h.e.l.lo, initially i wanted to post 2 chapters in a go, but today i won’t have time anymore, and since i have completed this chapter yesterday, i will post it up first. The next chapter will come tomorrow… Hehe.. sorry just couldn’t find the time to get chapter 42 done.. but i am sure u guys will re – read this chapter.. =X
Please read the following chapter at your own risk, will contain angst and some adult scenes.
Ji Wu Jiu regretted saying those words towards Ye Zhen Zhen. She has already suspected him from the start, and for him to purposely say those words, he is afraid that she will only suspect him more.
All in all, it was becasuse she has never believed him in the first place. Most probably ever since she entered the palace, she has always been wary of him, afraid that he will harm her, or harm her maternal family. This time, he was only afraid that she will think too much.
Ji Wu Jiu was getting reckless. It was not that he has never thought of bringing Ye Family down, even he wants to, it will never be using this type of method. No matter what, Ye Xiu Ming was once his teacher, he would not be such so cold hearted to give the name of treason towards Ye Xiu Ming.
That is why, it will be best if he were to discuss it properly with her.
With this intention in mind, Ji Wu Jiu reached Kun Ning Palace.
Facing a candle light, Ye Zhen Zhen was sitting while holding her chin with her hands in a daze, her eyes were rather bright, but her face was full of worries.
Ji Wu Jiu did not allow anyone to announce his arrival. Upon seeing Ye Zhen Zhen looking like that, his heart softened, walking towards her he held her shoulders down, and said “Zhen Zhen, we should stop fighting”
Ye Zhen Zhen raised her eyes, and coldly looked at him “Your majesty, you are very cunning”
Not understanding why, he sat opposite her and asked “Empress, kindly explain?”
“Su Jie Yu was awarded death by you right?”
“She decided herself, both you and me understood this point well. If she does not commit suicide, the entire Su Family would definitely be implicated”
“So, it meant that she killed herself due to the crime? That means this case should come to an end soon, when will you sentence Kang Cheng Lu?” Ye Zhen Zhen asked eagerly.
JI Wu Jiu looked down for a while and answered “The truth cannot be exposed now, and Kang Cheng Lu also won’t die yet”
“That is right, the time to use him has not arrived” Ye Zhen Zhen sarcastically said.
Taking a deep breath Ji Wu Jiu, while telling himself that he must remain calm, he said “you think too much, I do not plan to use Kang Cheng Lu for anything, it is just that this is a very complicated plan, Su Jie Yu was also used by others. That a.s.sa.s.sin’s sword has poison, very deadly. He really wanted to kill me” He stopped at this point and took a look at Ye Zhen Zhen, and saw that her face was full of disbelief. Not sure why but in his heart the fire in heart can no longer be suppressed and was leaking out.
Ye Zhen Zhen scoffed “Then, someone taking an edict to enter the jail, and tried to lure Kang Cheng Lu by promising to protect his life, and in exchange to make him say that the mastermind is Lu and Ye family, what do you think of this matter then, your majesty?”
Ji Wu Jiu felt that he was really going to erupt soon, his hands were curled into a tight fist, and because he was using a lot of strength, his fists are starting to shiver, he gritted his teeth and said “I will only ask you one thing. I was nearly killed by an a.s.sa.s.sin, did you even feel a tiny bit of worry over me?”
“I will also only ask you this, this time what would it take for you to not harm Lu and Ye Family?”
Ji Wu Jiu suddenly laughed. His laughter was quiet, and his face was cold and bitter, with a hint of mockery. He stood up and slowly walked up to Ye Zhen Zhen, looked down and smiled towards her, but in his eyes there was no hint of smile at all, only eyes that were filled anger and ruthlessness.
“As long as you please me comfortably, who you want me to release, I will release, how about that?”
Ye Zhen Zhen looked at him with widened eyes, her first reaction was uncertainty, then she understood, after that she got a little angry.
Ji Wu Jiu almost immediately regretted what he said. His remaining rationality told him, he should not have said that, and he should not hope for her answer as well.
Between him and her, it should not be this way.
But, his rationality did not remain for long… Ye Zhen Zhen stood up, her hands holding his shoulders, she tip toe-ed and kissed him.
The expression that Ji Wu Jiu was trying his best to withhold collapsed at this very moment. In his brain, it seems that there was a strong wind blowing, a wind that blew away all his sense, and was only left with a man’s most natural reaction. One of his hands locked her head’s position, and another hand has wrapped around her waist, forcing her to stick to his body.
Ye Zhen Zhen does not know how to kiss, so she only pressed her lips on this his, her thick and long eye lashes was shivering.
JI Wu Jiu’s lips were slowly taking her lips in, slowly and tantalizingly tasting them. Ye Zhen Zhen does not know what reaction she should make, and could only let him do all the work. But after a few tries of trying to get his tongue to enter her mouth, he was blocked by a set of teeth that were clenching hard. So, Ji Wu Jiu can only hold her chin and forcefully open her mouth to make her accept him. His plan worked, his strong tongue entered her mouth quickly.
Tasty.. too tasty, it was hundreds and thousand of times better when comparing to what he imagined, comparing to what he dreamt of.
He himself unsure of what is going on, but he used a lot of strength and using his tongue he thoroughly swept through her mouth making Ye Zhen Zhen a little pained and numb.
In her heart, a feeling of disgust was creeping out again. But this time she was not worried, since she didn’t eat much today, even if she were to vomit, nothing much will come out.
