And so Glory got her name; and Mattie Hyde, who gave her that, gave her many another thing that was no less a giving to the mother also, before she was two years old. Then Mrs. Hyde and the young lady, having first let the corner house, went away to Europe to stay for years; and when a box of tokens from the far, foreign lands came back to Stonebury a while after, there was a grand shawl for Rosa, and a pretty braided frock for the baby, and a rosary that Glory keeps to this hour, that had been blessed by the Pope. That was the last. Mattie and her mother sailed out upon the Mediterranean one day from the bright coast of France for a far eastern port, to see the Holy Land. G.o.d"s Holy Land they did see, though they never touched those Syrian sh.o.r.es, or climbed the hills about Jerusalem.
Glory remembered--for the most part dimly, for some special points distinctly--her child life of three years in Stonebury poorhouse. How her grandmother and an old countrywoman from the same county "at home"
sat knitting and crooning together in a sunny corner of the common room in winter, or out under the stoop in summer; how she rolled down the green bank behind the house; and, when she grew big enough to be trusted with a knife, was sent out to dig dandelions in the spring, and how an older girl went with her round the village, and sold them from house to house. How, at last, her old grandmother died, and was buried; and how a woman of the village, who had used to buy her dandelions, found a place for her with a relative of her own, in the ten-mile distant city, who took Glory to "bring up"--"seeing," as she said, "there was n.o.body belonging to her to interfere."
Was there a day, after that, that did not leave its searing impress upon heart and memory, of the life that was given, in its every young pulse and breath, to sordid toil for others, and to which it seemed n.o.body on earth owed aught of care or service in return?
It was a close little house--one of those houses where they have fried dinners so often that the smell never gets out in Budd Street--a street of a single side, wedged in between the back yards of more pretentious mansions that stood on fair parallel avenues sloping down from a hilltop to the waterside, that Mrs. Grubbling lived in.
Here Glory McWhirk, from eight years old to nearly fifteen, scoured knives and bra.s.ses, tended doorbell, set tables, washed dishes, and minded the baby; whom, at her peril, she must "keep pacified"--i. e., amused and content, while its mother was otherwise busy. For her, poor child--baby that she still, almost, was herself--who amused, or contented her? There are humans with whom amus.e.m.e.nt and content have nothing to do. What will you? The world must go on.
Glory curled the baby"s hair, and made him "look pretty." Mrs. Grubbling cut her little handmaid"s short to save trouble; so that the very determined yellow locks which, under more favoring circ.u.mstances of place and fortune, might have been trained into lovely golden curls, stood up continually in their restless reaching after the fairer destiny that had been meant for them, in the old fuzz-ball fashion; and Glory grew more and more to justify her name.
Do you think she didn"t know what beauty was--this child who never had a new or pretty garment, but who wore frocks "fadged up" out of old, faded breadths of her mistress"s dresses, and bonnets with brims cut off and topknots taken down, and coa.r.s.e shoes, and stockings cut out of the legs of those whereof Mrs. Grubbling had worn out the extremities? Do you think she didn"t feel the difference, and that it wasn"t this that made her shuffle along so with her toes in, when she sped along the streets upon her manifold errands, and met gentle-people"s children laughing and skipping their hoops upon the sidewalks?
Out of all lives, actual and possible, each one of us appropriates continually into his own. This is a world of hints only, out of which every soul seizes to itself what it needs.
This girl, uncherished, repressed in every natural longing to be and to have, took in all the more of what was possible; for G.o.d had given her this glorious insight, this imagination, wherewith we fill up life"s scanty outline, and grasp at all that might be, or that elsewhere, is.
In her, as in us all, it was often--nay, daily--a discontent; yet a n.o.ble discontent, and curbed with a grand, unconscious patience. She scoured her knives; she shuffled along the streets on hasty errands; she went up and down the house in her small menial duties; she put on and off her coa.r.s.e, repulsive clothing; she uttered herself in her common, ignorant forms of speech; she showed only as a poor, low, little Irish girl with red hair and staring, wondering eyes, and awkward movements, and a frightened fashion of getting into everybody"s way; and yet, behind all this, there was another life that went on in a hidden beauty that you and I cannot fathom, save only as G.o.d gives the like, inwardly, to ourselves.
