Publishedat 5th of August 2019 10:50:12 AMChapter 438
Is there an issue with him deciding the number of children? Maybe he"s becoming a bit too pushy .
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October 25th
Since returning from abroad . Lila is booked solid . Even more TV commercials, broadcasts, movies, variety shows . Every magazine released talks about Lila and her talents . Press conferences, FJN network series, handshake events . Press releases of Lila endorsing new products and modeling gigs . She"s far too fantastic, Haruka always thought so before, but recently it"s become quite clear that there"s no other person in the idol world, no within the entertainment industry that can defeat her . After Lila finished all these jobs, she became even more beautiful .
Aside from improving her skills, her appearance to has grown even more . Slender arms and legs, smooth skin . Though she isn"t model standards, she had very nice facial features . Her natural att.i.tude on camera and off camera also makes her fans and the staff feel very comfortable .
The previous cold image she had was a sh.e.l.l of her current self . People like the present her better, since she is more approachable . While this meant he had more pests to ward off . At least her career is flouris.h.i.+ng .
"Lila next up you have--"his sentence fell short when the doors to the studio opened up revealing the members of the G.o.d5 .
Lila"s gaze automatically fell on Austin Kiryu . The rest of the members notice them also, and yet the only one who walked over was blonde hair, "Hey . "
"Kiryu your…promoting the new alb.u.m before the release…right?"
"Yeah, it"s a real pain to do pre-promotions though . I"m completely out of strength . "
"T-then… . I"ll make you dinner tonight . "
"Yeah, I"d like that . Your cooking is the best, after all . "
"Tonight" " Dinner"
You"re acting like his wife! What are these two newlyweds?
"Trust me," she says! And Haruka looked at the scene once more . It"s like they"re flirting; they are definitely flirting! In the middle of the studio too . He ought to stop them and yet it"s difficult getting close to them when there are practically pheromones in the air . Really, even though she said that so confidently that he can"t help but have his doubt .
Haruka was about to walk over . But was stopped short by Nakara s.h.i.+chiro who pa.s.sed him Lila"s phone .
"Huh?"
"Go on to the music player and see what was last played and also click most played . "
Despite his confusion, Haruka followed the instructions .
Last played
[G.o.d5 - Moon Illusion ]
Most Played: M5- Moon Illusion
2: G.o.d5-
3: G.o.d5-
Haruka"s eyes went wide seeing the number next to the most played . Or rather the top 20 songs were all " G.o.d5 . "This is…"
"She listens to our songs every day - at least for the top 5, the one we composed back then . To Lila, no to every one of us . Even now those songs remain important to us because in that place we all found what we were missing . If you look at the lyrics to each of those songs carefully, what do you notice? Or rather the main phrases in the song . "
The main phrase…
Moon Illusion - "We embrace at the sidewalk . "
Several other similar phrases in each song stood out to him .
"Loneliness and love…" he murmurs .
s.h.i.+chiro nodded, "That"s right; for those two, they"ve always combined the emotions that people feel the most and yet don"t say it out loud . Lyrics that mirror people"s emotions and a melody that soothes it . A perfect balance . That also applies to the two of them . I don"t believe you have to worry all too much because for Lilsan from the beginning there has only ever been one person," with those words said he walked off .
Only one person, his gaze lands back on to the phone and then the brunette . Recalling the words, she said to him the other day; he supposed it couldn"t be helped even if he doesn"t agree with it, as long as she is happy . As long as she is happy? Can he say those words when Austin Kiryu s.n.a.t.c.hes her away from him?
But even so, Haruka clenched his fist, and he made his way back over to Lila who was talking to Austin Kiryu and laughing . He reached over and pulled her into his arms . Lila responded by wrapping her arms around him .
"What"s wrong?"
"Nothing," Haruka murmured . He looked over at Austin Kiryu, "This man is serious," Haruka thought . If he isn"t careful, Lila will be s.n.a.t.c.hed right away from him, "I want to go on a walk . "
Lila"s eyes brightened at his words, "A walk?!! Okay, let"s go! Let"s go right now . "
Pfft, she got way too excited .
"Kiryu, I"ll see you later . "
"Yeah, later," it was just a standard parting . But it felt like he was losing Lila . He quickly tugged on her hand, and Lila beamed happily .
