"d.a.m.ned meddlesome young dog!" cried Old Tom, quite in a rage.
"There--you"re up in a twinkling," said Andrew. "Don"t you see he believed it, you stupid Old Tom? Lord! to hear him say how sorry he was, and to see how glad he looked at the chance of serving us!"
"Serving us!" Tom sneered.
"Ha!" went Andrew. "Yes. There. You"re a deuced deal prouder than fifty peers. You"re an upside-down old despot!"
No sharper retort rising to Old Tom"s lips, he permitted his brother"s abuse of him to pa.s.s, declaring that bandying words was not his business, he not being a Parliament man.
"How about the Major, Nan? He coming down, too?"
"Major!" cried Andrew. "Lucky if he keeps his commission. Coming down?
No. He"s off to the Continent."
"Find plenty of scamps there to keep him company," added Tom. "So he"s broke--eh? ha! ha!"
"Tom," said Andrew, seriously, "I"ll tell you all about it, if you "ll swear not to split on me, because it would really upset poor Harry so. She "d think me such a beastly hypocrite, I couldn"t face her afterwards."
"Lose what pluck you have--eh?" Tom jerked out his hand, and bade his brother continue.
Compelled to trust in him without a promise, Andrew said: "Well, then, after we"d arranged it, I went back to Harry, and begged her to have poor Van at the house told her what I hoped you"d do for him about getting him into the Brewery. She"s very kind, Tom, "pon my honour she is. She was willing, only--"
"Only--eh?"
"Well, she was so afraid it"d hurt her sisters to see him there."
Old Tom saw he was in for excellent fun, and wouldn"t spoil it for the world.
"Yes, Nan?"
"So I went to Caroline. She was easy enough; and she went to the Countess."
"Well, and she--?"
"She was willing, too, till Lady Jocelyn came and took Miss Bonner home to Beckley, and because Evan had written to my lady to fetch her, the Countess--she was angry. That was all. Because of that, you know. But yet she agreed. But when Miss Bonner had gone, it turned out that the Major was the obstacle. They were all willing enough to have Evan there, but the Major refused. I didn"t hear him. I wasn"t going to ask him. I mayn"t be a match for three women, but man to man, eh, Tom? You"d back me there? So Harry said the Major "d make Caroline miserable, if his wishes were disrespected. By George, I wish I"d know, then. Don"t you think it odd, Tom, now? There"s a Duke of Belfield the fellow had hooked into his Company; and--through Evan I heard--the Duke had his name struck off. After that, the Major swore at the Duke once or twice, and said Caroline wasn"t to go out with him. Suddenly, he insists that she shall go. Days the poor thing kept crying! One day, he makes her go. She hasn"t the spirit of my Harry or the Countess. By good luck, Van, who was hunting ferns for some friends of his, met them on Sunday in Richmond Park, and Van took her away from the Duke. But, Tom, think of Van seeing a fellow watching her wherever she went, and hearing the Duke"s coachman tell that fellow he had orders to drive his master and a lady hard on to the sea that night. I don"t believe it--it wasn"t Caroline! But what do you think of our finding out that beast of a spy to be in the Major"s pay? We did. Van put a constable on his track; we found him out, and he confessed it. A fact, Tom! That decided me. If it was only to get rid of a brute, I determined I "d do it, and I did.
Strike came to me to get my name for a bill that night. "Gad, he looked blanker than his bill when he heard of us two bankrupt. I showed him one or two doc.u.ments I"d got ready. Says he: "Never mind; it"ll only be a couple of hundred more in the schedule." Stop, Tom! he"s got some of our blood. I don"t think he meant it. He is hard pushed. Well, I gave him a twentier, and he was off the next night. You "ll soon see all about the Company in the papers."
At the conclusion of Andrew"s recital, Old Tom thrummed and looked on the floor under a heavy frown. His mouth worked dubiously, and, from moment to moment, he plucked at his waistcoat and pulled it down, throwing back his head and glaring.
"I "ve knocked that fellow over once," he said. "Wish he hadn"t got up again."
Andrew nodded.
"One good thing, Nan. He never boasted of our connection. Much obliged to him."
"Yes," said Andrew, who was gladly watching Old Tom"s change of mood with a quiescent aspect.
"Um!--must keep it quiet from his poor old mother."
