"You won"t do that."
"How do you know?"
"Because in the past hour you"ve had more "n one chance to take something from me and run, but you haven"t. You"re not stupid. You smell a good thing when it"s stuck in front of your nose. You"re not ready to walk away from that yet, no matter what it turns out to be."
Cutter was furious at having been read so well. "d.a.m.n right I"m not," he vowed. "When I find a sucker, I take him but good." He slammed the car door, leaving Eugene"s chuckle to die in the rain.
Needless to say, Leroy Robichaud was suspicious. "I heard what you tried at Judd"s b"fore, Cutter Reid. If you think you"re gonna do that in my store, you got another think comin". I ain"t leavin" this cash register till you"re outta here."
Money had a way of making a man confident, and the bills Eugene had given Cutter felt warm and full in his hip pocket. So he didn"t rise to Leroy"s barb. Instead, he picked out the clothes he needed, then sauntered to the cash register and pulled the money from his pocket as though it were an everyday thing for it to be there.
"Where"d you get those bills, Cutter Reid?" When Cutter jerked his head toward the street, Leroy craned his neck to look out the window without leaving the till. "Eugene gave "em to you? What"s Eugene doin" givin" you money like this?"
Cutter didn"t answer. Instead, he took a two-pack of Hostess cupcakes from the counter display, said, "Add these in," opened the pack, and devoured its contents.
Unable to deny that Eugene"s car was parked out front with Eugene apparently alive and well inside, Leroy tallied up the bill and gave Cutter his change. "What I hear, you got a trip to Portland comin" up. Tryin" to look nice for the judge? Huh, Cutter Reid? Is Eugene gettin" you a lawyer, too?"
"That ain"t your affair," Cutter said. Pocketing the change, he stalked out of the store carrying the things he"d bought.
Eugene scanned the packages. "Where"s the food?"
"What food?"
"Didn"t you get any food?"
"You didn"t say nuthin" about food."
"For G.o.d"s sake, boy, where"s your brains? You got to eat, don"t you, or do you just love havin" the walls of your stomach rub against each other?"
"If I"m goin" to jail, what do I got to buy my own food for?"
"If you were goin" to jail, what would you have to buy your own clothes for?" Eugene retorted and stuck out his hand. "Where"s my change?"
Reluctantly Cutter dug it out of his pocket and handed it over, then watched Eugene leave the car and head into Leroy"s. This time Cutter looked at the keys dangling from the ignition. He could drive; he"d lied to Eugene about that. He could get away if he wanted to.
Still, something held him back. Eugene had a plan, and it didn"t sound like it involved going to jail. He wanted to know what that plan was. If it turned out to be worse than jail, he"d steal the car. Eugene had given him ample opportunity already; he was sure to do it again.
Dropping a sack of groceries into the backseat, Eugene slid behind the wheel and started driving again. He didn"t stop until they"d reached the outskirts of town. Cutter recognized the low slope of Lampett Peak directly before them. Directly before that was a dirt pile that was muddy and deserted in the rain. Even with the windows up, the scent of wet earth seeped into the car.
"I was ten years old when my daddy found the first crystal," Eugene began, sitting back in his seat and stretching his long legs as best he could. "It wasn"t here. It was over by Mount Blue. He thought it was the prettiest thing he"d ever seen, but he didn"t know what to do with it. So he took it down to Boston and sold it for piddling little, and it never occurred to him to look for more. It occurred to me, though. I used to spend all my free time walkin" around, kickin" at the dirt, keepin" my eyes peeled for another one. I kept thinkin" that was an easy enough way to make money, and that we could sure use the money. We were poor as church mice."
Cutter couldn"t imagine that. For as long as he could remember, Eugene had been rich. He didn"t always act rich-he still hung around with his old friends-but he had the kind of confidence that came from knowing he was set for life. Cutter couldn"t picture him without that confidence.
"Year after year," Eugene went on, "I used to dream of finding more of that stuff. From the time I was little on up into my twenties, I was working at Grady"s, doin" whatever needed to be done, but they were nearly as bad off as the rest of us. So they couldn"t pay much, and my daddy was goin" blind, and my mama was takin" care of my older brother, who was sick, too. Things were looking pretty bad, but since everyone was kind of in the same boat, it didn"t matter so much. We laughed about what we didn"t have. There was a group of us used to sit around on the bench in the center of town and dream about makin" lots of money. I kept most of my own dreams to myself, because they seemed crazier than the rest.
"Then in the fall of "32, the rains came. It was the tail end of a hurricane, they said, and even though we didn"t get the winds, we got three days of driving rain. The sun was out about a week before I had a chance to get back to Blue. The rain had carved a big gouge out of the side of the hill. And there they were."
