Dream Star

A man with maroon-colored hair stirred awake before he opened his eyes. A wincing pain filled his head. Instead of looking at his surroundings, like any average person would. The first thing he did was search for her. He found her right away; she was sat on the chair with his guitar and strumming chords while singing. "Her voice has gotten better," Haruka thought to himself. Her improvement is genuinely amazing.

Haruka made his way over and appeared behind her as he placed some kisses along her neck.

"Haruka? Oh, you"re awake. I"m just going to make dinner," Lila said.

"How long was I out for?"

"3 days."

"I see," she must have spent these last three days with Austin Kiryu then. As much as that pained him, it can"t be avoided. When scanned the room, though, something immediately caught his attention. It was her clothes for going out that hung on the wardrobe. From a glance, Haruka knew, she had not worn any.

"Why didn"t you go out?" he questioned,

"I"m your girlfriend Haruka, no um your wife so.." Lila shyly looked down, "I wanted to take care of you."

"His wife," Haruka repeated to himself. That"s right, huh? He still finds it hard to believe that she accepted him. Still finds it hard to believe that Lila wants to be with him forever.

Haruka is licking her neck, sucking and biting it, and Lila is letting out adorable moans. Gosh, she"s beautiful. So beautiful, "Nngh, it"s good Haruka," his smile widened as he continued his advances. But it didn"t take long before Lila pulled away.

"Haruka, I know we haven"t done it in three days, and I"m pent up too. But uh, you should probably eat something first."

She"s pent up?

"I want to see your face when you"re pent up."

"Don"t be stupid," Lila squirmed free from his hold and left the room.

Haruka ran his hand through his hair, man his head hurts. Misaki already warned him not to be so careless, and yet what does he do? Be careless; he"s such an idiot. Why does he never learn his lesson? Still, he wants to see Lila pent up. Maybe she"s been sneaking kisses or something while he was sleeping. Pent up, huh? Just now, when he held her in his arms, her whole body felt like it was burning.

With that in mind, it didn"t take long before Haruka left the room - and made his way over to the kitchen. Lila had just gotten the equipment out when he wrapped his arms around her waist.

After messing with her for a bit before he lifted her onto the counter.

"N—no Haruka... it"s strange.."

A chuckle pa.s.sed his lips, "Strange?"

Lila blushed more and shook her head, "It"s so embarra.s.sing. Don"t..."

"Nothing is embarra.s.sing when you"re concerned."

Lila, whenever they are like this. He"s so pleased. Haruka wondered if she knew whenever he holds her in his arms, the darkness inside him seems to be dispelled and replaced by light? A light that comes from only her. Contrary to what the girl may think of herself. She will always always be a bright source of light in his eyes. The happiness and warmth that comes from her loving gaze and words, even if it is not romantic feelings of love.

He has been thinking recently that it would be alright for him to properly convey his feelings. But whenever he wants to, something bad always happens. Is that a sign that they are not meant to be? He wants to convey these deep feelings of love to her before the monster inside his body takes over him completely. Inside him, there"s growing darkness.

The darkness of a man named "Lucifer," the one who caused their parents much agony and suffering. Why he obtained it out of all the others, n.o.body knows. But Haruka can feel it take over his body the more his desire for the one he loves grow. Even if Haruka restrained himself from using his hanyou powers, in the end, he can"t deny it. That"s why before it"s too late, he wants to tell her.

Even if he does not deserve her, he wants to tell her these words. However, Haruka can"t help but think. . . .would she be disgusted when she finds out? When she truly finds out everything about him. How deeply routed his desire and l.u.s.t for her has been from the beginning?

Sometimes Haruka cannot help but think, that Lila treasures him so because he treats her with gentleness and affection. If he were to be aggressive and rough with her, she would surely not be by his side. Hasn"t that been proven already? Before they dated, he acted in such a brash manner. She kept him at arm"s length, but not too close. It was only natural for her to take such action back then though.

"Hnhh," But right now, her pretty fingers run across his chest like they"re meant to be there. He can touch many other women and be pleased in return. But the only one who can make him feel such a burning pa.s.sion is Teras.h.i.+ma Lila.

"I want to bother you Haruka because I"m pent up. .."

He laughed, "Go, ahead."

"Do whatever you want with him, Lila. From the very start, he has longed surrendered his body to you, and only you. Lila," Haruka thought. Yes, from the beginning, everything about him belongs to the woman named Teras.h.i.+ma Lila.

