Zhen Xiu knew that her taking this kind of approach was different to what Zoru suggested but she wanted to deal with the upcoming problems on her and by even depending on Lu Jian.This is because then he will understand the troubles she had to face because of his family and fans.
He will be more attached to her. Their feelings will be stronger than ever.
(That is the thing Zhen Xiu wanted from Lu Jian. The respect and love she deserved being Lu Jian"s wife.)
She somewhat understood the original sentimental thoughts during her last breathe.
[Master, for the first time you are ever praising her.]
(It is because during her last time she actually understood what true love was that"s why she had this stupid wish to be acknowledged. Sometimes we don"t understand the things in our entire life but when we are at the end of this life we realize the importance. So, I won"t disrespect her.)
She was angry at her because she tried to inflict pain on her when she was following her own wishes but after again a.n.a.lyzing everything she understood her a bit more.
Zoru was silent.
(What? Aren"t you happy that I am accepting her? I know I was a bit harsh on you.)
Zhen Xiu knew that it was the truth the other girl was indeed her other half of the soul. So the person who had harmed her were all her enemies too and before she sought them out she will not advance with Lu Jian in any way.
[You were just acting now.] Zoru asked shocked.
(No, you are too d.a.m.n stupid. This is my personality. I know she was me and I am her but we both had different personalities. Just because I am behaving this way doesn"t exactly means I love him.)
[But Lu Jian he is in love with you.]
(How do you know? It is not love, not yet. Besides I think it is an imaginary thing what people like is the freshness, the feeling of being cared for and obviously the desire. There is nothing that is love. It is just a way of expressing yourself.)
[I don"t think so.]
(That is your feelings then, my little boy. After all, human beings are not like you with a pure heart.)
Zoru blushed to hear the compliment. (Sweet boy, in my life, although it was short you are the first person who had cared about me and behaved like a normal person without any expectations. I care about you more than anyone here. So, understand me first before thinking about anyone else that is the thing I ask from you.)
Zhen Xiu was dressed in her office attire looking absolutely hot. Her white skirt and simple peach s.h.i.+rt made her stand out different.
Lu Jian was not happy that his wife will be ogled by many other men in the office.
"You should wear something else."
"Darling this is my body and I choose how to dress. Keep your jealousy at the bay." She raised her eyes at him.
Lu Jian knew that he would hear her say something like this but whenever he thinks about other men having thoughts about his wife his heart doesn"t feel good.
All the feelings were giving him a roller coaster ride. Every new emotion that he is feeling because his wife is extreme that he can"t help but think about the time when he had not felt anything about her.
Zhen Xiu knew that Lu Jian was disappointed but this is the right choice to change him for the better.
"You are just too beautiful."
"Thank you, Lu Jian. You are not too bad yourself."
"Call me Jian."
Zhen Xiu again raised her eyes at him. The intimacy she shared with him in these four days was more than the original had ever got to experience.
"Jian give me some time more to be really okay with you. We need a slow building relations.h.i.+p that will last not the whirlwind type of. So, if we need to start over we need to give us time."
Lu Jian knew that he has to give her time but it is becoming difficult for him to maintain his indifferent att.i.tude. But he will not force her.
"Sure, whatever you want."
Zhen Xiu smiled. She knew it was difficult for him too to give her time but this is the best option.
Zoru who was observing them realized that if his previous master was little as sensible as her she would not have faced her early demise.
Jiang Wui was waiting for Lu Jian as they usually leave together but every time he was late to arrive but this time Lu Jian was late.
"He must be tired after all the exercising."
But as soon as he saw who was coming behind him he was shocked. Zhen Xiu was also behind him in office attire.
What is this change? Just after one night.
"Hey Zhen Xiu where are you going?" he asked cheekily.
"Office." Lu Jian answered.
The entire way inside the car Jiang Wui was treated like a third wheel.
"Why aren"t you telling me anything? Am I not your brother? Zhen Xiu, why are you behaving like your sn.o.b friend? She is rubbing on you too much." Jiang Wui muttered.
"She is not a sn.o.b."
"Ha, I knew it you are just like her. Lu Jian your taste is quite heavy." Jiang Wui muttered.
"You are still childish. I am his new secretary." Zhen Xiu told him. "I am replacing your position."
"You sure dream a lot."