"Just lying out there in the sun?" Cutter asked. He"d seen pictures in town of the Peary Necklace-everyone around was big on tourmaline since it supported the town-and was trying to imagine a hole with emerald-green stones sticking up for anyone to take.
"Not just lying there. Not like you think. Tourmaline comes buried in pockets of pegmat.i.te. Once in a while, natural erosion will be enough to expose a crystal, but usually you have to know what you"re looking for in order to find it. That was where I had the advantage over most others in these parts. I knew what I was looking for. First thing I did was to stake my claim. Next thing I did was to learn more about the stone. I wanted to know how much there was around here and whether it was in demand. I wasn"t about to let it go for next to nothin" the way my daddy did."
Cutter thought a bit facetiously of the big house in town and the one he figured to be just as big in Boston. He thought about the car and the fine leather wallet, the money Eugene had taken out of that wallet and the money that no doubt remained. "You sure didn"t do that."
Eugene turned a sharp eye his way. "I worked hard for what I got. I took those stones out, as many as I could, and cleaned them up, then went looking around for the best buyers. And when I had all that arranged, I came right back up here and went looking for more."
"Why wasn"t half the county lookin" along with you?" Cutter asked. He sure as h.e.l.l would have been. If he"d been living at the time of the gold rush, he"d have been on his way to California as soon as word of the first lode came in.
"Because I had the sense that they didn"t. I had the organization. I knew about tourmaline, knew how it was formed and where it was goin" to be found. By that time, I also had the chain set up to get the stones to market for top dollar. Tourmaline isn"t as valuable as diamond. One stone won"t make a fellow rich. The odd stone that"s picked up may make someone a little money, but it"s only on the larger scale of keeping a steady supply flowing into the market that the money comes. So I hired all my friends to work for me, and I guaranteed them the living they couldn"t be guaranteed anywhere else."
"You were that sure you"d keep finding the stones?"
"No. But I figured that a week"s wages was better than nothing, so I went week to week. And I"m still around." He straightened in his seat, overlapping his hands on the top of the wheel. "We"re just about to open Lampett Peak. That dirt is from the start of the mine. We"ve got to dig a whole lot deeper if we want to come up with much. I"m looking for help." His hands slipped down. One closed around the keys, starting the engine again. The other steered the car around and back toward the main road.
Cutter watched him cautiously. He wondered if he"d been offered a job. He wasn"t sure he"d take it if it was.
As though antic.i.p.ating the argument, Eugene said, "Your daddy worked for me for a while, but that wasn"t what killed him. What killed him was the booze. It rotted his mind so he couldn"t see straight or think straight. He started drinkin" long before he went to work for me, long before he married your mama, long before they had you." He paused, then said almost casually, "I didn"t see any bottles lying around your place. Were they stashed under all the mess?"
"You think I have to drink because my daddy did?"
"I don"t know. Do you?"
"If I don"t have money for food, how would I get money for booze?"
"People who want it find it." Eugene darted him a look. "Don"t you want to tell me what a big man you are and how well you hold your liquor?"
Cutter turned his face to the window. "What"s the point?" he muttered. "You"ve seen me with my pants down."
"You got some problem in that department, too?"
"I got no problem!"
"Lots of women?"
Cutter snorted. "Sure."
"Clean yourself up a little, and you will. You"re not a bad-looking guy. Eat some, and you"ll fill out. Put on a little weight. Give your body a chance to grow into itself."
Cutter snorted again. He was getting uncomfortable with talk about his body. Coming from Eugene, it had a ring of truth. "Look, are you goin" to drive me over to the jail, or aren"t you?"
"Haven"t you figured that one out yet, boy?"
"You"re not?"
Eugene didn"t answer. Without another word, he drove back to Cutter"s place. Only when he"d stopped the car did he speak again. "Do you want a job?"
"I don"t know."
"?"I don"t know" ain"t gonna get you anywhere in this life. You want to go places besides courthouses and prisons?"
"I suppose."
"Then you want a job. Be at Lampett"s Peak tomorrow morning at seven. We start early. Eat well before you come or you"ll be hungry long before lunch. And clean up that pigsty in there. It"s a disgrace."
Cutter wanted to argue. There were a number of pithy things on the tip of his tongue, the most immediate being, "Up yours," but he didn"t say it. What he said was, "How are you going to swing it with Verne?"
"Verne isn"t the problem. He"s happy to have you off his hands. The problem is Judd. I"ll have to give him a good talking to. But so help me, boy, if you ever go back to that station for anything but to buy gas with your own money, you won"t be working for me anymore. My men don"t steal. They got a problem and need money, they come to me." He barely paused for breath. "Do you know how to cook?"
"I can make do."
"There"s a bundle of wood in the trunk. See that you get the stove going. There"s also a jug of gasoline back there for your cycle. You"ll need it to get to the Peak."
