Now it was Carrissima"s turn to hesitate. She wished to play the game and not for the world would she attempt to belittle Bridget if Mark desired to exalt her. On the other hand any reluctance to express a candid opinion might appear suspicious in his eyes!
"Oh well," she said, "there are certain facts which can"t be disputed.
You must draw your own conclusions. Bridget lets father take her to the play; to all sorts of places; she receives him every day in the week, and he buys her presents. On the few occasions when I have seen them together," Carrissima added, "he has made himself--well, I, if it were not for my filial respect, I should say ridiculous."
"Of course," answered Mark, "it"s easy enough to believe that the colonel admires her. Any man must! All I can say is that if Lawrence has any justification I am immensely sorry."
For what? Carrissima wondered. Was he sorry for her sake, or for his own? Because Colonel Faversham was by way of winning Bridget, or because he himself had consequently lost her?
"So am I," murmured Carrissima.
"I can"t help seeing," Mark continued, "that I am responsible in a way.
If I hadn"t mentioned her name at Phoebe"s that evening I was late for dinner you would never have gone to Golfney Place, and Bridget would never have crossed Colonel Faversham"s path."
"How devoutly I wish she hadn"t," said Carrissima. "But what can anybody do? It is a day after the fair. She has the game in her hands if she cares to play it. The astonishing thing is that she has waited so long."
"I wonder," exclaimed Mark, "whether I should find her at home."
"If so she is scarcely likely to be alone. The only way to make certain of catching her without father is to go soon after breakfast or after dinner."
"I will go this evening," said Mark.
"What for?" asked Carrissima.
"You see," he answered, "I"m a bad hand at sitting still with my hands in my pockets. I suppose surgery makes one think something can always be attempted."
"Still," suggested Carrissima, with a smile, "you can scarcely dream of going to Golfney Place and asking Bridget"s intentions!"
"The Lord knows!" said Mark. "I shall see how the cat jumps. Anyhow, I am bound to have a look in."
"I shall feel curious to hear how you get along," answered Carrissima.
"And now suppose we banish the topic. Can"t we talk about something more agreeable? I am afraid I have been making my poor father a little uncomfortable at home. Mark, I am developing into a little beast."
On the contrary, he thought she had never looked more charming. It is probable that their recent separation caused him to regard Carrissima more favourably than when he used to meet her, as a matter of course, once or twice every week. He had not seen her face for longer than a month, then only once after two or three months" separation. She came upon him now as a kind of revelation, the more because of her obvious anxiety on account of Colonel Faversham. For years he had ever found her bright and equable; the best of good comrades, but this afternoon their intercourse seemed for the first time to be touched by emotion.
"Tell me about your plans for the future--if you have made any,"
Carrissima urged.
"Oh, I"m always making plans," he returned, and began to explain his intention to lookout for rooms in the neighbourhood of Harley Street--that medical bazaar.
While still at Saint Josephine"s Hospital he had made the acquaintance of Mr. Randolph Messeter, a man considerably older than himself; an eminent surgeon, who had more than once invited Mark to dinner.
Randolph Messeter frequently came to Saint Josephine"s to operate, and on such occasions Mark always administered the anaesthetic. Messeter had more than hinted that he might be able to put some work in Mark"s way, and the intention was that he should specialize as an anaesthetist, at the same time waiting for ordinary patients.
Carrissima listened with the deepest interest, knowing, however, that his resources would be taxed to the utmost for some time to come. That he would make his way before very long she did not doubt for an instant, but how convenient he would in the meantime find her own income of eight hundred pounds a year!
How willingly, too, would she place it at his service! When he rose to go away she wished that it were possible to keep him out of Bridget"s reach, because she could not fail to recollect Lawrence"s plainly expressed opinion.
Could it be possible, she wondered, after Mark had left the house, that Bridget had two strings to her bow? Was she holding Colonel Faversham on and off until Mark"s return to London? Did she intend to make a last bid for the younger man, and if he eluded her to fall back on the older one?
For this supposition, however, there was only Lawrence"s word, and for her own part Carrissima would have been sorry if the world were quite the rabbit warren which, in spite of his own remarkable domestic felicity, her brother appeared to think it.
CHAPTER X
CONFIDENCES
Mark Driver, having dined at Duffield"s Hotel, set out, with a cigar between his lips, to Golfney Place. In the Strand he hailed a taxi-cab, and his arrival obviously took Bridget completely by surprise. She had always an alluring, seductive way with her, and now, unaware of his return from Paris, she rose almost impulsively from her chair, and came to meet him with such an air of abandon that he thought for the moment she intended to fling herself incontinently into his arms.
Bridget looked peculiarly fresh and fragrant this evening in the light morning frock, which she had not troubled to change for her solitary dinner. It was almost impossible that any man of Mark"s age should not feel flattered and pleased by her satisfaction at the sight of him.
"Oh, how glad I am!" she exclaimed, holding both his hands so tightly that it would have been difficult to withdraw them if he wished. Her frock was touching his coat as she stood gazing into his face. "Such a dreadfully long time, Mark!" she continued. "I hope you are going to stay in London at last."
"Yes, all my wanderings are over," he answered.
"Do sit down," she said, releasing his hands. "I hope the room isn"t too hot. I have a fire chiefly for company"s sake, you know."
"Have you been feeling dull?" he asked, sitting down at one end of the large sofa, while she sank on to the other.
"Only during the evenings," she explained. "I sit here by myself night after night. I try to read, but gradually my thoughts wander, and I"m back at home again. Home is always the dear old house at Crowborough."
"Well now," said Mark, "what have you been doing all these weeks?"
"Oh, I--I don"t know," she answered, trifling with some tr.i.m.m.i.n.g on her dress.
"Anyhow," suggested Mark, looking round the large room, "you seem to have plenty of flowers."
They were standing in every available s.p.a.ce: in pots, in bowls, in vases; the air of the room was laden with their scent.
"They all came from Colonel Faversham," said Bridget, more soberly than usual. "Have you seen Carrissima by any chance?"
"This afternoon," returned Mark.
"Then you know she has seen me. I think she is perfectly sweet, Mark!
She came here a few days after you went away, and asked me to go to Grandison Square. She gave me leave to look her up as often as I liked. I took her at her word. Oh, I a.s.sure you I feel very much at home there." Bridget lowered her eyes, paused a moment, then raised them again to Mark"s face. "The question is," she said slowly, as if she were carefully choosing her words, "whether I shall make it my home--for good, you understand. I have been longing for you to come so that I might--that I might ask your advice."
"What about?" demanded Mark, somewhat taken aback by her outspokenness.
"Oh, how dense you must be if you can"t really guess," she said.
"I don"t think I shall try," was the answer.
"Oh well, if you make me say it! Colonel Faversham wants me to marry him. Now the murder is out, isn"t it?"
"Almost as detestable a crime!" cried Mark. "Do you mean that he has actually asked you----"
"If he hadn"t, how should I know?" she replied. "Because there"s always the chance of a slip between the cup and the lip. Besides, even such an unreticent person as myself couldn"t possibly antic.i.p.ate. I dare say you wonder that I talk to you about it, in any case; but then, you see, I have n.o.body else."
"You haven"t done anything so monstrous as to accept him?" said Mark.