Far as the eye can reach they spread, and, as the light and wanton wind stoops to caress them, shake their tiny bells with a coquettish grace, and fling forth perfume to him with a lavish will.
The solemn trees, that "seem to hold mystical converse with each other," look down upon the tranquil scene that, season after season, changes, fades away, and dies, only to return again, fairer and fresher than of yore. The fir-trees tower upwards, and gleam green-black against the sky. Upon some topmost boughs the birds are chanting a paean of their own; while through this "wilderness of sweets"--far down between its deep banks (that are rich with trailing ivy and drooping bracken)--runs a stream, a slow, delicious, lazy stream, that glides now over its moss-grown stones, and anon flashes through some narrow ravine dark and profound. As it runs it babbles fond love-songs to the pixies that, perchance, are peeping out at it, through their yellow tresses, from shady curves and sun-kissed corners.
It is one of May"s divinest efforts,--a day to make one glad and feel that it is well to be alive. Yet Brans...o...b.., walking through this fairy glen, though conscious of its beauty, is conscious, too, that in his heart he knows a want not to be satisfied until Fate shall again bring him face to face with the girl with whom he had parted so unamicably the night before.
Had she really meant him not to call to-day? Will she receive him coldly? Is it even possible to find her in such an absurd place as this, where positively everything seems mixed up together in such a hopeless fashion that one can"t see farther than one"s nose? Perhaps, after all, she is not here, has returned to the house, and is now----
Suddenly, across the bluebells, there comes to him a fresh sweet voice, that thrills him to his very heart. It is hers; and there, in the distance, he can see her, just where the sunlight falls athwart the swaying ferns.
She is sitting down, and is leaning forward, having taken her knees well into her embrace. Her broad hat is tilted backward, so that the sunny straggling hair upon her forehead can be plainly seen. Her gown is snow-white, with just a touch of black at the throat and wrists; a pretty frill of soft babyish lace caresses her throat.
Clear and happy, as though it were a free bird"s her voice rises on the wind and reaches Brans...o...b.., and moves him as no other voice ever had--or will ever again have--power to move him.
"There has fallen a splendid tear From the pa.s.sion-flower at the gate; She is coming, my dove, my dear; She is coming, my life, my fate."
The kind wind brings the tender pa.s.sionate love-song to him, and repeats it in his ear as it hurries onward: "My dove, my dear." How exactly the words suit her! he says them over and over again to himself, almost losing the rest of the music which she is still breathing forth to the evening air.
"My life! my fate!" Is she his life,--his fate? The idea makes him tremble. Has he set his whole heart upon a woman who perhaps can never give him hers in return? The depth, the intensity of the pa.s.sion with which he repeats the words of her song astonishes and perplexes him vaguely. Is she indeed his fate?
He is quite close to her now; and she, turning round to him her lovely flower-like face, starts perceptibly, and, springing to her feet, confronts him with a little frown, and a sudden deepening of color that spreads from chin to brow.
At this moment he knows the whole truth. Never has she appeared so desirable in his eyes. Life with her means happiness more than falls to the lot of most; life without her, an interminable blank.
"Love lights upon the hearts, and straight we feel More worlds of wealth gleam in an upturned eye Than in the rich heart or the miser sea."
"I thought I told you not to come," says Miss Broughton, still frowning.
"I am sure you did not," contradicts he, eagerly; "you said, rather unkindly, I must confess,--but still you said it,--"Catch me if you can." That was a command. I have obeyed it. And I have caught you."
"You knew I was not speaking literally," says Miss Broughton, with some wrath. "The idea of your supposing I really meant you to catch me! You couldn"t have thought it."
"Well, what was I to think? You certainly said it. So I came. I believed"--humbly--"it was the best thing to do."
"Yes; and you found me sitting--as--I was, and singing at the top of my voice. How I dislike people"--says Miss Broughton, with fine disgust--"who steal upon other people unawares!"
"I didn"t steal; I regularly trampled"--protests Brans...o...b.., justly indignant--"right over the moss and ferns and the other things, as hard as ever I could. If bluebells won"t crackle like dead leaves it isn"t my fault, is it? _I_ hadn"t the ordering of them!"
"Oh, yes, it is, every bit your fault," persists she, wilfully, biting, with enchanting grace largely tinctured with viciousness, the blade of gra.s.s she is holding.
