Translator: Re
Editor: Mims
(36)
When the male G.o.d came home with a tired face, I stared at his suit that had been straight in the morning but is now a little wrinkled.
"I wanted to wave at you from the walkway, how come I didn"t see you.”
I was startled for a moment.
I jumped out of the wooden chair and flew to the male G.o.d on tiptoes. Hugging his waist and burying my head against him, I said in a m.u.f.fled voice, “BOSS, I really really like you!”
The male G.o.d laughed in a low voice, his chest vibrated, and he patted my back.
“I also like Kang Yan.”
I held onto him, reluctant to let go, then put my hands on his shoulders.
It took all of my courage to place a kiss on those two soft lips.
“… It is this kind of like.”
I licked my lips.
Male G.o.d, you secretly stole my melon flavored gum and chewed it at work, didn"t you?!
“In fact, didn"t you already take back the company?”
Not wanting to face him, I pretended to look at the scenery outside the window.
The glowing evening sky was dyed an orange red as birds soared into the distance.They gradually turned into countless small black dots.
“You may also feel that the matter of liking a man is awkward… that"s why I have to go – wu!!!!!!”
My eyes became round.
My lips were sealed…
…… Tongue!!
One hand used strength to press on the back of my head, another hand covered my eyes. It was overbearing, not leaving any room.
The rough breathing, the burning touch, it invaded and swept through every corner of my mouth.
My throat unconsciously made a weak “wuwu” sound.
So itchy, so thirsty, so strange.
I was forced to lean stiffly against the cold wall.
When he finally released me, the male G.o.d gently wiped away the traces left behind on my lips.
With our foreheads touching, he smiled very happily, his eyes bright.
“I also like you in this way, Kang Yan.”
(37)
Holding my knees while on the long wooden bench, I shakily took the hot tea that the male G.o.d offered me.
I, received, a, huge, shock, just, now…
I took a small sip, my eyes shifting left and right, just not looking at the male G.o.d who was staring at me.
The male G.o.d pinched my nose, then cleared his throat.
“Because your dad said that you hate him, I thought you felt disgusted towards this kind of thing…”
Thinking about it carefully, I clearly came out to Dad… I dare to come out of the closet to the world but didn"t come out to the male G.o.d?!
The male G.o.d moved closer to me, I shrank back and weakly said, “Then why did you want to recognize me as a younger brother?”
After being silent for a long time, BOSS softly replied, “I planned to keep you by my side for a lifetime.”
“If I can"t be your lover, then being a family member that takes care of you and looks after you is also good.”
The rising moon was both big and bright, reflecting clearly in the male G.o.d"s dark eyes.
I don"t understand.
I really truly don"t understand.
“Why do you like me… I am a man ah.”
I was always afraid to force myself, afraid that if I use too much strength, I will wake up from this dream.
There is one person, I liked him for four years.
At the age of 27, four years only accounts for one-seventh of my life.
Like how the world is all yin and yang, black and white, female and male.
Mother has been instilling in me since young, “You are a man, find a woman to spend a lifetime, don"t be like your dad. You must find a woman, find a woman…”
I often hear the elderly say, "Between lovers it is best to have complementary personalities otherwise the coming days will be difficult."
So during those four years, I inadvertently searched for all of his qualities, using every reason to convince myself that there was still a chance.
He is very serious, I am more humorous. He is taller than average, I am shorter than him. He prefers simple and plain objects, I tend to like colorful and fancy things. He likes sweet, I love sour.
Why is it that if it"s two men, it won"t work out?
I thought countless times, if it was an ordinary man and woman, it probably would have been very simple.
If I had long hair, red lips, and a short skirt when I asked BOSS if he fell in love with me, he would be able to answer without any hesitation, “Yes ah, Xiao Yan.”
Was it on that day when I was drunk and was carried on his back?
What he said to me was, “Of course I like you ah, then of course I have to dote on you.”
