He put the phone down. The girl came back into the room. "I hope I didn"t cramp your style," she said.
"Not at all," he said.
"You look happier than before the call," the girl said.
"Do I? I wasn"t aware of it."
"Do you always answer the phone that way?"
"What way?"
"Craig speaking."
He thought for a moment. "I suppose so. Why?"
"It sounds so-inst.i.tutional," the girl said. "Don"t your friends object?"
"If they do," he said, "they don"t tell me about it."
"I hate inst.i.tutions," she said. "If I had to work in an office, I"d-" She shrugged and sat down in the chair at the breakfast table. "How do you like what you"ve read so far?"
"Early in my career I resolved never to make a judgment on unfinished work," he said.
"Do you still want to go on reading?"
"Yes," he said.
"I"ll be still as the starry night." She slumped in the chair, leaning back, crossing her legs. Her sandalled feet were actually clean, he noticed. He remembered how many times over the years he had ordered his daughters to sit up straight. They still didn"t sit up straight. The nonerect generation. He picked up the yellow pages that he had put down when he answered the telephone and began reading again.
"At the time of this interview," he read, "Craig received McK in the living room of his hundred-dollar-a-day suite in the Hotel Carlton, the pinkish gingerbread headquarters for the VIPs of the Cannes Film Festival. He is a tall, slim, slow-moving, bony man with thick graying hair worn long and carelessly brushed back from a forehead deeply ridged by wrinkles. His eyes are a cold pale gray, deeply set in their sockets. He is forty-eight now, and he looks it. His glance is hooded, the eyelids characteristically almost half-shut. One gets the impression of a sentinel scanning the field below him through an aperture in a fortress wall. His voice, from which not all traces of his native New York have disappeared, is slow and husky. His manner is old-fashioned, distant, polite. His style of dress, in this town of peac.o.c.k adornment for men and women alike, is conservative. He might be a Harvard professor of literature on a summer holiday in Maine. He is not handsome. The lines of his face are too flat and hard for that and his mouth too thin and disciplined. In Cannes, where a number of the a.s.sembled notables had either worked for him or with him and where he was greeted warmly at every appearance, he seemed to have many acquaintances and no friends. On two of his first three evenings at the festival he dined alone. On each occasion he drank three martinis before and a full bottle of wine with his meal, with no noticeable effect."
Craig shook his head and put the yellow pages down on the bookcase near the window. There were still three or four that he hadn"t read.
"What"s the matter?" the girl asked. She had been watching him closely. He had been conscious of her stare through the dark gla.s.ses and had carefully remained expressionless while he read. "You find a bubu?"
"No," he said. "I find the character unsympathetic."
"Read on," the girl said. "He improves." She stood up, slouching. "I"ll leave it with you. I know what a strain it is reading something with the author watching you."
"Better take this stuff with you." Craig gestured toward the small pile of pages. "I am a notorious loser of ma.n.u.scripts."
"Not to worry," the girl said. "I have a carbon."
The phone rang again. He picked it up. "Craig speaking," he said. Then he looked across at the girl and wished he hadn"t said it.
"My boy," the voice said.
"h.e.l.lo, Murph," he said. "Where are you?"
"London."
"How is it there?"
"Expiring," Murphy said. "Inside of six months they"ll be turning the studios into feeding lots for Black Angus bulls. How"s it down there?"
"Cold and windy."
"It"s got to be better than here," Murphy said. As usual, he spoke so loudly that everybody in the room could hear him. "We"re changing our plans. We"re flying down tonight instead of next week. We"re booked in at the Hotel du Cap. Can you have lunch with us tomorrow there?"
"Of course."
"Perfect," Murphy said. "Sonia says give him my love."
"Give her my love," Craig said.
"Don"t tell anyone I"m coming," Murphy said. "I want a few days rest. I don"t want to have to run into Cannes to talk to spitballing Italians three times a day."
"Your secret is safe with me," Craig said.
"I"ll call the hotel," Murphy said, "and tell them to put the wine on ice."
"I was thinking of going on the wagon today," Craig said.
"Not on my time, my boy," Murphy said. "See you tomorrow."
"Tomorrow," Craig said, and hung up.
"I couldn"t help overhearing," the girl said. "That was your agent, wasn"t it? Bryan Murphy?"
