This portrait, for example, you look at me too often and for too long."
"You are beautiful!"
"As is a flower, the sunset, the flight of a bird. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. But your work holds more than beauty.
There is an added dimension which must be maintained." The ingredient which set him above others and would make his work fetch fantastic prices. The thing he must not lose and she sensed that it had its roots in pain. She said, "Have you used live models before?"
"No."
"Because they create a conflict?" She knew the answer before he nodded. The fact at war with the impression, eye straining against brain, the observed data clashing with the subconscious awareness of what should be. "Cornelius, you are not alone.Many artists produce their best work in isolation. They store up impressions, ideas, methods of treatment and then, when finally ready, they close themselves in a world of their own and become lost in the creative process."
He said flatly, "Are you telling me that you don"t want to see me again?"
"Of course not!"
"For the sake of my paintings? The markets you spoke of? The money you said I would make?" His voice grew bitter. "What is money to me? What can it buy that I don"t already own?
Happiness? Only you can give me that. Sardia, don"t leave me, please!"
He was a small boy crying in the darkness. One begging for the comfort she was too much a woman to refuse. A step and she was close to him, her arm around his shoulders, her free hand running over his hair as, smiling, she looked into his eyes.
"I won"t leave you, Cornelius."
"You promise? You"ll stay here with me?"
"Until the ship leaves, yes."
"And then?"
"I"ll return, of course, often. Or better still, you could come with me."
"No."
"Why not? What is to stop you? Oh, I know, the Choud do not travel." She masked the impatience the answer had given, one she faced again. "But all the Choud? Couldn"t you, at least, be spared?"
"No. It isn"t that. I-" He drew in his breath and stepped away from her and said, looking at the window, "Why can"t you stay here on Ath?""Business, Cornelius. I have to attend to the display of your work and achieve the recognition of your genius. I explained all that."
"Agents could handle it. You could send the paintings to friends who would do as you direct. Dumarest could take them.
You trust him?"
"Yes."
"Where is he?"
"I don"t know. I left him at the lake this morning. We had a quarrel."
"Dumarest." Cornelius threw back his head and his eyes veiled. "He is with the Ohrm." He blinked. "Why should he be there? Ursula has been looking for him and he has neglected the obligations of a guest. Sardia, j___ "No." She sensed coming danger, a decision she would have to make. "We"ll talk later. I"ve a slight headache and I"d like to rest for a while. The fact is I"m not used to posing and it was a greater strain than I imagined."
Her smile absolved him from blame. "Please, Cornelius, be a darling and understand."
"Later? You promise to talk later?"
"Of course." How often in the past had she handled just such an incident? But this was one suitor she dared not rebuff too harshly. "Later."
Alone, Cornelius looked at the easel and the work it supported. A waste; the marring of pristine canvas for no good purpose. The outline was wrong, the pose, the position of the head and arms. A woman seated at her ease and dreaming as she stared through a window. A lovely woman but there was more to beauty than the contours of the skin. And, sitting there, what did she see? What was she thinking?And where was the suffering? The pain?
It guided his hand as he reached for the brushes. It decided the pigments used, the direction and intensity of the strokes, the fury of his application. Outside the sky darkened as the night conquered day, shadows adding their mystery to the vista beyond the window. Lights glowed to banish the inner gloom and still he worked on, sweating, his face taut with strain. A man obsessed. One in torment as, again, he entered his own private h.e.l.l.
The path was uneven and twice Dumarest stumbled before mounting the final slope to stand on the summit of the ridge and stare down into the bowl which held the city. Behind, hidden from view and unable to spoil the jewel-like perfection of the terraces, the homes of the Ohrm sprawled in an untidy growth which reached toward the plains and the mountains beyond. A collection of low-roofed dwellings, clean and functional, but set too close and lacking the individual charm of those owned by the Choud.
"It"s beautiful," said Pellia at his side. "So beautiful."
"No."
"But, Earl, how can you say that?"
"It"s pretty," he corrected. "But that"s all. It has no life, no warmth. Listen." He held up a hand, starlight glinting on his fingers, his nails. "No laughter. No noise. No sounds of people at play. No quarreling, no shouting, no pa.s.sion."
"And no pain." Her tone was bitter. "No burned, flesh and dying men."
