"We find nearby," Viktor said. "I show you his camp as well."
Gordon looked down at the notebook, then up. "This one is Pavel"s."
Misha nodded once. "I knew Pavel. I knew them all," he added, his accent very strong.
"Have you read Pavel"s notebook?"
Again Misha nodded. "Skimmed it only, soon as we found it. He was the last. Svetlana here"-he indicated the notebook still gripped in his own hand-"disappeared before Pavel did."
" "Disappeared"?"
Once again Misha nodded, his mouth grim. "We shall have to read these records more carefully, for much is not clear, but this I know. There are no bodies here. And Pavel saw no one die, beyond that first death. They just vanished. One by one."
CHAPTER 19.
ROSS LOOKED DOWN into the Jecc"s eyes, watching the pupils narrow like a cat"s, then widen again.
The Jecc chattered in a hissing language, then altered swiftly to Yilayil: "My progeny will be swift!"
It grabbed for the tool, then scuttled away with a flick of its long tail.
Ross stared after the creature in blank surprise. He"d expected any kind of reaction-anger, fight, outrage-anything but that. And why the comment about progeny, or had he gotten the words wrong?
He"d scarcely had those thoughts when he felt the light touch of fingers against his hip, and he looked down to see another Jecc scurrying off, carrying the calibrating tool he had stuck in his pocket.
Ross gave a laugh, and turned back to his job-for now.
The war was on.
No, not a war. It was a game game.
All the rest of the workday, Ross and the Jecc carried on this quick, strange interaction. No longer did he find them shoving him out of the way, or b.u.mping him when he was busy-but all his small tools, especially those he tried to hide in his pockets, disappeared. He marked each Jecc who robbed him, and he made certain to get the tools right back again.
The calibrating tool must have exchanged hands six times- mostly between Ross and two specific Jecc, one with a star made of purple dots over one eye, and another who was distinguishable by the braided pattern of dots down the back of its skull.
Ross began to see a pattern to the theft game. His calibrating tool, which was in no way remarkable from any other tool supplied by the Transport Department, would be nipped from him, and slid into a Jecc"s pouch beneath its coveralls. If he watched closely-without being obvious about it-he could just see the edges of the pouch, though the Jecc kept this portion of their bodies covered. These pouches reminded him of a kangaroo pouch-or of a frog"s mouth. After a time, the Jecc would reach in again, with a furtive movement, remove the tool, and use it, or set it nearby-and bingo! It would be stolen again.
That was the pattern: in the pouch, out-steal, pouch, out-disappear, take back.
In the meantime the work progressed steadily. Faster than before. Ross was aware of a change in atmosphere. No one disturbed him, though he saw the Jecc b.u.mp up against Eveleen and the other non-Jecc beings, exactly as they always had.
Ross found his job much easier, despite the game.
So he played it right until darkness-perceived through the big hangar at the end of their workstation-began to fall. No more disabled rail-skimmers had been brought in. The outside workers had already left their jobs.
Ross was so bemused by the day"s activities he was scarcely aware of the usual headache and scratchy throat. It wasn"t until Eveleen fell in beside him, her eyes marked with tiredness, and her lovely voice sounding slightly hoa.r.s.e, that he remembered he"d meant to quit much earlier.
Sickness had become a part of life, it seemed.
Since there wasn"t anything he could do, there was always distraction. "The Jecc have pouches like kangaroos," he said to his wife as they walked out hand in hand.
"Yilayil," she whistled.
Ross grimaced, and repeated his statement in Yilayil. Truth was, he"d been thinking in English all day-not good for the mission, he realized. But so much easier!
The word for pouch he didn"t know-he created a compound, which was often done in Yilayil. Eveleen nodded, brushing raindrops from her face as she considered his words.
Ross went on to explain the theft game, and the unexpected results. Eveleen"s interest sharpened-he felt it, despite the steady rain pelting against their rain gear. The tale took until they reached the building that looked to him like a giant m.u.f.fin-home.
Eveleen pushed her hood back from her face. Ross looked both ways; a small, greenish being was just disappearing up the ramp, tentacles swinging rhythmically. He waited until it was gone and bent to kiss the raindrops from Eveleen"s eyelashes.
