Donal came to me and squatted on his heels. "When it is dark we will sail. This is a hidden place and I think they will not come out whilst the storm blows." He gestured around him. "The wind blows fiercer up where you were, but the rain is less. Down where they are a storm blows hard."
"Where do you go?"
"We will take you to Oban, for it is our way, too." He lowered his voice. "Say naught of the chest. Only when my uncle died did we learn of it, left here long since by an ancestor of ours, and ours by right, too. Yet had it been known, they would have taken it also."
It seemed a long, long time that we waited and slowly the storm abated. I slept, awakened, and slept again, but the MacDonalds did not sleep. That they were worried was obvious, for to be trapped here could well mean their death. Among some of the clans there was friendship, among others only bitter enmity.
When I awakened we were at sea. The night was dark, the wind had died down, the sea was still making great waves, but our boatmen were skillful, and already the sh.o.r.e was only a dark line behind us. The clouds had broken and a few scattered stars could be seen.
Donal came to where I stood by the rail. "What of the others?" he asked. "You two were not alone?"
"There were three, I think. They were sailing to Oban and were willing to take me. I believe the old man was related to one of them. Orkneymen, I think."
"What will you do in Oban?"
"I shall go to France at once. Already I am over late because of this. Perhaps I shall ride, but if there is a boat, I shall take it."
We stood together, watching the rise and fall of the seas. Morning was not far away. After a bit I walked back to the old man, who now sat up.
"I should have died there but for you," he said.
"I did nothing."
"You were strong when I had forgotten how good it was to live. You gave me the strength I needed." He paused. "You are truly Irish, are you not?"
"I am."
"It is a fair, green land. Long ago when the barbarians swept over the lands on the Continent, it was Ireland which preserved the torch of knowledge. They kept burning the lights."
"You do not speak like a fisherman."
"I am not. I am a pilgrim."
"To the shrines of G.o.d?"
"To the shrines of learning, of whatever kind. I seek for the old places, the forgotten places. The places where the great stones are."
"The standing stones? There are many in Ireland. My father often took me to where they are."
"Ah? And his name was Chantry?" When I did not respond he said, "I see. And did he speak to you of those places? Had he knowledge of them?"
"That some of them were built long before the great pyramids of Egypt. Scholars had been born and died in Ireland long before the first pyramid was built. He told me that, and he showed me their tombs. Some were buried near the Boyne ... I mean in the land it drains."
"Your father was a wise man. He studied much?"
"Always, and in the old books. He had many of them until our home was burned."
"Ah, yes. It is the way of fools to destroy that which could save them. That which they do not understand. And did your father teach you from these books?"
"He taught me ... some things. He said there was much more to come, but that is true always. The well of learning is one that never ceases to flow and "we have only to drink of its waters."
"It is well said. You will learn, Tatton Chantry, that all across the world there are men of learning, and they share common goals. No matter what the prejudices and prides of smaller men, these will go forward, learning, sharing, doing what they can.
"There are races and nations of men, but the land of learning has no boundaries, neither here nor in the heavens. We are guided by the lamp of curiosity, the light of desiring to know. Follow it, Tatton Chantry, for your destiny lies that way."
He paused. "Out there when I was near to dying I almost forgot the value of living, for I have not left anything of myself in the world; I have only learned. Each of us must leave a little behind to make easier the path of those who follow.
"Someday you will know, but there are in far corners of the world vast repositories of knowledge, places where books are stored and dreams are held waiting. Some have been destroyed ... the libraries of Alexandria and Cordoba, the temples of Samothrace ... these are gone. Others remain. Somewhere there is a niche for what I have learned."
"Come with me then," I said. "I go to London, then to France and Italy."
"What is it you want?"
"Knowledge ... skill with a sword ... and wealth enough to return and rebuild the home I lost. It was my father"s wish. And it is mine, also."
He was quiet for a time, as if thinking. "Well, I will come with you to London. Perhaps we each can show the other a way to go."
A door had opened ... a door that would never again be closed...
17.
By what means I should make a fortune I knew not, yet it was in my mind to do so. What I had told before was true, that I wished to buy again the land my father had owned and to rebuild his house, burned by our enemies.
To accomplish this would be no easy thing, for above all they must not guess I was my father"s son, and one of that family they hated. But that was the least of my problems. The first was to obtain the wherewithal to even live, to exist.
Although I was but a lad, my travels had changed me more than a little. I had grown taller, stronger, and more agile. Also, I had grown wiser. I determined to pa.s.s myself off as older than I was, for in this way I might obtain preferment, or at least respectable attention.
Yet what was I to do? I had no trade, no skills but that of swordsman, and no means by which to earn my way. I was not minded to become a thief or a rogue, but to remain a gentleman, in action as well as in origin.
The small sack Fergus MacAskill had thrust upon me contained gold, sufficient to last me until I obtained some sort of employment, and longer. I had a few coins of my own, left from my trading days, and so I had no immediate fear of starvation.
