"Methought, the very breath I breathed Was full of sparks divine, And all my heather-couch was wreathed By that celestial shine!
"And, while the wide earth echoing rung To their strange minstrelsy, The little glittering spirits sung, Or seemed to sing, to me."
What they sang is indeed of little moment enough--a strain of the vague pantheistic sentiment common always to poets, but her manner of representing the little airy symphony is charming. It recalls the fairy-like brilliance of the moors at sunset, when the sun, slipping behind a western hill, streams in level rays on to an opposite crest, gilding with pale gold the fawn-coloured faded gra.s.s; tangled in the film of lilac seeding gra.s.ses, spread, like the bloom on a grape, over all the heath; sparkling on the crisp edges of the heather blooms, pure white, wild-rose colour, sh.e.l.l-tinted, purple; emphasising every grey-green spur of the undergrowth of ground-lichen; striking every scarlet-splashed, white-budded spray of ling: an iridescent, shimmering, dancing effect of white and pink and purple flowers; of lilac bloom, of grey-green and whitish-grey buds and branches, all crisply moving and dancing together in the breeze on the hilltop. I have quoted that windy night in a line--
"The dim moon struggling in the sky."
Here is another verse to show how well she watched from her bedroom"s wide window the grey far-stretching skies above the black far-stretching moors--
"And oh, how slow that keen-eyed star Has tracked the chilly grey; What, watching yet! how very far The morning lies away."
Such direct, vital touches recall well-known pa.s.sages in "Wuthering Heights:" Catharine"s pictures of the moors; that exquisite allusion to Gimmerton Chapel bells, not to be heard on the moors in summer when the trees are in leaf, but always heard at Wuthering Heights on quiet days following a great thaw or a season of steady rain.
But not, alas! in such fantasy, in such loving intimacy with nature, might much of Emily"s sorrowful days be pa.s.sed. Nor was it in her nature that all her dreams should be cheerful. The finest songs, the most peculiarly her own, are all of defiance and mourning, moods so natural to her that she seems to scarcely need the intervention of words in their confession. The wild, melancholy, and elevating music of which Charlotte wisely speaks is strong enough to move our very hearts to sorrow in such verses as the following, things which would not touch us at all were they written in prose; which have no personal note. Yet listen--
"Death! that struck when I was most confiding In my certain faith of joy to be-- Strike again, Time"s withered branch dividing From the fresh root of Eternity!
"Leaves, upon Time"s branch, were growing brightly, Full of sap, and full of silver dew; Birds beneath its shelter gathered nightly; Daily round its flowers the wild bees flew.
"Sorrow pa.s.sed, and plucked the golden blossom."
Solemn, haunting with a pa.s.sion infinitely beyond the mere words, the mere image; because, in some wonderful way, the very music of the verse impresses, reminds us, declares the holy inevitable losses of death.
A finer poem yet is "Remembrance," written two years later, in the March of 1845; here the words and the thought are worthy of the music and the mood. It has vital pa.s.sion in it; though it can scarcely be personal pa.s.sion, since, "fifteen wild Decembers" before 1845, Emily Bronte was a girl of twelve years old, companionless, save for still living sisters, Branwell, her aunt, and the vicarage servants. Here, as elsewhere in the present volume, the creative instinct reveals itself in imagining emotions and not characters. The artist has supplied the pa.s.sion of the lover.
"Cold in the earth--and the deep snow piled above thee, Far, far removed, cold in the dreary grave!
Have I forgot, my only Love, to love thee, Severed at last by Time"s all-severing wave?
"Now, when alone, do my thoughts no longer hover Over the mountains, on that northern sh.o.r.e, Resting their wings where heath and fern-leaves cover Thy n.o.ble heart for ever, evermore?
"Cold in the earth--and fifteen wild Decembers, From those brown hills, have melted into spring: Faithful, indeed, is the spirit that remembers After such years of change and suffering!
"Sweet Love of youth, forgive, if I forget thee, While the world"s tide is bearing me along; Other desires and other hopes beset me, Hopes which obscure, but cannot do thee wrong.
"No later light has lightened up my heaven, No second morn has ever shone for me; All my life"s bliss from thy dear life was given, All my life"s bliss is in the grave with thee.
"But, when the days of golden dreams had perished, And even Despair was powerless to destroy, Then did I learn how existence could be cherished, Strengthened, and fed without the aid of joy.
"Then did I check the tears of useless pa.s.sion-- Weaned my young soul from yearning after thine; Sternly denied its burning wish to hasten Down to that tomb already more than mine.
"And, even yet, I dare not let it languish, Dare not indulge in memory"s rapturous pain; Once drinking deep of that divinest anguish, How could I seek the empty world again?"
Better still, of a standard excellence, is a little poem, which, by some shy ostrich prompting, Emily chose to call
"THE OLD STOIC.
