"Oh, I"ll try," said the girl with dreary resignation. "You know I"m not to see Beryl again?" She looked up.
Her brother laughed.
"Don"t I see you keeping to that! If Aubrey"s any good he"ll marry her straight away. And then how can father boycott her after that?"
"He will," said Pamela decisively.
"And if father thinks I"m going to give up Arthur, he"s jolly well mistaken," said the boy with energy. "Arthur"s the best fellow I know, and he"s been just ripping to me."
The young face softened and glowed as though under the stress of some guarded memory. Pamela, looking up, caught her brother"s expression and glowed too.
"Beryl says he isn"t a bit strong yet. But he"s moving heaven and earth to get back to the front."
"Well, if they don"t give him enough to do he"ll be pretty sick.
He"s no good at loafing."
There was silence a little. Outside a misty sunshine lay on the garden and the park and in it the changing trees were beginning to a.s.sume the individuality and separateness of autumn after the levelling promiscuity of the summer. The scene was very English and peaceful; and between it and the two young creatures looking out upon it there were a thousand links of memory and a.s.sociation.
Suddenly Desmond said:
"Do you remember that bother I got into at Eton, Pam?"
Pamela nodded. Didn"t she remember it? A long feud with another boy--ending in a highly organized fight--absolute defiance of tutor and housemaster on Desmond"s part--and threatened expulsion. The Squire"s irritable pride had made him side ostentatiously with his son, and Pamela could only be miserable and expect the worst. Then suddenly the whole convulsion had quieted down, and Desmond"s last year at Eton had been a very happy one. Why? What had happened?
Pamela had never known.
"Well, Arthur heard of it from "my tutor." He and Arthur were at Trinity together. And Arthur came over from Cambridge and had me out for a walk, and jawed me, jawed "my tutor," jawed the Head, jawed everybody. Oh, well no good going into the rotten thing," said Desmond, flushing, "but Arthur was awfully decent anyway."
Pamela a.s.sented mutely. She did not want to talk about Arthur Chicksands. There was in her a queer foreboding sense about him. She did not in the least expect him to fall in love with her; yet there was a dim, intermittent fear in her lest he might become too important to her, together with a sharp shrinking from the news, which of course might come any day, that he was going to be married.
She had known him from her childhood, had romped and sparred with him. He was the gayest, most charming companion; yet he carried with him, quite unconsciously, something that made it delightful to be smiled at or praised by him, and a distress when you did not get on with him, and were quite certain that he thought you silly or selfish. There was a rumour which reached Mannering after the second battle of Ypres that he had been killed. The Chicksands" household believed it for twenty-four hours.
Then he was discovered--ga.s.sed and stunned--in a sh.e.l.l-hole, and there had been a long illness and convalescence. During the twenty-four hours when he was believed to be dead, Pamela had spent the April daylight in the depths of the Mannering woods, in tangled hiding-places that only she knew. It was in the Easter holidays. She was alone at Mannering with an old governess, while her father was in London. The little wrinkled Frenchwoman watched her in silence, whenever she was allowed to see her. Then when on the second morning there came a telegram from Chetworth, and Pamela tore it open, flying with it before she read it to the secrecy of her own room, the Frenchwoman smiled and sighed. "Ca, c"est l"amour!" she said to herself, "a.s.surement c"est l"amour!" And when Pamela came down again, radiant as a young seraph, and ready to kiss the apple-red cheek of the Frenchwoman--the rarest concession!--Madame Guerin did not need to be told that Arthur Chicksands was safe and likely to be sound.
But the Frenchwoman"s inference was premature. During the two years she had been at school, Pamela had thought very little of Arthur Chicksands. She was absorbed in one of those devotions to a woman--her schoolmistress--very common among girls of strong character, and sometimes disastrous. In her case it had worked well.
And now the period of extravagant devotion was over, and the girl"s mind and heart set free. She thought she had forgotten Arthur Chicksands, and was certain he must have forgotten her. As it happened they had never met since his return to the front in the autumn of 1915--Pamela was then seventeen and a schoolgirl--or, as she now put it, a baby. She remembered the child who had hidden herself in the woods as something very far away.
And yet she did not want to talk about "Arthur," as she had always called him, and there was a certain tremor and excitement in her mind about him. The idea of being prevented from seeing him was absurd--intolerable. She was already devising ways and means of doing it. It was really not to be expected that filial obedience should reign at Mannering.
