It happened that Bishop Vincent, pa.s.sing by with Miss Kimball, stopped for a few minutes at the head of one of the aisles to listen to the last hymn, and he was still there when the young people poured out upon the upper walk. Miss Kimball recognized the Ethels and called them to her.
"Here are two little acquaintances of mine, Bishop," she said; "I know they want to speak to you and shake hands with you."
Ethel Brown looked frankly into the benign face above her and made a prompt answer to the question, "Is this your first summer at Chautauqua?" But Ethel Blue was overcome with the embarra.s.sment that seemed to be growing upon her lately, and hardly raised her eyes. Yet as Miss Kimball turned to go on and Ethel Brown walked away beside her Ethel Blue found herself saying desperately in a small voice,
"Bishop, would you tell me something? I must--I want to know something."
"Come and sit down here and tell me what it is," answered the kind and genial tones that could make the huge Amphitheatre ring or could comfort a child with equal effect.
Drawing her to a seat a little way down the sloping aisle the Bishop and the young girl sat down.
"Now what is it?" he asked softly.
Again shyness seized Ethel and made her speechless. She looked desperately after Ethel Brown, unconscious that the others were not following. Ethel Blue turned cold at her own audacity; but she had delayed the Bishop in his afternoon walk and she must tell him what was on her mind.
"Do you think," she stammered, "do you think that a coward can ever become brave?"
"I do," answered the Bishop promptly and simply. "A coward is afraid for two reasons; first, he doesn"t control his imagination, and his imagination plays him tricks and makes him think that if such or such a thing happens to him he will suffer terribly; and secondly, he doesn"t control his will. His will ought to stand up to his imagination and say, "You may be right and you may be wrong, but even if you"re right I can bear whatever comes. Pain may come, but I can bear it. Trouble may come, but I can bear it." Do you understand?"
Ethel"s face was beginning to light up.
"You see," the Bishop went on, "G.o.d has given everybody the power to bear suffering and trouble. You may be perfectly sure that if suffering and trouble come to you you will be given strength to meet them. And G.o.d has given us something else; He has given us the power to avoid much pain and suffering."
"Oh, how?"
"One way is always to expect joy instead of pain. When you are looking for joy you find joy and when you are looking for pain you find pain. I rather think that you have been looking for pain recently."
Ethel hung her head.
"I was a coward at the fire at our house, and I"m so ashamed it doesn"t seem to me I can ever see my father again. He"s a soldier and I know he"d be mortified to death."
"He might be sorry; I don"t believe he"d be mortified," said the Bishop, and somehow the half-agreement soothed Ethel. "They say that when soldiers go into battle for the first time they often are so frightened that they are nauseated. I dare say your father has seen cases like that among his own men, so he would understand that a sudden shock or surprise may bring about behavior that comes from nervousness and not from real fear. I rather think that that was what was the matter in your case."
Ethel drew a sigh of exquisite relief.
"Do you remember my two reasons for cowardice? I should think it was quite possible that in the sudden excitement of the fire your imagination worked too hard. You saw yourself smothered by the smoke or roasted in the flames. Didn"t you?"
"I didn"t really think it; I felt it," Ethel nodded.
"And you didn"t stop to say to yourself: "I"m going to do all I can to help and I"m going to be careful, but if anything does happen to me I"ll be able to bear it.""
"No, I didn"t think that; I just thought how it would hurt. And Ethel Brown saved d.i.c.ky and wasn"t afraid at all."
"She didn"t let her imagination run away with her."
"I was so ashamed when she was doing splendid things and I couldn"t move."
"It was too bad, but you"ll have another chance, I"ve no doubt. You know the same Opportunity never comes twice but another one takes its place."
"I can"t face Father unless it does."
"One thing you mustn"t do," declared the Bishop firmly; "you mustn"t think about this all the time. That isn"t making your will control your imagination; it"s doing just the opposite; it"s letting your imagination run away with you."
Ethel looked rebuked.