When Glory"s mistress cut her hair, there were always tears and rebellion. It was her one, eager, pa.s.sionate longing, in these childish days, that these locks of hers should be let to grow. She thought she could almost bear anything else, if only this stiff, unseemly crop might lengthen out into waves and ringlets that should toss in the wind like the carefully kempt tresses of children she met in the streets. She imagined it would be a complete and utter happiness just once to feel it falling in its wealth about her shoulders or dropping against her cheeks; and to be able to look at it with her eyes, and twist her fingers in it at the ends. And so, when it got to be its longest, and began to make itself troublesome about her forehead, and to peep below her shabby bonnet in her neck, she had a brief season of wonderful enjoyment in it. Then she could "make believe" it had really grown out; and the comfort she took in "going through the motions"--pretending to tuck behind her ears what scarcely touched their tips, and tossing her head continually, to throw back imaginary ma.s.ses of curls, was truly indescribable, and such as I could not begin to make you understand.
"Half-witted monkey!" Mrs. Grubbling would e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.e, contemptuously, seeing, with what she conceived marvelous penetration, the half of her little servant"s thought, and so p.r.o.nouncing from her own half wit. Then the great shears came out, and the instinct of grace and beauty in the child was pitilessly outraged, and her soul mutilated, as it were, in every clip of the inexorable shears.
She was always glad--poor Glory--when the springtime came. She took Bubby and Baby down to the Common, of a May Day, to see the processions and the paper-crowned queens; and stood there in her stained and drabbled dress, with the big year-and-a-half-old baby in her arms, and so quite at the mercy of Master Herbert Clarence, who defiantly skipped oft down the avenues, and almost out of her sight--she looking after him in helpless dismay, lest he should get a splash or a tumble, or be altogether lost; and then what would the mistress say? Standing there so--the troops of children in their holiday trim pa.s.sing close beside her--her young heart turned bitter for a moment, as it sometimes would; and her one utterance of all that swelled her martyr soul broke forth:
"Laws a me! Sech lots of good times in the world, and I ain"t in "em!"
Yet, that afternoon, when Mrs. Grubbling went out shopping, and left her to her own devices with the children, how jubilantly she trained the battered chairs in line, and put herself at the head, with Bubby"s scarlet tippet wreathed about her upstart locks, and made a May Day!
I say, she had the soul and essence of the very life she seemed to miss.
There were shabby children"s books about the Grubbling domicile, that had been the older child"s--Cornelia"s--and had descended to Master Herbert, while yet his only pastime in them was to scrawl them full of pencil marks, and tear them into tatters. These, one by one, Glory rescued, and hid away, and fed upon, piecemeal, in secret. She could read, at least--this poor, denied unfortunate. Peter McWhirk had taught his child her letters in happy, humble Sundays and holidays long ago; and Mrs. Grubbling had begun by sending her to a primary school for a while, irregularly, when she could be spared; and when she hadn"t just torn her frock, or worn out her shoes, or it didn"t rain, or she hadn"t been sent of an errand and come back too late--which reasons, with a mult.i.tude of others, constantly recurring, reduced the school days in the year to a number whose smallness Mrs. Grubbling would have indignantly disputed, had it been calculated and set before her; she being one of those not uncommon persons who regard a duty continually evaded as one continually performed, it being necessarily just as much on their minds; till, at last, Herbert had a winter"s illness, and in summer it wasn"t worth while, and the winter after, baby came, so that of course she couldn"t be spared at all; and it seemed little likely now that she ever again would be. But she kept her spelling book, and read over and over what she knew, and groped her way slowly into more, till she promoted herself from that to "Mother Goose"--from "Mother Goose" to "Fables for the Nursery"--and now, her ever fresh and unfailing feast was the "Child"s Own Book of Fairy Tales," and an odd volume of the "Parents" a.s.sistant." She picked out, slowly, the gist of these, with a lame and uncertain interpretation. She lived for weeks with Beauty and the Beast--with Cinderella--with the good girl who worked for the witch, and shook her feather bed every morning; till at last, given leave to go home and see her mother, the gold and silver shower came down about her, departing at the back door. Perhaps she should get her pay, some time, and go home and see her mother.
