"And so what part of "I"m just tired" is unclear?" Gordon said, knowing that when he resorted to sarcasm, he belonged in bed, asleep.
Ross just laughed at him. "You don"t want a woman as a partner. Go on, admit it."
Gordon shut his eyes and leaned his head against the back of his chair.
"You were so polite to Saba at dinner," Ross went on inexorably. "You sure as h.e.l.l weren"t to me when we first met. You only fall back on that lady-and-gentleman routine when you"re peeved. Dead giveaway, Dr. Ashe."
Gordon sighed. "Not peeved. Not that. Too strong a word."
"So what"s wrong with Saba? She"s got intellectual qualifications enough to spare for three scholars-Professor of Musicology in Addis Ababa, plays a dozen musical intruments at concert level, knows Western cla.s.sical music as well as Ethiopian, which, I"m told, is ancient and fascinating both. And she"s made a couple jumps on super-secret African missions, one of which involved Baldy interference at about the time we tangled with them, so it"s not like she"s ignorant of that aspect of our job."
"It"s not Saba," Gordon said. "Her credentials are better than mine, and she"s probably everything Kelgarries claims, and more. But..."
"She"s female?" Ross prompted.
Gordon sighed again. "I"m not against women in the Project-despite the way I was raised. The last of my old prejudices was knocked out of me when I first met Eveleen"s former boss and thought I"d better go easy on this tiny, gray-haired lady martial-arts instructor, and she proceeded to dry-mop the practice mats with me. I know that our female agents are every bit as bright, as courageous, as capable as we are. But a partner... living in such close proximity with one. Especially a highly cultured, refined one."
Gordon remembered the appraisal in those beautiful dark eyes. She"d looked at him with the same intellectual curiosity one might give a fossil, and a not very interesting one at that.
He knew such a judgment might be unfair. It could very well be that she was as reserved as he was; he had no idea what kind of impression his own expression had conveyed. Probably lousy, he decided, grimacing.
Meanwhile, Ross chuckled. "Don"t tell me. You think Saba won"t be inspired by the vision of you in the morning with a night"s stubble on your face and your clothes rumpled and mussed? And then there are the niceties of who gets the bathroom-or what pa.s.ses for a bathroom on these luxury jaunts to the past-first?"
"All right, all right." Gordon grimaced. "Enough needling."
Ross was still grinning. "It"s just that you"re being absurd. Believe me, I had all that to contend with on Hawaika and Dominion, and the women managed pretty much like the men do."
"But I"m not used to it," Gordon said. "My experience, even my studies, all pertained to prehistory, when women"s movements were largely curtailed, and thus few female agents made the jaunts. It"s what I"m used to, good or bad."
"Then it"s high time you got got used to something new," Ross retorted heartlessly. "You won"t find any sympathy here, boss. You"re the one who told me-on my first mission-that we learn or we petrify. And you know we"re going to need Saba"s skills too much, from what few hints the Russkis dropped about our mission. She"s perfect for this jaunt, and we"ve got lives to save." used to something new," Ross retorted heartlessly. "You won"t find any sympathy here, boss. You"re the one who told me-on my first mission-that we learn or we petrify. And you know we"re going to need Saba"s skills too much, from what few hints the Russkis dropped about our mission. She"s perfect for this jaunt, and we"ve got lives to save."
"All right," Gordon said. "I concede."
"And if our positions were reversed, you would have just fed me the very same line," Ross went on. "Okay. I"m done lecturing."
"Then I"ll get some sleep," Gordon said, rising from his chair. "What seems impossible at night is often merely improbable by morning."
Ross laughed and flicked the video back on. "Night, Gordon."
ROSS WATCHED GORDON Ashe close the door to his room. He shook his head, then sank back on the couch. There was an action video on, one of the latest releases thoughtfully provided by the Project, but Ross found his mind wandering.