Thinking upon it, I discovered yet some hope from my experience, for had I not followed the byways and lanes as a trader? Traveling with the old man, I had learned much, and now I might, discreetly, put the knowledge into practice. I suspected there was a deal of money to be made by buying and selling in a modest way. First, I must find a haven, a small harbor of security where I could take the time to look about, to avoid the press gangs which haunted the streets searching for men to man the Queen"s navy. I must see into what niche I might fit myself.
This old man seemed to know the London streets. He led the way to a small tavern in a cul-de-sac off Chancery Lane, not far from Fleet Street. "It is a place little known," he explained, "and does not wish to be known. There are a few of us who frequent the place, and the custom we provide is sufficient."
"It is an odd keeper of an inn," I commented, "who does not wish to better himself."
"This man is well off, and those who provide his custom do not wish attention, but rather to remain unnoticed. In such a city there are men who come and go upon errands of their own."
There was a common room with a great fireplace and several tables and benches for those who came to drink and dine. There was a door that led to a hall where there were rooms, and a winding stair, very narrow, that led to rooms above.
The host was in the common room when we entered, otherwise the room was empty of people. He looked around but seemed in no wise surprised. I was sure he knew my companion but he made nothing of it.
"This one," my friend gestured to me, "is a friend. Make him welcome, whenever."
He sat upon a bench near the fire and I did likewise, glad of the warmth for it was cold without. "I and Jacob Binns," he said, the first time I"d heard a name put to him that I could recall, "and this be Tatton Chantry, a young gentleman."
"They be calling me Tom," the host said, bowing slightly. "There be a room o"erlooking the street; would it please you?"
"It would, indeed, and now we"ll have some"at to eat and drink."
Now I looked about me. Although small, the place had an air of comfort and well-being. Occasionally I noticed through the window that someone would go by outside, but it was not a busy place, hidden as it was by the taller buildings behind and around it.
"Long ago," Jacob Binns said, "this was a monastery. This floor and a part of the walls were of it, but additions were made and some of the old places walled up." He spoke softly that none might hear. "There are ways in and ways out, and much is hidden beneath the street."
"You are a puzzle," I said. "I believed you an honest fisherman."
"Honest, at any rate, and a fisherman when it suits me, but a pilgrim always."
"I do not wish to become involved," I said, "in any plots against the Queen. We in Ireland have been ill used, yet I wish for nothing so much as to be back, safe upon my native soil."
He shrugged a shoulder. "I am engaged in no plot. If what I do seems sometimes strange it is because what I am is beyond the ken. I travel much, but the shrines to which I make my pilgrimages are not those of G.o.d, nor of the devil. Someday, and in another time, you will know more of this, but for the now it is enough.
"You must waste no time, but choose a way for yourself, and it may be that I can help."
For three days then I roamed the city, learning a little of the streets and lanes, the taverns and the river front. Meanwhile I thought much upon what I might do. Surely there had never existed a more exciting town than London. Queen Bess, hard though she might be on my own people, was a good queen for her own and it was difficult not to be caught up in the contagion. The British had that spirit that comes to new nations or to those born anew, and all seemed possible, no dream seemed beyond realization.
Her ships were upon every sea, a challenge to the power of Spain. In all the streets and byways a new energy seemed alive in the people. But as always in such times, there was much crime. No man or woman was safe upon the streets, and all went armed and prepared. First, I had to know my way about, and to capture the language. Oh, yes! I spoke English and well, had spoken it all my lie long, but I soon discovered there was a language of the streets that held words and expressions of which I had never heard. I went often to places where bards and actors went, to listen to their talk, and loitered along the lanes to pick up what I might. I haunted the bookstalls wherever they might be. Most of them were in Saint Paul"s or close about it.
For all in London seemed to be learning, captured with a tremendous zest for knowledge that comes to growing, expanding countries. For a month I did little but wander the streets and read: cheap novels, plays, broadsides, and poetry.
I saw little of Jacob Binns, nor had I any idea what it was in London that engaged his time. He had recovered slowly from the exhaustion that attended our near-drowning and its aftermath, and then had begun disappearing for hours at a time. Nor did I concern myself with it. His business was his own, and if he wished he would tell me.
There came a day when I was seated in a tavern and a young man came over to my table. "Sit you alone from choice? If not, I"ll join you."
"Do."
"You are a foreigner, and so am I. Although there"s a-plenty of them about, the Londoners are not happy with foreigners these days."
He looked at me thoughtfully. "I am Tosti Padget, and I am of Yorkshire although I am told that my mother was Frisian."
"And I am Tatton Chantry."
He seated himself across the table and I ordered a gla.s.s for him. My guess was that he was two to three years older than the age I was using, and a shabby, attractive young man who seemed cheerful, perhaps because of the ale.
"You are a student?"
