"Do you mean to take an early train to-morrow morning?" she asked.
"Nine o"clock, I think," he answered.
There was another little pause, and again Margaret spoke, but very low, this time.
"I shall be in the garden at half-past eight--to say good-bye."
"Yes," Lushington answered. "Thank you," he added after a moment.
They were side by side, very near together as they walked, and her left hand hung down close to his right. He caught her fingers suddenly, and they pressed his, and parted from them instantly.
CHAPTER V
Little Madame Durand-De Rosa took Margaret behind the scenes just before the second act of _Romeo and Juliet_ was over. The famous teacher of singing was a privileged person at the Opera, and the man who kept the side door of communication between the house and the stage bowed low as he opened for her and Margaret. Things are well managed in the great opera-houses nowadays, and it is not easy to get behind when anything is going on.
The young girl felt a new sensation of awe and excitement. It was the first time she had ever found herself on the working side of the vast machinery of artistic pleasure, and her first impression was that she had been torn from an artificial paradise and was being dragged through an artificial inferno. Huge and unfamiliar objects loomed about her in the deep shadows; men with pale faces, in working clothes, stood motionless at their posts, listening and watching; others lurked in corners, dressed in mediaeval costumes that glittered in the dark.
Between the flies, Margaret caught glimpses of the darkened stage, and the sound of the orchestra reached her as if m.u.f.fled, while the tenor"s voice sounded very loud, though he was singing softly. On a rough bit of platform six feet above the stage, stood Madame Bonanni in white satin, apparently laced to a point between life and death, her hands holding the two sides of the latticed door that opened upon the balcony. In a loft on the stage left a man was working a lime-light moon behind a sheet of blue gla.s.s in a frame; the chorus of old retainers in grey stood huddled together in semi-darkness by a fly, listening to the tenor and waiting to hear Madame Bonanni"s note when she should come out.
[Ill.u.s.tration: "The young girl felt a new sensation of awe and excitement."]
Margaret would have waited too, but her teacher hurried her along, holding her by the hand and checking her when they came to any obstacle which the girl"s unpractised eyes might not have seen in time. To the older woman it was all as familiar as her own sitting-room, for her life had been spent in the midst of it; to Margaret it was all strange, and awe-inspiring, and a little frightening. It was to be her own life, too, before long. In a few months, or perhaps a few weeks, she, too, would be standing on a platform, like Madame Bonanni, waiting to go out into the lime-light, waiting to be heard by two thousand people. She wondered whether she should be frightened, whether by any possibility her voice would stick in her throat at the great moment and suddenly croak out a hideous false note, and end her career then and there. Her heart beat fast at the thought, even now, and she pressed her teacher"s guiding hand nervously; and yet, as the music reached her ears, she longed to be standing in Madame Bonanni"s place with only a latticed balcony door between her and the great public. She was not thinking of Lushington now, though she had thought all day of his face when she had met him for one moment under the trees, yesterday morning, and had felt that something was gone from her life which she was to miss for a long time. That was all forgotten in what she felt at the present moment, in the wild quivering longing to be in front, the centre of the great illusion, singing as she knew that she could sing, as she had never sung before.
Madame De Rosa led her quickly down a dark corridor and a moment later she found herself in a dazzling blaze of light, in the prima donna"s dressing-room.
The ceiling was low, the walls were white, and innumerable electric lamps, with no shades, filled the place with a blinding glare. It all looked bare and uncomfortable, and very untidy. There was a toilet-table, covered with little pots of grease and paint, and well-worn pads and hare"s-feet, and vast stores of hairpins, besides a quant.i.ty of rings and jewels of great value, all lying together in bowls in the midst of the confusion. A tall mirror stood on one side, with wing mirrors on hinges, and bunches of lamps that could be moved about. On one of the walls half-a-dozen theatrical gowns and cloaks hung limply from pegs. Two large trunks were open and empty not far from the door. The air was hot and hard to breathe, and smelt of many things.
