So that to-day she coiled, crimped, curled with a will. When she had finished, Eleanor surveyed herself and laughed.
"_Ah! mais vraiment, Marie, tu es merveilleuse!_ What is certain is that neither that gla.s.s nor Torre Amiata is worthy of it. _N"importe._ One must keep up standards."
"Certainly, madame, you look better to-day."
"I slept. Why did I sleep? I can"t imagine. After all, Torre Amiata is not such a bad place--is it Marie?"
And with a laugh, she lightly touched her maid"s cheek.
Marie looked a little sullen.
"It seems that madame would like to live and die here."
She had no sooner said the words than she could have bitten her tongue out.
She was genuinely attached to her mistress; and she knew well that Eleanor was no _malade imaginaire_.
Eleanor"s face changed a little.
"Oh! you foolish girl--we shall soon be gone. No, not that old frock. Look, please, at that head you"ve made me--and consider! _n.o.blesse oblige._"
So presently, she stood before her table in a cream walking dress--perfect--but of the utmost simplicity; with her soft black hat tied round the ripples and clouds of her fair hair.
"How it hangs on me!" she said, gathering up the front of her dress in her delicate hand.
Marie made a little face of pity and concern.
"_Mais oui, Madame. Il faudrait le cacher un peu._"
"Padding? _Tiens! j"en ai deja._ But if Mathilde were to put any more, there would be nothing else. One day, Marie, you see, there will be only my clothes left to walk about--by their little selves!"
She smiled. The maid said nothing. She was on her knees b.u.t.toning her mistress"s shoes.
"Now then--_fini!_ Take all those books on to the _loggia_ and arrange my chair. I shall be there directly."
The maid departed. Eleanor sat down to rest from the fatigue of dressing.
"How weak I am!--weaker than last month. And next month it will be a little more--and a little more--then pain perhaps--horrid pain--and one day it will be impossible to get up--and all one"s poor body will fail one like a broken vessel. And then--relief perhaps--if dying is as easy as it looks.
No more pangs or regrets--and at the end, either a sudden puff that blows out the light--or a quiet drowning in deep waters--without pain.... And to-day how little I fear it!"
A _prie-dieu_ chair, old and battered like everything else in the convent, was beside her, and above it her child"s portrait. She dropped upon her knees, as she always did for a minute or two morning and evening, mostly out of childish habit.
But her thoughts fell into no articulate words. Her physical weakness rested against the chair; but the weakness of the soul seemed also to rest on some invisible support.
"What is the matter with me to-day?"--she asked herself again, in bewilderment. "Is it an omen--a sign? All bonds seem loosened--the air lighter. What made me so miserable yesterday? I wanted him to come--and yet dreaded--dreaded it so! And now to-day I don"t care--I don"t care!"
She slipped into a sitting position and looked at the picture. A tiny garland of heath and myrtle was hung round it. The little fellow seemed to be tottering towards her, the eyes a little frightened, yet trusting, the gait unsteady.
"Childie!"--she said in a whisper, smiling at him--"Childie!"
Then with a long sigh, she rose, and feebly made her way to the _loggia_.
Her maid was waiting for her. But Eleanor refused her sofa. She would sit, looking out through the arches of the _loggia_, to the road, and the mountains.
"Miss Foster is a long time," she said to Marie. "It is too hot for her to be out. And how odd! There is the Contessa"s carriage--and the Contessa herself--at this time of day. Run, Marie! Tell her I shall be delighted to see her. And bring another comfortable chair--there"s a dear."
The Contessa mounted the stone stairs with the heavy masculine step that was characteristic of her.
"_Vous permettez, madame!_"--she said, standing in the doorway--"at this unseasonable hour."
Eleanor made her welcome. The portly Contessa seated herself with an involuntary gesture of fatigue.
"What have you been doing?" said Eleanor. "If you have been helping the harvesters, _je proteste_!"
She laid her hand laughingly on the Contessa"s knee. It seemed to her that the Contessa knew far more of the doings and affairs of her _contadini_ than did the rather magnificent _fattore_ of the estate. She was in and out among them perpetually. She quarrelled with them and hectored them; she had as good a command of the local dialect as they had; and an eye that pounced on cheating like an osprey on a fish. Nevertheless, as she threw in yet another evident trifle--that she cared more for them and their interests than for anything else in the world, now that her son was gone--they endured her rule, and were not actively ungrateful for her benefits. And, in her own view at any rate, there is no more that any rich person can ask of any poor one till another age of the world shall dawn.
She received Eleanor"s remark with an embarra.s.sed air.
"I have been doctoring an ox," she said, bluntly, as though apologising for herself. "It was taken ill last night, and they sent for me."
"But you are too, too wonderful!" cried Eleanor in amus.e.m.e.nt. "Is it all grist that comes to your mill--sick oxen--or humans like me?"
The Contessa smiled, but she turned away her head.
"It was Emilio"s craze," she said abruptly. "He knew every animal on the place. In his regiment they called him the "vet.," because he was always patching up the sick and broken mules. One of his last messages to me was about an old horse. He taught me a few things--and sometimes I am of use--till the farrier comes."
There was a little silence, which the Contessa broke abruptly.
"I came, however, madame, to tell you something about myself. Teresa has made up her mind to leave me."
"Your daughter?" cried Eleanor amazed. "_Fiancee?_"
The Contessa shook her head.
"She is about to join the nuns of Santa Francesca. Her novitiate begins in October. Now she goes to stay with them for a few weeks."
Eleanor was thunderstruck.
"She leaves you alone?"
The Contessa mutely a.s.sented.
"And you approve?" said Eleanor hotly.
"She has a vocation"--said the Contessa with a sigh.
"She has a mother!" cried Eleanor.
"Ah! madame--you are a Protestant. These things are in our blood. When we are devout, like Teresa, we regard the convent as the gate of heaven. When we are Laodiceans--like me--we groan, and we submit."