Henry wasn"t sure what kind of expression his face a.s.sumed just then, but Penelope returned one of triumphant satisfaction.
"I will bring a friend along for company," she concluded, almost to herself.
"Good," his father put in, sealing all of it.
"All right." Henry tried to smile a little at both of them. He could tell that his father wanted to go on needling him about making a family of healthy Schoonmaker babies-an idea so bizarre and wrong to Henry that he couldn"t begin to mentally approach it in his current state. He knew the old man would again, but not now. Not with Penelope there, all prettily made up like any guileless, cosseted girl of their cla.s.s. Propriety was good for something after all, Henry reflected with bitter humor, as he brushed past his wife and went into the bedroom to get a few hours" proper sleep.
Six.
Carolina-
Luncheon at the Hollands"
this afternoon? Wouldn"t it be fun
if you showed up and reminded
Elizabeth how far beyond her
you"ve risen? I will come by
in the carriage at noon.
-Mrs. Henry Schoonmaker "O H, DEAR OLD SEVENTEEN," CAROLINA BROAD SIGHED, her voice dusted by an entirely disingenuous nostalgia, as Penelope Schoonmaker"s covered phaeton came to a stop on the south side of Gramercy Park.
When Penelope"s note had arrived that morning, asking her if she didn"t want to come along to a Sunday luncheon at the Hollands", her initial reaction had been a kind of panic. She had first suffered the recollection of those plain black linen dresses that she used to have to wear-not even the more dignified white-collared uniforms that the maids in the Hayeses" house wore-and of the rough treatment the skin of her hands had been dealt during her service there. But then she had looked into her closet at all the dresses and jewelry, all the shoes and gloves and smart little jackets that she had acquired as the special friend of Mr. Longhorn. And she had thought on the Hollands" poverty-which they had managed to keep secret for so long, but which had inevitably become somewhat known-and she had rea.s.sured herself that now was her time, and that the Holland women should be made to see it.
"I wonder why they want you here," she wondered aloud, realizing only after she had spoken that this question might sound cruel.
Penelope, if she had found it so, did not appear wounded. "Oh, they need me much more than I need them," she answered blithely as she checked her face in her carved ivory compact mirror. Beyond her profile, framed in the carriage window, were the trees of the park, which had become bare and leafless since Carolina had last seen them. "Surely old Mrs. Holland knows by now that I am privy to Elizabeth"s dirty little secret, and anyway, n.o.body in society likes a jilted former fiancee. It is not a coveted role. I"m mostly looking forward to how they react to seeing you here."
Carolina rested her hand on the bra.s.s-edged door of the phaeton and blinked at the house where she"d once laid her head. It seemed rather narrow to her now, and almost dour with its plain brownstone facade. The iron grille of the enclosed porch looked tacked on as an afterthought, and the windows in straight lines up and down stared obtusely at the street. The life she"d lived there felt remote to her, like an awful story she had been told once, or a nightmare she had been jolted from suddenly. She thought briefly of Will-who had been such a good, beautiful boy-and how he had made the mistake of loving high and mighty Elizabeth Holland. It was a mistake he had died for. That was a sad direction, though, and Carolina turned her thoughts back around as Penelope"s driver opened the little door and helped her down to the curb.
She took a big, greedy breath of air and looked toward Penelope, who always knew just what to do. They linked arms-a thing Penelope only did with her in public. She had to. It was their agreement to appear to be friends; that was what Penelope had traded her for the secret about Diana Holland having done unladylike things with Henry, in her own bedroom, late one December night, after his engagement with Elizabeth had ended but before his engagement with Penelope had yet begun. Then they walked up the old stone steps, Carolina"s long, gray, fur-trimmed skirt swishing against Penelope"s black accordion-pleated one.
The door swung back, and a young woman with neatly brushed-back copper hair welcomed them. The planes of her face were broad and fair, rather like Carolina"s, except that Carolina"s were darkened by a smattering of freckles even in the cold middle of February. The girl"s welcoming smile faded, and she paused dumbly in the dark and narrow foyer.
"Mrs. Henry Schoonmaker and Miss Carolina Broad." Penelope indicated how she would like to be announced as she removed a hat festooned with small black birds. "Mr. Schoonmaker is preparing for a trip and will not be able to join us. Miss Broad came in his place. She is a particular friend of mine."
Carolina, too, removed her hat, which was a rakish, top hatstyle thing, and handed it to the maid with a wink. The maid was well known to her. She was in fact her sister, Claire Broud, who loved to hear stories of beautiful people and their doings but was too good and shy to join them herself. Not so the younger Broud-now Broad, since a typo in a society column had announced her presence in elite New York and forever re-christened her. The sisters saw each other whenever possible-although it was often difficult for Carolina, what with all her new friends-and still understood each other enough that Claire was able, with a few bats of her lashes, to let her younger sibling know that she would try her best to act normal.
