The change for the better did not last long. The disease resumed its onslaughts. Va.s.sily Ivanovitch was sitting by Bazarov. It seemed as though the old man were tormented by some special anguish. He was several times on the point of speaking--and could not.
"Yevgeny!" he brought out at last; "my son, my one, dear son!"
This unfamiliar mode of address produced an effect on Bazarov. He turned his head a little, and, obviously trying to fight against the load of oblivion weighing upon him, he articulated: "What is it, father?"
"Yevgeny," Va.s.sily Ivanovitch went on, and he fell on his knees before Bazarov, though the latter had closed his eyes and could not see him.
"Yevgeny, you are better now; please G.o.d, you will get well, but make use of this time, comfort your mother and me, perform the duty of a Christian! What it means for me to say this to you, it"s awful; but still more awful ... for ever and ever, Yevgeny ... think a little, what ..."
The old man"s voice broke, and a strange look pa.s.sed over his son"s face, though he still lay with closed eyes.
"I won"t refuse, if that can be any comfort to you," he brought out at last; "but it seems to me there"s no need to be in a hurry. You say yourself I am better."
"Oh, yes, Yevgeny, better certainly; but who knows, it is all in G.o.d"s hands, and in doing the duty ..."
"No, I will wait a bit," broke in Bazarov. "I agree with you that the crisis has come. And if we"re mistaken, well! they give the sacrament to men who"re unconscious, you know."
"Yevgeny, I beg."
"I"ll wait a little. And now I want to go to sleep. Don"t disturb me."
And he laid his head back on the pillow.
The old man rose from his knees, sat down in the armchair, and, clutching his beard, began biting his own fingers ...
The sound of a light carriage on springs, that sound which is peculiarly impressive in the wilds of the country, suddenly struck upon his hearing. Nearer and nearer rolled the light wheels; now even the neighing of the horses could be heard.... Va.s.sily Ivanovitch jumped up and ran to the little window. There drove into the courtyard of his little house a carriage with seats for two, with four horses harnessed abreast. Without stopping to consider what it could mean, with a rush of a sort of senseless joy, he ran out on to the steps.... A groom in livery was opening the carriage doors; a lady in a black veil and a black mantle was getting out of it ...
"I am Madame Odintsov," she said. "Yevgeny Va.s.silvitch is still living?
You are his father? I have a doctor with me."
"Benefactress!" cried Va.s.sily Ivanovitch, and s.n.a.t.c.hing her hand, he pressed it convulsively to his lips, while the doctor brought by Anna Sergyevna, a little man in spectacles, of German physiognomy, stepped very deliberately out of the carriage. "Still living, my Yevgeny is living, and now he will be saved! Wife! wife!... An angel from heaven has come to us...."
"What does it mean, good Lord!" faltered the old woman, running out of the drawing-room; and, comprehending nothing, she fell on the spot in the pa.s.sage at Anna Sergyevna"s feet, and began kissing her garments like a mad woman.
"What are you doing!" protested Anna Sergyevna; but Arina Vlasyevna did not heed her, while Va.s.sily Ivanovitch could only repeat, "An angel! an angel!"
"_Wo ist der Kranke?_ and where is the patient?" said the doctor at last, with some impatience.
Va.s.sily Ivanovitch recovered himself. "Here, here, follow me, wurdigster Herr Collega," he added through old a.s.sociations.
"Ah!" articulated the German, grinning sourly.
Va.s.sily Ivanovitch led him into the study. "The doctor from Anna Sergyevna Odintsov," he said, bending down quite to his son"s ear, "and she herself is here."
Bazarov suddenly opened his eyes. "What did you say?"
"I say that Anna Sergyevna is here, and has brought this gentleman, a doctor, to you."
Bazarov moved his eyes about him. "She is here.... I want to see her."
"You shall see her, Yevgeny; but first we must have a little talk with the doctor. I will tell him the whole history of your illness since Sidor Sidoritch" (this was the name of the district doctor) "has gone, and we will have a little consultation."
Bazarov glanced at the German. "Well, talk away quickly, only not in Latin; you see, I know the meaning of _jam moritur_."
"_Der Herr scheint des Deutschen machtig zu sein_," began the new follower of aesculapius, turning to Va.s.sily Ivanovitch.
"_Ich_ ... _gabe_ ... We had better speak Russian," said the old man.
"Ah, ah! so that"s how it is.... To be sure ..." And the consultation began.
Half-an-hour later Anna Sergyevna, conducted by Va.s.sily Ivanovitch, came into the study. The doctor had had time to whisper to her that it was hopeless even to think of the patient"s recovery.
She looked at Bazarov ... and stood still in the doorway, so greatly was she impressed by the inflamed, and at the same time deathly face, with its dim eyes fastened upon her. She felt simply dismayed, with a sort of cold and suffocating dismay; the thought that she would not have felt like that if she had really loved him flashed instantaneously through her brain.
"Thanks," he said painfully, "I did not expect this. It"s a deed of mercy. So we have seen each other again, as you promised."
"Anna Sergyevna has been so kind," began Va.s.sily Ivanovitch ...
"Father, leave us alone. Anna Sergyevna, you will allow it, I fancy, now?"
With a motion of his head, he indicated his prostrate helpless frame.
Va.s.sily Ivanovitch went out.
"Well, thanks," repeated Bazarov. "This is royally done. Monarchs, they say, visit the dying too."
"Yevgeny Va.s.silyitch, I hope----"
"Ah, Anna Sergyevna, let us speak the truth. It"s all over with me. I"m under the wheel. So it turns out that it was useless to think of the future. Death"s an old joke, but it comes fresh to every one. So far I"m not afraid ... but there, senselessness is coming, and then it"s all up!----" he waved his hand feebly. "Well, what had I to say to you ... I loved you! there was no sense in that even before, and less than ever now. Love is a form, and my own form is already breaking up. Better say how lovely you are! And now here you stand, so beautiful ..."
Anna Sergyevna gave an involuntary shudder.
"Never mind, don"t be uneasy.... Sit down there.... Don"t come close to me; you know, my illness is catching."
Anna Sergyevna swiftly crossed the room, and sat down in the armchair near the sofa on which Bazarov was lying.
"n.o.ble-hearted!" he whispered. "Oh, how near, and how young, and fresh, and pure ... in this loathsome room!... Well, good-bye! live long, that"s the best of all, and make the most of it while there is time.
You see what a hideous spectacle; the worm half-crushed, but writhing still. And, you see, I thought too: I"d break down so many things, I wouldn"t die, why should I! there were problems to solve, and I was a giant! And now all the problem for the giant is how to die decently, though that makes no difference to any one either.... Never mind; I"m not going to turn tail."
Bazarov was silent, and began feeling with his hand for the gla.s.s. Anna Sergyevna gave him some drink, not taking off her glove, and drawing her breath timorously.
"You will forget me," he began again; "the dead"s no companion for the living. My father will tell you what a man Russia is losing.... That"s nonsense, but don"t contradict the old man. Whatever toy will comfort the child ... you know. And be kind to mother. People like them aren"t to be found in your great world if you look by daylight with a candle.... I was needed by Russia.... No, it"s clear, I wasn"t needed.
And who is needed? The shoemaker"s needed, the tailor"s needed, the butcher ... gives us meat ... the butcher ... wait a little, I"m getting mixed.... There"s a forest here ..."
Bazarov put his hand to his brow.
Anna Sergyevna bent down to him. "Yevgeny Va.s.silyitch, I am here ..."
He at once took his hand away, and raised himself.