"Riches I hold in light esteem; And Love I laugh to scorn; And l.u.s.t of fame was but a dream That vanished with the morn:
"And if I pray, the only prayer That moves my lips for me Is, "Leave the heart that now I bear, And give me liberty!"
"Yes, as my swift days near their goal, "Tis all that I implore; In life and death, a chainless soul, With courage to endure."
Throughout the book one recognises the capacity for producing something finer and quite different from what is here produced; one recognises so much, but not the author of "Wuthering Heights." Grand impressions of mood and landscape reveal a remarkably receptive artistic temperament; splendid and vigorous movement of lines shows that the artist is a poet.
Then we are in a _cul-de-sac_. There is no hint of what kind of poet--too reserved to be consistently lyric, there is not sufficient evidence of the dramatic faculty to help us on to the true scent. All we can say is that we have before us a mind capable of very complete and real illusions, haunted by imagination, always fantastic, and often terrible; a temperament reserved, fearless and brooding; a character of great strength and ruggedness, extremely tenacious of impressions. We must call in Monsieur Taine and his _Milieu_ to account for "Wuthering Heights."
This first volume reveals an overpowering imagination which has not yet reached its proper outlet. It is painful, in reading these early poems, to feel how ruthless and horrible that strong imagination often was, as yet directed on no purposed line. Sometimes, indeed, sweet fancies came to Emily, but often they were visions of black dungeons, scenes of death, and hopeless parting, of madness and agony.
"So stood I, in Heaven"s glorious sun, And in the glare of h.e.l.l; My spirit drank a mingled tone, Of seraph"s song, and demon"s moan; What my soul bore, my soul alone Within itself may tell!"
It is painful, indeed, to think that the surroundings of this violent imagination, with its bias towards the capricious and the terrifying, were loneliness, sorrow, enforced companionship with degradation; a life so bitter, for a long time, and made so bitter through another"s fault, that Emily welcomed her fancies, even the gloomiest, as a happy outlet from reality.
"Oh, dreadful is the check--intense the agony-- When the ear begins to hear, and the eye begins to see; When the pulse begins to throb, the brain to think again, The soul to feel the flesh, and the flesh to feel the chain."
Such were the verses that Charlotte discovered one autumn day of 1845, which surprised her, with good reason, by their originality and music.
Emily was not pleased by what in her eyes, so jealous of her liberty, must have seemed a deliberate interference with her property. "My sister Emily," continues Charlotte, "was not a person of demonstrative character, nor one on the recesses of whose mind and feelings even those nearest and dearest to her could intrude unlicensed; it took hours to reconcile her to the discovery I had made, and days to persuade her that such poems merited publication. I knew, however, that a mind like hers could not be without some latent spark of honourable ambition, and refused to be discouraged in my attempts to fan that spark to flame.
"Meantime, my younger sister quietly produced some of her own compositions, intimating that since Emily"s had given me pleasure, I might like to look at some of hers. I could not but be a partial judge, yet I thought that these verses, too, had a sweet sincere pathos of their own."
Only a partial judge could find anything much to praise in gentle Anne"s trivial verses. Had the book an index of first lines, what a scathing criticism on the contents would it be!
"Sweet are thy strains, celestial bard."
"I"ll rest me in this sheltered bower."
"Oh, I am very weary, though tears no longer flow."
From such beginnings we too clearly foresee the hopeless bathos of the end. Poor child, her real, deep sorrows, expressed in such worn-out ill-fitting phrases, are as little touching as the beauty of a London shopgirl under the ready-made cast-off adornments of her second-hand finery.
Charlotte, however, knowing the real sorrow, the real meekness that inspired them, not unnaturally put into the trivial verses the pathos of the writer"s circ.u.mstances. Of a truth, her own poems are not such as would justify any great rigour of criticism. They are often, as poems, actually inferior to Anne"s, her manner of dragging in a tale or a moral at the end of a lyric having quite a comical effect; yet, on the whole, her share of the book clearly distinguishes her as an eloquent and imaginative _raconteuse_, at the same time that it denies her the least sprout, the smallest leaf, of that flowerless wreath of bays which Emily might claim. But at that time the difference was not so clearly distinguishable; though Charlotte ever felt and owned her sister"s superiority in this respect, it was not recognised as of a sort to quite outshine her own little tales in verse, and quite outl.u.s.tre Anne"s pious effusions.
