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Chapter 33

"And wear a uniform and a cap?"

"Head too big for it?"

"Yeah. It is. I"ve got pride."

"You also have no skill, no training, no job. If you took this one, you"d be working for the president of a large brokerage firm. You"d be listening to high-power conversations involving some of the most successful businessmen around. You"d be in a position to make contacts. The exposure would be incredible."

"I"d be a chauffeur."



"Play your cards right, and you"d be someone"s discovery. You"re a bright guy. Ask the right questions of the right people, and you could find yourself in a super entry-level job that you wouldn"t have been able to get without that personal contact."

But Cutter doubted that things happened that way in real life. Besides, New York traffic unsettled him. He figured he could afford to wait around, looking, for a week or two before taking something just for the sake of the money.

The waiting depressed him. He slept late every day, then just hung around Hillary"s, hoping the phone would ring. When the silence had him climbing the walls, he went out for long walks. He immersed himself in the crowds. He timed his stride to match the businesslike gait of those around him. He did his best to be part of the city"s hustle.

Deep down inside, though, he felt like an impostor. He wasn"t thinking New York thoughts as he walked those streets. He was thinking Boston thoughts. Pam thoughts.

He wondered how she was, what she was doing, if she was thinking of him.

He stared at every phone booth he pa.s.sed, then walked on by. Hearing her voice would hurt too much. He would want to see her. But he couldn"t. It was too dangerous. As soon as he knew who he was and where he was going, he would call. As soon as he had some hope of battling John and winning, he would be back in her life. She was his. If she loved him as much as she said, she"d wait.

The problem was that he didn"t know how long the wait would be. He wanted her next week, next month. But that was asking for a miracle. He was at rock bottom-no job, no prospects, no training. He had so far to go to gain a foothold on John.

His mood darkened progressively as the days pa.s.sed. Hillary tried to cheer him with one success story or another, but he wasn"t interested in anyone else"s luck. She tried to lure him to parties, but one raucous, strobe-lit encounter was enough to show him how alien he was. Then, on a dark and rainy night, out of sheer desperation, he was sure, she dragged him to a lower Manhattan bar. He went along with the sole intention of getting drunk. Barely two beers into the process, he saw something that annoyed him.

"What"s their problem," he growled under his breath.

"Whose problem?"

"Those two guys at that back table. They"re staring. Do I look funny or something?"

Hillary was on her second scotch and feeling mellow. She tossed an easy glance over her shoulder toward the men in question. "You"re imagining it. They"re not staring."

His eyes didn"t leave the men. "They"re staring. Like I"ve got horns."

"If they"re staring, it"s because you"re a gorgeous hunk. You really are, Cutter." She grinned and raised her gla.s.s to her lips. "Maybe you turn them on." She took a drink.

"s.h.i.t, here they come. I"m leaving." He started to get up, but Hillary"s hand was suddenly like lead on his arm.

"Sit. We were here first. I refuse to be chased away by two ignominious creeps. If they cause trouble, I"ll hail the bartender. He"ll toss them out." She grinned. "Create a little excitement. Might do us good."

The men reached their table. One was taller, darker, leaner than the other. Both wore business suits with the jackets off, sleeves rolled up, ties loosened. They looked clean-cut, if ha.s.sled, and they continued to stare at Cutter.

"I wonder," said the shorter of the two, "if we could talk with you for a minute."

"What about?" Cutter snapped.

"Who you are," the taller said, "where you"re from, what you do."

Only two people had ever expressed as much interest in Cutter in as short a time-Eugene and Pam. Neither of the men struck Cutter as having the heart Eugene had, and neither of them in any way, shape, or form resembled Pam.

"That"s none of your G.o.dd.a.m.ned business," he answered. The men exchanged quick grins. Cutter didn"t like the looks of it.

"If you guys are queer, get the h.e.l.l away from me and stay away."

The taller man reached into his pocket and handed Cutter a business card. The name on it was Douglas Verrana, and it claimed that he was the vice president of a firm whose name meant nothing to Cutter.

He turned the card forward and back. "Nice feel."

Hillary took it from his hand. Her response was more respectful. "I"m not familiar with your name, Mr. Verrana, but I am with Wald, Newcomb." To Cutter, she said, "It"s one of the leading advertising firms in the city." She extended her hand to the man. "I"m Hillary c.o.x, and my friend is Cutter Reid. What can we do for you?"