There were three people in the room when the two visitors entered; there was a very tall maid with an appallingly cadaverous face and shiny black hair, and there was a short fat maid who grinned and showed good teeth at Madame De Rosa. Both wore black and had white ap.r.o.ns, and both were perspiring profusely. The third person was an elderly man in evening dress, who rose and shook hands with the retired singer, and bowed to Margaret. He seemed to be a very quiet, un.o.btrusive man, who was nevertheless perfectly at his ease, and he somehow conveyed the impression that he must be always dressed for the evening, in a perfectly new coat, a brand-new shirt, a white waistcoat never worn before, and a made tie. Perhaps it was the made tie that introduced a certain disquieting element in his otherwise highly correct appearance.
He wore his faded fair hair very short, and his greyish yellow beard was trimmed in a point. His fat hands were incased in tight white gloves. His pale eyes looked quietly through his gla.s.ses and made one think of the eyes of a big fish in an aquarium when it swims up and pushes its nose against the plate-gla.s.s front of the tank to look at visitors.
The eyes examined Margaret attentively.
"Monsieur Schreiermeyer, this is Miss Donne, my pupil," said Madame De Rosa.
"Enchanted," mumbled the manager.
He continued to scrutinise the young girl"s face, and he looked so much like a doctor that she felt as if he were going to feel her pulse and tell her to put out her tongue. At the thought, she smiled pleasantly.
"Hum!" Schreiermeyer grunted softly, almost musically, in fact.
Perhaps this was a good sign, for little Madame De Rosa beamed.
Margaret looked about for an empty chair, but there never seemed to be any in a room used by Madame Bonanni. There was one indeed, but Schreiermeyer had appropriated it, and sat down upon it again with perfect calm.
"Sit down," he said, as he did so himself.
"Yes," answered Margaret sweetly, and remained standing.
Suddenly he seemed to realise that she could not, and that the maids were not inclined to offer her a seat. His face and figure were transfigured in an instant, one fat, gloved hand shot out with extended forefinger in a gesture of command and his pale eyes flashed through his gla.s.ses, and glared furiously at the maids.
"Clear two chairs!" he shouted in a voice of thunder.
Margaret started in surprise and protest.
"But the things are all ready----" objected the cadaverous maid.
"d.a.m.n the things!" yelled Schreiermeyer. "Clear two chairs at once!"
He seemed, on the verge of a white apoplexy, though he did not move from his seat. The cadaverous maid lifted an embroidered bodice from one of the chairs and laid it in one of the black trunks; she looked like a female undertaker laying a dead baby in its coffin. The fat maid showed all her teeth and laughed at Schreiermeyer and cleared the other chair, and brought up both together for the two ladies.
"Give yourselves the trouble to be seated," said Schreiermeyer, in a tone so soft that it would not have disturbed a sleeping child.
As soon as he was obeyed he became quite quiet and un.o.btrusive again, the furious glare faded from his eyes, and the white kid hand returned to rest upon its fellow.
"How good you are!" cried Madame De Rosa gratefully, as she sat down on the cane chair.
"Hum!" grunted Schreiermeyer, musically, as if he agreed with her.
"Miss Donne has a good soprano," the teacher ventured to say after a time.
"Ah?" e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed the manager in a tone of very indifferent interrogation.
There was a little pause.
"Lyric," observed Madame De Rosa, breaking the silence.
Another pause. Schreiermeyer seemed not to have heard, and neither moved nor looked at the two.
"Lyric?" he inquired, suddenly, but with extreme softness.
"Lyric," repeated Madame De Rosa, leaning forward a little, and fanning herself violently.
Another pause.
"Thank G.o.d!" exclaimed Schreiermeyer, without moving, but so very devoutly that Margaret stared at him in surprise.
Madame De Rosa knew that this also was an excellent sign; she looked at Margaret and nodded energetically. Whatever Schreiermeyer might mean by returning devout thanks to his Maker at that moment, the retired singer was perfectly sure that he knew his business. He was probably in need of a lyric soprano for the next season, and that might lead to an immediate engagement for Margaret.
"How hot it is!" the latter complained, in an undertone. "There is no air at all here!"
The maids were mopping their faces with their handkerchiefs, and Madame De Rosa"s fan was positively whirring. Schreiermeyer seemed quite indifferent to the temperature.
He must nevertheless have been reflecting on Margaret"s last remark when he slowly turned to her after a silence of nearly a minute.
"Have you a good action of the heart?" he inquired, precisely as a doctor might have done.