(WARNING: Mature content slightly )He wanted to show her this time, that he"s serious.
He has to take her, it"s the only way.
"H-Haruka, um wait…" Lila protested.
He doesn"t.
"Haruka, please you know we can"t."
"And why can"t we? Every day, we already do such intimate things."
"But I. ."
"You"re already mine. You belong to me." he murmured.
"Haruka, but you said…"
"I can"t wait anymore. Do you know how painful it is for me? Not being able to touch you?"
Seeing the girl s.h.i.+ver, he paused. He doesn"t want to scare her into this. But at the same time, he really feels like he"s going crazy. He"s going crazy. He"s wanted her for such a long time. He"s had plenty of opportunities. He practically touches her every day, so why is it… Why is it that his self-control didn"t break until now? He doesn"t understand his thoughts anymore.
"What?" he asked, noticing that she was staring at him.
Haruka found it amazing that he stopped to listen to her.
"Um um, well we um shouldn"t do this. But I know you won"t stop, and I"ve been thinking about what you just said... You must be suffering a lot not being able to touch me…"
Well, at least she gets that much.
So, why is she rambling?
"And um, things are moving so quickly. My mind"s going blank…"
Uhh, so what is she getting at? Seeing how red the girl was getting, he paused... Is she rambling so much because she"s nervous? Nervous? Why? He"s going to force her. It"s probably a good thing she isn"t a virgin, he doesn"t want to hurt her. Geez, if he"s able to think rationally like this shouldn"t he stop? But, even now all he could think about are the many means he can hold her. His gaze landed back on her wounded hands. He won"t, he won"t let anyone hurt her ever again.
. . . .
It surprised him how easily he does this. After all the hesitating he"s been doing, this whole time.
"Hah...Hah…."
G.o.d...
"Ari…Just let it out now.."
"Stop, please. Stop.."
He ignored her and continued his actions. It pleased him greatly seeing how her body was reacting to every one of his touches. "Ah ….Uh… No Haruka, please no..stop."
Why does she taste so good?
Why is this so different?
She is beautiful. His breath left him in a rush as he stared down at her, watching as a rosy blush spread over her before his hungry gaze. Her milky white and soft skin.
..
He paused for a second, only for a second, before desire took over him.
….
He wants her, he needs her, and he missed her, and she"s all he can see or hear. He"s missed her so much.....When he first realised it was her, he wanted nothing more than to take her right then and there. But he held back once he noticed that there was something different.
"Why are you holding back your voice?"
"In..."
"Ari, scream for me..."
Is she trying to resist? That"s cute. But, it"s hopeless. This time he pounds more aggressively, and her fingers pierced his skin. Heh. She"s so beautiful. He"s never had a woman like this before. Don"t tremble. Don"t be scared of him, he"s better than Austin Kiryu.
.....
The second time, he kissed her first. Gently.
Maybe because of that, she"s more responsive to him. She"s so simple. It"s so easy to please her... She"s naive. He started off by kissing her gently, but entered her rougher, more aggressively than before. Sending the girls moans of edge, she"s panting heavily, calling his name. No longer able to suppress her voice. With the girls naturally loud voice now moaning, he"s pretty sure the neighbours are able to hear despite the distance of the houses. When she learned of that fact, he wondered what sort of reaction she will have? She"s sweating and so is he, it feels like the room has become a desert due to the intensity and heat of their bodies.
"Ari...Ari.," he repeated her name over and over, which caused the girl who was focusing on resisting, to turn several shades of red. He chuckled. She"s so simple and naive. But he doesn"t dislike this type.
She should never have let him get so close to her...
"Ha...Haruka.."
When she finally says his name, he completely loses it.
"Haruka...are..are you happy. "
...he paused slightly. What an idiot. What is she asking at a time like this? She"s crazy, insane. Seeing the tears, he frowned slightly but it only urged him more. So crazy, this woman, makes him crazy. But he loves her so much. He loves this girl more than anyone.
"I"m happy," he whispered it ever so quietly against her ear, as he released himself against her. The sounds of her moans may have drowned out his words but that"s fine. It"s fine if she doesn"t understand him.
.....
By the 5th or is it the 6th time, he knows he"s completely lost it. He"s not bothering with gentle kisses or even paying much attention to what she wants. Instead, he was focusing on his own desires. She feels so great.
. .. . . .
He takes her so many times that he loses count. It isn"t until she fell unconscious did he even think to stop. Even then he fooled around for a bit longer. He brushes the strand of hair away from her face and gently kisses the girls lips, "Your mine…"
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She woke up late in the evening and, found Haruka no longer beside her. Her gaze darted towards the clock, almost dinner... Lila looked around for her clothes to find a spare white s.h.i.+rt beside the pillow. Her cheeks flush red realising why. He tore her clothes...No, don"t think about it right now. Lila quickly changed into the white s.h.i.+rt, as expected it was too big for her. But it was better than nothing.
She barely managed a single step before her legs abruptly gave out on her, and she found herself leaning on the wall for support. Catching her appearance on the mirror, Lila sees the marks all over her body Oh. He must have touched her even after that...Although she wanted to remain awake that time, her eyelids felt so heavy. She was so very sleepy and exhausted. She lost count how many times she told him to stop, how many times she told him it was wrong. He didn"t listen to her...
Her thoughts broke off as she heard footsteps, and Haruka appeared within a few seconds. "What"s wrong?" he asked, immediately alarmed.
"My legs…" she told him, and it didn"t take him long to figure out what had happened. She doesn"t know how to face him... For some reason, she doesn"t want to look him in the eye right now.
"It was that good for you, huh?"Haruka asked.
Lila simply looked. She doesn"t remember it clearly. But seeing herself covered in Haruka"s markings is enough to draw back the faint recollections of what just happened... She should be angry, but she can"t bring herself to be mad. No, surely she is angry. Angry at him; but she can"t yell at him. What can she say?
Haruka walked over and backs her against the wall she had been using for support, lips on hers... He"s kissing her so pa.s.sionately again. When he drew back she was panting heavily, "It"s already time for dinner, do you want to eat? "
Lila was about to nod when she realised. " Um, I want...to take a bath... "
Haruka nodded.
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"You really slept a lot," he commented.
Although he expected that it was too much for her. He wasn"t expecting her to sleep for so many straight hours.
"HHaru-"
It wasn"t an understatement, she had slept a lot.
Seeing her stagger though, he had been half tempted to smirk but seeing how red she already was. He left it be. "I"ll get you something to eat, go ahead and take a bath. "
"Okay.."
He realized a moment later that he should probably help her. But the girl had already bolted out of the bed and locked herself in the bathroom. Haruka blinked before he burst into a fit of laughter, what an amusing girl. His gaze is dimed slightly recalling how she was trembling. He didn"t intend to scare her. That was never his intention.
.. …..
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She"s trembling.
She was scared.
Scared of Haruka, for the first time ever she found herself scared of him. Kiryu...what does she do now? How does she deal with this situation? Will he hate her? Now that she"s been held by someone else. The thought made her sick, as she found herself throwing up in the sink.
This wasn"t supposed to happen...