Drown

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He woke up feeling light headed.

His head is throbbing but when he realized he was not alone the whole night, he looked at his side

only to find the empty s.p.a.ce besides him. He immediately look for his boxer, on panic he carelessly banged the door of his room.

He looked at his restroom, at his sala and his kitchen but no sign of Wyett.

His throbbing head became more unbearable because of his sudden movements, yet he could careless. 

He"s in panic, without any rational thoughts, he grab his scattered pants, shirt and Immediately wore it.

He needs to find her and as of the moment, that"s all what matters to him.

When he was done, he grab his car keys, But his alarm pa.s.scode rang and moments later the woman he"s for searching entered.

He sighed, The burden he was feeling vanished like a bubble in thin air but only for a minute.

They both stared at each other for a while when Wyett ignored his presence and  proceed to the kitchen.

His mouth parted..

Well what do he expect? he"s been an a.s.shole...

She looks like she"d just gone to the grocery with all the food she was holding.

Why didn"t he think of that a while ago? Now he remembers, his cupboards are empty. All he has are cold cans of beers, he"s been drinking nonstop for days, feeding his stomach with nothing but liquor.

The cold treatment she"s giving him is justifiable, so if he wants to get her, he needs to take all of her anger.

Hopefully it"s just for now.

He let her be for a while, after staring at her back as she arrange his kitchen tools, and etc.

Like she always do when she visits him way back.

Has it been that long?

How many months had pa.s.sed anyway?

He can"t remember, the only thing he remembers was turning his back to the woman he once treasured.

He treasured her, that"s not a lie.

But why did he left anyway? He doesn"t know..

It just.... happened.

He heaved a sigh before turning his back.

He better take a bath first because he stink, and Wyett dislikes people who smells bad.

Her clean freak side is  bad to trigger. I mean if you see a sleeping dragon, would you wake it up knowing it"s a dragon?Of course no, and he"s not that crazy to do so.

On the other side....

Wyett felt his stares, she tried her best not to look back.

She can"t face him yet, right at this moment she"s trying her best on acting normal.

Although it feels strange that every movement were monitored she doesn"t have the guts to talk to him or spat at him.

She still acted as if she doesn"t care even if her legs are about to give up.

And d.a.m.n girl, the one in between her thighs hurts like a btch.

She stopped when she finished arranging everything. That"s when she notice that Zach is gone.

Just like what he did, she heaved a sigh.

Was it this hard? acting like everything is fine? Their situation is too awkward.

She can never deny what happened last night. No matter what reason it is, she can never lie about it.

Physically they made up, but emotionally... they"re still not okay. Well, for her..

She"s in the middle of cleaning his living room when his barritone voice called her.

She flinched.

"Wy--" even before he could finish she faced him as b.i.t.c.hily asked. "What?"

The later had no choice but to shut his mouth.

"C-can we eat?" He didn"t know where he got that, d.a.m.n. He"s not even hungry, he just wanted to talk to her but don"t know where and how to start.

He won"t let what happened last night slip away. No way in h.e.l.l.

He admit, he regret making it up to her that way. But it just happened, yes he seduced her but that doesn"t mean he"s an a.s.s..

Well, technically he"s not?

"Oh f.u.c.k.."

He muttered in his head.

He doesn"t regret doing it but he still feel sorry! he relied on that part which is not right!

He wanted to say sorry but if he did she might misunderstand him.  And knowing Wyett, she"s an Overthinker!

d.a.m.n it.

She put down the broom and took a plate, and some untensils. While arranging his food he remembered something.

He was shocked. He never thought he"ll miss this action.

In the past she always do this to him and her signature fried rice is his favorite.

They both suffered for the past months but in different ways.

"Finish that and we"ll talk" She said straightforwardly.

The only thing he did was to nod his head like a kid.

She left him without saying a word after that, he tried calling her but changed his mind.

"Fine, later"

He ate everything, like he didn"t ate for days... well basically he didn"t.  But the reason why he"s eating this because it reminds him of their relationship.

He"s an a.s.shole, he knows that. Even his family know. They even threw him out of their house when they found out what he did.

Right now he don"t know what to do, he thought he was still in love with someone else, he thought maybe the reason why he felt incomplete throughout their relationship was because his heart is caught in the past.

Not knowing the reason is because he set his mind that he cannot love anyone else beside the past when from the start....he already fell out of love.

How fck*d up could that be, huh?

After he finished eating he sat there for a moment. What would he say? where would they start?

From where it all started? but he doesn"t know how to explain.

From last night?

He sighed.

This is frustrating.

d.a.m.n, let bygones be bygones. So he proceed to his homeroom and waited for her there.

He won"t force her, that"s all she can give him anyway so why not?

His heart is pounding rapidly, it may be gay but he"s nervous as fck.

While he was thinking about what could possibly happen with their talk she entered the room like nothing is bothering her.

Her eyes were firm. Has she already decided? Will she leave him? NO! he can"t let that! If he can cage her, he would! he won"t care about her anger after, he can just work hard forever until she forgave him.

Without any further ado... but he was cut off.

"I have a proposal"

***

She look at him in the eye before muttering "I have a proposal"

Yes, she made up her mind.

And she came up with this plan.

Nothing changed, she"ll leave in 2 months time.

It got complicated for a bit but in the end nothing will change.

And she won"t tell him anything, because if she did he will stop her with all  his might.

She can"t let that happen, Right now she"s gonna gamble again... for two months.

"Let"s try"

His parted mouth form an "O" and his eyes were full of confusion.

"For two months...." She stopped talking because the imaginary lump in her throat is getting in the way.

"Let"s be together" and her tears silently fell.

While Zack couldn"t understand anything aside from being with her for two months, he hugged Wyett.

She"s been crying for him and the last time they met he didn"t wipe away her tears.

"Two months, please give me two months to be with you, like nothing ever happened. We"ll continue what we had.. please and then if you like..."

She choked a sob.

"You can be with her again" she continued.

Her tears kept falling, it"s when Zach realize he can do nothing about it so he just kissed her forehead.

Zach sighed.

With a heavy heart, he said...

"We will"

He can just wait and work hard to get her in those months so she can extend it for him and make it up to her even more until it won"t have any due date. Right?