"Aren"t we all?" he asked, smiling widely. "But yes ... I was at Cambridge, and suddenly there was no more money and I had to make my own way.
"My father," he added, "was a yeoman who aspired to better things. He wanted education and preferment for me, and sent me on to Cambridge. He died suddenly and it was discovered that he had o"erreached himself. After he was buried I had nothing."
"Your mother?"
He shrugged. "I never met her. She ran off, I hear, with some company of actors or something of the sort. My father never spoke of her except to say she was a good woman, that he was too dull for her."
He took a swallow of the ale. "That surprised me, for I never found him dull. Plodding, yes. He knew how to get forward and he worked at it, bettering himself and his business. Had he aspired for less for me he might have made it."
"And now?"
He shrugged again. "I am nothing. Occasionally an actor of small parts, a writer of ballads and broadsides, a cadger of meals or drinks, a seller of tips upon races, but never yet a thief ... although I have known a few." He had about him an extravagant manner with wide gestures and a conversation filled with exclamations. He seemed a decent fellow, although beneath his seeming confidence I detected an uncertainty, perhaps a doubt of himself or of his ability to cope with the times. "To be an actor," he continued, "is to be a vagabond, admired on the stage, despised off it, always at the risk of the mob"s displeasure, forever vulnerable. Fortunately, I have a landlady who lost a son, and is tolerant, a mistress who is without loyalty, and companions whose pockets are empty as my own."
We finished our gla.s.ses, and I saw in him a desire to linger. He struck me as lonely, as one without roots and destination. And I? My roots have been rudely torn up, and I had fled, so though without roots, I did have destination. Where I was going now I did not know, but eventually I would go home again.
"Do not be misled," I commented. "This is a new England today. It is not only those who were born to the n.o.bility or the gentry who will rule in England tomorrow, it is also those of the yeomen who have ambition.
"Look you," I said, "they farm much land, they are the new merchants, and from them will come our new leaders. There is a place for us if we have ambition and will try for it."
"But how?" he said. "Words are easily spoken, deeds are another thing. I have no money, I have no position, I have not even the style of dress to attract a wealthy girl ... I have nothing."
"You write ballads? Is there nothing in that?"
He laughed grimly. "Less than nothing. All copyrights are held by the Stationers" Company, and they pay a pittance. They control all and there is nowhere else to go. A man ekes out an existence only if he can do other things as well. A dramatist does scarcely better, for he must sell his copyright to the theatrical companies, and if he gets as much as six pounds he is fortunate. No, my friend, it is no way to earn a living."
He glanced at me again. "You have education, yet I cannot place you. Your voice has a curious inflection."
"I am only a fortnight from the Hebrides," I said.
"A Scot? Ah, that accounts for it."
"My father was a scholar of sorts," I said. "Not a teacher, except of me, but a scholar in the old way. He knew the old languages, and the old scripts, and could use a dozen alphabets, all from the Gaels or the Irish."
"I have heard of Ogam."
"Aye, and it was but one. Most of the old Irish books were lost, he told me, and there was much in them of which we now know nothing."
It struck me that perhaps he was not eating as often as he would prefer, so I ordered a meat pie for each of us, and another gla.s.s.
True it was that due to Fergus MacAskill and my careful h.o.a.rding of the few coins that came my way I was for the moment secure, but already I had learned how slender is the threat that holds one from poverty and despair. Today a man may walk among his fellows esteemed by all, and having about him more than he needs of food and drink, but tomorrow all may be lost. To understand that lesson, I had only to remember my own father, and my own home. If for the moment I had something, I had always to remember how little it was, and must forever be looking about me to find some means of augmenting my fortunes.
We ate well. My guess that my new friend might be hungered proved true. During the silences I thought much on what he had said of playwrighting and ballads. My father had written a bit here and there, and sometimes as a child I had with him made up verses as we wandered over the hills, amusing ourselves with careless, casual rhymes.
Why not attempt this myself? At least, it would provide some small returns to hold off for a little longer the moment when I should again be without anything.
"How then do they live, these poets and playwrights? If their works offer so little, how can they exist?"
He broke a bit of bread from the loaf. "A patron. The secret is to find a wealthy patron who will, if you dedicate your works to him, provide you with a sum of money, or put you on a retainer. But a thankless thing it is to weave pretty rhymes for some empty-headed dolt who scarce realizes what it is you do.
"Yet I have tried. G.o.d knows, I have tried! None of them deigns to prefer my verses. They either did not reply to my offerings or they reply only with empty thanks and no money. And a poet cannot live on good wishes."
That night when I returned to the inn, Jacob Binns was there. With rest and proper food he had recovered his spirits as well as his appearance. He had gained weight and seemed stronger. Yet he was, as I could see, a very old man.
He listened as I explained my thoughts. "It be a good thing if it can be done," he said, "and I know of a printer, a young man from Stratford-on-Avon by the name of Richard Field. He was once apprenticed to a very old friend and I can bring you together."