GILBEY. It"s no use, Knox: look it in the face. Did I ever tell you my father drank?
KNOX. No. But I knew it. Simmons told me.
GILBEY. Yes: he never could keep his mouth quiet: he told me your aunt was a kleptomaniac.
MRS KNOX. It wasnt true, Mr Gilbey. She used to pick up handkerchiefs if she saw them lying about; but you might trust her with untold silver.
GILBEY. My Uncle Phil was a teetotaller. My father used to say to me: Rob, he says, dont you ever have a weakness. If you find one getting a hold on you, make a merit of it, he says. Your Uncle Phil doesnt like spirits; and he makes a merit of it, and is chairman of the Blue Ribbon Committee. I do like spirits; and I make a merit of it, and I"m the King c.o.c.katoo of the Convivial c.o.c.katoos. Never put yourself in the wrong, he says. I used to boast about what a good boy Bobby was. Now I sw.a.n.k about what a dog he is; and it pleases people just as well. What a world it is!
KNOX. It turned my blood cold at first to hear Margaret telling people about Holloway; but it goes down better than her singing used to.
MRS KNOX. I never thought she sang right after all those lessons we paid for.
GILBEY. Lord, Knox, it was lucky you and me got let in together. I tell you straight, if it hadnt been for Bobby"s disgrace, I"d have broke up the firm.
KNOX. I shouldnt have blamed you: I"d have done the same only for Margaret. Too much straightlacedness narrows a man"s mind. Talking of that, what about those hygienic corset advertis.e.m.e.nts that Vines & Jackson want us to put in the window? I told Vines they werent decent and we couldnt shew them in our shop. I was pretty high with him. But what am I to say to him now if he comes and throws this business in our teeth?
GILBEY. Oh, put em in. We may as well go it a bit now.
MRS GILBEY. Youve been going it quite far enough, Rob. [To Mrs Knox] He wont get up in the mornings now: he that was always out of bed at seven to the tick!
MRS KNOX. You hear that, Jo? [To Mrs Gilbey] Hes taken to whisky and soda. A pint a week! And the beer the same as before!
KNOX. Oh, dont preach, old girl.
MRS KNOX. [To Mrs Gilbey] Thats a new name hes got for me. [to Knox] I tell you, Jo, this doesnt sit well on you. You may call it preaching if you like; but it"s the truth for all that. I say that if youve happiness within yourself, you dont need to seek it outside, spending money on drink and theatres and bad company, and being miserable after all. You can sit at home and be happy; and you can work and be happy. If you have that in you, the spirit will set you free to do what you want and guide you to do right. But if you havent got it, then youd best be respectable and stick to the ways that are marked out for you; for youve nothing else to keep you straight.
KNOX. [angrily] And is a man never to have a bit of fun? See whats come of it with your daughter! She was to be content with your happiness that youre always talking about; and how did the spirit guide her? To a month"s hard for being drunk and a.s.saulting the police. Did _I_ ever a.s.sault the police?
MRS KNOX. You wouldnt have the courage. I dont blame the girl.
MRS GILBEY.Oh, Maria! What are you saying?
GILBEY.What! And you so pious!
MRS KNOX. She went where the spirit guided her. And what harm there was in it she knew nothing about.
GILBEY. Oh, come, Mrs Knox! Girls are not so innocent as all that.
MRS KNOX. I dont say she was ignorant. But I do say that she didnt know what we know: I mean the way certain temptations get a sudden hold that no goodness nor self-control is any use against. She was saved from that, and had a rough lesson too; and I say it was no earthly protection that did that. But dont think, you two men, that youll be protected if you make what she did an excuse to go and do as youd like to do if it wasnt for fear of losing your characters. The spirit wont guide you, because it isnt in you; and it never had been: not in either of you.
GILBEY. [with ironic humility] I"m sure I"m obliged to you for your good opinion, Mrs Knox.
MRS KNOX. Well, I will say for you, Mr Gilbey, that youre better than my man here. Hes a bitter hard heathen, is my Jo, G.o.d help me! [She begins to cry quietly].
KNOX. Now, dont take on like that, Amelia. You know I always give in to you that you were right about religion. But one of us had to think of other things, or we"d have starved, we and the child.
MRS KNOX. How do you know youd have starved? All the other things might have been added unto you.
GILBEY. Come, Mrs Knox, dont tell me Knox is a sinner. I know better.
I"m sure youd be the first to be sorry if anything was to happen to him.
KNOX. [bitterly to his wife] Youve always had some grudge against me; and n.o.body but yourself can understand what it is.
MRS KNOX. I wanted a man who had that happiness within himself. You made me think you had it; but it was nothing but being in love with me.
MRS GILBEY. And do you blame him for that?
MRS KNOX. I blame n.o.body. But let him not think he can walk by his own light. I tell him that if he gives up being respectable he"ll go right down to the bottom of the hill. He has no powers inside himself to keep him steady; so let him cling to the powers outside him.
KNOX. [rising angrily] Who wants to give up being respectable? All this for a pint of whisky that lasted a week! How long would it have lasted Simmons, I wonder?
MRS KNOX. [gently] Oh, well, say no more, Jo. I wont plague you about it. [He sits down]. You never did understand; and you never will. Hardly anybody understands: even Margaret didnt til she went to prison. She does now; and I shall have a companion in the house after all these lonely years.
KNOX. [beginning to cry] I did all I could to make you happy. I never said a harsh word to you.
GILBEY. [rising indignantly] What right have you to treat a man like that? an honest respectable husband? as if he were dirt under your feet?
KNOX. Let her alone, Gilbey. [Gilbey sits down, but mutinously].
MRS KNOX. Well, you gave me all you could, Jo; and if it wasnt what I wanted, that wasnt your fault. But I"d rather have you as you were than since you took to whisky and soda.
KNOX. I dont want any whisky and soda. I"ll take the pledge if you like.
MRS KNOX. No: you shall have your beer because you like it. The whisky was only brag. And if you and me are to remain friends, Mr Gilbey, youll get up to-morrow morning at seven.
GILBEY. [defiantly] Damme if I will! There!
MRS KNOX. [with gentle pity] How do you know, Mr Gilbey, what youll do to-morrow morning?
GILBEY. Why shouldnt I know? Are we children not to be let do what we like, and our own sons and daughters kicking their heels all over the place? [To Knox] I was never one to interfere between man and wife, Knox; but if Maria started ordering me about like that--
MRS GILBEY. Now dont be naughty, Rob. You know you mustnt set yourself up against religion?
GILBEY. Whos setting himself up against religion?
MRS KNOX. It doesnt matter whether you set yourself up against it or not, Mr. Gilbey. If it sets itself up against you, youll have to go the appointed way: it"s no use quarrelling about it with me that am as great a sinner as yourself.
GILBEY. Oh, indeed! And who told you I was a sinner?
MRS GILBEY. Now, Rob, you know we are all sinners. What else is religion?
GILBEY. I say nothing against religion. I suppose were all sinners, in a manner of speaking; but I dont like to have it thrown at me as if I"d really done anything.
MRS GILBEY. Mrs Knox is speaking for your good, Rob.
GILBEY. Well, I dont like to be spoken to for my good. Would anybody like it?