. . . . .
Park
If Lila were to find out that it was due to jealousy rather than him asking because he wanted to go on a date . Haruka wondered how she would react . Maybe he is just overreacting with everything . But it truly felt like Lila was slipping away from him, that she would leave his side .
It wasn"t until he met her, did his existence truly start to have a meaning… .
Haruka enjoyed spending time with Lila . But even though his life has changed so much since he started to date her . Once in a while Haruka would think back to the past . The past where he didn"t have her by his side . He could still remember it clearly, the stifling air — the small amount of light glistening through those dark windows .
At some point, time had just stopped for him . Haruka watched the world with an indifferent look on his face . Sure once in a while, he would laugh and smile . But that smile would be a fake one . Back then, he would smile out of obligation, not sincerely .
"Haruka! Look, the fountain is so pretty!"
There in the center of the park stood a gorgeous water fountain . Lila let"s go of him and skips merrily over . No sooner did she do so, Haruka reached over and hugged her from behind .
"Haruka were in public . "
"I want to kiss you," Haruka murmured . He can only be sure of her feelings when they are doing intimate things . Haruka felt Lila"s lips on his, and a content sighed pa.s.sed his lips .
"Nngh . . "
The moment was beautiful, but with Lila"s presence, it could disappear before his eyes . Recently she has been doing that a lot, disappearing even though he had grown so used to having Lila by his side .
"Word is on the street that you have been seeing Austin Kiryu a lot recently . "
He didn"t want to bring it up so casually . But Haruka knew that if he brought it up hastily, then she would casually avoid it .
His eyes went wide when he saw Lila"s sudden flushed cheeks . Huh? This reaction, "Aah… . That"s …true but…were only discussing the new alb.u.m…"
Discussing, and yet she"s reacting that way?
However, it has been a long time since he"s seen such an expression on her face . A genuine expression that is, so he supposed he could let it slide . But no, that"s wrong, no matter how you think about it, " Let me clarify things . "
"Okay . . ?"
"I let you meet with him without me because I trust you," Haruka nodded . When the suggestion first came up five days ago . Haruka was reluctant but decided it would be better to leave it to Lila . If he"s around, she won"t be able to focus so much, and the atmosphere would be too tense . Besides, he knew Lila very well, she isn"t the type of girl to cheat . She"s the loyal type .
"Where do you go when you have your meetings?"
"His apartment . "
His face color pales, she"s too blunt . What if someone is overhears them right now? " Next question, who comes with you?" Surely she isn"t stupid enough to just walk in there alone .
"n.o.body . "
Just now Haruka was secretly praying to himself that she wouldn"t say that . He was praying really hard just now . "And although I hesitate in asking . The time of your meetings?"
"Night . "
The final blow .
Of course, it"s nighttime . Of course, there"s not enough room in the girl"s schedule for those two to meet unless she"s working with others . "Um, Haruka? What"s wrong ?"
"No…I"m just thinking how much of a failure I am as your manager," Haruka murmured .
He can just imagine it now; if they meet at night, he wouldn"t be surprised if they"ve been engaging in indecent activities and he probably walks her back . What if the press has media coverage already and are just waiting for a single big shot that exposes everything? Haruka frantically shook his head . If Austin Kiryu touched her, he would have noticed . Besides, he trusts Lila . She isn"t like those other girls . He quickly dismissed that thought from
"Failure as a husband," Lila corrected .
"Hey . . . "
Lila deeply sighed, "Are you really okay with this arrangement, Haruka?"
The truth is, he isn"t okay with it . But Haruka understood what Lila and Kiryu got like when it came to music . Once they start composting, the two get completely absorbed in it .
"I"m not okay, but I"m looking at things from a professional standpoint . You need to sing that song . It"s good for your career," he murmured . No matter what anyone says, Lila"s career is more important, "I"ll make sure the reporters stay clear from Austin Kiryu, just focus on the song . "
The frown on Lila"s face had yet to leave, and she suddenly hugged him tightly, "Really, I"m a bit disappointed . You"ll just leave it like that? My career? It"s important to me, yes, but our relations.h.i.+p is more important . If you don"t like me meeting with Kiryu in private, then I"ll stop doing so . "