Heather shouted it inside the cube.
Stop!
Heather screamed it with her mind.
And then, "Arret!" "Arret!"
Arret!
But the monster continued, hands now pawing the woman"s b.r.e.a.s.t.s through her bra.
Heather pulled her own arms back, trying to drag his with them.
But it was no good. Nothing she did had any effect on him. Heather was shaking with outrage and anger and fear, but the man continued, as oblivious to Heather"s cries as he was to those of his victim.
No-no, he wasn"t wasn"t oblivious to the victim"s cries. Her whimpering was making him harder still- oblivious to the victim"s cries. Her whimpering was making him harder still- Heather couldn"t stomach it.
The man tore at the woman"s panties, and- -and Heather managed to visualize the precipitation, solute out of solvent, releasing herself from his malfunctioning, poisoned mind, returning to the wall of hexagons.
She closed her eyes, the construct rematerializing in her own mind, and leaned back against the rear substrate wall, waiting for her heart to stop pounding, waiting for her fury to subside, doing calming breathing exercises.
Whether Kyle was innocent or guilty, there was one truth that no one could doubt, no one could question. Men sometimes did horrible things, unspeakable things.
Her body continued to shake.
d.a.m.n it all, that monster in France should have his p.e.n.i.s sliced clean off.
She felt as though she herself had been a.s.saulted. It took time for her equilibrium to reappear, time to distance herself from the horror.
But at last she was ready to try again. She reached forward, tentatively, frightened of what she might be thrust into, and touched another b.u.t.ton.
A woman-at last! But much, much older than Heather. Italian, maybe; the moon visible through a window. Stuccoed walls; labored breathing. An old Italian woman, in an ancient house-thinking hardly at all, just watching, breathing, waiting, waiting year after year after- Heather precipitated out, reintegrated, then touched another hexagon.
At first she thought she"d entered a r.e.t.a.r.ded person, but then she realized the truth, and smiled.
A newborn-a baby lying in a crib, looking up. The slightly unfocused faces beaming down at it, grinning with pride and joy, were of a black man in his early twenties, with dreadlocks and a short beard, and a black woman, the same age, with beautiful, clear skin. The image was mostly meaningless to the child except for a feeling of contentment, of happiness, of simplicity, of belonging. Heather lingered for quite some time, letting the innocence and purity of the moment wash the remaining horror from France out of her.
But then she pulled out, and tried once more.
Darkness. Silence. Images flowing, fading at the periphery, distorted proportions.
A sleeping person; a dream of . . . of what? Ironic for a Jungian: to see someone else"s dream instead of hearing it described, and being utterly unable to interpret even the overt content, let alone any deeper meaning.
She left the dreamer and tried once more.
A doctor-a dermatologist, perhaps. Somewhere in China, looking at a scaly growth on a middle-aged man"s leg.
She disengaged; tried again.
Somebody watching TV; this, too, in Chinese.
There had to be a better way than just trial and error. But she"d tried calling out Kyle"s name, tried conjuring his face. And before she touched a key, she concentrated hard on Kyle. Still, the vast array of hexagons seemed utterly indifferent to her wishes.
She continued to hop from mind to mind, person to person-crossing genders and gender orientations and races and nationalities and religions. Hours pa.s.sed, and although it was fascinating, she was no closer to her goal, no closer to finding Kyle.
She continued her search.
And at last, after a dozen more random insertions, the breakthrough came.
She finally found another Canadian: a middle-aged woman, apparently living in Saskatchewan.
And she was watching television.
And on the television was a face Heather recognized.
Greg McGregor, the man who sometimes anch.o.r.ed CBC Newsworld"s newscasts out of the Calgary studio.
And a thought occurred to Heather.
They say there are no more than six degrees of separation between any two people-John Guare even wrote a play and a movie on that theme.
It"s often a peak-three steps up and three steps down. A man knows his local minister, the minister knows the Pope, the Pope knows every major world leader, the appropriate leader is known by lesser politicians, and even lesser politicians know their const.i.tuents. A bridge is built from Toronto to Tokyo-or Vladivostok to Venice, or Miami to Melbourne.
The picture changed, McGregor"s face disappearing as a news story came on. It was a report on the Hosek inquiry-which was indeed deliberating today; the connections were indeed in real time.
Heather stuck through it, waiting for McGregor to return. And he did.
Now, if there were only some way to get from this woman in Saskatchewan into McGregor, hundreds of kilometers away.
This was live. McGregor was doing this right now. right now.
Meaning that he had to be perceiving the exact same words; what he was saying was precisely what the woman was hearing.
Heather thought about her earlier perspective shifts.
Could she try something similar here?
The Saskatchewan woman was listening to McGregor, but she was also idly thinking about how handsome he was, how trustworthy he sounded.
Heather concentrated solely on the words McGregor was saying, defocused her eyes, and tried the Necker trick, reorienting her point of view, and- -and suddenly she was inside McGregor"s mind!
She"d found a way to take a step from one person to another; if an experience was directly shared, even at a great distance, the jump could be made.
