*UNEDITED*Lila didn"t get a chance to debate about this when she felt Haruka hold her hand. She turned to look at him, and noticed he was still speaking to Yumeko. But, he kept squeezing and playing with her fingers. She felt the heat creep up to her skin, her face turned scorching hot. Why did he suddenly hold her hand? Doesn"t this idiot get embarra.s.sed? Then again, maybe she is the idiot getting embarra.s.sed over something like this for. She wonders what it takes to phase Haruka. He always seems so calm and collected. What will it take to make this guy embarra.s.sed?
Haruka took her away after a few more words with Yumeko and Rikka. Lila noticed however that he only nodded lightly in Rikka"s direction. Why does it feel like these two have a hidden code language? Maybe it"s just her imagination. Her thoughts broke off when Haruka brought her over to a stairwell. He pushed her against the wall, and leaned forward.
"Wait Haruka, I have to go back quickly," Lila mumbled. If he does anything to her now, and somebody notices, it would be bad.
"That"s why I"m only going to kiss you for fifteen minutes."
Uhh, if he kisses her for five she looses it - let alone fifteen. Lila sensed his desperate tone. No matter how shy she was, she knew there was no escaping this. Besides, it"s not like she doesn"t want to. Haruka found a quiet spot and backed her against the wall.
His hands played with her for a few seconds, and he brushed his lips across a few strands. The warmth of his lips lingered even after he let go.
"You"re turning red even before I do anything."
"Aaah, I feel like an idiot again. Just kiss me already and get it over with stupid."
His lips curve into a smile, "No, maybe I shouldn"t. I feel like teasing you today."
"Jerk!"
If he just kisses her, then maybe she would get over it quickly. But no, now he will prolong it just to make her more nervous.
The way Haruka kissed her after all that teasing, made her body feel like it was on fire. The warmth of his hands on her burning face, seemed to transmit to her arms and legs. So when Haruka"s hands touched her thighs, she knew she had to stop him otherwise she would explode.
"Time out, hubby."
Haruka looked over at her and broke their kiss. "You"re very red. It"s stupid."
"Ah-huh, I know..."
"I like it though," he chuckled against her ear. "You"re beautiful Lila."
"Say hubby, is Rikksan sick?"
"She has an eating disorder."
"Ah," Lila recalled that time he was lecturing Rikksan about her meal. So that"s what it was. "Could it be because you two broke up?"
An uncomfortable expression appeared on Haruka"s face, and Lila knew she got it right. So that"s what it was. No wonder Haruka keeps looking out for her. She supposes that made more sense now.
"Mmm."
"So it was like that, then we need to help her," Lila emphasis the "we" because she doesn"t want Haruka to get any strange ideas. He can"t help her alone, or rather she won"t allow it. What if he starts putting her after all this?
"Hubby, what are you doing?"
"Touching."
"Mmmmm, your soft."
Lila rolled her eyes, "You"re always so silly these days," she draws small circles with her fingers on his chest. A content sigh escaped her lips when she felt Haruka kiss her neck.
"I don"t mind it too much. But don"t you feel bad for Rikksan? You shouldn"t kiss me like that in front of her."
"You keep talking about Rikka, focus on me already."
"I am focusing on you," Lila mumbled. "You know, I like it when you flirt with me like this."
"You like it? Hmm, didn"t know," he bit her ear causing her to slightly.
Haruka chuckled, "Indeed, it seems you like it."
"Haruka, can we go on the trip soon? I want to be alone with you."
"Mmm," he kissed her forehead gently. "Let"s go soon, two days?"
"I want to go right away."
"Your so hasty, uneasy about something?"
"Yes…"
"I understand, I"ll try to clear things up so we can go to the airport tomorrow morning. Works for you?"
Lila nodded, "Ah, but that means you should let go of me now…"
Haruka however doesn"t budge, well he moves but towards her chest. Haruka buried his face there, "I want you so badly. But, I won"t do anything."
"You won"t?"
"Yeah, I won"t."
She looked at him suspiciously, "Can I ask why?"
It"s not like him at all. Honestly when he grabbed hold of her hand earlier, Lila suspected that something would happen.
"I made a deal with your parents," Haruka muttered. He looked bothered and irritated. But, he nodded. "A deal, that I can"t break."
"But, what about my needs?"
"We can"t do that wife, but we can do other things."
Lila however wouldn"t let this topic drop. Hearing his reply only further agitated her. "My needs," she emphasized. Even if Haruka can hold himself back, what about her?
It"s unfair of him to make a deal with her parents without consulting her first. Doesn"t she have a say in these things anymore? This is about her after all. After doing all that stuff to her for so many months. Lila got used to it, while she found it strange still. She liked it a lot, feeling Haruka"s warmth and seeing his many different expressions.
Haruka lifted his face from her chest, and stared at her. Due to the sudden close proximity, Lila felt herself averting her gaze.
"Are you telling me you actually like the stuff I do to you?"
"Um, well," Lila looked down at her feet. She regrets it so badly right now. "Stupid Lila, what were you thinking saying such things to Haruka of all people?" Haruka definitely won"t let this topic go. She needs to say something, anything. But unfortunately right now, Lila found it difficult to speak.