The twins had long left the subject of the embargo on Chetworth, and were wrangling and chaffing over the details of Desmond"s packing, when there was a knock at the door.
Pamela stiffened at once.
"Come in!"
Miss Bremerton entered.
"Are you very busy?"
"Not at all!" said Desmond politely, scurrying with his best Eton manners to find a chair for the newcomer. "It"s an awful muddle, but that"s Pamela!"
Pamela aimed a sponge-bag at him, which he dodged, and Elizabeth Bremerton sat down.
"I want to hold a council with you," she said, turning a face just touched with laughter from one to the other. "Do you mind?"
"Certainly not," said Desmond, sitting on the floor with his hands round his knees. "What"s it about?" And he gave Pamela"s right foot a nudge with his left by way of conveying to her that he thought her behaviour ungracious. Pamela hurriedly murmured, "Delighted."
"I want to tell you about the servants," said Elizabeth. "I can"t do anything unless you help me."
"Help you in what?" said Desmond, wondering.
"Well, you know, it"s simply scandalous what you"re all eating in this house!" exclaimed Elizabeth, with sudden energy. "You ought to be fined." She frowned, and her fair Dutch complexion became a bright pink.
"It"s quite true," said Pamela, startled. "I told father, and he laughed at me."
"But now even the servants are on strike," said Elizabeth. "It"s Forest that"s been preaching to them. He and Cook have been drawing up a week"s _menu_, according to the proper scale. But--"
"Father won"t have it," said Pamela decidedly.
"An idea has occurred to me," was Elizabeth"s apologetic reply.
"Your father doesn"t come in to lunch?"
"Happy thought!" cried Desmond. "Send him in a Ritz luncheon, while the rest of you starve. Easy enough for me to say as I"m off--and soldiers aren"t rationed! We may be as greedy pigs as we like."
"What do you say?" Elizabeth looked at Pamela. The girl was flattered by the deference shown her, and gradually threw herself into the little plot. How to set up a meatless day for the household, minus the Squire, and not be found out; how to restrict the bread and porridge allowance, while apparently outrunning it--knotty problems! into which the twins plunged with much laughter and ingenuity. At the end of the discussion, Elizabeth said with hesitation, "I don"t like not telling Mr. Mannering, but--"
"Oh no, you can"t tell him" said Pamela, in her most resolute tone.
"Besides, it"s for the country!"
"Yes, it"s the country!" echoed Elizabeth. "Oh, I"m so glad you agree with me. Forest"s splendid!"
"I say, Broomie"s not bad," thought Desmond. Aloud he said, "Forest"s a regular Turk in the servants" hall--rules them all with a rod of iron."
Elizabeth laughed. "He tells me there was a joint of cold beef last night for supper, and he carried it away bodily back into the larder. And they all supped on fried potatoes, cheese, oatcake and jam! So then I asked him whether anybody minded, and he said the little kitchen-maid cried a bit, and said she "was used to her vittles and her mother would be dreadfully put out." ""_Mother_!"
says I, "haven"t you got _a young man_!" And then I give her a real talking to about the war. "You back your young man," I said, "and there"s only one way as females can do it--barring them as is in munitions. Every bit of bread you don"t eat is helping to kill Boches. And what else is your young man doin"? Where do you say he is? Wipers? You ask him. He"ll tell you!" So then we were all nice and comfortable--and you needn"t bother about us downstairs. _We"re_ all right!""
"Good old Forest!" laughed Desmond, delighted. "I always knew he was the real boss here. Father thinks he is, but he can"t do without Forest, and the old boy knows it."
"Well, so that"s agreed," said Elizabeth demurely, as she rose. "I naturally couldn"t do anything without you, but so long as your father gets everything that he"s accustomed to--"
"I don"t see quite what you"re going to do about dinner--late dinner, I mean?" said Pamela pensively.
Elizabeth beamed at her.
"Well, I became a vegetarian last week, except for very occasional break-outs. Fish is a vegetable!"
"I see," reflected Pamela. "We can break out now and then at dinner, when father"s got his eye on us--"
"And be pure patriots at lunch," laughed Miss Bremerton, as she opened the door. "Au revoir! I must go back to work."