Drown

"We"ll go to the nearest hospital Wyett. With that state, you might catch pneumonia" King commanded with dark voice, he even called me by my first name.

I"m not really paying attention because my head started to ache and I"m feeling dizzy.

"Audrey, give him to me" I took her hand and squeeze it, a sign of my desperation. I heard King cussed. I don"t know what has gotten to me and why i said that. No regrets, I really do want him beside me right now.

Just this once, maybe he will feel sorry for leaving me if he saw be being like this?

"Call him audrey.. just this once,by" Tears started to fall, my heart ache so much.

"NO, don"t f.u.c.king call that dimwit Flame. I will kill that b.a.s.t.a.r.d if  I ever saw his face, you know me. Don"t f.u.c.king call him" King"s voice, echoed the car.

"Don"t listen to him Audrey, you love me right? Please do me a favor by, please." I close my eyes and held her hand tightly.

Audrey was about to get her phone when King shouted... "If you dare call that Motherf.u.c.ker you can never use my card ever again, Flame Audrey Roan! I dare you!"

"Oh G.o.d! Why the h.e.l.l did G.o.d gave me a cousin like you?!" She exclaimed.

"And I"m not calling him, a.s.shole! Don"t threaten me!" Audrey  then looked at me.

She Stared at my body from head to toe. I"m soaking wet plus the fact that I"m shivering made her whimpered.

""Oh G.o.d Audelia, When will you stop?

How can you move on if you keep asking about him? If you keep on thinking about it?"

I choked my sob, neither i cousin, I had been asking my self the same question. When will this heart stop beating for him? When will I move on? I wanted to shout those words, say out loud my frustration but still no vague.

I couldn"t because it sound so stupid.

I hugged myself in fetal position as I lay my head on Audrey"s lap. I felt her brush my wet hair.

"You"ll get through this, you will" She said.

I smiled pitifully, i shut my eyes. I hope so.

**

"She"s fine. I"ll check her from time to time to monitor her fever. Don"t worry too much man, pneumonia is not dangerous when prevented."

"Whatever, leave now f.u.c.ker"

It was King"s voice, and he"s talking to someone. I heard the man laughed before he bid his goodbye. Slowly I opened my eyes.

The white ceiling welcomed me. Hospital.

Then flashes of memories sank in little by litte, i bit my lower lip with embarra.s.sment.

Pathetic.

You are so d.a.m.n pathetic Audelia, when will you learn. Whe will you keep your head straight?

So f.u.c.king pitiful that you suddenly became like this.

"You"re awake" King noticed me and he spoke.

I nodded.

"Dizzy?" he asked, i only shook my head.

"Good"

We stared at each others eyes, He gave up and sigh.

"I"ll leave you here, call Flame if you need something. She"s now at the cafeteria"

"Okay" i simply said.

So much happening, I"m getting tired with this.

But before he left. He called me

"Wyett" I look at him. His eyes are full of understanding.

"Just so you know, i won"t up give on you no matter what" after that he shut the door leaving me alone.