As time pa.s.sed, Fenrir began to realize that learning wasn"t the only thing that was necessary to be an adult. She was still too young to be considered mature and, unlike the other girls around her Master, Fenrir"s body never changed. Ever since she was named, Fenrir "knew" deep inside of her that she would be with her Master forever. Even if the stars in the sky burned out, Fenrir was confident she and her Master would continue forward for a much longer period of time. This was because her Master was immortal and she, Fenrir herself, was "Ageless". No matter how much time pa.s.sed, Fenrir"s body would never grow up to become curvy and soft like other girls...Fenrir knew that, like herself, there was another girl who"s body didn"t grow up either. In that hateful place that had caused her so much pain, Fenrir knew the girl inside had been there for a much longer period of time. Since she knew about numbers now, Fenrir knew the girl had stayed there hundreds of times longer than she did, something Fenrir couldn"t even fathom. She imagined the girl felt a much greater loneliness than anything she could comprehend so, even though Fenrir was still scared of the girl, she decided not to hate her anymore. Fenrir hoped that the girl, a True Vampire named Eva, would help her find a solution. Since Eva was very close to her Master, Fenrir believed she would be able to help her become an adult...
Splitting her time between taking care of her Master, protecting his home, and making sure the other girls were "behaving", Fenrir slowly made her plans. When the strange orb that kept Eva imprisoned "woke" back up, Fenrir decided she would stay inside of it once again. Eva was very powerful and wise, so Fenrir would be able to become much stronger if she learned from her. It would be very painful to be away from her Master for another four years, but Fenrir believed it was for the best. She would be able to become strong, learn how to be a mature adult, and show her Master how patient, mature, and reliable she could be.
Eventually, after a long period of time, the orb containing Eva woke back up. Fenrir went inside with her Master and, though it was very hard, made the decision to stay. Her Master gave her a lot of encouragement and stayed at her side until the very end, comforting her to the best of his ability. Using the memories of that warmth, Fenrir watched the heartbreaking sight of her Master disappearing from her life once again.
From that point onwards, she swore to never be apart from her Master anymore. She would train harder than ever before to become stronger, strong enough to protect her Master and stay by his side. The other girls would "have" to behave if she was the strongest and, one day, Fenrir believed her strength would also enable her to one day overcome the limitations of her "Ageless" body. Like many of the girls surrounding her Master, Fenrir wanted to make a baby with him...or at the very least be "capable" of making a baby...
(Fenrir"s Commentary: "Fenrir will never lose hope...")