Andrew again affirmatived his senior"s remarks. That his treatment of Old Tom was sound, he presently had proof of. The latter stood up, and after sniffing in an injured way for about a minute, launched out his right leg, and vociferated that he would like to have it in his power to kick all the villains out of the world: a modest demand Andrew at once chimed in with; adding that, were such a faculty extended to him, he would not object to lose the leg that could benefit mankind so infinitely, and consented to its following them. Then, Old Tom, who was of a practical turn, meditated, swung his foot, and gave one grim kick at the imaginary bundle of villains, discharged them headlong straight into s.p.a.ce. Andrew, naturally imitative, and seeing that he had now to kick them flying, attempted to excel Old Tom in the vigour of his delivery. No wonder that the efforts of both were heating: they were engaged in the task of ridding the globe of the larger half of its inhabitants. Tom perceived Andrew"s useless emulation, and with a sound translated by "yack," sent his leg out a long way. Not to be outdone, Andrew immediately, with a still louder "yack," committed himself to an effort so violent that the alternative between his leg coming off, or his being taken off his leg, was propounded by nature, and decided by the laws of gravity in a trice. Joyful grunts were emitted by Old Tom at the sight of Andrew prostrate, rubbing his pate. But Mrs. Sockley, to whom the noise of Andrew"s fall had suggested awful fears of a fratricidal conflict upstairs, hurried forthwith to announce to them that the sovereign remedy for human ills, the promoter of concord, the healer of feuds, the central point of man"s destiny in the flesh--Dinner, was awaiting them.
To the dinner they marched.
Of this great festival be it simply told that the supply was copious and of good quality--much too good and copious for a bankrupt host: that Evan and Mr. John Raikes were formally introduced to Old Tom before the repast commenced, and welcomed some three minutes after he had decided the flavour of his first gla.s.s; that Mr. Raikes in due time preferred his pet.i.tion for release from a dreadful engagement, and furnished vast amus.e.m.e.nt to the company under Old Tom"s hand, until, by chance, he quoted a sc.r.a.p of Latin, at which the brothers Cogglesby, who would have faced peers and princes without being disconcerted, or performing mental genuflexions, shut their mouths and looked injured, unhappy, and in the presence of a superior: Mr. Raikes not being the man to spare them.
Moreover, a surprise was afforded to Evan. Andrew stated to Old Tom that the hospitality of Main Street, Lymport,--was open to him. Strange to say, Old Tom accepted it on the spot, observing, "You"re master of the house--can do what you like, if you "re man enough," and adding that he thanked him, and would come in a day or two. The case of Mr. Raikes was still left uncertain, for as the bottle circulated, he exhibited such a faculty for apt, but to the brothers, totally incomprehensible quotation, that they fled from him without leaving him time to remember what special calamity was on his mind, or whether this earth was other than an abode conceived in great jollity for his life-long entertainment.
CHAPTER XLII. JULIANA
The sick night-light burned steadily in Juliana"s chamber. On a couch, beside her bed, Caroline lay sleeping, tired with a long watch. Two sentences had been pa.s.sed on Juliana: one on her heart: one on her body: "Thou art not loved"; and, "Thou must die." The frail pa.s.sion of her struggle against her destiny was over with her. Quiet as that quiet which Nature was taking her to, her body reposed. Calm as the solitary night-light before her open eyes, her spirit was wasting away. "If I am not loved, then let me die!" In such a sense she bowed to her fate.
At an hour like this, watching the round of light on the ceiling, with its narrowing inner rings, a sufferer from whom pain has fled looks back to the sh.o.r.es she is leaving, and would be well with them who walk there. It is false to imagine that schemers and workers in the dark are dest.i.tute of the saving gift of conscience. They have it, and it is perhaps made livelier in them than with easy people; and therefore, they are imperatively spurred to hoodwink it. Hence, their self-delusion is deep and endures. They march to their object, and gaining or losing it, the voice that calls to them is the voice of a blind creature, whom any answer, provided that the answer is ready, will silence. And at an hour like this, when finally they s.n.a.t.c.h their minute of sight on the threshold of black night, their souls may compare with yonder shining circle on the ceiling, which, as the light below gasps for air, contracts, and extends but to mingle with the darkness. They would be n.o.bler, better, boundlessly good to all;--to those who have injured them to those whom they have injured. Alas! for any definite deed the limit of their circle is immoveable, and they must act within it. The trick they have played themselves imprisons them. Beyond it, they cease to be.