Cutter was confused. "Why are you doing this?"
Eugene gave him a droll look. "Because I"m a sucker. Isn"t that what you said?"
"You didn"t get to where you are by being a sucker," Cutter conceded. He felt he owed it to Eugene, after all he was doing. "So why are you takin" the risk?"
"Maybe "cause I want to. Maybe "cause I think you"d"a had a better start if I"d been able to help your daddy. Maybe "cause I liked the guy, and he ain"t here to set you straight."
Things were getting too sentimental for Cutter. "You know what this town thinks of me. Anything goes wrong at that mine, I"m goin" to be the one blamed, and then they"ll blame you for takin" me on."
"That"ll be my worry. You just see that you"re not responsible for anything going wrong at the mine, and you"ll do fine."
"You"re sure of that?"
"I"m sure. No one will accuse you of something you didn"t do, not at my mine. I place value on honesty. And loyalty. I"m loyal to my men and they"re loyal to me."
"I don"t know nuthin" about loyalty."
"Then it"s about time you learned. Unless you don"t think you can. Is that it, boy? Are you worried you can"t hack it?"
"I can hack it."
"Then get the h.e.l.l out of my car and start putting your house in order. You got a lot to do before morning."
Chapter 7.
WHEN CUTTER FIRST WENT ON the payroll at St. George Mining, he worked hard out of sheer defiance. No one, not Eugene St. George or anyone else, was going to tell him he couldn"t hack it. They thought he was good for nothing. It became his mission in life to prove them wrong. The more suspicious the looks people shot him or the more derogatory the mumblings, the harder he worked. After a week, then a month, the looks grew less suspicious and the mumblings died down. There wasn"t exactly a warming to him, but in fairness, Cutter couldn"t fully blame the miners for that. He kept to himself. Years of living alone emotionally and physically hadn"t prepared him for the camaraderie that the others shared. Cutter put in his time, as much as the mine foreman would allow, and went home at the end of the day to his shack in the woods and his books.
Although he never quite lost that element of defiance, in time he became interested in what he did. It wasn"t the everyday work that intrigued him; there was nothing fascinating about hacking away at walls of earth or chipping around stone. But when a new pocket was found, or a special crystal, the hacking and chipping were forgotten.
Cutter had Eugene to thank for that. From the start-though subtly, so that the other miners wouldn"t take offense-Eugene taught him more than the simple mechanics of mining. At the end of a day, when most of the others had left, he took him aside to show him the stones they had unearthed that day. He explained how the crystals evolved over millions of years from liquid caught in pockets in the center of lithium-rich pegmat.i.tes. He showed him stones of different colors and explained what caused the milky steaks in some, like the cat"s eye tourmaline, and the two-colored effect of others, like the watermelon tourmaline. He gave him books on the geologic history of the earth, with those parts that had to do with tourmaline underlined.
In large part, Cutter"s interest evolved because Eugene treated him as an intelligent adult. He had faith in Cutter before Cutter had it in himself. He seemed to enjoy the time they spent together, and little by little Cutter relaxed and began to enjoy it too. Eugene was the first person he"d ever been able to trust, and not once was the trust betrayed. Days could go by without their seeing each other, yet Cutter always had the feeling that Eugene was looking out for him. In return, Cutter gave his work his all. He was as determined and dedicated as any employee St. George Mining had ever had.
Away from the mine, his metamorphosis was slower. Cutter"s bad-boy image lingered, and he did nothing to discourage it. Mindful of Eugene"s warning, he gave up anything that could be considered criminal. But he was a dark and somber presence on Main Street. He answered deprecatory comments with lewd hand gestures, and drove his cycle through town as though the devil were in pursuit. For years, the townsfolk had thought the worst of him. He saw no reason to change their opinion. Not the most forgiving sort, he saw no need to start treating them like friends. He didn"t owe them a thing.
Eugene was the one he owed. Well beyond anything to do with the mine, Eugene gave him more than his parents ever had. Within days of his starting work, Eugene had the electricity turned on at his place, had the roof fixed where it leaked, had the plumbing updated. He had food delivered. He bought Cutter an ax to chop wood. Even before his first paycheck came, Cutter was living more comfortably than he ever had, and when that first paycheck did come, Eugene put it into the bank in an account in Cutter"s name. It was a full three months before Cutter had access to the account, but not once in the course of that time was he wanting for life"s necessities.
For the very first time, Cutter had a taste of security. He had clothes to fit his still-growing frame, food to fill the endless pit of his stomach, money to earn him interest at the bank. He put on some weight, stood taller and straighter, and spoke with less of the backwoods tw.a.n.g he had often deliberately deployed. The pride he took in being self-sufficient was profound.