She smiled, but nudged him silently to move on.
They did not talk until they were safely in their cell, and clean and dry. Then she said, "I think it was dangerous to try that-"
"I know," he said, feeling a twinge of guilt.
Eveleen shook her head. "I"m not pointing fingers. It"s not like I"ve done anything for the cause."
Her back was to him. Was that bitterness he heard in her soft voice? She couldn"t be angry with herself for not having made any discoveries-how could she?
Unbidden came his wish from the very first week-that he could get out and poke around during the nights. Not get into trouble, of course, just do some listening on his own. He shook his head, as if to banish the thought.
Eveleen took in a deep breath, turned around and smiled. "I was thinking that your instincts have always been good. Maybe there"s something for us to learn in this weird Jecc game, with the tools and the pouches and all."
Ross shrugged, fighting a huge yawn. "I don"t see how. But one thing for sure: they didn"t get in my way. If anything, it seemed easier to do my work. I used to have to wait for what I needed, but after that Jecc caught me everything seemed to be there when I wanted it, and no one rammed against me or upset my balance so I"d have to reconstruct."
"Maybe I ought to try stealing," Eveleen said with a wry smile. "It was business as usual for me."
"I saw that too," Ross said. "And for all those other non-Jecc, stuck way off in the corner."
"I think it"s for self-protection," Eveleen said. "I"d been thinking we ought to try to join them, if we can. At least the Jecc don"t go there-much. Don"t bother them nearly as much as they do anyone directly in their s.p.a.ce."
"Maybe, but not yet-"
Ross stopped talking when the familiar tattoo sounded at their door.
"It"s Gordon," he said, frowning. "He never arrives before Irina and Vera."
"Uh oh," Eveleen said softly.
Ross sprang to the door and opened it.
Gordon came in, his bright blue eyes looking tired, but his mouth was set in a hard line that reminded Ross of the old days-of impending action.
"A find," Ashe said abruptly, running a hand impatiently through his white hair to shake the raindrops off.
Eveleen pursed her lips. "The bodies-?"
"No." Ashe turned to her. "But new records. Misha and Viktor stumbled onto a camp used by a couple of the First Team." He pulled a warped notebook from his parka, its pages reminding Ross of lettuces. A hundred years buried in a moist environment would do that, even in a supposedly airtight pack; they were probably lucky the books hadn"t rotted all through.
"I"ll be going through this more closely, comparing it with what records we already have, but Misha and Viktor skimmed it and summarized its contents."
"And the gist is-?" Ross prompted.
"The First Team disappeared one by one. They got sick beforehand, just as we are now. They didn"t get sick as early in their mission."
Eveleen and Ross both nodded, remembering the records they"d studied.
"Apparently the illness worsened rapidly for them all, at least according to one of these records. The other one is more cryptic."
Ashe paused. "Thirsty."
Ross moved to the other room. "I"ll get you some water."
"Thanks." A few moments later, Gordon took the cup from Ross, drank down the water, then leaned his head back against the wall.
"There"s worse to come," Eveleen said wryly, "isn"t there."
It wasn"t even a question.
Ashe nodded once. "Worse-better, I don"t know. It doesn"t give us any answers, only more questions. The short version is this: the team members were not together, as we"d surmised."
"But that was orders," Ross protested. "If dangerous conditions existed-"
"Those were orders, and they did apparently pull together, as we have recorded by the records we found at the contact site. However, it must have been after that person disappeared-"
" "Disappeared"?" Eveleen repeated. "Not died?"
A knock at the door interrupted them, and Ross moved to let in the two Russian women.
Quickly, while Vera pa.s.sed out the evening"s food, Ashe rapidly brought the women up-to-date on the discussion so far.
Neither spoke until he was done. Then Irina said, in her slow, accented voice, "They have disappeared one by one? What means this for us?"
"That"s what I"m trying to figure out," Gordon said. "Misha and Viktor have found no human remains, and they have just about covered the entire island. Misha wants to jump back to one of these campsites and watch, of course."
Vera looked up sharply, her lips parted.
Irina shook her head, her fine brows creased slightly. "No. Is not a good idea, not if they sickened rapidly. This disease we all share, it might be more virulent a century ago."