Meanwhile, she identified herself with--lost herself utterly in,--these imaginary lives. She was, for the time, Cinderella; she was Beauty; she was above all, the Fair One with Golden Locks; she was Simple Susan going to be May Queen; she dwelt in the old Castle of Rossmore, with the Irish Orphans. The little Grubbling house in Budd Street was peopled all through, in every corner, with her fancies. Don"t tell me she had nothing but her n.i.g.g.ardly outside living there.
And the wonder began to come up in her mind, as it did in Faith Gartney"s, whether and when "something might happen" to her.
CHAPTER V.
SOMETHING HAPPENS.
"Athirst! athirst! The sandy soil Bears no glad trace of leaf or tree; No gra.s.s-blade sigheth to the heaven Its little drop of ecstasy.
"Yet other fields are spreading wide Green bosoms to the bounteous sun; And palms and cedars shall sublime Their rapture for thee,--waiting one!"
"Take us down to see the apple woman," said Master Herbert, going out with Glory and the baby one day when his school didn"t keep, and Mrs.
Grubbling had a headache, and wanted to get them all off out of the way.
Bridget Foye sat at her apple stand in the cheery morning sunlight, red cheeks and russets ranged fair and tempting before her, and a pile of roasted peanuts, and one of delicate mola.s.ses candy, such as n.o.body but she knew how to make, at either end of the board.
Bridget Foye was the tidiest, kindliest, merriest apple woman in all Mishaumok. Everybody whose daily path lay across that southeast corner of the Common, knew her well, and had a smile, and perhaps a penny for her; and got a smile and a G.o.d-bless-you, and, for the penny, a rosy or a golden apple, or some of her crisp candy in return.
Glory and the baby, sitting down to rest on one of the benches close by, as their habit was, had one day made a nearer acquaintance with blithe Bridget. I think it began with Glory--who held the baby up to see the pa.s.sing show of a portion of a menagerie in the street, and heard two girls, stopping just before her to look, likewise, say they"d go and see it perform next day--uttering something of her old soliloquy about "good times," and why she "warn"t ever in any of "em." However it was, Mrs.
Foye, in her buxom cheeriness, was drawn to give some of it forth to the uncouth-looking, companionless girl, and not only began a chat with her, after the momentary stir in the street was over, and she had settled herself upon her stool, and leaning her back against a tree, set vigorously to work again at knitting a stout blue yarn stocking, but also treated Bubby and Baby to some bits of her sweet merchandise, and told them about the bears and the monkeys that had gone by, shut up in the gay, red-and-yellow-painted wagons.
So it became, after this first opening, Glory"s chief pleasure to get out with the children now and then, of a sunny day, and sit here on the bench by Bridget Foye, and hear her talk, and tell her, confidentially, some of her small, incessant troubles. It was one more life to draw from--a hearty, bright, and wholesome life, besides. She had, at last, in this great, tumultuous, indifferent city, a friendship and a resource.
But there was a certain fair spot of delicate honor in Glory"s nature that would not let her bring Bubby and Baby in any apparent hope of what they might get, gratuitously, into their mouths. She laid it down, a rule, with Master Herbert, that he was not to go to the apple stand with her unless he had first put by a penny for a purchase. And so unflinchingly she adhered to this determination, that sometimes weeks went by--hard, weary weeks, without a bit of pleasantness for her; weeks of sore pining for a morsel of heart food--before she was free of her own conscience to go and take it.
Bridget told stories to Herbert--strange, nonsensical fables, to be sure--stuff that many an overwise mother, bringing up her children by hard rule and theory, might have utterly forbidden as harmful trash--yet that never put an evil into his heart, nor crowded, I dare to say, a better thought out of his brain. Glory liked the stories as well, almost, as the child. One moral always ran through them all. Troubles always, somehow, came to an end; good creatures and children got safe out of them all, and lived happy ever after; and the fierce, and cunning, and bad--the wolves, and foxes, and witches--trapped themselves in their own wickedness, and came to deplorable ends.
"Tell us about the little red hen," said Herbert, paying his money, and munching his candy.
"An" thin ye"ll trundle yer hoop out to the big tree, an" lave Glory an"
me our lane for a minute?"
"Faith, an" I will that," said the boy--aping, ambitiously, the racy Irish accent.
