads to deepening their relations.h.i.+p with each other. It:s more than worth it. " There"s still something I have to do. So for now I cannot go on my journey. "
Still something she has to do huh? The matter with her parents and Kangawa Ren, surpa.s.sing her sister and mother - returning the idol world to how it was before. However Haruka can tell that it won"t take long before those things will be resolved. After all, Lila is s.h.i.+ning brighter and brighter everyday.
That light and radiance is inspiring those around her. Lila influences those around her.
Teras.h.i.+ma Sumire"s career in the music industry is far from over; and when she returns, "music" will once again evolve. For sure music will always revolve around that person. However, that doesn"t mean they have to stay back in the sidelines.
There"s still some time before he has to meet that girl. Why he"s meeting her despite his insistence of dislike? It"s complicated. But she said she would help him chose out a gift for Lila.
Christmas ....its way too early to be choosing presents if you ask him. However, " You"ll be far too busy from now onwards right? " When he asked her why she would help him out, " Call it a pa.s.sing curiosity. " That girl, she"s definitely making fun about the fact that he spent so long debating about what to do about his feelings. Now he"s pondering so much about a Christmas gift. A Christmas gift aside, there"s also that matter to deal with.
How is he supposed to bring it up in front of the others? Haruka saw how hard they"ve all been working recently. How is he supposed to disrupt that balance and tell them about the offer? Even if he doesn"t say it, its not difficult in thinking what their reactions will be. Individually they will all be distraught but they"ll put up a front. That"s the kind of group those guys are after all.
How would Lila react?
If his wife found out there was a better opportunity for him, than staying with DEVIL. Would she get mad?
His thoughts broke off when he felt spotted black coloured hair. Lila lowered her face and kissed him.
"Mmmm, welcome back." Haruka mumbled.
"En, I just came back." She trailed off and laughed. "I don"t think we"ve kissed like this before."
"Yeah, that"s right."
Her gaze softened. "Then, let"s do it more from now on."
Haruka nodded slowly and watched as she walked over to the kitchen. "Are you hungry? I"ll make you something."
Lila shook her head. "It"s okay, let me cook."
"Actually there is something I want to discuss with you."