"Your friend," Verrana said. "Is he new around here?"

"Relatively."

"Where is he from?"

"Maine."

"Hillary . . ." Cutter warned, but she silenced him with a hand on his arm.

"What line of work is he in?"

Hillary hedged. "Why do you ask?"

The second man answered. "My name"s Pete s...o...b.. I work with Doug. We"re looking for a model. Your friend has the face we want."

The face in question donned a look of distaste. "Model?"

"For an ad campaign we"re doing."

"An ad campaign for what?" Hillary asked.

Cutter couldn"t believe it. She actually sounded interested. "Hillary-"

She tightened her hand on his arm. "What are you advertising, Mr. s...o...b.."

"A collection of clothes by Girard Jondier. He works out of Paris. His line has a loyal following on the Continent, but he"s only now thinking of going for the American market." He regarded Cutter a.s.sessingly. "The idea is to get one man with the right look-the right American look for the clothes-and make that face instantly identifiable with the line. You look different. Independent. Like a rebel." He lowered his gaze to Cutter"s shoulders and chest. The table cut off the rest. "How tall are you?"

Hillary spoke up before Cutter could tell him to get lost.

"What are his clothes like-this Girard Jondier?"

"Elegant. Expensive."

Verrana elaborated. "He got his start in informal wear, but he"s recently branched into sportswear. He"s introducing both lines in this country. We"re talking high fashion. The man who wears Jondier"s suits is affluent and self-a.s.sured. He"s a leader. His clothes make a statement, but it"s a subtle, cla.s.sy one."

Cutter liked the sound of that hypothetical man. He was everything he wanted to be but had virtually no chance of in the immediate future unless something drastic happened. Being discovered in a bar and turned into a model, though, went beyond the drastic to the absurd.

"How tall are you?" s...o...b..repeated.

The thought of being a pretty-boy model was ridiculous to Cutter. But Hillary was listening as though there might be something to it. He figured he could go along and listen, too, at least until he heard the bottom line. Somewhere along the way he"d read that models made big money. He could use big money.

"Six-two," he said.

"Weight?"

"One-eighty."

"All in the shoulders," Hillary put in. "He"s narrow from the waist down."

"What does he do for a living?"

"I"m a miner," Cutter declared.

That seemed to please the men immensely. Again they grinned at each other. "Are you just visiting here?" s...o...b..asked.

"Maybe. Maybe not."

"Depending on whether you can find a job," Verrana guessed. "You won"t find much here by way of mining. And I can guarantee that nothing you find will come close to matching the kind of money you can make if you work with us."

"What kind of money is that?"

"Fifty thousand a year."

Cutter was thinking that fifty thousand was more than four times what he"d been getting and had to be too good to be true, when Hillary burst out with an indignant, "Are you kidding? If you want Cutter Reid"s face, you"ll have to pay a lot more for it. And then there"s the rest of his body to consider. He"s worth a lot more than fifty thousand a year."

"I"m not adverse to negotiation," Verrana replied, but to Cutter.

Cutter said nothing. It occurred to him that Hillary had been taken as the more sophisticated of the two and therefore the more shrewd. Indeed she was. But he was a quick study. A minute before, he"d have taken the fifty thousand and run without any idea that there was more in the pot. Now he knew better.

"We"re getting ahead of ourselves," Verrana went on. "Before we can talk money, we have to know how you photograph. Have you got a portfolio-no, of course you haven"t. Sorry. We"re used to working with professionals."

Cutter heard the put-down and knew it was deliberate. The message was that as a novice in the profession, he shouldn"t expect the fee of an experienced model. What Verrana didn"t know was that he didn"t give a d.a.m.n about modeling. The money was the only reason he"d do it. If he was going to demean himself by being photographed in designer clothes, he was d.a.m.ned well going to be paid as much as possible for it. If that turned out to be fifty thousand, fine. All the better if it turned out to be more.

s...o...b..was jotting something on the back of his business card. "Can you be at this address at ten o"clock tomorrow morning?" He handed the card to Cutter.

"What for?" Cutter asked, handing it on to Hillary as if she were his business manager. He liked that idea. John would have a fit if he knew.

"Photos."

"Who"ll be doing them?" Hillary asked.

