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*"Zachario!" The voice made both of us flinched, it was their head nanny. Nanny cynthia.

A moment later, nanny deep frown face showed 

"You silly child! your brother is crying nonstop again and it"s you who made him cry!" I just look at her, and yes, her silly child right here beside me is like a pup who"s being lectured by his owner after doing something bad.

Zach, you"re such a baby.

This is what I love about him, he values people he love no matter what relationship they have. Although they are few but he respect them.

Am I one of those? fine, i"ll just a.s.sume i am, there"s no harm, i think? We"ve been together for almost a year already, it is not too much to a.s.sume right?

"There is nothing new about him, nanny. He always makes fun of his brother"

Zacheus Manchester Wright, the five year old brother of Zachary Reed Wright has an ADHD and OCD.

Literally the most handful kid ever, but Zacheus is not ordinary and that"s  because of his condition.The reason why most of the people who live with the Wright family always look and take care of him.

"Kuhh, the sun is too bright and here you two, in the field being lovey-dovy" She shook her head and finally turn away.

"Let"s go" He took my hand after Nanny left.

"Love" I called him.

He look at me, his eyes are dark. Like a storm. Everytime his eyes darted on me, I can feel my heart beating abnormally, his looks and his stares always sends shiver down my spine.

"Stop looking at me like that" I pouted.

"Looking like what?" I nearly roll my eyes, he hates seeing me roll my eyes on him by the way.

"Like you"re planning to eat me"

Well done, Aud, shots fired.

His mouth parted but moments later he laughed out loud.

"d.a.m.n, love.

What the h.e.l.l are you thinking?" He kept laughing that it p.i.s.sed me off.

"It"s true!"

"d.a.m.n, what"s going on with that pretty head of yours huh?"

I gave him a smug look in response.

"Hug me, please?" I parted my arms, I"m actually sitting on his bed while he"s at the sofa reading papers and s.h.i.ts about his work.

He stood up, drop the papers and grab me, now we"re talking.

He encircled both my arms  around his waist.

"I love you" I said heartfuly, he patted my head and he"s now facing me after i look up.

He smiled and my heart melted. He lean on, slowly, he kiss my forehead, I closed my eyes feeling his lips and thinking about the emotions I saw flicker in his eyes when I said those words.

Pain.

He look into me after kissing me, I gave him my rea.s.suring smile.

After that, I hugged him tightly.

"I love you so much, Zach. I won"t get tired of saying those words to you because it is what I feel and I want you to feel it too"

"Its okay not to say those words to me, I can wait. I told you I will wait. For now, I"m fine with the knowledge of you scared of losing me, I"m okay with that as long as you want me in your life, as long as I can stay and you stay by my side.

Because i love you so much.

I wish I can voice out my whole feelings with you. But then you might thought I"m too clingy.

I chuckled with that thought.

"Something funny?"

I shut my eyes and shrugg.  This time I was the one who buried my face on his neck.

h.e.l.l, my boyfriend smells so good.

"Nothing" I said.

I"m so lost in the world of love and I don"t mind, not at all.