With red eyes, I turned my head.
“BOSS… why do I have to like a man.”
(38)
The male G.o.d reached around me and put my head on his shoulder.
I habitually put my feet on top of his trousers, moving them restlessly.
“I know ah, Xiaoyan.”
“You worked every night alongside me just to chase after me when I leave. There is a lot that I know.”
“Including at that vegetable stall where you said that I am a flower of Gaoling.”
Here, BOSS smiled helplessly.
“On the road you would hide in so many shadows. As I was walking along… halfway through, I just wanted to pull you, this fool, to walk together with me.”
“It doesn"t matter if you are a man or a woman.”
“You said you didn"t plan on staying so I thought I might as well keep it from you. I tied you to me in the name of my brother, I won"t let you escape.”
“Xiao Yan… why is it so hard to believe?”
The night was cold, I drew near him again.
His warmth and smell was just like before, pa.s.sing from my nose to my heart.
“Because… I never thought you would go down this path.”
Too difficult to walk, too rugged, too long. Even if I waited foolishly at its end from start to finish, I never expected him to come to me.
“But, I see it as a miracle.”
I blinked, "Eh……?”
“You like me, I like you, don"t you think it"s a miracle?”
A miracle.
And the most beautiful fairy tale I have ever experienced in my life.
(39)
In the night, the two of us quietly lie in bed.
I am holding his arm, unable to calm down for a long time.
“Hey, BOSS, I still intend to go to the temple as a monk after I confess to you.”
The male G.o.d laughed.
“Then why aren"t you leaving?”
“…”
Because I always felt… I always felt that… it will definitely *break the jar.
[破罐子破摔 – develop in a worse direction]
In case, in case, in case BOSS really does like me a little. If I don"t tell him anything and he chases after me up the mountain and across rivers, how bitter it would be ah.
I gave a small yawn, my eyes narrowed, my mood calming down.
“Then wouldn"t we be traveling a long distance?"
The male G.o.d was laying on his side. Holding me in his arms, he rested his chin on my head.
“It"s only because I have traveled a long way that I can see more scenery ah.”
…… En.
“The road ahead may be difficult.”
He paused, his tone was serious,”Kang Yan, are you willing to accompany me, by my side and enjoy the scenery?”
I didn"t want to answer so I nodded.
But……
“BOSS, I didn"t notice before but you speak words of love very well!”
“…”
I used both hands to push him away slightly.
Under the soft silver light, the male G.o.d licked his lips, the tips of his ears suffused with a little red.
I covered my face and turned my back towards BOSS so that I didn"t have to see him.
After being hugged and kissed, I am also red-faced and embarra.s.sed!
Sleepiness. .h.i.ts.
In my drowsiness, something warm pressed against my back and a pair of arms tightened around my waist.
His low, soft voice drifts in the air as he whispers.
“Good night, baby.”
(40)
One month later.
The company changed blood. The strong woman Qiong Jie led a group of small rookies to surround me at my desk and asked,”Kang Yan, why can you stay at BOSS"s side for four years?”
Why do I feel that this situation has happened before?
With a heavy and profound expression, I said to the confused new workforce, “Because I don"t covet the BOSS"s beauty ah.”
Everyone, “…”
BOSS, that is, my male G.o.d slowly stepped out from his office behind me, patted my head, and said to everyone, “Because he is BOSS" furen.”
“…”
After work, I hooked my finger at the male G.o.d by the company entrance.
“BOSS BOSS, let"s hurry home before it starts to rain ba."
BOSS smiled and said, “Alright.”
No matter what hardships are along the way, we have each other and will walk side by side.
This is probably the most beautiful thing in the world.
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Re: Gosh I love this ending TvT it"s so beautiful and kind of takes you back to the beginning. Also, just one more chapter (the extra from BOSS" POV) and ESITH will officially be finished!
MadMadamMims: TT this was so cute n short, I want more!