"Three!"
"Five!"
"And a half!"
"It"s too much! And it"s my turn. "Six!"
Dumarest frowned as he listened, seeing Tuvey smile, the person who had won him now standing close to his side. An older woman with a lined face deliberately accentuated so as to present the appearance of a crone. One belied by the firm curvature of her body.
"Is this a game, Captain?"
"No game, Earl, but no harm in it either. A local custom and it"s best to play along. There are no taverns here and no hotels.
To find accommodation you have to be a guest and this is the guesting. You stay with the one who wins you. Stay long enough and you could be pa.s.sed on. Entertain well enough and you could gain the original bidder a profit."
A custom rooted in boredom but one which the residents took seriously. The voices rose higher, became sharper, the bids joined now with argument.
"Ten and I should have him. Always I have to wait."
"Eleven and stop crying, Verrania. Be nice to me and, maybe, I"ll let you talk to him."
"b.i.t.c.h!"
"Cow!"
"You filthy harlot! I"ll teach you a lesson in good manners!"
A flurry quickly smoothed, the two women meeting to be parted with no more damage than a ripped garment. Dumarestlooked up and away from the crowd, looking at t.i.tle rim of a terrace, seeing a silent, watchful figure standing in the shadows of a flowering tree. One different from those who stood before him in both manner and dress. A woman with close-cropped hair of reddish gold, a square, determined face, a figure which even beneath the dark pants and blouse she wore he could tell was firm and muscular. A moment and then she was gone and a new voice rose amid the others.
"Fifteen! I bid fifteen."
"Ursula-"
"And I"ll take it as a personal insult if any should bid against me." Her voice held the sweet venom of honeyed poison. "Myma?
No, I thought not. Glissa? You, too, are wise. "Cheryl?" A moment as the silence lengthened, then, casually, she said, "Well, Earl Dumarest, it seems you are to be my guest."
There was a magic about her, an atmosphere of mystery and enchantment born in whispered tales heard when a boy in which creatures of grace would come to end all hardship and restore the comforts of forgotten eons. Promises and hopes now stirred to life by the strangeness of the city, the cerulean figure he followed along a path winding between scented bushes.
"My lady?"
Halting, she turned and looked down at him from where she stood high on the sloping path. Soft shadows deepened the blue of her lips and hair, turned the tint of her skin into misty smoke.
Dumarest said, "Where are you taking me?"
"To my house-where else?"
"And?"
"And then, Earl, you will entertain me."
A word which held several connotations but he said nothing as, turning, she continued to climb. A journey which carriedthem high, the path running between clumps, of trees and flowering shrubs, vague figures half seen in the shadows. Figures which vanished when he tried to distinguish them, blending with the deepening gloom as darkness came to grip the painted sky.
The house was like the woman.
There was blue in it and silver and arches which spanned chambers and made opposing colonnades of smoothed and polished stone. There were tables which bore enigmas; vases of disquieting proportions, bowls of odd configurations, blocks of crystal in which elusive creatures were held in a deceptive immobility. The floor held elaborate patterns in geometrical mosaics. Lights shimmered from hidden sources and shadows moved in unrelated ways.
Dumarest paused as they crossed a room, halting before a bench littered with various tools. A ma.s.s of clay-like material rested beside a potter"s wheel.
"Your hobby, my lady?"
"My name is Ursula, Earl. You will please me by using it. A guest should not be formal." The tips of her fingers rested on the wheel. "Yes, a hobby. One which bored me."
And so had been left to gather dust. But there was no dust and even the clay-like material looked as if ready for immediate use.
Dumarest touched it, kneaded it, smoothed it again before following his hostess. How many other hobbies had she tried and abandoned and yet were kept in a condition of immediate readiness?
And where were the servants?
There had to be servants in a house like this. The windows were wide, winds blew and dust was inevitable. Dirt would gather and would be removed. Yet he had seen no sign of neglect and, aside from the half-glimpsed figures in the bushes outside, no sign of those who could be retainers.
"You swim, Earl?""Yes."
"And dance?" She smiled as he shook his head. "Fight then?
You can fight?"
"Is that the duty of a guest?"
"A guest has no duty on this world, Earl. Only an obligation to entertain. Once I had a musician who played to me and once there was a woman who talked for hours of the men she had known. Both were boring. I need to hear things which are novel.