After Lila touched him for a bit, it was finally his turn again. As much as he liked it when she touched him, he wanted to be the one in control when it comes to being intimate. Before Haruka could proceed, however, a painful feeling appeared in his head, and it"s then Haruka sees the bandages.

"Ahhh! I"ll get you some medicine, wait," Lila said as she stood up.

d.a.m.n.

.....

After she treated his wounds, they headed upstairs, and after a heavy make-out session, he lets Lila rest while he picked up the guitar and copied what she was doing.

"Say Haruka?"

"Mmm?"

"Who did you meet with three days ago?"

"Miyazawa."

Lila looked at him puzzled, and he deeply sighed, "Your that surprised?"

"I didn"t think you two were connected in any way."

Has she forgotten that time she caught them sleeping together before they dated?

"So you slept with her?"

Haruka shook her head, "No, we just had a chat." A very dangerous one. But he won"t bother with the details. Miyazawa probably only called him up, knowing he wouldn"t hide the meeting from Lila, "Nothing happened."

Lila slowly nodded and extended her hand out, "Cuddle, please."

Haruka placed the guitar back down and laid back down.

"Haruka. I feel happy being with you like this."

Haruka flinched slightly, why? Why is she happy? Doesn"t she want to spend more time with Austin Kiryu? "Hey, do you really love me more than him?" Haruka asked, after much debate. Otherwise why else would she talk like this?

Lila nodded, "Ah-huh."

"Really?"

"Why do you doubt me? Ah, I know this is a test! I"m good at tests Haruka; I"ll make sure to pa.s.s."

His lips curve to a smile, well he would not test her. But if looks like she really wants to prove herself. Seeing her hold up her fists and doing a victory pose, he paused. d.a.m.n, she really is cute. Haruka kisses behind her ear and whispers some sweet words, causing her to turn red, "Did you miss me?"

"I missed you," Lila murmured and wrapped her arms around him, "You were right here beside me, and yet.."

"Don"t worry; it won"t happen again," well, that"s probably a lie. Judging from Miyazawa"s tone, that woman has some plans for him. Maybe if he distances himself from Lila, in the first place, Miyazawa called him over because she wanted rumors to start, and Lila to get worried. He wants her to break down again. He caressed her hair and squeezed her hands, "Okay?"

"Haruka, we"re holding hands."

"Yeah."

"Haruka, do you like holding hands with me?"

"I like your pretty hands."

"And what about kissing, do you like it?"

Why is she asking all these strange questions for? "You don"t have to ask me these questions verbally," Haruka said in her ear, "Especially the last one."

"No, this is a serious question."

"Serious, eh?" Haruka didn"t know whether he was amused or not, "So, you"re pent up?"

Lila rolled her eyes and nodded, "Ah-huh, of course, I am. After having s.e.x nearly every single day, naturally one would start to notice something missing," Haruka didn"t like how she made it sound all formal. Why doesn"t she admit that she has desires towards him?

As he thought all this, Haruka noticed the girl"s gaze on him, "What?"

"Haruka, your very handsome."

"And..."

"I can see why I have to deal with so many pests, since your so handsome and out of this world..."

What is she rambling about? But, he does like the fact that she appreciates his looks. Still, he wanted to tell her that none of those pests remotely stood a chance with him. None of them would be able to touch him or be touched by him, like he does with her.

"So um, if there is anything you want me to do. Please tell me."

Haruka raised his eyebrows, "Like?"

"You know, um, the things you"re supposed to teach me. I want to make you happy. But lately," Lila looked down nervously.

A knowing, "oh" pa.s.sed his lips. Well, "Lately, you"ve been too cute."

"But I want to satisfy you."

"There are ways you can do that without us having s.e.x, but," he whispered in her ear, "If you want to do it so badly, I won"t refuse," his hand slid on her lap, and Lila"s cheeks exploded.

"No! Were going shopping today, shopping!"

"It"s already late."

"Then, a walk!"

A deep sigh pa.s.sed his lips. So much for having his way with her. When Lila is this persistent, he knew anything else he said would fall on death ears. He does not hate the idea though, because, "I"d like you to wear pretty clothes for our date," Haruka liked it a lot when she dressed up for him.

Lila laughed, "Ah-huh!"