Too many men-those who had used the lasers hadn"t all missed. Dumarest thought of those he had tended: men with charred holes penetrating vital organs; wounds which had been cauterized by the beams which had made them, each wound now a repository of pain. One had been burned across the eyes, another hit in the groin, a third lacked a lower jaw.He had done what he could, injecting antibiotics, giving the balm of unconsciousness, easing pain and setting bones shattered by the blast. Rough surgery when skilled attention was needed but the best he could do.
And, in return, had learned almost nothing.
"I"m sorry, Earl." Pellia tore a leaf from a shrub and shredded it between her strong, white teeth. She had stayed at his side as he had worked and had grown, close. "Was it important to you?"
"It doesn"t matter."
"All they know is that the handler allowed them to unload the ship. Then the guards arrived and the shooting started. One of the boxes must have been hit."
Hit to explode and kill those holding it and the handler too.
The blast had spread to fling debris against the generator. Facts Dumarest was aware of but other questions remained to be answered.
He said, "Those wounded trusted you more than they did me.
They could have told you something in confidence. There was more than one box?"
"Yes, Earl."
"And most of them had been moved before the guards arrived?"
"So they say, but not all of them saw the inside of the ship.
They collected the boxes from the ramp."
"And took them where?" He reached out and gripped her shoulders as she made no answer. "We made a bargain, Pellia. I was to tend the wounded in return-"
"For a name. Well, you have it. The handler was the one who gave them permission to unload."
"And who ordered them to go to the ship?""No one!"
"Are you telling me that a group of men just decided to meet at a certain time and go to the ship and unload it all without anyone having any idea as to what they were to remove or where to take it? Someone must have given the instructions, Pellia.
Who?"
"You"re cheating!" She strained against his grip. "That wasn"t in the bargain! Let me go!"
"Was it Balain?" For a moment longer Dumarest held her then dropped his hands. "Balain," he said thoughtfully. "The one who set you to watch on the path. Is he your leader?"
"What is that to you? We made an agreement-your help for a name. Well, you have it. The handler ordered the unloading of the Sivas"
A dead end. He had bought a certain amount of cooperation but now his credit was exhausted. Turning, he moved down the path toward the city. It was narrow and twisted across the steep slope, a rarely used way and one mostly used by the Ohrm.
Bushes flanked it and cast deep patches of darkness. From one of them, lying ahead, came a faint rustle.
Dumarest slowed, eyes searching the starlit area. The path wended, curved, pa.s.sed below him at the foot of a steep incline dotted with shrubs and toothed with boulders. Ahead lay the bushes, three clumps merging to throw the path into darkness.
From one of them came the rustle. A soft breeze could have caused it or the stirring of some nocturnal creature but there was no wind and the animal which had caused the sound had done so for no apparent reason.
Dumarest took two more steps, planting his boots firmly on the path, creating an impression of steady progress then, abruptly, turned and was racing down the slope. It was too steep to maintain balance and he doubled as he fell, turning himself into a ball as he rolled over the ground. A shrub lashed at him, a boulder sc.r.a.ped his shoulder, then he had reached the path, had risen and was running down it as from behind came the poundof feet.
Two men who ran silently after him and another who stayed high and sent the cry of a bird into the night, A signal answered from lower down the slope.
Fools, had they remained silent he might have run into the trap; alerted, he was on his guard. Dumarest slowed, looked to one side and saw a clear expanse protected by a serrated wall. To jump over it would mean a long drop and the risk of a broken leg. To continue would be to run into the waiting men, to be caught between them and those closing the s.p.a.ce at his rear. To remain still was to present a target and, already someone was shooting at him.
He heard the thrum of a released string and the spiteful hiss of an arrow. One which flashed through the air where he"d been standing to sink quivering into the ground. Short, thick, feathered with metallic glints; a bolt from a crossbow. A primitive weapon but as effective as a laser when used by skilled hands at close range. As effective but not as fast; such a weapon took time to reload.
Turning, Dumarest ran back up the path, weaving as he ran, body stooped low, his hand reaching for the knife in his boot.
Three men, two close, one who could have a weapon and one more sophisticated than a crossbow. An unknown number now behind him but they would hesitate to move and be slow to fire for fear of hitting their companions. The ones now close would have to be the first targets. Hit them and the darkness would shield him as well as those lying in wait.
Dumarest dodged, sprang to one side, heard the hiss of the air as a club swung at his head then dived in, the blade extended in his hand, the point hitting, ripping, slicing across a muscular torso to open a long gash across the ribs. A thrust converted into a cut as his momentum carried him past the man, the knife dragging behind, turning, jerking forward, upward to hit the club-loaded arm, to cut across the inner flesh, to sever muscle and open the arteries and release a shower of blood."G.o.d! I"m cut! Wilkie!"