But I am remiss! First you must be shown your room and, naturally, you would like to bathe."
The room was too large, too cold in its furnishings of blue and silver, the ceiling high and flecked with small but elaborate designs. The bathroom, in contrast, was warm and cozy with glinting mirrors and a deep, sunken tub which quickly filled with steaming water when he operated the taps.
Stripped, he soaked and thought of the house and his strange hostess.
An enigma, the house apparently had no servants and the woman apparently had no man. Neither made sense. She would have both even if only as a matter of comfort and yet seemed to prefer to live alone. Why pay so high for his presence? Why so desperate a need to be entertained?
Hot air blasted him dry and, dressed, Dumarest returned to the room with the wide, double bed. It was soft, the covers of fine weave, the sheets and pillows tinted the familiar blue. To either side of the bed, panels had been set into the walls, glowing at a touch, the light brightening and dying to the wave of a hand. A blue light. A blue-tinted woman. Blue sheets.
Why blue?
Dumarest turned to the window. It was a narrow arch, high, the panes small and set in thick bars which barely allowed the pa.s.sage of his head and shoulders. Below he saw a sheer wall crusted with a vine thick with fretted leaves. To either side thewall was set with tinted bricks closely mortared. Above, the night had come into its own.
As yet it was not wholly dark but still it was dark enough for stars to have appeared and to be reflected in the waters of the lake below. Stars which burned like distant furnaces, hot, close, brighter than they would have been if this world had been Earth.
"Earl?" He heard the slight movement of the door, the rustle of garments as she crossed the room toward him on silent feet.
Earl?"
He said, "I was thinking."
"Of the woman? Of Sardia del Naeem? You see, I know her name."
"No, not the woman."
"Of what then?" Impatience sharpened her tone. "Of the city?
Of what is expected of you? Must I tell you again you have nothing to fear?"
"Nothing to fear but fear itself," he murmured. "Yet fear itself can kill."
"Earl?"
"A fragment of poetry I heard once," he explained. "I forget the rest. It was chanted by a wandering entertainer. He had a drum and with him was a boy who played a flute."
And there had been a fire with a dancing flame which had painted the scene with a ruby light. The smell of sweat had hung in the air together with that of dust and leather, oil and the warm, natural stink of animals and their ordure. A moment spent on a distant world and remembered for the sc.r.a.p of poetry and the food which had warmed his belly. How long ago now?
He felt the touch of her fingers on his arm. "Hasel Ingram,"
she said. "He is usually credited with the poem though there is reason to believe it stems from a much older source. If you areinterested I could quote you the accepted text."
"No, thank you." The past was dead and it was best to let it lie. "Is poetry another hobby of yours?"
"No." Her fingers closed on his arm. "Talk to me, Earl. We have time before dinner. Entertain me."
"Dinner?"
"Of course. On Ath we are not savages. Later we shall dine and I shall display you and there will be others you know. The woman, the captain, his navigator perhaps." Her shoulders lifted in the gloom. "Or perhaps not. We have seen too much of him and he can tell nothing that is new."
"And Tuvey?"
Again the shrug. "The captain is special. Now, Earl, why did you come to Ath?"
"I was looking for something," he said flatly. "A world with a similar name. One called Earth."
"Earth?" He saw the frown and tensed himself for the expected reply, the usual disappointment but, incredibly, this time it didn"t come. "Earth," she said again. "How odd that you should know it. How so very odd."
He felt the tension of his stomach, the sudden hope which blazed through him to dampen his palms with sweat. With an effort he controlled his voice.
"You know it?"
"Earth?" In the shadows, the gloom of the night, her teeth shone with a pale luminescence between her parted lips.
"Perhaps."
"Do you?"
She smiled at his insistence then looked thoughtful."Earth," she mused. "Its astronomical sign is that of a cross set within a circle. It is the third planet of its sun. The length of its equator is 24,901.55 miles. The equatorial diameter is 7,926.41 miles. The atmosphere is composed of several gases, the princ.i.p.al ones being nitrogen, oxygen and argon in amounts of about 78, 21 and 1 percent by volume." She blinked. "That is enough. Figures bore me. But yes, Earl, I know of Earth."
