(d.a.m.n right, it will be because we have to wreak havoc in the life of all those evildoers. I will try to find a way to resurrect her back.)[I know you think that I don"t care about you but it"s not like that as I said earlier that you both are a part of one coin. You are her and she is you. All the things that happened whether good or bad were because of circ.u.mstances. It really doesn"t matter. Think about your future and just so that you will believe me I will let you know that you will not be able to resurrect her back because of the backlash. Don"t think about anything else because from now on you are her. It is your life. Her family is yours, her husband is yours and everything related to her is yours. Now smile because it suits you the best.]
Zoru tried cheering her up because he really didn"t like her being so disheartened. Although Zhen Xiu was still not over from her outbreak she still stopped her tears from running out. After this, she went inside the bathroom to wash her face and once again she became a proper sophisticated lady. She was as fresh as flowers after her touch-ups.
(Hey! I am telling you it was nothin. Forget about it.)
[Yeah! I know all the runny noses and those yuck tears were of an ugly duckling not of this pretty lady.]
(Now you know how to b.u.t.ter me up. Well, I don"t blame your master for behaving like the way she did because it was her choice. She wanted to be a love-struck fool so what can we do? It is not that she has control over her heart. I don"t blame her. It was just all the wrong choices. Let"s start our cleaning mission. I will teach all the maniacs here a good lesson.)
Zoru was sad as he saw her trying to suppress her emotions and only talking to him like some other person that belongs to someone else. She even referred him and his previous master together but unlike her shameless behavior to claim him as hers was not there. It was like she has accepted she is all alone and just required to do her job here. This is all wrong. He is missing her shameless behavior. This mature woman is somewhat different from her earlier naïve self.
[Master would you like to talk about your next plan.] Zoru asked quietly.
(Umm, no it"s ok. I will try to understand her from my memories. You don"t have to worry. I think you should try to recover your strength by going inside close door cultivation. Use the s.p.a.ce for something good and don"t sit idle.)
[But master how you will cooperate alone here when…]
Zhen Xiu cut his line in between and sternly told him. (Don"t call me master. You can call me Yun, it was my fighting nickname. I was not given the t.i.tle Zhen so they used to call me Yun Xiu. I hope you will call me by this name only from now on.)
[But mas..]
(I said don"t call me that I was never a master and I will never be. I had faced many troubles and have always lived with animals and in solitude so don"t irritate me. I had experienced human life for only two years so I am weak in all these feelings and emotional things. You should better go and use your spare time in cultivation otherwise don"t blame for cutting our link.)
After the long discussion, Zhen Xiu finally breathed in relief.
"Forget about all the bad memories. You have to do this one more thing and then you will be free." Zhen Xiu calmed herself down.
But at that moment Lu Jian came again as it was about lunchtime and he decided to pick her up.
"What one more thing? Free? What are you talking about?"
"It"s nothing, Lu Jian. You tell me what brings you here."
Zhen Xiu gave him a big fate smile like all the sad things she remembered were nothing. Lu Jian felt that something was unusual about his wife. He wanted to probe her more so she would tell him what was bugging her?
"Tell me." Lu Jian asked her sincerely.
"Don"t be clingy Lu Jian I don"t like it. I am not feeling good. I would like to go home and rest." Zhen Xiu explained him a bit. She wanted to go home but not because of her feelings but to meet with Jiang Wui.
"If you are not feeling good then let"s go. I will come with you." Lu Jian this time was fully concerned about Zhen Xiu. He didn"t want to repeat that entire scenario of previous day again. His heart couldn"t bear to see her like this in that condition.
Maybe something is wrong with his body that he is having all these weird symptoms but each and every cure belongs to her.
Zhen Xiu was surprised that Lu Jian wanted to leave with her again but she does not want to disclose the information regarding the hotel incident so she has to make him stay here in the office for the time being.
"No, you have an important meeting. You can"t go back home yet. I will go on my own. Don"t worry I will call you after reaching home safely." She promised him.
Lu Jian was not satisfied but he still allowed this reluctantly.
"Lu Jian what can you do to gain forgiveness?"
"Anything you want. I know I was wrong in the past and it is not a sudden realization on my part but true thought. I felt that I had wronged you when you went in a coma. Although I accept I didn"t have any feelings for you back then but I still wanted to make it up to you."
Lu Jian confessed. It was a day of confession as everybody seems to be doing this.
"Let"s talk after you reach home okay. I will go now."
"Have some food before going. It is better I should drop you home."
"It"s ok. I had ordered your food and no need to do all this traveling because of this minor matter."
Lu Jian was troubled because of his newly emerging feelings but he didn"t know how to cope with them as this is his first time experiencing something like this. But he knew that he needs time to work everything in between them.