"But if they just got sick and died," Eveleen protested, "then we"d find bodies, right?"
"So we would think," Gordon answered. "Of course, it could be that roving Yilayil or Nurayil scooped them up and obliterated them, although we don"t have any indication of this kind of burial custom. But maybe death by illness is treated differently than death by execution, or death by more natural causes."
Vera said softly, "Misha. He had friends with First Team..."
Gordon said in a gentle voice, "I know that. He explained-a little. Misha is not exactly gabby with personal details." He smiled wryly, and Vera smiled back, but her eyes remained troubled. "I made him promise to do nothing until Zina is consulted."
Ross felt relief zing through him. "Good thinking. Throw this one in their laps-let the scientists hash out what this sickness is, and all the rest of it."
Gordon nodded. "I"m going to ask you to help me copy Pavel"s notebook out-I don"t trust it not to disappear," he said to the women. "And Svetlana"s, which Misha insisted on keeping and translating himself, will also be copied. He says he has the time when they"re hiding from the flyers. As soon as we have copies, I"ll send Viktor forward to report, and we"ll wait on Zina"s decision before we act."
Irina"s brow cleared.
"Is good," she said in Russian, and then in English, "very good."
CHAPTER 20.
SABA"S DISCOVERY OF the terminal in her room having been activated was a signal to her that she must devote herself to this aspect of the mission.
For two days she forced herself to sit at that terminal in her room, alternately shivering with chills and panting from what seemed stifling heat. She worked at mastering the Yilayil keypads.
Alternating between that and the records of the First Team on her own laptop, her fevered mind constructed dream fantasies that seemed real. When she did not work, she set the audio to play Yilayil music of the Great Dance, the rising and falling voices reminding her somehow of the music of the Dorze, at home in Ethiopia; music that was embedded in daily life, and was heard continually during not just the little customs of each day-waking, sleeping, meals-but during weddings and funerals, and in the festivities occurring throughout the year.
She did not understand the music, not as she did that of the Dorze. She had spent her childhood with Dorze music. As she listened to this music she sensed a kind of kinship, a need-shared by two vastly different peoples-to celebrate the dance of life and death in music.
But true understanding still eluded her. All her goals were still pieces. Shards. It hurt to think, and though she fought the image, her mind persisted in seeing her goals as jagged pieces of gla.s.s-or mirror-that must be fit together. But she did not have to touch them, and bleed, for willing ghost hands had appeared to do that: Katarina, the First Team linguist, whose words Saba had perused so deeply for meaning that she had committed them to memory-and began perceiving traces of the personality who had spoken them.
When Saba"s tired body forced her to lie down, she began holding conversations with Katarina. She"d seen a photo of the Russian linguist during one of the briefings back in the United States, and now she envisioned that face, broad across the cheeks, wide-set dark eyes, dark gray-streaked hair short and glossy. Katarina"s Mongolian antecedents looked out from the shape of her skull, strong and imperturbable and brave.
Saba, from utterly different people, still felt a kinship with Katarina.
The ghost of the Russian woman sometimes seemed real, so strong was Saba"s dream state. "Listen," Katarina said, over and over. "Listen outside of time."
More of the strange tenses.
Baffled by the bizarre temporalities of the language, Saba began instead to explore the sensory contradictions. She discovered that one set of keystrokes set up the modulation into the sensory mode, modifying straightforward ideographs into strange little contradictory nuggets of meaning. They were almost like Zen koans. Certainly the feel of a green taste was just as ungraspable as the sound of one hand clapping. Somehow, she began to sense, there was some connection between the strange tenses and the contradictory sensory modalities. But she could not grasp its wholeness.
"Gestalt," she said to her ghost. "I think this is what you were sensing, was it not? You laid out the shards of this mirror."
"It is not a mirror," Katarina said. "It is a window." Katarina smiled, her eyes narrowing to half-moons. "Find the gestalt, Saba Mariam. Find the gestalt-set me free."
Saba dragged herself up from her bed, drank some water, then sat down at her terminal. "Pieces," she murmured. "Pieces."
But again she ran into the mental wall of her own ignorance.