Eugene was his role model, an example of a man who"d made it in life through common sense and determination. Cutter gave him the loyalty he asked, and then some. He found that it wasn"t so awful to visit the laundromat once a week, that food lasted longer if it was wrapped and refrigerated, that the lights stayed on as long as he paid his bill.
Eugene was right about women, too. The taller and broader he got, the darker the beard that he shaved, and the more often he washed, the more they looked at him. He let them look. He wasn"t in a rush to tangle with any and disturb the privacy of his life. Then came the day when, at the librarian"s request, he helped carry some books to her small house behind Main Street, and found himself backed against her parlor wall while her hands slipped over his body. She was a pretty woman in her late twenties, and she knew what she was doing. Her mouth was warm and wet by his ear, her fingers warm and seeking inside his shirt. They dealt easily with the snap of his jeans and his zipper, and were inside his pants, taking hold of his erection without any hesitation at all.
Over the next hour, she did for him things he"d only dreamed of, and in the subsequent days and weeks she taught him all she knew. It was an ideal relationship. She was as private a person as he was, had no wish for ties, was perfectly happy to service him in exchange for those few moments of hard, fierce loving that her agile body and knowing tongue inevitably brought to him. He knew that she took others to her bed, but that only made him feel more the man than the boy he really was.
He didn"t tell anyone about Lenore. He figured the town knew, but he didn"t care. What happened between them was his business. She was like the money in his pocket, tucked away where no one could see but where he could feel it and know the pleasure of its presence.
She was one of the many secrets he had. Another was that he wished Eugene were his father. Another was that he was grateful he wasn"t, since that would have made him a brother to John St. George, and if there was a single ogre at the mine, it was John.
Word was that John had an office in Boston and hated coming to Timiny Cove, and Cutter believed it. The man was stiff-backed and somber-faced. His concern was with tourmaline as a commodity rather than a gem, and he viewed the men the same way. Whereas Eugene was demanding when something displeased him, John was caustic whether he was displeased or not. He never had a good word for the miners and found fault where neither the foreman nor Eugene did. When he was around, the atmosphere in the mine was more tense than usual.
Likewise, when John was around, Cutter saw less of Eugene than usual. John came north only when Eugene ordered him there, either when Eugene couldn"t be there himself or when his little girl was visiting. But it made things hard for Cutter. John didn"t like him. Whether it was his age, or the fact that he was a reliable worker, or the fact that Eugene liked him, Cutter didn"t know, but John went out of his way to ha.s.sle him in front of the others. If ever Cutter"s self-control was tested, it was at those times when he"d have liked nothing more than to haul back and smack John in the face. But Eugene would never have approved of that, so Cutter didn"t risk it. Self-control, too, became a matter of pride.
Cutter was amazed that someone like John could be Eugene"s son. On the other hand, Eugene"s little girl, Pamela, was as friendly as her father and ten times cuter. Cutter had been charmed the very first time he"d seen her at the mine. He stopped work, helpless to do anything but watch while she greeted all the men she knew with hugs. When she reached him, Eugene introduced them. There wasn"t any hug, of course, and she suddenly grew quiet, but the shy smile she gave him when Eugene nudged her had stolen his heart.
She was nine then and filled with boundless enthusiasm. Eventually Cutter found himself becoming as protective of her as the other men were. If Eugene was called off while she was at the site, she had her choice of guardians, and in the same subtle way that Eugene gave Cutter attention, she sought him out. She would smile and laugh with the other workers while she made her way to where he was. Then she"d stand with her hands locked behind her, and in a soft, near-whisper ask how he"d been, whether she could see the crystals he"d found, and didn"t he think they were beautiful. Always, before she left, she gave him the shy smile that lingered with him until he saw her again.
She was eleven when she first showed up at his place. It was a Sat.u.r.day morning, and he was sound asleep when she called his name. "Cutter?" It was soft, almost scared. "Are you in there, Cutter?"
Though he"d held his job at the mine for nearly two years he didn"t socialize with the locals. Guests to his home were as rare as ever. Therefore, it took him a minute before he realized that he hadn"t dreamed the voice. When it came again with the same cautious inquiry, he tumbled out of bed, pulled on his jeans, and peered out the window. Seconds later he pulled open the door.
Pam was sitting high on the bare back of the horse that Cutter had seen grazing in the meadow a short distance from Eugene"s big brick house. She looked so small atop the horse that he couldn"t help but smile.
"What are you doing, Pamela St. George?"
"Visiting."
"I didn"t know you were in Timiny Cove."
"We came last night. It"s the Memorial Day weekend. There"s no school on Monday, so John drove Marcy and me up."
"And you came all the way out here on that horse?"
"It was nice. Besides, he did all the work."
"Does your daddy know where you are?"
"He"s off with John. Marcy"s at the house, and she knows I"ve gone for a ride. I wanted to see where you live."
"It"s nothing like your house."