Silence, of the most eloquent, that lasts for a full minute, even until the unoffending gra.s.s is utterly consumed.
"Perhaps you would rather I went away," says Mr. Brans...o...b.., stiffly, seeing she will not speak. He is staring at her, and is apparently hopelessly affronted.
"Well, perhaps I would," returns she, coolly, without condescending to look at him.
"Good-by,"--icily.
"Good-by,"--in precisely the same tone, and without changing her position half an inch.
Brans...o...b.. turns away with a precipitancy that plainly betokens hot haste to be gone. He walks quickly in the home direction, and gets as far as the curve in the glen without once looking back. So far the hot haste lasts, and is highly successful; then it grows cooler; the first deadly heat dies away, and, as it goes, his steps grow slower and still slower. A severe struggle with pride ensues, in which pride goes to the wall, and then he comes to a standstill.
Though honestly disgusted with his own want of firmness, he turns and gazes fixedly at the small white-gowned figure standing, just as he had left her, among the purple bells.
Yet not exactly as he had left her: her lips are twitching now, her lids have fallen over her eyes. Even as he watches, the soft lips part, and a smile comes to them,--an open, irrepressible smile, that deepens presently into a gay, mischievous laugh, that rings sweetly, musically upon the air.
It is too much. In a moment he is beside her again, and is gazing down on her with angry eyes.
"Something is amusing you," he says. "Is it me?"
"Yes," says the spoiled beauty, moving back from him, and lifting her lids from her laughing eyes to cast upon him a defiant glance.
"I dare say I do amuse you," exclaims he, wrathfully, goaded to deeper anger by the mockery of her regard. "I have no doubt you can find enjoyment in the situation, but I cannot! I dare say"--pa.s.sionately--"you think it capital fun to make me fall in love with you,--to play with my heart until you can bind me hand and foot as your slave,--only to fling me aside and laugh at my absurd infatuation when the game has grown old and flavorless."
He has taken her hand whether she will or not, and, I think, at this point, almost unconsciously, he gives her a gentle but very decided little shake.
"But there is a limit to all things," he goes on, vehemently, "and here, now, at this moment, you shall give me a plain answer to a plain question I am going to ask you."
He has grown very pale, and his nostrils are slightly dilated. She has grown very pale, too, and is shrinking from him. Her lips are white and trembling; her beautiful eyes are large and full of an undefined fear. The pa.s.sion of his tone has carried her away with it, and has subdued within her all desire for mockery or mirth. Her whole face has changed its expression, and has become sad and appealing. This sudden touch of fear and entreaty makes her so sweet that Dorian"s anger melts before it, and the great love of which it was part again takes the upper hand.
Impulsively he takes her in his arms, and draws her close to him, as though he would willingly shield her from all evil and chase the unspoken fear from her eyes.
"Don"t look at me like that," he says, earnestly. "I deserve it, I know. I should not have spoken to you as I have done, but I could not help it. You made me so miserable--do you know how miserable?--that I forgot myself. Darling, don"t turn from me; speak to me; forgive me!"
This sudden change from vehement reproach to as vehement tenderness frightens Georgie just a little more than the anger of a moment since.
Laying her hand upon his chest, she draws back from him; and he, seeing she really wishes to get away from him, instantly releases her.
As if fascinated, however, she never removes her gaze from his, although large tears have risen, and are shining in her eyes.
"You don"t hate me? I won"t believe that," says Brans...o...b.., wretchedly. "Say you will try to love me, and that you will surely marry me."
At this--feeling rather lost, and not knowing what else to do--Georgie covers her face with her hands, and bursts out crying.
It is now Brans...o...b.."s turn to be frightened, and he does his part to perfection. He is thoroughly and desperately frightened.
"I won"t say another word," he says, hastily; "I won"t, indeed. My dearest, what have I said that you should be so distressed? I only asked you to marry me."
"Well, I"m sure I don"t know what more you could have said," sobs she, still dissolved in tears, and in a tone full of injury.
"But there wasn"t any harm in that," protests he, taking one of her hands from her face and pressing it softly to his lips. "It is a sort of thing" (expansively) "one does every day."
"Do you do it every day?"
"No: I never did it before. And" (very gently) "you will answer me, won"t you?"
No answer, however, is vouchsafed.
"Georgie, say you will marry me."
But Georgie either can"t or won"t say it; and Dorian"s heart dies within him.