Too much had happened that day. Russians as allies-the prospect of visiting a planet that he"d profoundly hoped he"d lever see again-Gordon"s dilemma.
Going on a mission, which could be dangerous, with his wife.
He winced. He could talk over with Eveleen all three of the first set of problems, and he"d welcome her fair-mindedness and acute observations. If he brought up his last worry, it would only annoy her. She"d see it as a mistrust of her abilities, but he didn"t feel any mistrust on that score. He"d seen her competence proved too many times; in hand-to-hand combat, in fact, she was better than he.
No, having women along as partners didn"t bother him.
What bothered him was something he"d never thought to feel-the protective instinct fostered by love. He"d been a loner his entire life, and he"d only had himself to worry about. Now everything had changed, his entire worldview had changed. He still had nightmares about that terrible day on Dominion when Eveleen"s mount had fallen on her, nearly killing her. Until he knew she would pull through he"d thought his own life would end.
This, he felt, he couldn"t discuss with Eveleen. It was too hard to articulate-too easy to misstate himself, and create a misunderstanding. He didn"t really trust words, when it came right down to it. He trusted action.
At the same time he knew if anything happened to her, he wouldn"t survive it. He"d rather disaster strike him first. It would be easier to take.
He wouldn"t discuss it with Kelgarries or Milliard either; he wouldn"t refuse the mission, not when they needed him, and to bring up what seemed like complaints went against his own code of honor. So why bring it up at all?
Instead, just after dinner-when everyone was still standing around outside of Milliard"s office, waiting for coffee, and chattering about nothing-he"d checked the computer records that he had access to. He"d found two other married agent teams on the roster. With an idea of talking to them he"d checked on their status, to find out that one team was in Iceland, doing a run that was heavily cla.s.sified, and the other team was in South America, training for yet another cla.s.sified project. He hadn"t had a chance to send then an E-mail inquiry-thinking out the wording for that that would take time-but he sure was tempted. would take time-but he sure was tempted.
The door slid open, and Eveleen came in, her stride still full of bounce, her eyes clear and sparkling.
"Have a good time?" Ross asked.
She bent to kiss him. "Great!" she said. "Saba"s one smart lady. She"s going to be a tremendous a.s.set for this mission. She"s got a wicked sense of humor, too. Jokes in that soft voice, with that cultured accent, and a totally straight face- she was quite funny about how we have ads everywhere, literally everywhere, in America. And I nearly split my sides laughing at her a.s.sessment of the general-issue "artwork" on the walls in the big data-processing room."
"The people down there are supposed to be working, not living in a museum," Ross protested.
"Work progresses better in congenial surroundings. You know that, I know that," Eveleen corrected.
"It"s not exactly a Beaker-trader cave down there," Ross said, secretly enjoying setting her off.
Eveleen"s eyes narrowed. "No, but you can just imagine who did the decor. Some government functionary who wanted to save a few pennies on the budget and bought those awful prints at a bargain sell-off from some super-cheap department store. "Order me artwork in earth tones to match the chairs and cubicle dividers." And then those pictures are nailed to the walls, as if anyone would even think of walking off with one!"
Ross finally gave vent to his laughter. "All right, all right. So we Americans are cultural no-tastes and upstarts. Come on, let"s. .h.i.t the sack. If we don"t get some shut-eye, we"ll be sorry tomorrow."
"She"s not a sn.o.b, Ross," Eveleen said quickly, twining her fingers in his as they walked to their room. "It"s just that Ethiopia is such an old old culture. She can"t help seeing us from a vastly different worldview." culture. She can"t help seeing us from a vastly different worldview."
"All I know is, we"ve got a vastly different worldview to start cramming into our brains tomorrow," he said. "Or should I call that universe-view?"
Eveleen laughed.
ROSS WAS STILL thinking about that conversation the next morning.
He rose early, while Eveleen still slumbered, and went straight to the gym. His years of experience with Project Star"s routines made the next day"s schedule predictable: he and the others would spend hours sitting around and listening to field tapes.