A packet of ma.n.u.script was selected, a little packet written in three different hands and signed by three names. The sisters did not wish to reveal their ident.i.ty; they decided on a _nom de plume_, and chose the common north-country surname of Bell. They did not wish to be known as women: "we had a vague impression that auth.o.r.esses are liable to be looked on with prejudices;" yet their fastidious honour prevented them from wearing a mask they had no warrant for; to satisfy both scruples they a.s.sumed names that might equally belong to a man or a woman. In the part of Yorkshire where they lived children are often christened by family names; over the shops they would see "Sunderland Akroyd," varied by "Pighills Sunderland," with scarce a John or James to bear them company. So there was nothing strange to them in the fashion so ingeniously turned to their own uses. Ellis veiled Emily; Currer, Charlotte; Acton, Anne. The first and last are common names enough--a Miss Currer who was one of the subscribers to Cowan"s Bridge may have suggested her pseudonym to Charlotte. At last every detail was discussed, decided, and the packet sent off to London to try its fortunes in the world:--
"This bringing out of our little book was hard work. As was to be expected neither we nor our poems were at all wanted; but for this we had been prepared at the outset; though inexperienced ourselves, we had read the experience of others. The great puzzle lay in the difficulty of getting answers of any kind from the publishers to whom we applied.
Being greatly hara.s.sed by this obstacle, I ventured to apply to the Messrs. Chambers of Edinburgh for a word of advice: _they_ may have forgotten the circ.u.mstance, but _I_ have not; for from them I received a brief and business-like but civil and sensible reply, on which we acted, and at last made a way."[21]
Ultimately the three sisters found a publisher who would undertake the work upon commission; a favourable answer came from Messrs. Aylott & Jones, of Paternoster Row, who estimated the expense of the book at thirty guineas. It was a great deal for the three sisters to spare from their earnings, but they were eager to print, eager to make sacrifices, as though in some dim way they saw already the glorious goal. But at present there was business to do. They bought one of the numerous little primers that are always on sale to show the poor vain moth of amateur authorship how least to burn his wings--little books more eagerly bought and read than any of those that they bring into the world. Such a publisher"s guide, meant for ambitious schoolboys, the Brontes bought and studied as anxiously as they. By the end of February all was settled, the type decided upon, the money despatched, the printers at work. Emily Bronte"s copy is dated May 7th, 1846.
What eagerness at the untying of the parcel in which those first copies came! What disappointment, chequered with ecstasy, at reading their own verse, unaltered, yet in print! An experience not so common then as now; to be a poetess in those days had a certain distinction, and the three sisters must have anxiously waited for a greeting. The poems had been despatched to many magazines: _Colburne"s_, _Bentley"s_, _Hood"s_, _Jerrold"s_, _Blackwood"s_, their early idol; to the _Edinburgh Review_, _Tait"s Edinburgh Magazine_, the _Dublin University Magazine_; to the _Athenaeum_, the _Literary Gazette_, the _Critic_, and to the _Daily News_, the _Times_, and to the _Britannia_ newspaper. Surely from some quarter they would hear such an authentic word of warning or welcome as should confirm at once their hopes or their despairs. They had grown used to waiting; but they had long to wait. At last, on July 4th, the _Athenaeum_ reviewed their book in a short paragraph, and it is remarkable that, though in such reviews of the poems as appeared after the publication of "Jane Eyre," it is always Currer Bell"s "fine sense of nature," Currer Bell"s "matured intellect and masterly hand," that wins all the praise; still, in this early notice, the yet unblinded critic has perceived to whom the palm is due. Ellis Bell he places first of the three supposed brothers, naming him "a fine quaint spirit with an evident power of wing that may reach heights not here attempted." Next to him the critic ranks Currer, lastly Anne. Scarce another notice did they see.
The little book was evidently a failure; it had fallen still-born from the press. Were all their hopes to die as soon as they were born? At least they resolved not to be too soon baffled, and already, in the thick of their disappointment, began to lay the plots of the novels they would write. Like our army, they gained their battles by never owning they were beaten.
They kept it all to themselves, this disappointment, these resolutions.
When the inquisitive postman asked Mr. Bronte if he knew who was that Mr. Currer Bell for whom so many letters always came, the old gentleman answered with a sense of authority, "My good man, there is no such person in the parish;" and when, on rare occasions, Branwell came into the room where they were writing, no word was said of the work that was going on. Not even to the sisterly Ellen, so near to all their hearts, was any confession made of the way they spent their time.
"We have done nothing (to _speak_ of) since you were here," says conscientious Anne. Nevertheless their friend drew her conclusions.
About this time she came to stay at Haworth, and sometimes (a little amused at their reticence) she would tease them with her suspicions, to Charlotte"s alarmed surprise. Once, at this time, when they were walking on the moor together, a sudden change and light came into the sky.
"Look," said Charlotte; and the four girls looked up and saw three suns shining clearly overhead. They stood a little while silently gazing at the beautiful parhelion; Charlotte, her friend, and Anne cl.u.s.tered together, Emily a little higher, standing on a heathery knoll. "That is you!" said Ellen at last. "You are the three suns." "Hush!" cried Charlotte, indignant at the too shrewd nonsense of her friend; but as Ellen, her suspicions confirmed by Charlotte"s violence, lowered her eyes to the earth again, she looked a moment at Emily. She was still standing on her knoll, quiet, satisfied; and round her lips there hovered a very soft and happy smile. She was not angry, the independent Emily. She had liked the little speech.