"Well, thin, there was once"t upon a time, away off in the ould country, livin" all her lane in the woods, in a wee bit iv a house be herself, a little rid hin. Nice an" quite she was, and nivir did no kind o" harrum in her life. An" there lived out over the hill, in a din o" the rocks, a crafty ould felly iv a fox. An" this same ould villain iv a fox, he laid awake o" nights, and he prowled round shly iy a daytime, thinkin" always so busy how he"d git the little rid hin, an" carry her home an" bile her up for his shupper. But the wise little rid hin nivir went intil her bit iv a house, but she locked the door afther her, an" pit the kay in her pocket. So the ould rashkill iv a fox, he watched, an" he prowled, an"
he laid awake nights, till he came all to skin an" bone, on" sorra a ha"porth o" the little rid hin could he git at. But at lasht there came a shcame intil his wicked ould head, an" he tuk a big bag one mornin", over his shouldher, and he says till his mother, says he, "Mother, have the pot all bilin" agin" I come home, for I"ll bring the little rid hin to-night for our shupper." An" away he wint, over the hill, an" came c.r.a.ping shly and soft through the woods to where the little rid hin lived in her shnug bit iv a house. An" shure, jist at the very minute that he got along, out comes the little rid hin out iv the door, to pick up shticks to bile her taykettle. "Begorra, now, but I"ll have yees,"
says the shly ould fox, and in he shlips, unbeknownst, intil the house, an" hides behind the door. An" in comes the little rid hin, a minute afther, with her ap.r.o.n full of shticks, an" shuts to the door an" locks it, an" pits the kay in her pocket. An" thin she turns round--an" there shtands the baste iv a fox in the corner. Well, thin, what did she do, but jist dhrop down her shticks, and fly up in a great fright and flutter to the big bame acra.s.s inside o" the roof, where the fox couldn"t get at her?
""Ah, ha!" says the ould fox, "I"ll soon bring yees down out o" that!"
An" he began to whirrul round, an" round, an" round, fashter an" fashter an" fashter, on the floor, after his big, bushy tail, till the little rid hin got so dizzy wid lookin", that she jist tumbled down off the bame, and the fox whipped her up and popped her intil his bag, and shtarted off home in a minute. An" he wint up the wood, an" down the wood, half the day long, with the little rid hin shut up shmotherin" in the bag. Sorra a know she knowd where she was, at all, at all. She thought she was all biled an" ate up, an" finished, shure! But, by an"
by, she renumbered herself, an" pit her hand in her pocket, and tuk out her little bright schissors, and shnipped a big hole in the bag behind, an" out she leapt, an" picked up a big shtone, an" popped it intil the bag, an" rin aff home, an" locked the door.
"An" the fox he tugged away up over the hill, with the big shtone at his back thumpin" his shouldhers, thinkin" to himself how heavy the little rid hin was, an" what a fine shupper he"d have. An" whin he came in sight iv his din in the rocks, and shpied his ould mother a-watchin" for him at the door, he says, "Mother! have ye the pot bilin"?" An" the ould mother says, "Sure an" it is; an" have ye the little rid hin?" "Yes, jist here in me bag. Open the lid o" the pot till I pit her in," says he.
"An" the ould mother fox she lifted the lid o" the pot, and the rashkill untied the bag, and hild it over the pot o" bilin" wather, an" shuk in the big, heavy shtone. An" the bilin" wather shplashed up all over the rogue iv a fox, an" his mother, an" shcalded them both to death. An" the little rid hin lived safe in her house foriver afther."
"Ah!" breathed Bubby, in intense relief, for perhaps the twentieth time.
"Now tell about the girl that went to seek her fortune!"
"Away wid ye!" cried Bridget Foye. "Kape yer promish, an" lave that till ye come back!"
So Herbert and his hoop trundled off to the big tree.
"An" how are yees now, honey?" says Bridget to Glory, a whole catechism of questions in the one inquiry. "Have ye come till any good times yit?"
"Oh, Mrs. Foye," says Glory, "I think I"m tied up tight in the bag, an"
I"ll never get out, except it"s into the hot water!"
"An" havint ye nivir a pair iv schissors in yer pocket?" asks Bridget.
"I don"t know," says poor Glory, hopelessly. And just then Master Herbert comes trundling back, and Bridget tells him the story of the girl that went to seek her fortune and came to be a queen.