Ross did a lot better riding desks for long stretches after a session with the machines and on the practice mats.
As he worked he wondered about the success of this a.s.signment they"d been forced into. Impatience gnawed at him, the more maddening because there was no single person to blame. Milliard and Kelgarries both had been sincere in their regrets for the curtailed honeymoon. They were both plain-spoken men, honest, and hardworking. They did not demand more of the agents than they demanded of themselves.
Yet the truth was, Ross did not want to go blasting across the galaxy in a ship designed and made for unknown beings, to a planet as weird as it was dangerous. He wouldn"t want to go again with other Americans he knew; double that a bunch of Russians; and triple that for going with his wife.
"Dammit," he snarled, and sent a punishing roundhouse kick to the padded target. The sound he made was a satisfying whump whump! but the top of his foot stung.
Wincing, he glanced at the clock-and realized how late it had gotten. He was still in a frosty mood when he dashed out of the gym, his wet hair cold.
Down the hall to the main corridor-and at the sight of two people he stopped short.
One, a tall man with long blond hair, had his arms around the other.
And the other was Eveleen.
CHAPTER 4.
LIGHTNING FLASHED THROUGH Ross"s brain.
He wasn"t aware of crossing the hall. Suddenly he was next to them, drawing in his breath preparatory to choking the life out of that yellow-haired sleazebag, but then Eveleen stepped back, her arms moving with calm deliberation.
Somehow she was outside the guy"s grip-and somehow she was also between Ross and his target.
"Ross," Eveleen said with determined cordiality. "Allow me to introduce you to Mikhail Nikulin. The last of the Russian team," she added, with just enough emphasis to keep Ross from moving, or speaking. Her head turned, and in the same voice she said to the newcomer, "My husband. Ross Murdock."
Nikulin raised his hands and stepped back, miming surprise. "Now, why is it that the most beautiful ones are always taken first? And I thought it so promising a beginning." His accent was strong, but his English was quite good.
Ross realized his jaw was clenched so hard his teeth hurt. He forced himself to relax. The desire to punch that challenging grin was almost overwhelming, but he had to control it. Nothing had happened.
Nothing had happened.
"I had hoped to meet you eventually, Ross Murdock," the fellow went on. He talked in a lazy drawl that did not fool Ross for a second; the guy"s stance, the a.s.sessment in his gaze, made it clear he was quite ready for any sort of action Ross might offer.
He knew who she was, Ross realized. And, He did that on purpose.
It made him angry all over again, but at the same time he had to admit it was a fast way of testing the territory.
"We have heard much about your experiences," Nikulin went on, still with the smile and the appraising gaze. "There are questions I have. We shall share a drink and talk, you and I."
Ross forced himself to shrug, and to speak. He was glad his voice came out sounding natural. "We shall sit and listen to a lot of tapes-and sooner than later."
"It"s true, we are a bit late," Eveleen said. Ross did not mistake the relief in her eyes. "If you will follow this way, Mr. Nikulin."
"Misha Petrovich," the man corrected. "You must call me Misha."
Eveleen slid her arm into Ross"s and led the way. Misha fell in on her other side, his long stride easy. Ross glanced over, still saw that readiness, caught sight of callused palms. This Misha had obviously seen plenty of action. Ross then comprehended what he"d said, and realized that he he was not unknown to the Russians. was not unknown to the Russians.
So was Misha Petrovich Nikulin Ross"s Russian counterpart?
The thought did not give Ross any added pleasure in the prospect of this mission.
They reached one of the all-purpose rooms where they found Kelgarries and the rest of the team-Russian, Ethiopian, and American-waiting. Ross saw the short Russian woman he"d met at the dinner the night before (what was her name? Irina something?) smile for the very first time. She greeted Misha in fast Russian. As the tall blond guy sauntered over to talk to his group, Eveleen squeezed Ross"s arm.