"Now I want to tell you one more thing. I told you one way to avoid pain and suffering--by not expecting it. The best way of all is to do everything that comes into your life just as you think G.o.d would like to have you do it. If you work with G.o.d in that way G.o.d"s peace comes to you. Have I preached too hard a sermon?" he asked as they rose to go.
"You think about it and come and ask me anything else you want to. Will you?"
Ethel Blue nodded. She did not seem to have voice enough to trust herself to speak. Then she thrust her hand suddenly into the strong, gentle hand of the good man who had talked to her so kindly, gave it a big squeeze and ran away.
The Bishop looked after her.
"It was too hard a test for a nervous child; but she"ll have her chance--bless her," and then he slowly walked around the edge of the Amphitheatre and rejoined his companion on the other side. Ethel Brown had just taken leave of her and was running after Ethel Blue as she dashed down the hill.
"I hope she won"t catch my little friend," observed the Bishop. "She needs to sit and look at the lake for half an hour."
The address on the Holy Land given in Palestine Park in the afternoon was one of the most interesting things that Chautauqua had offered to them, Helen and Roger thought. Palestine Park, they had discovered early in their stay, was a model of Palestine on a scale of one and three-quarters feet to the mile. It lay along the sh.o.r.e of the lake, which played the part of the Mediterranean. Hills and valleys, mountains and streams, were correctly placed and little concrete cities dotted about in the gra.s.s brought Bible names into relation to each other in a way not possible on the ordinary map of the school geography.
"I"d like to study my Sunday School lesson right here on the spot,"
Helen had said when she first went over the ground and traced the Jordan from its rise through the Sea of Galilee into the Dead Sea, where, on week days, children sailed their boats and fished with pins for non-existent whales.
Now Helen and Roger stood with the throng that gathered and understood as they never had before the location of tribes and the movements of armies. Most living to them seemed the recital of the life of Christ as the speaker traced His movements from the "little town of Bethlehem" to Calvary.
The later activities of this Sunday again divided the Morton family.
Mrs. Morton and Roger nodded to Dorothy at the Organ Interlude at four o"clock. Grandfather and Grandmother sat through the C.L.S.C. Vesper Service at five in the Hall of Philosophy, the westering sun gleaming softly through the branches of the oaks in St. Paul"s Grove in which the temple stood. After supper came the Lakeside Service and Helen and Roger stood together in the open and sang heartily from the same book and as they gazed out over the water were thankful that their father was safe in his vessel even though he was far from them and on waters where the sun set more glowingly. Mrs. Morton stayed at home in the evening to keep watch over d.i.c.ky but all the rest went to the Song Service, joining in the soft hymn that rose in the darkness before the lights were turned on, and listening with delight to the music of the soloists and the choir.
It was after they were all gathered again at the cottage that there came one of those talks that bind families together. It was quiet Ethel Blue who began it.
"Bishop Vincent told me to-day that if you didn"t think that things--bad things--were going to happen to you they were less likely to come," she said.
"Bishop Vincent told you!" exclaimed Roger. "What do you mean?"
"She had a long talk with him after the Junior Service," explained Ethel Brown. "I walked on with Miss Kimball."
"What I want to say is this," continued Ethel Blue patiently after Roger"s curiosity had been satisfied; "it seems to me that you"re less likely to be afraid that bad things are going to happen to you if you keep doing things for other people all the time."
"It"s never wise to think about yourself all the time," agreed Mrs.
Morton.
"The Bishop said that if you let your imagination run loose it might give you uncomfortable thoughts and make you afraid. If you"re working for other people and inventing pleasant things to do to make them happy your imagination won"t be hurting yourself."
"Our little Ethel Blue is becoming quite a chatterbox," commented Roger, giving her hair a tweak as she sat on the steps beside him.
"Hush, Roger. I wish you had half as much sense," said Helen smartly.
"Anything more, Ethel?"
"Yes. I wish we had a club, just us youngsters, a club that would keep us doing things for other people all the time. Don"t you think it would be fun?"
"H"m, h"m," began Roger, but a gentle nudge from Helen stopped him.