"How do you know so much?" Craig asked. His tone was sharper than he intended it to be.
"Everybody knows who Bryan Murphy is," the girl said. "Do you think he"d talk to me?"
"You"ll have to ask him yourself, Miss," Craig said. "I"m not his agent, he"s mine."
"I imagine he will. He"s talked to everybody else," she said. "Anyway, there"s no rush. We"ll see how things work out. It"d be nice if I could listen in on you two talking for an hour or two. In fact, the best way to do the whole job," she went on, "would be to let me hang around with you for a few days. An admiring silent presence. You can introduce me as your niece or your secretary or your mistress. I"d put on a dress. I have a wonderful memory, and I won"t embarra.s.s you by taking notes. I"ll just watch and listen."
"Please don"t be so insistent, Miss McKinnon," Craig said. "I had a bad night."
"All right, I won"t bother you anymore this morning," she said. "I"ll just flee and let you read the rest of what I wrote about you and let you think it over." She slung her bag over her shoulder. Her movements were brusque, not girlish. She was not slouching now. "I"ll be around. Everywhere. Wherever you turn, you"ll see Gail McKinnon. Thanks for the coffee. Don"t bother to see me out."
Before he could protest any further, she was gone.
HE paced slowly around the room. Its appearance displeased him. It was a room for frivolous transients whose only decision each morning would be whether or not to go swimming and what restaurant to choose for lunch. He tapped in the top of the Scotch bottle and put the bottle away in a cabinet, then picked up his clothes and the sweating half-filled whisky gla.s.s. He took it all into the bedroom, dumped the clothes on the bed in which he had slept. The sheets and blankets were tangled. Uneasy sleeper. The second bed was neatly turned down. Whatever lady the maid had prepared it for had slept elsewhere. It made the room seem lonely. He went into the bathroom and emptied the whisky gla.s.s into the basin and rinsed it. The counterfeit of order.
He returned to the living room and carried the little folding table with the breakfast tray out into the hall. He locked the door behind him as he went back into the apartment.
There was an untidy pile of brochures and advertising throwaways for various films on the desk. He swept them all into the wastebasket. Other people"s hopes, lies, talents, greed.
The letters he had tossed on the table lay next to Miss McKinnon"s ma.n.u.script. He decided on the letters. Finally, they would have to be read and answered, anyway. He tore open the letter from his accountant. First things first. That primal concern-the income tax.
"Dear Jesse," his accountant wrote, "I"m afraid the 1966 audit is going to be a tough one. The agent on your case has been in and out of the office five times, and he"s a b.a.s.t.a.r.d. I"m writing this from my home myself, on my own typewriter, so there won"t be a copy, and I advise you to burn it when you"ve read it.
"As you know, we"ve had to waive the three-year limit of review on your 1966 return; 1966 was the last time you made any real money, and Bryan Murphy set up this deal with a European company because you shot most of the picture in France and the deal looked good to everybody because it seemed that the money your company borrowed against potential profits would be treated as capital gains rather than ordinary income. Well, the IRS is challenging the basis of the deal, and this agent is a real bloodhound.
"Also-and this is for your eyes only-this particular agent looks like a crook to me. He as much as intimated to me that if you did business with him, he"d O.K. the return as filed. For a price. He intimated that eight thousand dollars would do it.
"Now you know that I never touch anything like that. I know, too, that you"ve never gone in for any such shenanigans, either. But I felt that you had to know what the score was. If you want to do anything about it, you"d better come out here soonest and talk to the b.a.s.t.a.r.d himself. And don"t tell me what you say to him.
"We could go to court and almost certainly win, as the deal is on the up and up and should stand scrutiny in any court of law. But I have to warn you that the legal costs would probably run you about $100,000. And considering who you are and your reputation, the papers would have a field day with a tax-avoidance case in which you were involved.
"I think we can settle with the b.a.s.t.a.r.d for between sixty and seventy-five thousand. My advice is to settle and get a job quick and make it up in a year or two.
"When you answer this, send your letter to my home address. I"ve got a big office, and you never know whom you can trust there. Aside from the fact that the Government is not averse to opening mail these days. Best regards, Lester."
Make it up in a year or two, Craig thought. It must have been sunny in California.
