Lila nodded, "Yes, I already know about it. The first time around I let you off just because I don"t know what to do when it comes to these matters. However, the more time that pa.s.ses by, the more I understood. Harukkun, I"m serious about you. So I don"t want to end our relations.h.i.+p. However, if you don"t stop, I"ll do just that."End their relations.h.i.+p? His face color turned pale at her words. He doesn"t want that, that"s the one thing he doesn"t want. Haruka remained frozen and didn"t say a word.
Lila sighed and slowly stood up.
If he, if he lets her go now. Then she would never return to him. He has to bear once again the pain of her not being by his side, Haruka quickly got up and pulled her into his arms. "Don"t," he whispered. "Don"t leave my side. I love you too much to let you go. I"ll stop, so please don"t go. Don"t leave me, Lila." Haruka knew he sounded desperate right now. But, he doesn"t want to let Lila go.
To his surprise, she turned around and kissed his lips.
"I thought as much; I don"t know why you still slept around with other people despite loving me. I"ll never be able to understand that logic. But, if you"re choosing to turn over a new leaf with me then," Lila smiled brightly, "Then it"s all okay, I"ll forgive you."
....
A week later - Apartment -
Haruka"s gaze flickered onto the person clinging onto him. "Waking up like this for the past week is nice," Haruka thought. He had to tell Lila everything for things to work out. Then she told him to leave it up to her; she would get him an apartment and find him a place to work. For a middle schooler to have this ability, she sure is amazing. Haruka chuckled when she squirmed more into his arms. Even when she is sleeping, she really likes to cuddle.
He slowly moved her hands away. "Shower" Haruka thought as he headed to the bathroom. The second he got inside, he removed his clothes and opened up the shower. The cold water ran down his skin in seconds. He needed to think. Living these peaceful and blissful days with Lila is amazing. He feels so content and so happy.
"Haruka?" Lila murmured groggily.
Haruka looked back and saw his girlfriend half asleep. "Showering."
Moments later, he noticed a pair of dainty arms wrapped around his bare frame, "Hey, your going to get wet."
"Unn, morning..."
So cute and so helpless too. Haruka turned around and tugged on the girl"s damp s.h.i.+rt, "I"ll help you shower."
After a while, Lila slowly became conscious. Haruka knew because she was trying to break free from his hold. "You don"t have to be shy anymore, I"ve seen everything," he mumbled against her shoulders. But, even if he has seen everything. He can only stare, he can"t touch. That does bug him. However, Haruka didn"t want to destroy the harmony he has with her.
"Harukkun," Lila turned to look at him, "Your scars still haven"t healed up."
"Don"t worry, I"m fine," Haruka a.s.sured her. "I"m fine."
Lila"s lips brushed against the scars, "Nngh ..."
"Hey, there"s no blood there anymore," Haruka joked. But Lila still kept sucking, the way she moved her mouth drove him crazy.
After that, Haruka could not control himself; he is kissing and touching her all over. Not wanting her to catch a cold, he scooped her up in his arms and returned to the bedroom where he placed her on the bed. Whenever he sees her like this, so flushed with desire for him, Haruka understands exactly what he has been missing this entire time.
...
A few minutes later...
"Should I stop?" Haruka mumbled. It was killing him to pull away; however, he didn"t want to ruin anything.
"No, I"m fine. Continue."
Ever since then, they"ve slowly been doing things. But Haruka never goes overboard. Lila seemed to like that he was taking her time and being patient with her.
Haruka continued licking her leg, and she squirmed, "Are you sure you"re not forcing yourself?"
"I"m not, today we will do it. I don"t want you to do it with other girls so..."
It"s tough to regain her trust. Then again, if Lila didn"t take his phone away. Who knows what he would have done if Zane called him? Haruka bites her leg, "Unngh?!!"
"I don"t care about other girls anymore, I"m only thinking of you," Haruka said. Since that time in the hotel, he"s only thought about her. It"s like she cast some kind of spell on him. "I really love you."
Lila beamed happily, "En me, too; I love you."
Did he ruin the mood? She"s too cute now, so it would feel wrong to do anything properly. Haruka quickly decided and brought his lips to hers. Lila responded by searching for his hand, Haruka grabbed hold of hers and deepened the kiss. He was kissing with such intensity, pa.s.sion, and l.u.s.t - the same as before.
"Ahh! Uhh...."
W--wow... She"s never made that kind of voice before. He suddenly feels a bit nervous.
"Lila," Haruka caressed her hair, "Do you not want me to stop?"
"W--well, uhnnnhh.... It really feels nice and um I did say it was okay...and," Lila"s face kept turning several shades of red, "Gahh, I"m acting like an idiot! I don"t know what kind of face to make." She covered her face with her hands.
What kind of face? Haruka moved her hands away, "Let me see."
"Stop, it"s embarra.s.sing."
Embarra.s.sing? Haruka felt his heartbeat speed up, "We"re only going to keep kissing. I want to treasure you, Lila, I"ll wait until you grow up."
"Haruka, thank you...but um," Lila laughed, "Your um...thing is..."
Haruka glanced down and cursed. d.a.m.n hormones. "Let me um, do that thing," Lila suddenly sat up.
Haruka smiled, "It"s fine?"
"Yes.. Um, excuse me."
Lila, to think she"s doing this voluntarily now.