The room held the scent of oil and spirit, of paint and pigment, of bases and primers, of wooden stretchers and new canvas. A chamber which held all the evidence of long hours spent in painstaking creation. An artist who betrayed those even longer hours spent in the contemplation of despair.
"It"s hard," said Cornelius. "So very hard. You get an idea, a concept, and you work on it until, within your mind, it is there in its final accomplishment. A work complete in every detail. Then comes the need to communicate and so the necessity of taking that image from the mind and setting it down on canvas. Of holding it with oils and colors. Of giving life to dead, unfeeling matter."
"I know," said Sardia. "I know."
"Do you?" His glance from the eyes deep-set beneath heavy brows was that of a mistrustful animal. His need for rea.s.surance was the hunger of a child. "So few can really understand. They think that creation is simply a matter of application-as if constructing a work of art were a ditch which could be dug at any spare moment. They can"t understand the importance of mood. The need for concentration."
The seeking and the soul-tearing exercise of what to put in and what to leave out. How well she understood. No dance could be given a personal interpretation without confronting the same devils which tormented every creative artist. The compromise.
The limitations of the medium involved. The hopes and aspirations and, always, the sickening knowledge of failure.
Chathelgan had known it and had died by his own hand because of it. The ballet he had composed was acclaimed on a score of worlds but only he had known how far it had fallen shortof its original conception. Far enough at least for him to have made an end. And Elmire who had gone insane when confronted with the limitations of the human frame when attempting a new interpretation of that most difficult of pieces, Myada"s Rhapsody of Dariroth. She had seen him just before they had taken him away and even now shuddered when she remembered the ghastly emptiness of his eyes.
"I know," she said again. "I know."
"Yes," said Cornelius quietly. "I think that you do. Only an artist can appreciate the difficulties of another. To realize that to give birth to a child is no easier than to produce a new work. As a woman you should know that."
"No," she said. "I can only guess. I have never borne a child."
"But the principle is valid-all creation is an act of birth." His hand gestured at the walls of the studio in which they stood. "As this room is, in a sense, a womb. A concept Captain Tuvey found difficult to grasp when I spoke to him about it. But I forgive him.
At least he introduced us."
And now she was his guest.
He found the thought strangely pleasing as he watched her study his work. The stack of canvases leaning against one wall seemed to attract her though many were unfinished and some little more than exploratory sketches. She lifted the one of the suspended man, still waiting for those few, final touches, her eyes traveling from the painting to his face then back to the canvas.
He said casually, "You like it?"
"It"s superb!"
"But unfinished."
"You"re joking, surely. This is magnificent!"
He smiled at the praise, childishly pleased to have won her approbation, entranced by the novelty of having knowledgeablecriticism. Twice now she had mentioned business but each time he had dismissed the subject altering the trend the conversation was taking. Later would be time enough for such matters; now he was eager to enjoy himself, to revel in her praise. It was odd how he had needed it, how little he had felt the necessity, now he sank into it as if it were a warm bath and he cold and tired and stiff from exertion.
"It isn"t finished," he insisted. "The face requires a few touches. When I know what they are I shall apply them. Until then-" He broke off with a smile.
The smile made him appear younger than he was and at the same time frighteningly vulnerable. And yet he could be no younger than herself as the heavy lines running from nose to mouth testified. As the crinkles at the corners of the eyes. As the thinning hair and the slight sag of flesh beneath the chin. No child, this, no young and eager boy, but not old either. Just a man growing old and, perhaps, looking older than his years.
A thing she had seen before; often physical strength was the price which had to be paid for the flame of artistic genius, yet the face held a certain resolve. A determination to pursue the demon which plagued him; the creative madness which cursed all true artists. A thing they carried as a burden and a dread, hating it, fearing it, owned by it and totally possessed by it.
As Dumarest was possessed by his determination to find Earth.
Was there a difference? The pursuit of any objective was, in essence, the same. To attempt to convert a mental speculation into a tangible form in which it could be communicated to others and to chase the figments of a legend so as to gain proof that the legend was true- were they not the same? But while one could be seen and evaluated in terms of the objective attempted and success achieved, the other, until resolved, must always portray doubt. Yet a quest was a search and both men sought, in their own way, to find the same thing. The truth. The crystallizing of an inner turmoil. The creation of something neither could wholly understand.A personal challenge, perhaps. An idea taken and set so that others could see. A painting finished-a world found.