Publishedat 16th of May 2019 10:33:16 AMChapter 33
Zhen Xiu arrived home and went to take a nap for the time being . All the frustrations and emotional outbreak really made her tired . She wanted to sleep it all away .
[Master please listen to me first . Give me a chance to explain myself]
Zhen Xiu remained silent . Although she was not feeling good and want to avoid Zoru still she relented . Everyone deserves a second chance and it was not his fault that her life was this ugly . He was just merely trying to save both of us if I look at my condition now .
(Okay, tell me, everything this time . It will save both of us from my weird outbreaks . )
[Master, I know that you think that you are all alone but I am here for you . You don"t need to feel bad about anything . I know it was my fault that I have never told you the truth from the start . At that time when my previous master used your power she was already in a weak state but due to her unstable emotions, she tried to attack you without thinking about the consequences . But it didn"t stop there because when you were in your deep sleep she contacted me and told me that she is sorry for all the things she did . She wanted to make her Mom happy . I didn"t realize at that time that these were her last words . ]
(What do you mean by her last words? I remember you said that I have to go back to stabilize my soul but before you told me that she is going to replenish my soul by using her because of the backlash . Is this related to her last time contacting you?)
[Yes, at that time I didn"t notice this problem so I thought she was guilty and left her alone . But after two days I realized that her little conscious power was dying slowly and it was connecting to your spiritual power . It was nouris.h.i.+ng your unstable soul . ]
(So, you mean to say that I don"t have to go back now since her last power is completing my soul . We are really going to combine . )
[Yes, she did this because of her insane attack to apologize to you . She felt that Lu Jian have some feelings for you so she decided on her own that she will help you by stabilizing your soul and you both will technically become one person . You will be able to live your life and she will also have Lu Jian . For her love she has even sacrificed herself to become a medicine for you . ]
Zhen Xiu was speechless after this reveal . She really has no words left .
Who really was Zhen Xiu?
A stupid, selfish and foolish girl or a brave, innocent and courageous girl, she must be very strong . Who can give their life force to another just because of love?
(Zoru what she did for love is something I can"t do ever . )
[You can . I know you think her last wish was silly but she was just like that silly little girl who wanted to be accepted by her family . The difference is one wanted her husband and the other one wanted her family . Zoru knows that you have faced many difficulties in your life and I am not saying that what my previous master did was all right but everyone has their own desire . So, zoru just wanted you to respect that and as for treating you as my master, it was from my heart . It has nothing to do with others . ]
(I am sorry . I was only thinking about myself and never thought about you . )
Zhen Xiu sincerely apologized .
I am really sorry Xiu . If you can hear me then I really want to make it up to you . I know it must have been difficult for you to choose this but I have no right to judge you . Let"s start afresh from now on . If you can be this selfless for your love then I can also be selfless to complete your wish .
Lu Jian will apologize for everything he did to you albeit unintentionally . I will not allow it .
You will get both love and apology that you deserve from him .
From now on we are same . I will live your life as my life . I was taking this lightly but from now on I will ensure that our lives will be beautiful and full of happiness .
[It is not your fault, to begin with . You don"t need to feel sorry . ]
[Master do I still need to go back in close door cultivation . ]
(Hmp! What are you asking me for? You never listen to me . Do what you want to do and don"t irritate me too much . )
[Really then I will be with you . ]
(No, you should go and stabilize yourself . I don"t need your help now . I have my own medicine now but you don"t have it . So, I would suggest you should go to close door cultivation . )
[But . . ]
(No ifs and buts just follow my commands stinky boy)
[Master…]
(I am tired now . Let me sleep . Go cry somewhere else . )