As Carolina stepped inside, she couldn"t help but think how meager and scuffed the rooms here were. The stairs at the end of the foyer moved straight up to the second floor without any grand, looping pretenses, and the pictures that decorated the wall on the way up were really not as fine as the ones the Hollands had had to sell last fall for ready cash. Her gaze drifted to her left, into the lesser parlor, which had not been in much use when she was last in the house, but was now populated with round tables covered in white damask and crowned with silver loving cups filled with red berrydotted branches. There was a time when she would have steamed those cloths and arranged those cups, she was thinking, when her reflections were interrupted by a fearsome and familiar voice. Both Broud sisters froze.
"Penelope," said Mrs. Holland as she entered the foyer from the back of the house. She was wearing all black, and her dark, white-streaked hair was arranged without the covering of a widow"s cap, as it had been for most of the previous year. The hostess approached the younger women and paused. If she smiled, it was only a flicker at the corner of her mouth. She drew out the interlude long enough that even Penelope seemed a little befuddled, and then she bestowed a simple, "Congratulations," on her daughter"s onetime friend. "And you are?" she asked, turning her cusped chin at the girl in gray and fur.
For a moment, all of Carolina"s nerves reverberated. Then she met Mrs. Holland"s eyes, dark as a pool in a forest, and realized that there was not even the slightest cloud of recognition. They were eyes so blank and imperious that Carolina wondered how she had ever had the courage to meet them before, and a second later she realized that she never had. Her former employer hadn"t ever so much as looked her in the face, even as she issued thousands of orders, and she did so now with such artful indifference that Carolina wondered-briefly, but nonetheless-if she had really risen from her place in the Holland house at all.
"This is Miss Carolina Broad." Penelope seemed not to have noticed or cared that a confrontation with the hostess had not materialized, and was already looking into the lesser parlor, to see who else was there. Then she added a rather cursory explanation: "She is new to the city, but already beloved."
"It is such a pleasure to be among your guests," Carolina managed to say through her disappointment. It was only after the opportunity had pa.s.sed that she realized how much she"d wanted to be recognized, that she had in fact been nursing the desire for Mrs. Holland to recognize her nascent grandeur and quaver at how far she had come.
Claire, who must have been petrified with fear during this exchange, gave her sister a warning glance and retreated toward the closet underneath the stairs laden with the two new guests" many cold-weather trappings. Penelope had now moved, along with Mrs. Holland, into the mahogany-framed entryway, where people whose every waking hour was occupied by one delightful leisure activity after another filled the room.
"You see, we have restored some of our old paintings, and done away with those pieces that really weren"t the style anymore..." Mrs. Holland was saying.
Behind her in the foyer, where the draft was most chilling, Carolina paused awkwardly. She was aware of every hair on the back of her neck, as she often was when she suffered from the condition of not knowing quite where she was supposed to be or quite how she was supposed to stand. Her sister had disappeared, and was no doubt wishing that she had been born an only child so that she could at least depend on steady employment. Already Carolina"s connection to this event had stepped into the adjacent room, leaving her behind with a suffocating need for attention and approval. She took a step forward, but faltered. Suddenly, her surroundings had stopped seeming quite so small and shabby.
"Lina."
The name was like some ill-fitting old garment that scratches the skin even as one tries to hand it down. The sound was humble and plain. It was her own name, Carolina knew, or at least the one that she had been most often called in her seventeen years. But it gave her no pleasure to hear it out loud. Instead it brought heat up into her wide cheeks, the same heat that the speaker"s very presence used to cause. She turned her eyes-now intensely green against her reddening skin-and saw Elizabeth, alive after all, and not nearly as lovely as she used to be.
"h.e.l.lo." Though she had not intended one tone over another, the sound of that single word hung in the air with certain satisfaction. The last time she had seen Elizabeth she had spilled hot tea all over her white skirt, an act that had swiftly resulted in her being let go. Her former mistress"s face was gaunt now, and that blond hair, which Carolina had once arranged, was stringy and pulled into a tight, unpretty bun. There was nothing to indicate that any of the intervening months had softened Elizabeth to the girl who had once tied her corsets.
"What are you doing here?" Elizabeth asked as she drew close. Her voice and movements lacked energy, but that did not preclude hostility, which was evident all over but especially in her darting brown eyes.
"I might ask you that very question. I thought you drowned." Carolina shifted to a c.o.c.kier stance, for all of a sudden she knew precisely how to stand. Her smart jacket, which was fitted in the waist and puffed elegantly at the shoulders, had quite obviously been made by a skilled dressmaker, and was of extravagantly expensive cloth. She leaned closer to Elizabeth and went on in a low, pointed voice: "Or was that just a story to cover up your intentions regarding a certain boy who used to work in a stable?"
