Feeling that she owed an apology to Grandma Elsie, but still too stubborn and proud to make it, Lulu was ashamed to join the others, so went off alone into the grounds. She was not Grandma Elsie"s pupil, she understood, until the morning"s impertinence had been atoned for.
It was against rules to go beyond the boundary of the grounds without permission; yet after wandering through them for a while, she did so, and entering a shady, pleasant road, walked on without any settled purpose, till she reached a neighboring plantation where lived some little girls with whom she had a slight acquaintance.
They were playing croquet on the lawn, and espying Lulu at the gate, invited her to come in and join them.
She did so, became much interested in the sport, and forgot to go home until the lengthening shadows warned her that it must be very near the tea hour at Ion.
She then bade a hasty good-by and retraced her steps with great expedition and in no tranquil state of mind. In truth, she was a good deal alarmed as she thought of the possible consequences to herself of her bold disregard of rules.
She arrived at Ion heated and out of breach, and, as a glance at the hall clock told her, fully fifteen minutes late.
Hair and dress were in some disorder, but not thinking of that, in her haste and perturbation, she went directly to the supper-room, where the family were in the midst of their meal.
They all seemed busily engaged with it or in conversation, and she hoped to slip un.o.bserved into her seat.
But to her consternation she perceived, as she drew near, that neither plate nor chair seemed to have been set for her; every place was occupied.
At the same instant Mr. Dinsmore, turning a stern look upon her, remarked, "We have no place here for the rebellious and insubordinate, therefore I have ordered your plate removed; and while you continue to belong to that cla.s.s, you will take your meals in your own room."
He dismissed her with a wave of the hand as he spoke, and, filled with anger and chagrin, she turned and flew from the room, never stopping till she had gained her own and slammed the door behind her.
"Before Mr. Lilburn and everybody!" she exclaimed aloud, stamping her foot in impotent rage.
Then catching sight of her figure in the gla.s.s, she stood still and gazed, her cheeks reddening more and more with mortification. Hair and dress were tumbled, the latter slightly soiled with the dust of the road, as were her boots also, and the frill about her neck was crushed and partly tucked in.
She set to work with energy to make herself neat, and had scarcely completed the task when her supper was brought in. It consisted of abundance of rich sweet milk, fruit, and the nicest of bread and b.u.t.ter.
She ate heartily; then as Agnes carried away the tray, seated herself by the window with her elbows on the sill, her chin in her hands, and half involuntarily took a mental review of the day.
The retrospect was not agreeable.
"And I"ll have to tell papa all about it in my diary," she groaned to herself. "No, I sha"n"t; what"s the use? it"ll just make him feel badly.
But he said I must, and he trusted me, he _trusted_ me to tell the truth and the whole truth, and I can"t deceive him; I can"t hide anything after that."
With a heavy sigh she took her writing-desk, set it on the sill to catch the fading light, and wrote:
"It has been a bad day with me. I didn"t look over my lessons before school, as I ought to have done, but went out in the grounds instead.
While I was there, I broke a rule. Grandpa Dinsmore reproved me and called me in. I went up to the school-room. Grandma Elsie said I was late and must be more punctual, and I gave her a saucy answer. She wouldn"t hear my lessons, and I was cross and wouldn"t study, and wasn"t ready for Grandpa Dinsmore, and was saucy to him. So I had to stay up there in the school-room and learn my lesson over and eat my dinner there by myself.
"After that, when he let me out, I took a long walk and played croquet with some other girls--all without leave.
"They were eating supper when I got back, and I went in without making myself neat, and my plate and chair had been taken away, and I was sent up here to take my supper and stay till I"m ready to behave better."
She read over what she had written.
"Oh, what a bad report! How sad it will make papa feel when he reads it!"
she thought, tears springing to her eyes.
She pushed the desk aside and leaned on the sill again, her face hidden in her hands. Her father"s words about the kindness and generosity of Mr.
Dinsmore and his daughter in offering to share their home with his children, came to her recollection, and all the favors received at the hands of these kindest of friends pa.s.sed in review before her. Could her own mother have been kinder than Grandma Elsie? and she had repaid her this day with ingrat.i.tude, disobedience and impertinence. How despicably mean!
Tears of shame and penitence began to fall from her eyes, and soon she was sobbing aloud.
Violet heard her from the next room, and came to her side.
"What is it, Lulu, dear? are you sorry for your misconduct?" she asked in gentle, affectionate tones, smoothing the child"s hair with her soft white hand as she spoke.
"Yes, Mamma Vi," sobbed the little girl. "Won"t you please tell Grandma Elsie I"m sorry I was saucy and disobedient to her this morning?"
"Yes, dear, I will. And--have you not a message for grandpa also?"
"Yes; I"m sorry I was naughty and impertinent to him, and for breaking his rules, too. Do you think they"ll forgive me, Mamma Vi, and try me again?"
"I am sure they will," Violet said. "And will you not ask G.o.d"s forgiveness, also, dear child?"
"I do mean to," Lulu said. "And I"ve told papa all about it. I wish he didn"t have to know, because it will make him very sorry."
"Yes," sighed Violet, "it grieves him very much when his dear children do wrong. I hope, dear Lulu, that thought will help you to be good in future.
Still more, that you will learn to hate and forsake sin because it is dishonoring and displeasing to G.o.d, because it grieves the dear Saviour who loves you and died to redeem you."
Forgiveness was readily accorded by both Mr. Dinsmore and his daughter, and Lulu went to bed comparatively happy after a short visit and kind motherly talk from Grandma Elsie.
Two days later Max was released from his imprisonment. He more than half dreaded to make his appearance below stairs, thinking every one would view him askance, but was agreeably surprised by being greeted on every hand with the utmost kindness and cordiality.
On the following Monday he and the other children were sent to the Oaks to make the promised visit.
Gracie alone needed some persuasion to induce her to go of her own free will, and that only because mamma was not going. Gracie was not at all sure that she could live two whole weeks without her dear mamma.
Just before they started, Mr. Dinsmore made Max very happy by the restoration of his money and watch. He added an admonition against gambling, and Max replied with an earnest promise never to touch a card again.
CHAPTER XXIV.
A CHAPTER OF SURPRISES.
Edward and Zoe decided upon a little pleasure trip in addition to the business one, and, in consequence, were absent from home for over a fortnight. On their return, Elsie met them on the threshold with the warmest and most loving of welcomes.
"How well and happy you both look, my dear children!" she said, glancing from one to the other, her face full of proud, fond, motherly affection.
"As we are, mother dear," Edward responded. "Glad to see you so, also. How is Vi?"
"Doing nicely."
"Vi! Is she sick?" asked Zoe, her tone expressing both surprise and concern.