Ferrers looked hard at Maltravers while he spoke. But Ernest replied coldly, and evasively, and they were now joined by a party of idlers, lounging along the lawn in expectation of the first dinner-bell.
Cleveland was in high consultation about the proper spot for a new fountain; and he summoned Maltravers to give his opinion whether it should spring from the centre of a flower-bed or beneath the drooping shade of a large willow. While this interesting discussion was going on, Ferrers drew aside his cousin, and pressing her hand affectionately, said, in a soft and tender voice:
"My dear Florence--for in such a time permit me to be familiar--I understand from Lord Saxingham, whom I met in London, that you are engaged to Maltravers. Busy as I was, I could not rest without coming hither to offer my best and most earnest wish for your happiness. I may seem a careless, I am considered a selfish, person; but my heart is warm to those who really interest it. And never did brother offer up for the welfare of a beloved sister prayers more anxious and fond, than those that poor Lumley Ferrers, breathes for Florence Lascelles."
Florence was startled and melted--the whole tone and manner of Lumley were so different from those he usually a.s.sumed. She warmly returned the pressure of his hand, and thanked him briefly, but with emotion.
"No one is great and good enough for you, Florence," continued Ferrers--"no one. But I admire your disinterested and generous choice.
Maltravers and I have not been friends lately; but I respect him, as all must. He has n.o.ble qualities, and he has great ambition. In addition to the deep and ardent love that you cannot fail to inspire, he will owe you eternal grat.i.tude. In this aristocratic country, your hand secures to him the most brilliant fortunes, the most proud career. His talents will now be measured by a very different standard. His merits will not pa.s.s through any subordinate grades, but leap at once into the highest posts; and, as he is even more proud than ambitious, how he must bless one who raises him, without effort, into positions of eminent command!"
"Oh, he does not think of such worldly advantages--he, the too pure, the too refined!" said Florence, with trembling eagerness. "He has no avarice, nothing mercenary in his nature!"
"No; there you indeed do him justice,--there is not a particle of baseness in his mind--I did not say there was. The very greatness of his aspirations, his indignant and scornful pride, lift him above the thought of your wealth, your rank,--except as means to an end."
"You mistake still," said Florence, faintly smiling, but turning pale.
"No," resumed Ferrers, not appearing to hear her, and as if pursuing his own thoughts. "I always predicted that Maltravers would make a distinguished connection in marriage. He would not permit himself to love the lowborn or the poor. His affections are in his pride as much as in his heart. He is a great creature--you have judged wisely--and may Heaven bless you!"
With these words, Ferrers left her, and Florence, when she descended to dinner, wore a moody and clouded brow. Ferrers stayed three days at the house. He was peculiarly cordial to Maltravers, and spoke little to Florence. But that little never failed to leave upon her mind a jealous and anxious irritability, to which she yielded with morbid facility. In order perfectly to understand Florence Lascelles, it must be remembered that, with all her dazzling qualities, she was not what is called a lovable person. A certain hardness in her disposition, even as a child, had prevented her winding into the hearts of those around her. Deprived of her mother"s care--having little or no intercourse with children of her own age--brought up with a starched governess, or female relations, poor and proud--she never had contracted the softness of manner which the reciprocation of household affections usually produces. With a haughty consciousness of her powers, her birth, her position, advantages always dinned into her ear, she grew up solitary, unsocial, and imperious. Her father was rather proud than fond of her--her servants did not love her--she had too little consideration for others, too little blandness and suavity to be loved by inferiors--she was too learned and too stern to find pleasure in the conversation and society of young ladies of her own age:--she had no friends. Now, having really strong affection, she felt all this, but rather with resentment than grief--she longed to be loved, but did not seek to be so--she felt as if it was her fate not to be loved--she blamed Fate, not herself.
When, with all the proud, pure, and generous candour of her nature, she avowed to Ernest her love for him, she naturally expected the most ardent and pa.s.sionate return; nothing less could content her. But the habit and experience of all the past made her eternally suspicious that she was not loved; it was wormwood and poison to her to fancy that Maltravers had ever considered her advantages of fortune, except as a bar to his pretensions and a check on his pa.s.sion. It was the same thing to her, whether it was the pettiest avarice or the loftiest aspirations that actuated her lover, if he had been actuated in his heart by any sentiment but love; and Ferrers, to whose eye her foibles were familiar, knew well how to make his praises of Ernest arouse against Ernest all her exacting jealousies and irritable doubts.
"It is strange," said he, one evening, as he was conversing with Florence, "how complete and triumphant a conquest you have effected over Ernest! Will you believe it?--he conceived a prejudice against you when he first saw you--he even said that you were made to be admired, not to be loved."
"Ha!--did he so?--true, true--he has almost said the same thing to me."
"But now how he must love you! Surely he has all the signs."
"And what are the signs, most learned Lumley?" said Florence, forcing a smile.
"Why, in the first place, you will doubtless observe that he never takes his eyes from you--with whomsoever he converses, whatever his occupation, those eyes, restless and pining, wander around for one glance from you."
Florence sighed, and looked up--at the other end of the room, her lover was conversing with Cleveland, and his eyes never wandered in search of her.
Ferrers did not seem to notice this practical contradiction of his theory, but went on.