Lying in this utter stillness, Juliana thought of Rose; of her beloved by Evan. The fever that had left her blood, had left it stagnant, and her thoughts were quite emotionless. She looked faintly on a far picture. She saw Rose blooming with pleasures in Elburne House, sliding as a boat borne by the river"s tide to sea, away from her living joy.
The breast of Rose was lucid to her, and in that hour of insight she had clear knowledge of her cousin"s heart; how it scoffed at its base love, and unwittingly betrayed the power on her still, by clinging to the world and what it would give her to fill the void; how externally the lake was untroubled, and a mirror to the pa.s.sing day; and how within there pressed a flood against an iron dam. Evan, too, she saw. The Countess was right in her judgement of Juliana"s love. Juliana looked very little to his qualities. She loved him when she thought him guilty, which made her conceive that her love was of a diviner cast than Rose was capable of. Guilt did not spoil his beauty to her; his gentleness and glowing manhood were unchanged; and when she knew him as he was, the revelation of his high nature simply confirmed her impression of his physical perfections. She had done him a wrong; at her death news would come to him, and it might be that he would bless her name. Because she sighed no longer for those dear lips and strong arms to close about her tremulous frame, it seemed to her that she had quite surrendered him.
Generous to Evan, she would be just to Rose. Beneath her pillow she found pencil and paper, and with difficulty, scarce seeing her letters in the brown light, she began to trace lines of farewell to Rose. Her conscience dictated to her thus, "Tell Rose that she was too ready to accept his guilt; and that in this as in all things, she acted with the precipitation of her character. Tell her that you always trusted, and that now you know him innocent. Give her the proofs you have. Show that he did it to shield his intriguing sister. Tell her that you write this only to make her just to him. End with a prayer that Rose may be happy."
Ere Juliana had finished one sentence, she resigned the pencil. Was it not much, even at the gates of death, to be the instrument to send Rose into his arms? The picture swayed before her, helping her weakness.
She found herself dreaming that he had kissed her once. Dorothy, she remembered, had danced up to her one day, to relate what the maids of the house said of the gentleman--(at whom, it is known, they look with the licence of cats toward kings); and Dorothy"s fresh careless mouth had told how one observant maid, amorously minded, proclaimed of Evan, to a companion of her s.e.x, that, "he was the only gentleman who gave you an idea of how he would look when he was kissing you." Juliana cherished that vision likewise. Young ladies are not supposed to do so, if menial maids are; but Juliana did cherish it, and it possessed her fancy. Bear in your recollection that she was not a healthy person. Diseased little heroines may be made attractive, and are now popular; but strip off the cleverly woven robe which is fashioned to cover them, and you will find them in certain matters bearing a resemblance to menial maids.
While the thoughts of his kiss lasted, she could do nothing; but lay with her two hands out on the bed, and her eyelids closed. Then waking, she took the pencil again. It would not move: her bloodless fingers fell from it.
"If they do not meet, and he never marries, I may claim him in the next world," she mused.
But conscience continued uneasy. She turned her wrist and trailed a letter from beneath the pillow. It was from Mrs. Shorne. Juliana knew the contents. She raised it unopened as high as her faltering hands permitted, and read like one whose shut eyes read syllables of fire on the darkness.
"Rose has at last definitely engaged herself to Ferdinand, you will be glad to hear, and we may now treat her as a woman."
Having absorbed these words, Juliana"s hand found strength to write, with little difficulty, what she had to say to Rose. She conceived it to be neither sublime nor generous: not even good; merely her peculiar duty. When it was done, she gave a long, low sigh of relief.
Caroline whispered, "Dearest child, are you awake?"
"Yes," she answered.
"Sorrowful, dear?"
"Very quiet."
Caroline reached her hand over to her, and felt the paper. "What is this?"
"My good-bye to Rose. I want it folded now."
Caroline slipped from the couch to fulfil her wish. She enclosed the pencilled sc.r.a.p of paper, sealed it, and asked, "Is that right?"
"Now unlock my desk," Juliana uttered, feebly. "Put it beside a letter addressed to a law-gentleman. Post both the morning I am gone."