He tore the letter into small pieces and threw them into the wastebasket. Burning it, as the accountant had suggested, would have been too melodramatic. And he doubted that the Internal Revenue Service went as far as bribing the chambermaids of the Cte d"Azur to piece together the shreds of letters they found in wastebaskets.
Patriot, veteran, law-abider, taxpayer, he refused to think about how his sixty or seventy thousand dollars would be spent by Mr. Nixon, by the Pentagon, by the FBI, by Congress. There was a limit to the amount of moral agony a man could be expected to inflict upon himself when he was, theoretically at least, on holiday. Maybe I ought to let Gail McKinnon read my mail, he thought. The readers of Playboy would be fascinated. Diaghilev at the mercy of a postage stamp.
He reached for the letter from his lawyer, then thought better of it. He picked up the batch of yellow sheets, weighed them, held them indecisively over the waste-basket. He shuffled through the pages at random. He is forty-eight now and looks it, he read. What does a forty-eight-year-old man look like to a twenty-two-year-old girl? Ruins. The walls of Pompeii. The trenches of Verdun. Hiroshima.
He sat down at the desk, started reading from where he had left off when the girl had gone out of the room. See yourself as the world sees you.
"He does not seem like a self-indulgent man," he read, "and according to all reports he does not indulge in others.
"Because of this, in some quarters he has a reputation for ruthlessness. He has made many enemies, and among his former collaborators there are some who speak of what they call his disloyalty. In support of this it is cited that only once has he ever done more than one play by the same author and unlike other producers has never developed a favorite roster of actors. It must be admitted that when his last two films failed, for a total loss that is estimated at more than eight million dollars, there was little sympathy shown him in the movie colony."
The b.i.t.c.h, he thought, where did she get that? Unlike most other journalists who had interviewed him and who had rarely read anything more about him than they had gleaned from studio publicity handouts, the girl had arrived well prepared. Malevolently well prepared. He skipped two pages, dropping them on the floor, and read on.
"It is common knowledge that at least on one occasion he was offered the top position at one of the most prestigious studios in the industry. It is said he turned the offer down in a brief telegram: "Have already deserted sinking ship. Craig."
"His behavior might be explained by the fact that he is a rich man, or should be a rich man if he has handled the money he has earned in a responsible manner. A director he has worked with has put it differently. "He"s just a contrary son of a b.i.t.c.h," is the way the director explained it. The actress Monica Browning has been quoted in an interview as saying, "There is no mystery there. Jesse Craig is a simple, charming, homemade megalomaniac.""
I need something to drink, he thought. He looked at his watch. It was ten twenty-five. So, it"s only ten twenty-five, he thought. He got the bottle and went into the bathroom and poured a slug of whisky and ran a little water into the gla.s.s from the tap. He took a sip and carried the gla.s.s with him back into the living room.
Gla.s.s in hand, he continued reading. "Twice Craig has been invited to serve as a member of the jury in Cannes. Twice he refused the invitation. When it became known that he had made reservations for the entire festival this year, many eyebrows were raised. For five years, after the failure of his last film, he has kept away from Hollywood and was only intermittently seen in New York. He has kept his office open but has announced no new projects. He seems to have taken to wandering restlessly for good parts of the recent years around the Continent. The reasons for his retreat are obscure. Disgust? Disillusionment? Weariness? A feeling that his work was done and the time had come to enjoy its fruits in peace in places where he had neither friends nor enemies? Or was it a failure of nerve? Is the visitor to Cannes a spent man on a nostalgic voyage to a place where he can be reminded at every turn of his earlier vigor? Or is it the sallying forth of a man who has regrouped his forces and is intent once more on conquest?
"Does Jesse Craig, in his hundred-dollar-a-day suite overlooking the Mediterranean know the answers himself?"
The typing stopped in the middle of the page. He put the pages face down on the bookcase, sipped once more from his drink. Christ, he thought, twenty-two years old.
He went out on the balcony. The sun had come out, although the wind was as strong as ever. n.o.body was swimming. The fat lady had disappeared. Having her hair done or drifted out to sea. Down below, on the terrace, there was already a sprinkling of customers around the tables. He saw the careless brown hair of Gail McKinnon, the oversized sweat shirt, the blue jeans. She was reading a newspaper, a bottle of Coca-Cola in front of her.