"Then surely his whole character is changed--that brow has lost its calm majesty, that deep voice its a.s.sured and tranquil tone. Has he not become humble, and embarra.s.sed, and fretful, living only on your smile, reproachful if you look upon another--sorrowful if your lip be less smiling--a thing of doubt, and dread, and trembling agitation--slave to a shadow--no longer lord of the creation? Such is love, such is the love you should inspire, such is the love Maltravers is capable of--for I have seen him testify it to another. But," added Lumley, quickly, and as if afraid he had said too much, "Lord Saxingham is looking out for me to make up his whist-table. I go to-morrow--when shall you be in town?"
"In the course of the week," said poor Florence mechanically; and Lumley walked away.
In another moment, Maltravers, who had been more observant than he seemed, joined her where she sat.
"Dear Florence," said he, tenderly, "you look pale--I fear you are not so well this evening."
"No affectation of an interest you do not feel, pray," said Florence, with a scornful lip but swimming eyes.
"Do not feel, Florence!"
"It is the first time, at least, that you have observed whether I am well or ill. But it is no matter."
"My dear Florence,--why this tone?--how have I offended you? Has Lumley said--"
"Nothing but in your praise. Oh, be not afraid, you are one of those of whom all speak highly. But do not let me detain you here; let us join our host--you have left him alone."
Lady Florence waited for no reply, nor did Maltravers attempt to detain her. He looked pained, and when she turned round to catch a glance, that she hoped would be reproachful, he was gone. Lady Florence became nervous and uneasy, talked she knew not what, and laughed hysterically.
She, however, deceived Cleveland into the notion that she was in the best possible spirits. By and by she rose, and pa.s.sed through the suite of rooms: her heart was with Maltravers--still he was not visible. At length she entered the conservatory, and there she observed him, through the open cas.e.m.e.nts, walking slowly, with folded arms, upon the moonlit lawn. There was a short struggle in her breast between woman"s pride and woman"s love; the last conquered, and she joined him.
"Forgive me, Ernest," she said, extending her hand, "I was to blame."
Ernest kissed the fair hand, and answered touchingly:
"Florence, you have the power to wound me, be forbearing in its exercise. Heaven knows that I would not, from the vain desire of showing command over you, inflict upon you a single pang. Ah! do not fancy that in lovers" quarrels there is any sweetness that compensates the sting."
"I told you I was too exacting, Ernest. I told you you would not love me so well when you knew me better."
"And were a false prophetess. Florence, every day, every hour I love you more--better than I once thought I could."
"Then," cried this wayward girl, anxious to pain herself, "then once you did not love me?"
"Florence, I will be candid--I did not. You are now rapidly obtaining an empire over me, greater than my reason should allow. But, beware: if my love be really a possession you desire,--beware how you arm my reason against you. Florence, I am a proud man. My very consciousness of the more splendid alliances you could form renders me less humble a lover than you might find in others. I were not worthy of you if I were not tenacious of my self-respect."
"Ah!" said Florence, to whose heart these words went home, "forgive me but this once. I shall not forgive myself so soon."
And Ernest drew her to his heart, and felt that, with all her faults, a woman whom he feared he could not render as happy as her sacrifices to him deserved was becoming very dear to him. In his heart he knew that she was not formed to render him happy; but that was not his thought, his fear. Her love had rooted out all thought of self from that generous breast. His only anxiety was to requite her.
They walked along the sward, silent, thoughtful; and Florence melancholy, yet blessed.
"That serene heaven, those lovely stars," said Maltravers at last, "do they not preach to us the Philosophy of Peace? Do they not tell us how much of calm belongs to the dignity of man, and the sublime essence of the soul. Petty distractions and self-wrought cares are not congenial to our real nature; their very disturbance is a proof that they are at war with our natures. Ah, sweet Florence, let us learn from yon skies, over which, in the faith of the poets of old, brooded the wings of primaeval and serenest Love, what earthly love should be,--a thing pure as light, and peaceful as immortality, watching over the stormy world, that it shall survive, and high above the clouds and vapours that roll below.
Let little minds introduce into the holiest of affections all the bitterness and tumult of common life! Let us love as beings who will one day be inhabitants of the stars!"
CHAPTER IV.
"A slippery and subtle knave; a finder out of occasions, that has an eye can stamp and counterfeit advantages."--_Oth.e.l.lo_.
"Knavery"s plain face is never seen till used."-_-Ibid._
"You see, my dear Lumley," said Lord Saxingham, as the next day the two kinsmen were on their way to London in the earl"s chariot, "you see that at the best this marriage of Flory"s is a cursed bore."
"Why, indeed, it has its disadvantages. Maltravers is a gentleman and a man of genius; but gentlemen are plentiful, and his genius only tells against us, since he is not even of our politics."
"Exactly--my own son-in-law voting against me!"
"A practicable, reasonable man would change; not so Maltravers--and all the estates, and all the parliamentary influence, and all the wealth that ought to go with the family and with the party, go out of the family and against the party. You are quite right, my dear lord--it is a cursed bore."
"And she might have had the Duke of ------, a man with a rental of L100,000 a year. It is too ridiculous. This Maltravers, d----d disagreeable fellow, too, eh?"
"Stiff and stately--much changed for the worse of late years--grown conceited and set up."