McGregor was in his anchor"s chair, wearing a blue Newsworld blazer, reading the script off the TelePrompTer. He needed another touch of laser keratotomy; the text was a little blurry.
While he was reading the news, he was concentrating exclusively on it. But as soon as he"d introduced the next story, he relaxed.
The floor director said a few words to him. McGregor laughed. All sorts of thoughts were running through his head now.
If the previous encounters had felt somewhat voyeuristic, this one was particularly so. Heather had never met McGregor, but she knew him as a presence in the media, as a face on her living-room wall.
McGregor was thinking about a fight he"d had last night with his wife; he was also warring with himself over what to do about the discovery that his teenage son was smoking pot, trying to decide how indignant he could be about it when he himself had used marijuana during college. He also thought briefly about his contract negotiations-Heather was surprised to learn he made far less than she"d always a.s.sumed he did.
Fascinating.
But what was the next step?
So far, she"d connected with other minds in the present. She could access what they were experiencing at this very instant.
But surely there must be some way to access their memories, too-not just what they happened to be thinking of at any given moment, but a way, somehow, to ply their memories, search their pasts.
She had tried talking to the individuals she was visiting, but that had not worked.
And she"d tried controlling their actions. But that had failed, too.
So there was no reason to think this would work, no reason to expect that she could leaf through memories.
But she had to try. She had to know.
What would Greg McGregor have a memory of?
He was a newscaster; he"d remember famous events.
And he"d know famous people!
Six degrees of separation.
Six degrees, tops.
What would be the logical connection, a step closer to Kyle? Who would McGregor know that would be a way station on the path to her husband?
The prime minister! Kyle didn"t know her, but the chain leading down from her to him was obvious.
Heather knew precisely what Susan Cowles looked like, of course. She"d seen her on TV a million times.
She concentrated on her. Hard.
The Right Honourable Susan M. Cowles.
Canada"s second woman prime minister.
The Dominionatrix, as Time Time had dubbed her. had dubbed her.
Susan Cowles-in profile.
Susan Cowles-head-on.
Susan Cowles-from a distance.
Susan Cowles-close up.
Surely Greg McGregor must have met her, or at least have a mental image of her.
But no-it apparently needed to be more than that. The jump from the woman in Saskatchewan to Greg McGregor had required a precise match, his perspective and hers coinciding exactly.
Well, there was no way to know what Susan Cowles was doing at this very moment, unless, of course, she happened to be on the Parliamentary channel. But even if she was, McGregor wasn"t watching that.
But perhaps the match didn"t have to be in real time. Perhaps if two people simply shared the same memory, a jump could be made. There were some things everyone had seen. The Hindenburg crash. The Zapruder film. The Challenger Challenger and and Atlantis Atlantis explosions. The Eiffel Tower toppling over. explosions. The Eiffel Tower toppling over.
And surely everyone in Canada had to share certain memories of Susan Cowles. She was the first prime minister since Trudeau to invoke the War Measures Act; she did it for four days, to quell the Longueil riots-the very thing the Hosek inquiry was now investigating. There wasn"t a person in Canada who didn"t have a precise memory of Susan Cowles uttering these words as she began one hundred hours of martial law: "The true north may be strong, but it won"t be free again until I I say so." Surely McGregor must have that same image in his mind, surely- say so." Surely McGregor must have that same image in his mind, surely- Yes! Yes, yes, yes! She"d accessed it: McGregor"s own memory of that same speech.
Heather concentrated on the speech, concentrated on the prime minister, defocused her mind, tried to force a Necker swap, and then- -and then, there she was, inside the mind of The Right Honourable Susan M. Cowles!
She had found it-found the way to step from mind to mind. Access a memory depicting the desired person, force the person in the memory from the background into the foreground, and then- Viola!
She was on the trail now, on her way to Kyle.
Still, what an experience! A brush with history. Heather had been to the Federal Parliament chambers once, thirty years ago, on a high-school trip. They hadn"t changed much-ornate, cla.s.sy, dark wood, ineffably British.
And Cowles was fascinating! And, Heather had to admit, she was also a bit of a personal hero. It was amazing to see through her eyes, and- Oh, my goodness!
Heather suddenly realized it wasn"t just personal privacy that was compromised by access to psychos.p.a.ce-it was national security as well. Without even thinking about it, she suddenly knew-knew-that despite prevailing public opinion to the contrary, Canada was going to oppose the United States in the upcoming UN vote on Colombian war-crimes trials.
Heather cleared her mind, pushing the state secrets aside. This isn"t where she needed to be right now, anyway. It was just a step on the road.
She concentrated now on the premier of Ontario, Karl Lewandowski. It took a while, but she managed to come up with one of Cowles"s memories of him-and was shocked to find out just how much the Conservative Cowles hated the Liberal Lewandowski.
She concentrated hard, forcing another Necker translation.
And now she was inside Lewandowski"s mind.
And from there she Neckered into the mind of the Minister of Education.
And from there, to Donald Pitcairn, the slope-browed president of the University of Toronto.
And from there- From there, at last, into the mind of Brian Kyle Graves.
28.
Yes, it was was Kyle. Kyle.
Heather knew it at once.