Before? When had she had any dealings with the I.F?
"I"ve come to talk to you in confidence, about your brother."
It"s not just me, then, she thought. They have Peter. Or is this something new? Has he done something crazy? I thought he stopped doing crazy things.
"Valentine, you seem frightened. There"s no need to be. Please, sit down. I a.s.sure you that your brother is well. He has more than fulfilled our expectations."
And now, with a great inward gush of relief, she realized that it was Ender they had come about. Ender. It wasn"t punishment at all, it was little Ender, who had disappeared so long ago, who was no part of Peter"s plots now. You were the lucky one, Ender. You got away before Peter could trap you into his conspiracy.
"How do you feel about your brother, Valentine?"
"Ender?"
"Of course."
"How can I feel about him? I haven"t seen him or heard from him since I was eight."
"Dr. Lineberry, will you excuse us?"
Lineberry was annoyed.
"On second thought, Dr. Lineberry, I think Valentine and I will have a much more productive conversation if we walk outside. Away from the recording devices that your a.s.sistant princ.i.p.al has placed in this room."
It was the first time Valentine had seen Dr. Lineberry speechless. Colonel Graff lifted a picture out from the wall and peeled a sound-sensitive membrane from the wall, along with its small broadcast unit. "Cheap," said Graff, "but effective. I thought you knew."
Lineberry took the device and sat down heavily at her desk. Graff led Valentine outside.
They walked out into the football field. The soldiers followed at a discreet distance: they split up and formed a large circle, to guard them from the widest possible perimeter.
"Valentine, we need your help for Ender."
"What kind of help?"
"We aren"t even sure of that. We need you to help us figure out how you can help us."
"Well, what"s wrong?"
"That"s part of the problem. We don"t know."
Valentine couldn"t help but laugh. "I haven"t seen him in three years! You"ve got him up there with you all the time!"
"Valentine, it costs more money than your father will make in his lifetime for me to fly to Earth and back to the Battle School again. I don"t commute casually."
"The king had a dream," said Valentine, "but he forgot what it was, so he told his wise men to interpret the dream or they"d die. Only Daniel could interpret it, because he was a prophet."
"You read the Bible?"
"We"re doing cla.s.sics this year in advanced English. I"m not a prophet."
"I wish I could tell you everything about Ender"s situation. But it would take hours, maybe days, and afterward I"d have to put you in protective confinement because so much of it is strictly confidential. So let"s see what we can do with limited information. There"s a game that our students play with the computer." And he told her about the End of the World and the closed room and the picture of Peter in the mirror.
"It"s the computer that puts the picture there, not Ender. Why not ask the computer?"
"The computer doesn"t know."
"I"m supposed to know?"
"This is the second time since Ender"s been with us that he"s taken this game to a dead end. To a game that seems to have no solution.".
"Did he solve the first one?"
"Eventually."
"Then give him time, he"ll probably solve this one."
"I"m not sure. Valentine, your brother is a very unhappy little boy."
"Why?"
"I don"t know."
"You don"t know much, do you?"
Valentine thought for a moment that the man might get angry. Instead, though, he decided to laugh. "No, not much. Valentine, why would Ender keep seeing your brother Peter in the mirror?"
"He shouldn"t. It"s stupid."
"Why is it stupid?"
"Because if there"s ever anybody who was the opposite of Ender, it"s Peter."
"How?"
Valentine could not think of a way to answer that wasn"t dangerous. Too much questioning about Peter could lead to real trouble. Valentine knew enough about the world to know that no one would take Peter"s plans for world domination seriously, as a danger to existing governments. But they might well decide he was insane and needed treatment for his megalomania.
"You"re preparing to lie to me," Graff said.
"I"m preparing not to talk to you anymore," Valentine answered.
"And you"re afraid. Why are you afraid?"
"I don"t like questions about my family. Just leave my family out of this."
"Valentine, I"m trying to leave your family out of this. I"m coming to you so I don"t have to start a battery of tests on Peter and question your parents. I"m trying to solve this problem now, with the person Ender loves and trusts most in the world, perhaps the only person he loves and trusts at all. If we can"t solve it this way, then we"ll sequester your family and do as we like from then on. This is not a trivial matter, and I won"t just go away."
The only person Ender loves and trusts at all. She felt a deep stab of pain, of regret, of shame that now it was Peter she was close to. Peter who was the center of her life. For you, Ender, I light fires en your birthday. For Peter I help fulfill all his dreams. "I never thought you were a nice man. Not when you came to take Ender away, and not now."
"Don"t pretend to be an ignorant little girl. I saw your tests when you were little, and at the present moment there aren"t very many college professors who could keep up with you."