"Brian Webster."

The name meant nothing to Cutter, but he could feel the excitement radiating from Hillary"s hand. "Brian Webster usually works on location. Are you sure he"s in the country?"

"He"s here."

"And he"ll have time for us on the spur of the moment?"

"We"ve paid him a hefty retainer to do this ad campaign," Verrana said. "He"d better."

s...o...b..was looking at Cutter. "Will you be there?"

After a long minute, Cutter nodded slowly.

s...o...b..beamed at Verrana. "See the defiance? It"s what we need."

Verrana wanted to know how they could reach Cutter if there was any change of plan. Hillary promptly produced a business card of her own, which he pocketed. "You won"t regret this," Verrana told Cutter.

Cutter didn"t say a thing as he watched the two leave the bar. The minute they were out the door, he sent Hillary a hard look, then drained his beer in a single chug.

"Sure beats playing chauffeur," she said.

Cutter agreed, but it took him a while. He didn"t enjoy the photo session the next morning. Too many people were there-the photographer and his a.s.sistants, a clothes person, a hair person, a makeup person, Verrana and s...o...b..and half a dozen of their a.s.sociates-all looking at him. For the private person he was, it was unnerving. Moreover, he didn"t like having to wear strange clothes or have his hair fiddled with or his nose powdered. He felt like a fool on parade.

But he did like the photographer. He was a straight sort of guy who talked quietly as he worked. He sensed Cutter"s awkwardness and dealt with it in subtle ways that made an uncomfortable situation bearable.

So that was one good point. The other was the sum of money Cutter was offered to spend a year working exclusively as the man in the Girard Jondier suit. John Torvall, an agent whom Hillary contacted when it became clear how excited Verrana and s...o...b..were with the preliminary prints, negotiated a contract that made it well worth Cutter"s while to put up with embarra.s.sment and discomfort.

So there he sat, studying his bank statement, indulging in dreams. He already had his own apartment, taken immediately after he signed the contract, and although it was small, it had everything he needed. It wasn"t far from Hillary"s, but even if it had been, he"d have seen her often. He liked her. He was grateful to her. And she was still his link to Pam.

He knew that Pam had graduated from high school, that she had spent the summer in Europe, and that she was studying at the Museum School in Boston. Cla.s.ses would have started the week before. He thought of calling; she was rooming with two other art students, Hillary said, and he was sure she had the number. But he didn"t call for the same reason as he didn"t fly up to Boston to visit. He didn"t trust what John would do if he found out.

Occasionally he wondered whether things might be different now that Pam was eighteen and he was gainfully employed in New York. All he had to do at those times was finger the raised ridges on his back, and he knew he couldn"t take the chance. Not with a man as p.r.o.ne to violence as John. In the nightmares he still had about the beating, two things always stood out: the first were the sounds John had made with each blow, the grunting that had been almost s.e.xual, and, in that, obscene; the second were the last words John had said, muttered in his ear in a venomous voice.

If I can"t have her, you sure as h.e.l.l can"t either.

The words haunted him. He tried to think back, to remember anything Pam might have said or done to hint that John had molested her, but there was nothing. It was a good thing. If John ever abused her s.e.xually, he would strangle the man. Literally. Even if he ended up in prison.

There were, though, other ways to handle him, and those were the ones Cutter most fantasized about when he considered the money collecting in his bank account. He let his mind wander two years, three years, four and five down the road. If during each of those years his income remained steady, and if he lived simply and banked every spare cent, he would have a substantial amount of money ama.s.sed. If he invested that money, the amount would grow even more substantial. The greater it was, the more power he would have, and the more power he had, the better a position he would be in to get back at John. He didn"t know exactly what he wanted to do. He had wild visions of riding in on a black charger and stealing the St. George Company, but things didn"t happen that way, he knew.

Still, Cutter would do something. John was going to live to regret what he"d done.

While Cutter"s dreams were broad and sweeping, Hillary was attuned to the smaller satisfactions of life. "I"m going to show John the ad," she announced. It was late September. Cutter"s face was in every cla.s.sy magazine on the stands.

"Don"t."

"Why not?"

"He"ll wonder how you knew to look."

"No, he won"t. I read fashion magazines all the time."

"Don"t, anyway."

"But I"d think you"d want him to know."

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