When he heard her question, he looked at her, her gaze was filled with pain and questions and helplessness. He don"t know, what to say because he never thought about it.
After a while, he said, " Xie Ming, I am not a evil person, that I wouldn"t care if you have died. After all you"re my wife, though our relations.h.i.+p was not good but still I never treated you badly. Did I? I married you because of my grandfather and it was my problem that I cannot make myself to love you. That"s why I also tried to distance my self with you because I don"t want your hopes to get high but you always do so many things that I don"t like just to gain my attention. And our relations.h.i.+p worsened but I never hated you. And I never visited you in hospital because I know I cannot do anything, and this was the thing I hated the most. I failed to protect you as your husband. You almost died because of me, Ming thats why I wanted to divorce you so that you would hate me and live your life and not just waste your life behind someone who doesn"t love you back. I never hated you. That you must remember. "
When she heard him, she somewhat felt helpless and pain for Xie Ming and her past self Zhao Ming. Both of them loved a man that cannot loved them back. But at least, he is not as vicious as him to humiliate and hurt her like him. She cannot help, and tears started flowing from her eyes.
When he saw her tears and crying without even making sound, looking terrible his heart ache . He wanted to say something, but she interuppted saying, " I am sorry if I have bothered you before. As I don"t remember anything now, I can only say this. But even If I don"t remember, I won"t sorry for loving you because it"s not something to be sorry about. I am sorry because blinded by my love, I"ve bothered you and forced you to love me back. I know my behavior in the past is not good and I do so many bad things, though I don"t remember but YU mei told me everything. Liwei I cannot change the past, but I can promise that I will not bother you anymore and these six months I will not do anything that will embarra.s.s you."
When he heard her, his expressions stiffened. "does she mean she don"t love me now?" he also glared at YU mei for telling her all this. But when he heard her, he realized she was also feeling bad for her earlier rude and bratty behaviour. He felt her helplessness, not remembering anything and listening these things about herself, makes her feel guilty.
After memory loss, he started looking at her with different view and doesn"t find her much bothersome. His heart started to soften up.
Suddenly his emotions overpowered his senses when he saw her tears, he stood up from sofa and walked towards her side and startled she looked at him. Both of their gazes met, he looked in her eyes which were filled with tears and pain. He bent and kissed her lips, startled with his actions she started struggling but later stopped her struggle and somehow she also got ahead with her emotions.
In her past life she never think about any man about him but what will she get, hatred, pain, humiliation. And because of this, she also thought that Liwei is same because Ming also loved him, but he didn"t care. But when she heard everything from Yu mei about her past behaviour, that " she tried to drug him to sleep with him but he caught her and started hating her from then. She would behave rudely with servants and always show off her position as Young Mistress of Jin Family. She always spent his money like water but he never say anything to her. He just stay away from her. In actual sense, she loved his power more than him." when he told her, his honest feelings, she can"t get her to hate him anymore, she also felt bad for Ming who had died. But nothing else, because its not his fault. He never hurt her. He just cannot love her. You can"t force love.
Indulge in her emotions, she unknowingly wrapped her arms around his neck and he also bent down more and slow kiss became pa.s.sionate and they were both almost laying on the couch. He licked and bite her lips, she moaned and his pa.s.sion ignited and his tongue found his was, he swirled his tongue inside her mouth. He locked her tongue with his and she let out a moan. Both of their lips were in sync and they forgot about their surroundings. By seeing this scene, all the servants went inside immediately. They know now its better to give them privacy.
When Liwei, broke their kiss to give her time to catch her breath, both were panting and at this time she looks much beautiful as her cheeks became red from shyness.
When she met his gaze, she suddenly realised their posture. It was a scandalous position. She retracted his hands and stand up and ran upstairs to her room. He was surprised with her actions and and found her "cute". He wanted to go for another kiss but she ran away like a scared rabbit. He chuckled. Previously she always finds chances to get him to bed but now he wanted to do it, and she"s running away. He thought to himself, ". "I don"t know what is this feeling but I think it"s not a bad feeling" he thought to himself while touching his lips with his fingers. "Her lips were so soft and sweet."