Elizabeth shrank a little at that, and her eyes filmed over as though tears might follow.
"Oh, don"t." Carolina curled her upper lip back and held her former mistress"s gaze. "I once loved him too, or did you forget that while you were so busy feeling sorry for yourself?"
"He was my husband." Elizabeth"s voice wavered over the words, and when she finished speaking, she pressed her lips together firmly, as though she were trying to contain some violence of emotion.
The girl who would have felt jealous or devastated or anything by this news was gone. If Elizabeth wanted to lose control, that was her decision-Carolina was past making such mistakes. She raised her chin slightly and allowed a sense of her own prowess to radiate across her clavicles and down into her fingertips. She arched one thick eyebrow with slow purpose and allowed the standstill to lengthen a few seconds.
"I wouldn"t want that one getting out."
Elizabeth closed her eyes. "You wouldn"t tell-"
"Probably not." Carolina laughed her most insouciant laugh. "But then, I am awfully thirsty and I was under the impression that I was attending a luncheon party."
The brown eyes under Elizabeth"s fair brows opened again. She looked at Carolina with greater vulnerability than ever before, which was quite remarkable considering the two had known each other almost since birth and had been friends as little girls.
"Of course," she said in a new tone. It was the sound of weakness feigning strength, but it fooled neither party about what had just transpired. Carolina was no longer Elizabeth"s subordinate, and she had a piece of gossip on her once again. "Won"t you come in? Perhaps you would like to sit with me, at my table, where I can be sure that you are getting the best of everything?"
Carolina, who could hear the strain in Elizabeth"s voice, lifted her arm and waited for the other girl to take it before nodding her a.s.sent. "That would be perfectly lovely," she said, her blood pumping triumphantly as they walked into that festive room. It was full of well-heeled guests and brightly shining serving trays laden with rich, aromatic food, which she might once have carried in from the kitchen, but which she would now allow to be presented to her from the left so that she might take whichever portion she pleased.
Seven.
I have heard from a special source that a luncheon will be held today at the Hollands" house, and that Penelope Schoonmaker is among the guests. In society there will always be fans of low entertainment who hope for a fight between ladies, and that element has predictably been talking up some feud between Miss Elizabeth Holland and the former Miss Hayes, since both girls were at one time engaged to Mr. Schoonmaker. It seems they will be disappointed, if the ladies are meeting so cordially as all this, at the first social gathering the Hollands have hosted since the death of Mr. Edward Holland, over a year ago....
-FROM THE "GAMESOME GALLANT" COLUMN IN THE NEW YORK IMPERIAL, SUNDAY, FEBRUARY 11, 1900 D IANA HOLLAND CAME DOWN TO HER MOTHER"S luncheon a little late but fully prepared to hear all about Eleanor Wetmore"s romantic travails. She had colluded with Claire and had her place card switched so that she was sitting next to Eleanor, the better to glean information from that girl, and also conveniently so that she would not be seated too near Penelope. She wore a dress of thick cotton with a looping red and white pattern on it and a neck that rose just an inch above her clavicles; her head of curls framed her face with their natural architecture. She arrived on the first floor with a thoughtless stride, but found herself shocked still, her plum mouth opening slightly, when she saw the figure on the other side of the front door"s gla.s.s pane.
By the time conscious thought returned to her she had already crossed to the entry and placed a palm against the gla.s.s. It was as though she had been pulled there by some magnetic force. She closed her eyes, because she knew they had taken on the wide, innocent longing of a little girl"s. When she opened them again, they shone with a harder quality. Henry, however, had not gone away, and so in a few seconds she twisted the k.n.o.b.
"What are you doing here?" She kept her voice low and unfriendly, and her body partially obscured by the door.
"I believe I was invited." There was that jocular, ent.i.tled tone that had served him so well in his twenty years. He must have known it was a mistake, because he closed his dark eyes and shook his handsome head. She was surprised how handsome that face was to her now, when she looked straight into it at close range. A lot of time had pa.s.sed since she had been this near him.
"I suppose you are here to meet your wife," she quipped, almost just to distract herself from the line of his jaw. "She"s here."
"No..." Henry stopped shaking his head. A moment later he let his gaze-so tentative, so full of desire-meet Diana"s. "No."
"No what?" She relaxed her grip on the door and let it open just a few inches wider. The park was quiet behind them, the naked branches of trees reaching up hungrily toward the white sky. All of the coachmen kept their noses in their newspapers and studiously ignored the two people on the stoop.