The second man who was too slow and died, eyes startled, throat opened so as to present a grinning mouth to the stars.
"Wilkie! Flavian!" The voice came from above, changed as the speaker saw the two sprawled bodies, the figure of Dumarest running back up the path. "You, down there! Get him!"
He stepped into the open, one hand lifted, a ruby beam guiding the fury of the laser. Dirt smoked to one side and a bush flared into burning life as Dumarest threw himself to one side beneath the shelter of a boulder. He heard the pound of running feet and turned to see two men running from where they had lurked. One carried a crossbow.
"Hurry!"
The man with the laser was impatient and so was careless. He came to join the others, the weapon lifted in his hand, overconfident of the advantage it gave him and forgetting that a gun is only as good as the man using it. Crouched against the dirt, Dumarest heard the pound of the man"s footsteps as they neared his hiding place. A stone rested beneath his free hand and he lifted it, threw it far to one side, slipping to the other side of the boulder as it landed. The men fired as he rose, standing awkwardly, aiming too high and trying to correct his aim. He was still trying as Dumarest, coming from behind him, drove naked steel into his spleen.
A blow which killed as quickly as a bullet in the brain. The man slumped, soundless, the laser falling from his hand to hit the boulder and go tumbling down the slope. Dumarest followed it, hearing the spiteful hiss of an arrow and feeling something hard slam hard against his thigh as, catching up the laser, he rolled and turned to fire.
"Masak?" A voice from higher up the slope. "Is that you, Masak?"
Another voice, higher, younger. "Masak is dead.""Dead?"
"Knifed." A pause and then, "Let"s get out of here! Move!"
An old trick to persuade an enemy to reveal himself and Dumarest waited, immobile where he sat, only his eyes shifting as they searched the silvered gloom. Finally he moved, diving into patches of darkness, moving as silently as starlight, as fast as dancing flame. Stealth and speed which carried him down the slope to where a house sat like a gem in a cup of tended greenery.
To a woman who had waited too long.
She was like a tigress, a barely contained creature of seething emotion, pride and dignity alike affronted by his apparent indifference.
"You are my guest, Earl. As such you have certain obligations.
If they do not please you then be honest enough to say so. An arrangement can be made."
She was cold and it was hard to think of her as the pa.s.sionate woman he had held in the turret, yet beneath the icy chill he could sense the masked fires she fought to control. Fires of anger and revenge rather than those of desire and all the more dangerous than those of simple need.
"I beg your pardon, my lady, I was detained."
"Do you mock me?" She had been striding across the floor, moving with a lithe grace, turning to move again. Now she halted and stared her accusation. "I am not your lady. I am your hostess."
"And I was detained."
"Tending the Ohrm. Nursing men who deserve to be eliminated. What did you hope to gain, Earl? Another woman to fall into your arms? Another victory?"
"Information." He was curt. "Doing the job you should have done and should be doing. You, the Choud, your guards.
Guards!" He made no effort to mask his contempt. "Where arethey when needed?"
"When needed they are summoned."
"By whom? The Choud?" Dumarest looked down at his soiled clothing, the place on his thigh where the arrow had ripped the plastic from the protective mesh. "A pity none of you were around earlier this evening. They could have saved some lives."
"You were attacked?" Abruptly she was concerned. "When?
Where?" She tilted back her head when he"d told her then blinked. "Guards have been alerted and will comb the area. It is monstrous that the Ohrm should have the temerity to venture so close to the city when they have no duties here. And to have attacked you-Earl, doesn"t that show you what manner of creatures they are?"
"I know what they are," he said coldly. "Human beings."
"Animals."
"Servants through no fault of their own."
"Slaves who want to be free."
"What?" She stared at him then shook her head. "Earl, for a man who has traveled you are strangely innocent. Isn"t it obvious to you that some people are more gifted than others? That some are meant to rule, and others are destined to serve? It is the natural order of things and has been so on this world since the First Landing. The Choud make the decisions and the Ohrm, obey. Anything else is unthinkable."
"To you, perhaps, but others may have more active imaginations." Dumarest looked at the laser he had found then handed it to the woman. "Do you recognize this?"
"A standard pattern," Ursula barely glanced at it. "The same as used by the guards." Then, as she recognized the implication, she added emphatically, "No, Earl, you were not attacked by the Choud.""Then how explain the gun?"