Chapter 781: 781
Chapter 781: True sorrowChen Ning calmly looked at him and shook her head, “No, I don"t hate you . Since the beginning, I had nothing to do with you . Chu Shao Yang, I hope that our grudges can end with these divorce papers . I don"t hate you because hating a person will waste a lot of energy and mind power . I don"t have that much energy to hate you, so I will forget you and forget all the memories related to you, never thinking about them again . ”
Chu Shao Yang"s body heavily trembled . He finally understood that truly losing a person was not having her leave your side and never looking back, rather it was her erasing you from her heart, not leaving a single trace .
This was true sorrow!
His heart was filled with an intense pain as Chu Shao Bai"s words sound word for word . He had to admit that he was right, but there was one sentence that was wrong .
His feelings for her were true!
He used all his strength to love her, but he didn"t know how to love . His possessiveness surpa.s.sed his feelings, pushing her further and further away until she left him .
The more he wanted her, the more he lost her .
Chu Shao Yang felt like there was a large hole in his chest and the wound was still bleeding, but no one could see it and only he could understand it .
After losing her, what would he use to fill up this hold? Perhaps he would never find it .
“Ning"er, even if you forget me in the future, never thinking of me again, I will never forget you . Wait for me, wait for me to learn how to love a person and I will come back to look for you! Shao Bai was right, I shouldn"t give up like this . I have lost you today, but I will win your heart back in the future!”
Chu Shao Yang leaned over and picked up the divorce papers covered in dirt and dust, before gently brushing the dust off .
He opened it and looked over it word for word before carefully folding it . Like a precious treasure, he placed it into his chest .
“I will keep these divorce papers forever . When it appears in front of you again, it will be when I come to find you! Ning"er, I wish you happiness!”
After Chu Shao Yang said this, he flicked his sleeve and raised his head . He softly stepped off the ground and his body floated several feet away . In the blink of an eye, his figure disappeared in front of everyone .
The marriage between East Qin and West Chu would bring the two countries together, as well as saving them a year of tributes . This largely beneficial matter for West Chu had been settled like this .
But the West Chu people"s hearts were all dissatisfied .
They all felt like their hearts were being pressed down on by a giant rock, stopping them from raising their heads .
Especially when facing Chen Ning . They all felt shame in their hearts and the one most guilty was Empress Dowager Zhou .
She admired Chen Ning and it wasn"t that she didn"t like her, but she was the most anxious person to send her away . As long as she left, her son"s heart could slowly recover . Under her guidance, he would obediently become a good emperor .
He would take another girl as his emperor and give birth to West Chu"s next emperor, making West Chu stronger .
All of this was not something the girl surnamed Chen could give him .
Empress Dowager Zhou was very satisfied with this ending . Now she was just afraid that the emperor would do something that would shame the nation and the royal family without thinking it through .
“Your highness . ” She looked at Na Mu Cuo and spoke in a pleasant voice .
Chapter 781: True sorrow Chen Ning calmly looked at him and shook her head, “No, I don"t hate you . Since the beginning, I had nothing to do with you . Chu Shao Yang, I hope that our grudges can end with these divorce papers . I don"t hate you because hating a person will waste a lot of energy and mind power . I don"t have that much energy to hate you, so I will forget you and forget all the memories related to you, never thinking about them again . ” Chu Shao Yang"s body heavily trembled . He finally understood that truly losing a person was not having her leave your side and never looking back, rather it was her erasing you from her heart, not leaving a single trace . This was true sorrow! His heart was filled with an intense pain as Chu Shao Bai"s words sound word for word . He had to admit that he was right, but there was one sentence that was wrong . His feelings for her were true! He used all his strength to love her, but he didn"t know how to love . His possessiveness surpa.s.sed his feelings, pushing her further and further away until she left him . The more he wanted her, the more he lost her . Chu Shao Yang felt like there was a large hole in his chest and the wound was still bleeding, but no one could see it and only he could understand it . After losing her, what would he use to fill up this hold? Perhaps he would never find it . “Ning"er, even if you forget me in the future, never thinking of me again, I will never forget you . Wait for me, wait for me to learn how to love a person and I will come back to look for you! Shao Bai was right, I shouldn"t give up like this . I have lost you today, but I will win your heart back in the future!” Chu Shao Yang leaned over and picked up the divorce papers covered in dirt and dust, before gently brushing the dust off . He opened it and looked over it word for word before carefully folding it . Like a precious treasure, he placed it into his chest . “I will keep these divorce papers forever . When it appears in front of you again, it will be when I come to find you! Ning"er, I wish you happiness!” After Chu Shao Yang said this, he flicked his sleeve and raised his head . He softly stepped off the ground and his body floated several feet away . In the blink of an eye, his figure disappeared in front of everyone . The marriage between East Qin and West Chu would bring the two countries together, as well as saving them a year of tributes . This largely beneficial matter for West Chu had been settled like this . But the West Chu people"s hearts were all dissatisfied . They all felt like their hearts were being pressed down on by a giant rock, stopping them from raising their heads . Especially when facing Chen Ning . They all felt shame in their hearts and the one most guilty was Empress Dowager Zhou . She admired Chen Ning and it wasn"t that she didn"t like her, but she was the most anxious person to send her away . As long as she left, her son"s heart could slowly recover . Under her guidance, he would obediently become a good emperor . He would take another girl as his emperor and give birth to West Chu"s next emperor, making West Chu stronger . All of this was not something the girl surnamed Chen could give him . Empress Dowager Zhou was very satisfied with this ending . Now she was just afraid that the emperor would do something that would shame the nation and the royal family without thinking it through . “Your highness . ” She looked at Na Mu Cuo and spoke in a pleasant voice .