He turned his attention to her.
She whispered, "You let me handle him."
"He knew who you were," Ross said-angry all over again.
"Of course he did," she whispered back. "It"s a verbal martial-arts trick-he wants you off-balance. And as long as you come snorting around like a bull before a red cape, he"s going to keep pestering me." She grinned. "Think of it as a compliment to your reputation. It is, after all, in a kind of backhanded way."
"If he wanted to compliment me, he could have said, "Nice work! Glad to have you on the mission." Or is that unknown in Russia?"
Eveleen gave a soft laugh, but then she whispered more firmly, "I repeat: you let me handle him."
"Please," Kelgarries said. "We need to get started. Everyone, please find a desk."
Ross gritted his teeth again. This mission was already a disaster as far as he was concerned. But he spotted his own laptop waiting, and dropped down behind the desk where it lay. Sitting next to it was a pair of earphones.
Gordon Ashe had the desk next to his. Eveleen had gone over to sit near Saba Mariam.
"All right. We will begin with the tapes found in the Time Capsule. On your terminal, you"ll see choices for your language preference. My people: you know the drill," Kelgarries said. "For the benefit of our visitors, let me explain how we usually proceed. We"ll listen all the way through just once. Feel free to make notes. When we"re done, we"ll begin again, this time stopping for questions and explication. But we all need a basis from which to start, so without any further talk, let"s proceed."
Ross settled into his chair, yanked his laptop over, and plugged it into the database terminal. As he pulled the headphones on, he stole a look at his wife; she had her head supported in her hands, her favorite listening position. To all appearances she had forgotten the existence of the blond Russian.
Ashe was already making notes, as was Saba. Interesting. The Russians all sat, polite and impa.s.sive. They"d heard this before, of course.
The tape began. The translator"s voice was a bland, professional actor"s voice. "This begins the Record of Exploration Team A, recorded by Katarina Semyonova, team archivist. Day One. We have just arrived..."
Ross looked down, saw his hand tapping on his laptop case. He stopped it, and sat up straight. He was restless, but didn"t want to show it.
He wasn"t just annoyed with that blasted Russian version of Don Juan. He also hated the beginnings of these Project tapes. It was always the same: the recordings went on in great detail about every single thing, most of which usually turned out to be insignificant later, when the team had gathered more data.
"... what seem to to be feathered cats." be feathered cats."
Ross grinned to himself. Feathered cats! He remembered those. Now, that was one weird thing. What kind of biological niche would feathered cats possibly fit into?
Ross looked down at his laptop and typed out a quick note. You never know, he thought, what details turn out not to not to be insignificant later. be insignificant later.
When he was done typing, he turned his attention to his earphones-and discovered that the Russians had already made their jump into the past. He listened closely-and sure enough, the voice reported that their biologist had gone missing.
The Russians, because of time pressure and a lack of clues so far, had regrouped into doubles and proceeded more cautiously, their priorities being to search for their missing member and to stay hidden.
About a week into their stay in the past, Ross felt his mind wandering again-returning to the feathered cats. Feathered cats-what purpose could they serve? How would they evolve?
The voice changed suddenly, and Ross caught the end of a real surprise.
"... no evidence of the winged folk, contrary to what we had been led to believe from the tapes of the American Expedition. But this is our third sighting of the beings we call, for lack of data, the weasel folk-as the Americans did. Only at night, and within the great city, have we seen them. During the day, we have seen other beings, but no weasel folk. We have not made ourselves known as yet, though again, unlike what the Americans reported on their tapes, these beings exhibit no signs of aggressive behavior..."
Weaslies? No winged beings?
Had someone else gone back in time and caused a major rupture in the timeline? But everything else had checked out- Ross shook his head, as if to chase away his thoughts. That was the problem with time travel, all the blasted ramifications. It was enough to give any super-scientist a brain sprain, much less an everyday guy.