While he was watching, a man came up to her table and sat down across from her. She put away her newspaper. Craig was too high up to hear what she was saying.
"I saw him," she was saying to the man. "He"ll bite. I"ve got the old b.a.s.t.a.r.d."
HE took a seat. The auditorium was filling rapidly. It was a young crowd, long-haired bearded boys with Indian bands around their heads and their accompanying barefooted girls dressed in fringed leather blouses and long multicolored skirts. They would have been at home in Constance"s office. The movie that morning was going to be Woodstock, the American doc.u.mentary about a rock festival, and the devotees, appropriately clad for revolt, had taken over the town. Craig wondered how they all would dress when they were his age. When he was their age, he had been happy just to shed his uniform and get into a gray suit.
He put on his gla.s.ses and spread his copy of Nice-Matin. He had awakened late, and since the movie was three and a half hours long, it had been scheduled to start at nine in the morning, and he hadn"t had time for breakfast or the paper in the hotel.
In the warm, dull pinkish light he glanced at the front page of the newspaper. Four students had been shot and killed by the National Guard in Kent, Ohio. Murder continued, as usual, along the Suez Ca.n.a.l. The situation in Cambodia was confused. A French naval missile had gotten out of control and turned inland and burst near Lavandou, some miles along the coast, destroying several villas. The mayors of the adjacent towns were protesting, pointing out, reasonably enough, that this military waywardness was detrimental to le tourisme. A French movie director explained, in an interview, why he would never submit a film of his to the Festival.
Somebody said, "Pardon," and Craig stood up, still trying to read his newspaper. There was a rustle of a long skirt as somebody slid past him and sank into the seat beside him. He was conscious of a light scent of soap that was somehow childish.
"Welcome to the morning," the girl said.
He recognized the dark gla.s.ses masking most of the face. The girl"s head was wrapped in a figured silk scarf. He was sorry that he hadn"t taken the time to shave.
"Isn"t it wonderful," the girl said, "how we are constantly thrown together?"
"Wonderful," he said. The voice, as well as the costume, was different today. Softer, without pressure.
"I was there last night, too," she said.
"I didn"t see you."
"That"s what they all say." The girl looked down at her program. "Were you ever tempted to do a doc.u.mentary?"
"Like everybody else."
"People say this one is wild."
"Which people?"
"Just people." She let the program drop to the floor. "Did you cast an eye on the stuff I sent over?"
"I didn"t even have time to order breakfast," he said.
"I like movies at nine in the morning," she said. "There"s something perverse in it. It"s in a big manila envelope. Further reflections on Jesse Craig. Cast an eye when you have time." She began to applaud. A tall young man with a beard was standing at the bottom of the aisle in front of the stage holding up his hand for silence. "That"s the director," she confided.
"Do you know anything else he"s done?"
"No." She applauded vigorously. "I"m a director buff."
The director was wearing a black armband, and he began his speech by inviting the members of the audience to do the same as a sign of mourning for the four students who had been killed at Kent State. In his final sentence he said that he was dedicating his film to their memory.
Although Craig did not doubt the young man"s sincerity, the speech and the somber decoration made him vaguely uncomfortable. In another place, perhaps, he would have been touched. He certainly was as saddened by the death of the four youths as anybody there. After all, he himself had two children of his own who might be brought down in a similar ma.s.sacre. But he was in an auditorium that was gilded and luxurious, seated among an audience that was festive and there to be amused. He could not rid himself of the feeling that the whole thing smacked of showmanship, not grief.
"Are you going to wear black?" the girl asked him, whispering.
"I don"t think so."
"Nor I," she said. "I don"t dignify death." She sat up, straight and alert, enjoying herself. He tried to pretend he didn"t know she was sitting beside him.
As the house lights went down and the film began, Craig made a conscious effort to rid himself of all preconceptions. He knew that his distaste for beards and long hair was foolish and arose only because he had grown to manhood at a different time, accustomed to different styles. The manner of dress of the young people around him was at worst merely unsanitary. Fashions in clothes came and went, and a single glance at an old family alb.u.m sufficed to show how ridiculous once thoroughly conservative garb could seem to later eyes. His father had worn plus fours on a holiday at the beach. He still remembered the photograph.