Because her mouth was blocked, Ye Zhen Zhen was slowly losing oxygen. Ji Wu Jiu’s breath was heavy, and his and her breath were released on to each other, both mixed up thoroughly, very hard to differentiate, almost seems to be combined together, and to never separate.
Ji Wu Jiu has never experienced this typed of kiss before, almost like a fight, trying to fully obtain the other, and swallow them whole.
Only with a kiss has made his brother grew. He felt that there was two soft object rubbing against his chest, he carried Ye Zhen Zhen up, and proceeded to the bed.
When Ye Zhen Zhen was laid on to the bed, she has already completed her self-counselling session. To do this type of thing in between a married couple, it is really normal, it is just that whenever she is treated this way by Ji Wu Jiu, she will feel like vomiting, that is why she didn’t like it. But now, since there is no way of avoiding it, then all she can do now is to accept it, although her stomach is really uncomfortable now, but it can be considered much better than to be tortured already.
When Ji Wu Jiu was undressing Ye Zhen Zhen, his fingers were shaking, his heartbeat speed increases, his breath even heavier.
He has been wanting this person for too long, until he has a feeling of it not being real at this very moment.
She is mine, she really is mine now.
However, at the same time, another voice seems to appear in his brain:
Stop now, stop, If you don’t stop now, you will definitely regret it.
—–How is it possible to stop now!
Ji Wu Jiu lays himself on top of Ye Zhen Zhen, kisses her cheeks, eyebrows, eyes, and finally stopping at her ears, to nibble her earlobes.
He thinks to himself; he needs to be more gentle, be more gentle towards Ye Zhen Zhen.
Though, Ye Zhen Zhen’s body is stiff, and not giving any reaction or reply.
He looked up, and saw on her face, the expression of disgust, her face was very painful to him, it hurt his heart.
Ji Wu Jiu turned Ye Zhen Zhen’s body to the side, and then he went behind her and lay sideways as well.
This way, he won’t be seeing her expression.
When Ji Wu Jiu entered Ye Zhen Zhen’s body, he subconsciously let out a sigh of satisfaction, though in his heart, there was a growing feeling of sadness.
Ye Zhen Zhen’s body was straight, burrowing her heads but not moving.
This round of love making, was only one sided.
This thought almost made Ji Wu Jiu crazy. In his heart he hates this situation very much, tortured even. However, his body…. was enjoying it very much. Countless emotions and feelings were coming up, almost tearing him apart into two. One who was very much enjoying Ye Zhen Zhen’s warmth and another was looking at them calmly, smiling, with a look of pity and coldness.
“Zhen Zhen, Zhen Zhen…” Ji Wu Jiu called her name, with a husked voice.
Ye Zhen Zhen did not answer him.
“Zhen Zhen look at me, Zhen Zhen”
Ye Zhen Zhen still did not look up, still decided not to move.
Ji Wu Jiu can only continue to call her name, again and again, until the tone changes.
Ye Zhen Zhen still did not answer.
When he finished, Ji Wu Jiu held on to Ye Zhen Zhen, his whole body relieved, his chin lightly brushing against her shoulders, taking in deep breaths. He turned Ye Zhen Zhen’s body around, wanting to kiss her.
Then, what he saw was a face full of tear stains.
Ji Wu Jiu got fl.u.s.tered, feeling as though someone took a piece of his heart out, it was very painful. He simpley took a blanket corner and helped her wipe her tears, “Zhen Zhen…”
“I bid farewell to you, your majesty” Ye Zhen Zhen closed her eyes, and turned her face away, in her voice there was a strong nasal sound.
Ji Wu Jiu saw that she has made up her mind, and was afraid that she will be angry and disgusted with him. Holding on to the pain in his chest, he got down from the bed. Standing in front of the bed now, he saw that her face was not a blushing red that was supposed to be there after… but instead a pale white. He covered her with a blanket and said “then… I will leave first, tomorrow I will come and visit you”
With her eyes closed, Ye Zhen Zhen did not reply.
When he left Kun Ning Palace, it was already late into the night, outside it has started to snow. The entire palace was quiet, with only the lanterns were lit, looking like eyes of ghosts. The snow has piled up into a thick layer, noises can be heard when movements are made.
Walking towards Jiao Tai Hall, Ji Wu Jiu stopped.
JI Wu Jiu looked up at Jiao Tai Hall, suddenly his body fall back, his whole body now laying on top of a pile of snow.
“Your Majesty!” Feng You De put down his lantern anxiously, and wanted to help Ji Wu Jiu up, but was stopped by a gesture made by Ji Wu Jiu.
“You go on ahead, I want to be alone”
Although Feng You De is a little worried, but he still can’t go against the emperor’s orders. So he left the lantern with Ji Wu Jiu and went back to Gan Qing Palace first.
Ji Wu Jiu was laying on the snow, with some snow starting to enter his clothes via his collar. The back of his neck is very cold now. Although there was no moon, but with the layer of white surrounding him, it was not really dark. With his eyes wide opened, he continued to lay there.
He starts to think about the building behind him, thinking about the person inside that building. Thinking about her body .., thinking about her body scent, thinking about how disgusted she looked.
As well as her face full of tears.
He lifted his arms and covered his face, turned sideways and curled up his body.
Zhen Zhen, Zhen Zhen.
The energy in his body seems to be draining away, almost like something important to him is going further away from him.
He does not understand.
He finally obtained her, but somehow to him it was more like losing her.
Note: There… finally the consummation of their marriage for real… but not how many would have wanted or expected it to be.. .it was really hard to translate these scenes…. Hmm .. >.