"You came a lot," Lila mumbled.
That face, if she looks at him like that, he will lose it. Haruka brushed his fingers across her lips, "What do you want to do next?"
"Um, I"m deciding?"
"Yeah."
.....
- Beach -
The moment Lila saw the snowfall from the window was the moment Haruka knew they"d have to go outside. He didn"t mind the snow, but he didn"t want the girl to catch a cold. He didn"t think she would want to go all the way to the seaside though.
"Hey Haruka.. isn"t the snow beautiful?" Lila softly whispered with her hands out.
Haruka looked at the scene before him, the falling white snow. The snow reminded him of her indeed. … Her bright smile, and pale smooth skin, bright eyes full of life and determination, and -- his thoughts broke off when he felt a s...o...b..ll hit him on the right side. As another one flew at him right after, Haruka got hit twice but was prepared for the third one.
Haruka could only stare at the girl dumbfounded by her actions; she chose to lay down on the cold snow. Her cheeks had turned red from the cold, and droplets of snow particles appeared on her hair.
But that sight for Haruka was far too beautiful for words. It"s easy for her to spread her wings in a place she is more familiar; this is the town where everything started for her. While Lila still had a long journey ahead of her. For now... "She looks so beautiful, she looks exactly like an angel.." Haruka kept staring at the girl who was enjoying the snow. He didn"t know what possessed him to do it, but before he knew it, he grabbed a handful of snow and threw it at her. The s...o...b..ll landed on her face, and she shot up.
Lila puffed her cheeks up, "What was that for, why are you bul-" he cuts her sentence short by throwing another one at him. "Wh-!"
Haruka chuckled, this was more fun than he thought, he never thought he would spend time with her like this. Haruka lay on the snow.
When Lila dumped snow on him, Haruka tackled her onto the snow. For the next few minutes, they threw snow back and forth. After that, she lay in his arms. Haruka wiped the snow from her, and Lila rolled her eyes. "You"re the one who threw it at me, if I catch a cold, it"s all your fault."
"Then we can go home, and I"ll warm you up with my body."
"Stupid, pervert," Lila trailed off, "Haruka.. isn"t this peaceful? I could fall asleep right here. I"ve gotten used to sleeping in your arms, so it"s possible."Find authorized novels in Webnovel,faster updates, better experience,Please click for visiting.
"Yeah…" Haruka closed his eyes; he felt like this was the most calming moment of his life. The cold didn"t bother him, as he was used to it, he embraced it and let it spread all over his body. That place, it was always cold, and he didn"t have heating either.
Haruka felt Lila"s small hand on his. His gaze turned soft; she"s so cute.
"Yet it makes me feel kind of lonely." She quietly laughed. "I think of Kiryu whenever I see snow. I wonder why?"
Haruka didn"t know what to say and instead wrapped his hand around hers. Whenever it concerns Austin Kiryu, he is unable to say a word.
She doesn"t need Austin Kiryu to feel happy. After all, she had him. He wouldn"t leave her alone. When Haruka her face, Lila had her eyes closed, and she had a content smile on her face.
Haruka softly smiled at the sight. She slowly opened her mouth to mutter some words. A soft tune came out. Her voice was smooth and silky, and Haruka thought she was an angel blessed from the heavens. Funny how a girl with an angel-like appearance and voice is singing for a band called DEVIL.
"Hey Haruka, what"s your favorite song?"
She called him, "Haruka."
"Your songs."
Lila laughed, "Okay, but which one?" she seemed delighted whenever he tells her that he is a fan of her singing.
"The one you wrote for me," Haruka murmured against her ear.
"En, okay."
She really is far too beautiful, far too amazing for him.
____
These two people laying peacefully in the snow didn"t realize that somebody was watching them from the railing. A woman with beautiful golden blonde hair clenched her hand on the railings, but even then she was having a hard time standing up.
"b.a.s.t.a.r.d," Sophia cursed over and over. "Because of you, they did this to me and yet you wouldn"t even pick up my calls anymore."
Some guys Haruka fought with before sought revenge and went after her. They raped her for hours and did all kinds of cruel and despicable things to her. Sophia has always remained brave and calm, no matter what the situation was. But, even for her, that situation was far too much.
If Haruka came, he could have saved her. No matter how strong she is, she can"t beat that many people. She has her limitations, and they drugged her beforehand, leaving her completely powerless. That idiot, he said he would protect her. He said he would be by her side.
"I can"t love you, but I"ll stay with you. I"ll protect you from harm; I"ll have your back...So Sophia, in turn, you can"t leave me."
Who was the one who said those words? Her thoughts broke off when she hears the sound of a bus. A large picture of Teras.h.i.+ma Lila was sprawled there. Funny enough, there was another on the build board on the other side of the road.
The entertainment industry, huh? Up till now, Sophia wasn"t taking it seriously enough. However, her gaze darkened as she glanced over at Haruka"s smiling expression. She can"t allow him to be happy.
Do they think this is over? Think again.
____
Feeling a sudden chill, Haruka turned around. From a distance, he could spot somebody walks away, ash blonde hair... "Sophia?" Haruka thought.
"Haruka, what"s wrong?"
"It"s nothing," Haruka replied as he pulled her into his arms, "Need to warm you up, you"re far too cold."
"Aha, okay."
It was just his imagination, right?