"No, I didn"t come to see my wife." He paused and pressed his fingers to the place on his forehead just between his brows. "I wasn"t going to come at all. But then, the idea of being in the same room as you-I"m sorry. I sound like an a.s.s. I hadn"t antic.i.p.ated that I would actually be able to talk to you, like this, so close. You will probably leave any moment now and I won"t have said any of what I want to say to you and...Oh, G.o.d."
Her heart, the d.a.m.ned thing, had begun to race, and she only hoped that the rapid inflation and deflation of her chest wasn"t visible beneath her fitted bodice. She knew that she should do what Henry expected her to do and walk away. Then he could ring the bell, and Claire could show him in more formally. But instead she stepped out onto the stoop and let the door close partially behind her. "What did you want to say?"
Henry took off his hat and held it pensively between his hands. "Well, it"s like I said in my letters...." His sentences were broken, as though he were having trouble drawing breath. "Didn"t you read my letters?"
For a moment, all of Diana"s emotions had been under siege, but that was now replaced by a simple, simmering irritation. "No," she said. She began to notice the chill air. "I burned them."
Henry let out a breath and a sound approximately like "Oh." He looked at Diana for a long time, and while she recognized some great emotion in his face, she couldn"t be certain if it was sympathy for what he had done to her, or self-pity for what he himself had lost.
"Henry," she said after a while. She was trying to sound tough and impatient, but she knew that vulnerable desire to be wooed was still br.i.m.m.i.n.g in her tone. "They"ll be wondering where I am."
Henry glanced to his left, where the windows of the parlor were, and took a step closer to make sure that he was out of view. She noticed the apparatus of his throat working beneath the soft skin, which his valet had no doubt shaved an hour or two ago. "If I could just have one more minute of your time, Miss Diana."
She looked behind her, as though a whole crowd of snoops had gathered, but there was no one in the foyer. "All right," she said.
"I don"t love Penelope, I never did." For the first time during their interaction, his body was completely still. Not even his eyelids flickered. "There was never a time I really thought I would marry her, and when I did it was all to protect you."
Diana"s arms moved involuntarily over her chest. The cold was at her ears now, but she had never seen Henry"s face so sincere-she felt a little warm noting that.
"She found out about that night...in your room...and what occurred between you and me. She told me that if I didn"t marry her she would expose you. I tried to explain it all to you...." He trailed off, perhaps realizing that none of that mattered now. "You were all I thought of the whole ceremony, and ever since. Protecting you and your good name."
Diana"s good name had never seemed so useless to her. She pressed her fingertips into the rough door, and wondered if he wanted her to thank him. Many things had changed in her over a matter of minutes, but she had not begun to feel grateful.
"My letters were to explain all that to you, and to tell you how sorry I am that this is what has happened." Henry turned his hat in his hands but went on looking at Diana in a way that made her want to crawl into his arms and stay there forever. She was surprised at herself, and a little angry, for still having feelings like that. "I don"t love her, Di."
She closed her eyes and rumpled her brow. "You certainly have all New York fooled," she said, rather unconvincingly.
"I don"t even go to bed with her."
She opened her eyes then, the thick lashes fluttering back from her rich brown irises. "Never?" she whispered.
Henry shook his head and watched her. "How could I, when you"re the one I want?"
It was as though she had been pushed forward, through the breeze, on a child"s swing. Her lips parted, and a thousand thoughts clamored for articulation on her tongue. She wondered if maybe Henry would kiss her, quickly enough that n.o.body would notice, but then the moment broke.
"Diana?" a voice called from the foyer.
Her mind rushed with fear and she swallowed hard before turning to see her sister just beyond the door. "Oh, Liz. I was only..." Her eyes flickered between the man in the black frock coat and Elizabeth"s tired eyes. "Mr. Schoonmaker is here."
"Well." Elizabeth"s pale, heart-shaped face was framed by the cracked door. "We are all waiting for you. Have him come in, and take his coat, for goodness" sake."
She gave Henry a serious look, and then turned away, leaving her sister alone with him once more. A silence followed, and eventually Diana asked, "Are you coming in?"
"No..." Henry"s dark brows drew up and closer together. "I don"t think I could stand it."
She nodded.
"I am leaving Tuesday. Teddy and I are going to do some fishing. Tell them I was called away to get my luggage and plans in order, if they saw me. And if they didn"t, don"t mention my coming here at all." He paused and put his hat back on his head. "Penelope invited herself along, of course, and now she plans to invite Elizabeth. I think she wants to create the illusion that they are still friends." Henry was babbling now, saying words that implied his departure even while he stayed put. He went down a few steps, looked at his shiny dress shoes, and then back up at Diana. "Would you come?"
"Where?"
"To Florida."